55, tears (3)

I haven't seen it since May Day last year, Lu Ye has changed a lot, mainly because he has grown a lot, and now he looks like he is 1.8 meters.

Zhang Dongming was surprised, but it was not surprising.

Unlike girls, the difference between the morning and evening of boys is quite big, the early ones may not be long after elementary school, and the late ones will grow up in high school, and Lu Ye will grow late.

Big, not stumbling, quite personal, plus he wears very well, and he plays basketball very well, a boy like Lu Ye is very popular with girls at school.

The two of them came out of the building, and Zhang Dongming smiled: "This one is long, almost unrecognizable." ”

Lu Ye said happily: "Last year, it grew 8 centimeters. ”

"It's too fierce, taller than me. ”

"Hey, almost. ”

Zhang Dongming sat down on the flower bed and looked at him: "It's good enough, I didn't say anything about your grades when I asked you before, this guy's almost got into the top class, but it scared me a lot." ”

Lu Ye probably didn't sit down because he was afraid that his pants would be buried, and he said: "It's a bit of a super level of performance, I originally wanted to tell the teacher that you came when the results came out, but then I thought that anyway, the teacher is in a high school, and when the time comes, I will surprise the teacher, but my dad told you the results first." ”

Zhang Dongming smiled and nodded, Lu Ye said so, but he estimated that Lu Ye didn't remember to tell him the results at all, it was normal, how could the boy's mind be so fine, Lu Ye could explain to him as soon as possible, it was already very good: "No matter what you say, if you can get into a high school and get so many points, you must have worked hard in the past two years, and it is not an ordinary effort." ”

Lu Ye nodded deeply, he has really worked hard in the past two years, very hard, very hard.

Especially in the first year, he was definitely the hardest working student in the class and even in the whole class, otherwise he had no foundation at all, and he had zero points in all subjects before transferring, how could he achieve such results.

Looking back now, he still feels that the two years in the third junior high school were really too hard, it was not a human life, he hesitated more than once, and thought about giving up more than once, but he finally persevered, he was proud of himself, proud of himself, of course, he should also thank Mr. Zhang: "If it weren't for you, teacher, I would have been selling oil at home with my mom and my dad now." ”

Zhang Dongming smiled: "I believe that even without me, you will eventually study for Zhao Xiaoli." ”

He mentioned Zhao Xiaoli, and Lu Ye suddenly stopped squeaking.

Zhang Dongming said, "What's wrong?"

Lu Ye looked up: "Ah? ”

Lu Ye obviously didn't want to mention Zhao Xiaoli, but he had to say, "I haven't been in contact with Zhao Xiaoli?"

Lu Ye paused, stretched out his hand and plucked a flower leaf from the flower bed: "No." ”

Zhang Dongming looked at him: "Why don't you contact him?"

Lu Ye turned his head to look at a boy who came out of the building to go to the toilet: "The study is very tight." ”

Lu Ye went around the bend with him, and he said directly: "Tell me the truth, don't you like Zhao Xiaoli anymore?"

Lu Ye was silent and nodded: "Hmm." ”

Zhang Dongming looked at him, Lu Ye didn't squeak, lowered his head and tinkered with the flowers and leaves in his hand.

Zhang Dongming sighed in his heart, Lu Ye's attitude was much firmer than he thought, firm without hesitation, firm without justification.

He originally came to Lu Ye today to persuade him, but now it seems that it is meaningless.

He didn't ask Lu Ye why, he didn't ask anything, in a word, Lu Ye didn't look down on Zhao Xiaoli now, no matter how much he said, it was useless, Lu Ye wouldn't listen to him.

This is the result, the result of the first love of these two students.

To be precise, it should be the result of Zhao Xiaoli's first love, Zhao Xiaoli has already put her heart into it, and Lu Ye doesn't know what real love is and what real love is.

He now hopes that Zhao Xiaoli won't be hurt too deeply, he can't do anything, he can only give appropriate comfort in a timely manner, as for studying, delay it first, there is no way.

***

In the evening, the girls' dormitory is 307.

It's been a while since the lights went out, and everyone else in the dormitory was asleep, but Zhao Xiaoli hadn't fallen asleep yet.

He waited all afternoon today, waited for three evening self-study, and waited for Lu Ye to come to her, but Lu Ye didn't come.

"I don't want to think about it, how can he have time on the first day of school, it's really stupid. ”

Zhao Xiaoli showed a smile on her little face, hugged the quilt, and slowly closed her eyes, the smile still on her face......

***

The next day, the freshmen began military training.

Like yesterday, Zhao Xiaoli waited excitedly for a day, but Lu Ye still didn't come to her.

At night, the lights go out in the dormitory.

"He probably doesn't know what class I'm in, so he's going to have to look for it first......"

***

Day 3, Day 4, Day 5.

Zhao Xiaoli waited excitedly every day, but Lu Ye still didn't come to her.

At night, the lights go out in the dormitory.

