56. Ambition
Zhao Xiaoli was in a very bad state, Zhang Dongming was a little worried, called Anna, said hello to the students in the class, and led her home.
Tang Wan was not there, and there were no fruit snacks or anything at home, for about twenty minutes, Zhang Dongming came out of the kitchen with a bowl of porridge, and Zhao Xiaoli had been watching TV on the sofa with empty eyes.
Zhang Dongming sat down: "Hungry, drink less." ”
Zhao Xiaoli looked at the porridge on the coffee table, looked at it stunned for a while, bent over and drank it one by one, her eyes were wet again as she drank, and her tears fell down, fell onto the coffee table, and fell into the porridge bowl.
When she was halfway through the drink, Zhao Xiaoli couldn't drink anymore, she buried her head in her knees and cried, Zhang Dongming patted her shoulder and went to the kitchen with the porridge bowl.
I haven't lived on the side for a long time, Zhang Dongming laid out the sheets and pillowcases, and took out Tang Wan's pajamas from the wardrobe, Tang Wan is much taller than Zhao Xiaoli, but she can wear it just now.
I went to the bathroom to boil the water, prepared a new toothbrush, toothpaste, towels, soap, shampoo, shower gel, etc., which he bought during SARS, and he bought too much at the time, and he hasn't used it up yet.
"Come, take a shower, take a shower, and you'll be in a good mood. ”
Zhao Xiaoli still didn't react, Zhang Dongming took her to the bathroom to take a shower.
The sound of rushing water and whining cries came from the bathroom, and Zhang Dongming went outside to light a cigarette on the balcony.
If he starts over, he will still use Zhao Xiaoli to stimulate Lu Ye to study, but after that, he will do something to make Zhao Xiaoli avoid today's sadness, but how to start over and be reborn again?
No matter how wise a person is, life can never be perfect, after all, people are emotional animals, not machines that design good programs.
Zhao Xiaoli came out after washing, her eyes were red and her hair was wet.
Zhang Dongming pulled her back to the bathroom to blow her hair, Zhao Xiaoli looked at herself in the mirror blankly, looked at it and cried: "He said that he came to find me in high school, and he said that he loved me for the rest of his life." ”
Zhang Dongming didn't know what to say, Zhao Xiaoli looked at him with teary eyes: "Teacher, he said it, he really said it." ”
Zhang Dongming put down the hair dryer: "People will grow, and some changes are normal." ”
Zhao Xiaoli burst into tears: "I've been waiting for him for two years, I've been thinking about him, I don't want him to say I'm sorry, I don't want to be friends with him, teacher, I don't, woo, woo, woo......"
Zhao Xiaoli cried in his arms, and Zhang Dongming patted her thin shoulder and comforted her silently.
On the road of growth, it is bound to go through the youth years when you are unable to resist the injury, since you are hurt, since it hurts, then cry loudly. It's always good to be able to cry, but when you want to cry but can't, it will be the vicissitudes of time.
morning
Zhang Dongming got up early in the morning and cooked a meal, looked at the time, it was almost seven o'clock, went to knock on the door twice, there was no response inside, gently pushed the door open and looked at it, Zhao Xiaoli was still asleep.
At half past seven, Zhao Xiaoli got up.
No matter how close the relationship with the teacher is, after all, the seventeen or eighteen-year-old girl, she didn't feel depressed yesterday, and she was more awake at this time, Zhao Xiaoli was a little embarrassed to come out of the room in Tang Wan's pajamas.
Zhang Dongming said with a smile: "Wash up, it's all ready for you." ”
Zhao Xiaoli said "oh" and went to wash, the clothes and pants that were washed last night were also dry, Zhao Xiaoli went back to the room to change clothes, folded the quilt and came out of the room: "Teacher......"
Zhang Dongming smiled: "Come on, let's eat." ”
Zhao Xiaoli didn't say the rest of the words, Zhang Dongming served her a bowl of rice: "These two days of monthly exams, don't go to school if you don't want to, rest at the teacher's house for two days, and wait for the end of the month to go home, I told Teacher An." ”
Zhao Xiaoli raised her head and said as naturally as possible: "No need teacher, I'm fine." ”
Zhang Dongming smiled: "Promise not to cry?"
