We were silent for a long time, and we didn't dwell on the topic anymore, he leaned back on the couch to rest, my head was a mess, I wanted to go, but he wouldn't let me.

Almost as soon as I stood up, he opened his eyes and stared at me so that I didn't dare to move, I have to say, his eyes were very lethal.

A waiter knocked on the door, saying that he was bringing lunch, and he told me to open the door.

After the waiter left, he asked me to go over to eat, I was not hungry and didn't want to eat at all, maybe I was hungry, I was full of anger when I was hungry before, and now let me sit down and eat with him calmly, I can't do it.

I really can't understand how there is such an unreasonable man in the world, he doesn't like you, and he doesn't want to give you to others.

It's like a small thing that we occasionally collect, it may not be of much use, so it keeps it in a box, and you don't like it much, but when someone asks you for it. But you don't want to give to others.

What kind of mood is this? Exclusive desire? Actually, there is a very vulgar metaphor called "stinginess."

His phone rang suddenly, he glanced at it and hung up. Then he picked up the bowl and ate his own meal. and they will not call me to eat any more.

I think sitting with him like this really makes me feel restless, I don't understand why, I just want to leave.

I hesitated, but I was a little bold enough to say what I thought, "It's not too early, I'm going home." ”

He was still eating slowly, ignoring me.

I wanted to get up and leave, but I couldn't help but pull down my face and ask him for money, "I don't have any money on me, can you borrow some money to give me a taxi......?" I'll transfer Alipay to you. ”

He still ignored me.

I was angry, "You dragged me here, and you have to be responsible for sending me back." ”

"Smack!" he slapped his chopsticks on the table, and said in a very bad tone: "Go back, where are you going? Fu Yan?

I was a little aggrieved, "I have a bag and a mobile phone with him...... and there is also a tablet and a tablet that he gave me. I don't know why, but I don't want to say this.

He was stunned for a moment, and then said, "I'll have someone get it for you." ”

"I'll take it myself. ”

But he didn't listen to me at all, he had already picked up the phone and called out, and ordered someone to get something for me, and after a while, the thing was really delivered.

It's just the person who sent it, I didn't expect it to be Fu Yan. Qin Jianghao obviously didn't call him before, so when he saw that he appeared at the door, his face was very bad.

Fu Yan was indifferent, didn't react much, glanced at the things on the table, and then turned his head to ask me, "Are you eating?"

I shook my head, and then he understood that the pair of used dishes and chopsticks belonged to Qin Jianghao, he frowned, and said to Qin Jianghao: "Yesterday I said that I would take her around today, you eat slowly, I will take her away first." After Fu Yan finished speaking, he reached over and took my hand.

As soon as he took a step, Qin Jianghao suddenly stood up and slapped his hand away. said indifferently: "This kind of thing, you don't need to do it for you, I will take her there." ”

"Don't you have another meeting in the afternoon?"

"Those don't matter. ”

"......" Fu Yan was silent.

The two were at a stalemate. I think I'm very sorry for Fu Yan, because I wanted to test Qin Jianghao, I pulled him into the water, they are good buddies, I can't hurt my feelings because of my meanness.

I pulled my hand out of the hands of the two of them, took the bag from Fu Yan's hand, and said, "No need, I'll come back another day, I still have some things, I have to go home first." ”

Fu Yan said: "I'll send you back." ”

"No, I can take a taxi to the station and take the high-speed train. ”

Qin Jianghao didn't say anything, turned around and took the key from the table, and directly took my hand out.

He is always so rude, never allowing others to consider or hesitate, doing whatever he wants, and not caring about the wishes of others.

Stuffed me into the car, he drove directly on the road, I thought he was just sending me to the station, but I didn't expect him to drive the car around S City for most of the circle and then get on the highway, I only then realized that he was going to drive me back.

"Just send me to the station, I'll go back myself. "Why is he so willful, he doesn't go to the meeting, but he wants to send me home

He ignored me, but halfway through the car, he stopped again, and I realized that I had already gotten off the highway at some point, and now I was in a wild area, and across the bank was an endless river, larger than the average river, and much smaller than the sea.

There were a few small boats floating on the river, looking close, but in fact it was far away from the shore, because there were no figures on it at all, only the boats swimming slowly.