"Military training is so tiring, I didn't last year, I didn't want to go down the tired building, this year's military training is more strict, he must be very tired. Really, what's the hurry, it's really useless......"

***

The military training is over, and Zhao Xiaoli is waiting every day, but Lu Ye has never come to her.

At night, the lights go out in the dormitory.

"Just started class, high school is not like junior high school, it is very difficult all of a sudden, Ma Hongxu is so smart that he said that it was a bit difficult to learn at first, he must be under a lot of pressure now, I guess I am studying in and out of class, and it is normal to come over without time......"

"Hmm... He doesn't know what class I'm in, so he can't find me......"

"Hmm... He's just started school and he's not familiar with school at all, so he's waiting for me to find him......"

"But... I'm embarrassed, how can a girl take such an initiative ......"

***

In the morning, on the way from the cafeteria to the school building.

Zhao Xiaoli is listless, she has been like this for the past few days, and she went out to dinner with the teacher last Sunday.

Bai Juan asked, "Lu Ye hasn't come to you yet?"

Zhao Xiaoli nodded, but she didn't squeak.

Bai Juan said: "Qi Lili and I saw him on the basketball court in the east the day before yesterday. ”

Zhao Xiaoli suddenly came to her senses: "Really?"

Bai Juan exclaimed: "Well, he has grown a lot, estimated to be more than one meter eight, and Qi Lili and I almost didn't recognize him at that time." ”

Zhao Xiaoli was very happy: "Really, it's so big, it's so good." ”

Bai Juan looked at her: "At that time, he was talking and laughing with a girl. ”

Zhao Xiaoli was stunned for a moment, and then said: "What's the matter, it's not normal to talk and laugh with classmates and make trouble." ”

Bai Juan hesitated, and couldn't help but say: "Qi Lili told him at the time, saying that you were waiting for him to come to you, he didn't squeak at the time, so he left with that girl, and, that girl is very good-looking." ”

Zhao Xiaoli stopped and looked at Bai Juan, and said with a smile: "It is estimated that he has been busy studying for the past two days, okay, bye." After speaking, without waiting for Bai Juan to speak, she walked quickly towards the class.

Throughout the day, Zhao Xiaoli didn't listen to any classes or learn at all.

At night, she slept late, very late.

***

Zhang Dongming has seen Zhao Xiaoli's state these days, especially in the last two days.

He guessed that Zhao Xiaoli should have realized something, but he should not have been in touch with the final result yet, because he didn't see any sadness on Zhao Xiaoli's face except for the soul.

She is still looking forward to it, still fantasizing.

She doesn't believe in the facts, she doesn't believe it at all, she believes in Lu Ye, she believes it very much.

Anna sat down and couldn't help but say: "It's been almost a month, especially in the past two days, Zhao Xiaoli hasn't studied at all, I think I should talk to her, I can't delay it any longer, ask what's going on." ”

Zhang Dongming put down the novel: "Wait for next month, let's see what it looks like then, this is about the end of the month." ”

Anna looked at him: "Are you sure Zhao Xiaoli is really okay?"

Zhang Dongming thought for a while: "It shouldn't be a big deal." ”

Anna didn't say much either.

Although she is the head teacher, Zhao Xiaoli was brought out by Zhang Dongming from Beishan Township, and she is very close to Zhang Dongming, Zhang Dongming also knows this student very well, he said wait, then wait a little longer.

***

Zhao Xiaoli saw Lu Ye, on the east basketball court.

Not by chance.

Since Bai Juan told Zhao Xiaoli that she saw Lu Ye on the East Basketball Court, she would take He Ranran, who was eating with her, to walk over there every day after eating during her lunch break and at night.

Then at noon today, she finally saw him.

Two years is really long, so long that his appearance has been blurred in her memory.

But in her heart, he has always been so clear, she has always remembered him deeply, and has always thought deeply about him.

In two years, he has changed a lot, become handsome, and become taller.

He laughs better than before, he laughs better than before, and he plays better than before.

Zhao Xiaoli looked at him from afar, and when she looked at it, tears fell.

She didn't know why she was crying, she should be happy, she should be happy, maybe she was too happy, too happy, so she cried.

Zhao Xiaoli didn't go over, she wanted to go over, she wanted to think about it very much, but I don't know why, her legs were like lead, she couldn't move, she couldn't walk.

She didn't call him, in fact, she wanted to call him, but I don't know why, her voice was like something blocked, she couldn't shout, she couldn't make a sound.

Zhao Xiaoli looked at him on the court from afar.

He shoots very accurately, he scores as soon as he shoots, he is very skilled in dribbling, others can't break it, he is also very good at grabbing rebounds, no one else can grab him, he is the most powerful on the court, many people on the sidelines are cheering for him, there are boys and girls.

There are more girls, and two of them are very beautiful, taller than her, better looking than her, whiter than her, and better dressed than her.

He left with two boys and a girl, the two boys had just been with him, and the girl was one of the two very beautiful girls just now.

He kept talking and laughing with that girl, and he was very happy to look at, and that girl was also very happy.