Zhao Xiaoli nodded: "Yes." ”
Zhang Dongming knew that Zhao Xiaoli was not so easy to pass this time with Lu Ye, she now at most accepted this fact, and the wound in her heart did not heal at all, nor could it be healed in a short time.
It's not that Zhao Xiaoli is strong, it's that she has always remembered that studying is not only for herself, but also for her parents who save money at home and tighten their belts for her to study, she hasn't studied much for a month, no matter what, she can't go on like this.
Zhang Dongming knows Zhao Xiaoli, he has never really worried about her study, but it is precisely because of this understanding that he is a little more worried, and he has something to say to Zhao Xiaoli, but now is not the time to say it, let's see the situation in the future.
In short, whether it is Zhao Xiaoli's sadness or Zhang Wei's sadness, their tearful September has passed, Liu Chuan's helplessness, Lu Ye's indifference, and the September they missed has also passed, and everyone's life continues next, and no one knows where the story ends.
On the eleventh and seventeenth day off, Zhang Dongming went back to Beishan Township for two days, Gong Liguo and Sun Shufen were very good, which was the greatest stability for him.
Gong Fei originally pulled him and said that he would stay for two more days, but after half a month, he hurried back to video with Tang Wan, and finally this girl came with a sentence of "heavy color and light friends" with disdain and ignored him.
"It's going to be cold in October, wear more, don't you have sweaters and pants when you leave, it's on the second layer of the wardrobe......"
"The gloves and hats are in the bottom drawer, the old ones are the old ones, wear them first, don't buy new ones yourself, you won't buy anything at all......"
"Wash less clothes and pants, bury the dots, bury the dots, it's not like summer, wash too much and it's not warm......"
In the video, Tang Wan was talking and Zhang Dongming was happy.
Tang Wan said, "Don't be happy, remember?"
Zhang Dongming promised: "Remember, how dare you not remember Mr. Tang's words." ”
Tang Wan rolled her eyes at him: "Also, don't buy noodles, quick-frozen dumplings or anything if you don't eat them, stew some rice and stir-fry some vegetables by yourself, don't be so lazy." ”
Zhang Dongming said with a smile: "Don't worry, there is enough freezer dishes at home to eat until the New Year." ”
Tang Wan pouted: "I can't look at it anyway." ”
"Don't believe it yet, wait. ”
Zhang Dongming went to the kitchen freezer and poured out a lot of chickens, ducks, fish, pigs, beef and mutton and various vegetables, and then took the video one by one and asked Mr. Tang to check it.
Tang Wan giggled: "Okay, I'm not buying vegetables." ”
Putting the dishes aside, Zhang Dongming just sat down and his mobile phone rang, so he took a look: "Sister Dong." ”
What he said was concise, and Dong Yan also heard that he seemed to have something, so he said directly: "Let's have a meal together at noon tomorrow and call you the money." ”
Zhang Dongming didn't say much: "Okay, half past one, Beimen Hotel." ”
Hanging up the phone, Zhang Dongming said, "Dong Yan, you want to pay us back." ”
"So soon, I thought I would have to wait until the Chinese New Year at least. ”
"The project is finished, let's settle the payment. ”
Tang Wan nodded, she didn't know much about this matter, Zhang Dongming said, "Discuss something." ”
Tang Wan smiled and said, "Say." ”
"I'm going to move our money. ”
"Hmm. ”
Zhang Dongming scratched his head: "Don't ask what you're doing, don't ask how much you move?"
Tang Wan was happy: "It's all said that it doesn't matter, when will I take care of the money, just worry about the money with you, a cunning and scheming person, as for me, just follow you to eat and drink spicy food." ”
Zhang Dongming smiled: "Then what if you lose money." ”
Tang Wan didn't care: "The poorest is just asking for food, what are you afraid of." ”
Zhang Dongming sighed: "Yo, Mr. Tang can still say such ambitious words." ”
Tang Wan pouted: "Cut, who do you look down on." ”