I don't know what Qin Jianghao is doing when he stops here, after a while, he opened the car door and got out of the car, I thought, he can't be trying to boo, right?

In other words, does Qin Jianghao also defecate in the open?

Seeing him standing on the bank and looking at the river in the distance, I realized that I was thinking too much, and he was not trying to boo.

I sat in the car and didn't move, staring at his back all the time, he suddenly turned his head, and our eyes met so suddenly, the meaning in his eyes was obvious.

I got out of the car and walked next to him, and he suddenly asked, "How big do you think the world is?"

I subconsciously thought of an advertising line, "The world is as big as the heart." After saying that, I wanted to laugh a little, but I couldn't.

He was silent and did not speak, and after a while he added: "The world is big, and we are all too small, everyone is confused about the future, but obsessed with the present. I don't know what you want, I don't understand, and I don't know if I can give it to you, but I don't want you to be too far away. ”

"...... "He's ...... What do you mean? Suddenly say something like that.

"I don't know what I really like, but Luoluo ......" he originally looked at the distance, paused and turned his head to look at me, "You are the person I trust the most." ”

"......" is the most ...... Someone to trust?

"I can't be with you, but I don't want you to be with anyone else, whatever you like, whatever you want, I can satisfy you, except for one thing, you can't be with other men. ”

He wasn't with me, but he didn't want me to be with others, "Qin Jianghao, what do you think?" "I really don't understand.

The light in his eyes suddenly became a little complicated, and he said very seriously: "Just like when I was a child, isn't it good for you to only care about me alone, and only by my side? Why change it? Just like when I was a child, after a quarrel, I will be reconciled the next day, and I won't have a cold war for a long time, no matter what misunderstanding happens between us, you won't leave me, I want to keep it like this forever." ”

“……”

"They say that only when you get married can you tie a person forever, but after getting married, I found that every time we quarreled, the nature was different, everything was different, and it felt as if we couldn't go back to the past. ”

What the hell is he trying to say, I don't understand, I don't understand. He wants to stay with me forever, but he is not a lover, he is an eternal friend? But he is not allowed to like someone else, what is the relationship?

"Qin Jianghao, are you ...... Just because you're so lonely and lonely, you want to keep me with you? Like a puppet, you like it but you don't love it, and you don't want others to get involved with it?"

What the hell is this mess?

He frowned, and there was a hint of confusion in his eyes, "I don't know if that's the case......"

"What the hell do you think of me? You don't have a heart, and do you think I can be without a heart?" He can keep me by his side without loving me, but I can't let myself love him while watching him be with someone else.

Love may not be important to men, but for most of us women, it is like spiritual food, we can live for love, or die for the person we love, but we just can't accept it.

That is, the person we love does not love us.

You can choose not to love me, but please don't leave us around, stay around, and you won't love us......

We're not real puppets, and we're in pain!

He didn't speak, and I didn't speak, and there was silence between them for a few minutes, I closed my eyes and said, "Qin Jianghao...... Let's not see each other again in the future, try to get used to not being able to see each other for a while, and maybe you will find that you don't need me that much. ”

"I tried, it didn't work. He roared: "When I saw the divorce agreement you left, I thought about giving you the freedom you wanted, don't bother you anymore, but I found that I couldn't do it, so I couldn't help but go to you." Oh, I don't know what I am, and I don't know if I like you, but I don't want you to be too far away from me. ”

"No, you don't like me. "He doesn't like me, he doesn't even know what he likes. There is such a type of people in this world, they don't believe in love, and they don't know what love is.

Just like the family relationship we are familiar with, they are just too dependent on the time we have spent with this person, like when we work in other places and go home for the New Year to know where to go because there are relatives there.

It's not because there's love and relationships, it's just because there's an acquaintance there who can get along well with you, it's just a dependence.

At the moment, I really believe that he doesn't love me, he is just used to me, used to being around, used to having me.

Those pictures that seemed to be jealous because other men approached me finally had an answer at this time, he was just afraid that others would snatch his puppet doll!

The man in front of him, this handsome, handsome, indifferent and ruthless man, may not be born with the ability to love!

This kind of man writes about my various embarrassing symptoms!