She stopped crying, but she didn't know why the tears were falling again.

He Ranran asked her what was wrong, and she said she was homesick.

On the way back to the classroom, He Ranran said that the boy just now was so handsome, and she said well.

After the afternoon and the evening self-study.

Back in the dormitory, Zhao Xiaoli didn't wash her hair, feet, or socks, she just lay down on the bed, and didn't lie down for a few minutes, Qi Lili came to her.

Qi Lili called her out and looked at her: "What's wrong?"

Zhao Xiaoli lifted her spirit: "It's nothing." ”

Qi Lili didn't know what was going on with her: "Lu Ye hasn't come to you yet, right?"

Zhao Xiaoli didn't squeak.

Qi Lili couldn't help but say: "I told you a long time ago, Lu Ye must have changed his mind, you just don't believe it." ”

Zhao Xiaoli said firmly: "He won't!"

Qi Lili looked helpless: "It's been almost a month since school started, why didn't he come to you?"

Zhao Xiaoli opened her mouth, she wanted to defend herself like every time, but she found that she didn't know what to say: "He will come, maybe tomorrow." ”

"Fool!" Qi Lili was very distressed, but she couldn't bear to watch Zhao Xiaoli go on like this anymore: "I have inquired clearly, Lu Ye now has a partner, it is the girl I told you last time, the 11th class of the first year of high school, the two of them got along in the third junior high school!"

Zhao Xiaoli was stunned and stunned for a long time.

Qi Lili was driven away by her, and she didn't want to listen to Qi Lili anymore.

The lights in the dormitory were out, others were chatting, and Zhao Xiaoli was lying on the bed in a daze.

Teacher Chasu came and knocked on the door, and the others spoke quietly, and then gradually fell silent, and they all fell asleep.

Zhao Xiaoli was still in bed, she didn't fall asleep, she couldn't sleep.

The moon was so round and bright tonight, as round and bright as the night he started school.

Zhao Xiaoli took out the envelope from under the mattress, took out the letter from the envelope, and opened it slowly.

She had memorized these two letters a long time ago, and she couldn't be more familiar with every word, every stroke, and every punctuation mark, but she would read it slowly every time, and she was reluctant to read it quickly, so she read it all at once.

[Wait for me at high school!]

[Zhao Xiaoli, I love you!

His handwriting is really ugly, and she crawls with spiders, but she is really happy, crying happily.

Tears trickled down the corners of his eyes, down his ears, and down his pillow.

She covered her mouth vigorously, she was afraid that she would wake up others by crying, but the harder she covered it, the more tears she had, hazy the letter in her hand, and the moonlight outside the window.

It was dawn, Zhao Xiaoli didn't sleep all night, this was the first time she didn't sleep all night, but she wasn't sleepy at all.

I didn't learn anything in the morning self-study, I was in a daze, I didn't listen to the morning class at all, I was in a daze, she hadn't studied for several days, but she couldn't learn, she couldn't learn at all.

Today, she doesn't want to study, she doesn't want to attend classes, she doesn't even want to stay in school, she doesn't know what she wants to do, she doesn't know where she wants to go, she just feels bad, her head is blank.

Qi Lili came during the lunch break, pulled her to Lu Ye, and said to ask Lu Ye for an understanding.

She didn't go, she didn't ask, she didn't want to ask, she didn't need to ask at all.

She believes that Lu Ye will come next month if she doesn't come this month, next semester if she doesn't come this semester, and if she doesn't come this year, she will celebrate the New Year, Lu Ye will definitely come back to find her.

She still didn't attend the class in the afternoon, but she tried her best to listen to the teacher's Chinese class.

She felt that she was sorry for her teachers and her parents who worked hard for her to study, but she really couldn't listen to it, she couldn't listen to it at all.

The second session of evening self-study.

In the office, Zhang Dongming slowly closed the letter in his hand.

This letter was sent to him by a male classmate just after class, and asked him to forward it to Zhao Xiaoli.

He leaned back in his chair with his eyes closed for a moment, then got up and walked out of the office.

glanced at the back door of the class, and Zhao Xiaoli in the seat was full of hollowness and haggard.

He knew what was going on, even if it wasn't for the letter sent by Lu Ye, he would have looked for Zhao Xiaoli today.

The two entered the office, and Zhang Dongming handed her the letter on the table: "Lu Ye asked someone to send it when class just ended, let me give it to you." ”

Zhao Xiaoli looked at the letter in his hand and didn't answer it.

Zhang Dongming put the letter in her hand: "You always have to face it." ”

Zhao Xiaoli looked at the letter in her hand, and for a long time, she opened the letter tremblingly-

[In two years, we have all changed, we have all grown up, matured, and if we can, we will be best friends. I'm sorry!

Zhao Xiaoli looked at the letter in her hand, biting her lip desperately, she lowered her head, and a big tear fell onto the letter.

Zhang Dongming put his arm around her thin shoulders and whispered, "If you want to cry, cry." ”

"Teacher ......"

Zhao Xiaoli's tears flowed out like a.