Chapter 236: I'm ashamed

Shan Rao said: "It's not nonsense, it's true." ”

Dai Yufen's emotions that had been suppressed for two days suddenly exploded: "Really, how can it be true? He piled up the money in front of you? Or did he show you the passbook? He is so rich, how can he watch you being bullied by your roommate here? Why doesn't he pay some money to buy you a house when he has money?"

"In order to win your attention, dare to tell any lie, dare to brag about any bull, such a person has a problem with his own character. In vain, I taught you to be more mindful of everything since I was a child, and you can't see through such low-level means?"

Shan Rao listened to her mother's more and more outrageous she said, knowing that her mother was angry and wanted to vent, so she didn't say the opposite, picked up the dishes and chopsticks, and ate silently.

After gasping for a while, Dai Yufen's mood stabilized a little, looked at Shan Rao and said, "You are not too small, you have to have a few more eyes." Don't let the kind of man with the surname lie to you when the upper lip touches the lower lip. Mom told you that the money is not so easy to earn, and he is a hairy boy who has not even left the school gate, why does he earn a million?

Seeing that Shan Rao was silent, the more Dai Yufen thought about it, the more angry she became, was the surname Bian making fun of her daughter as a fool?

A million! How dare he brag!

Looking at Shan Rao, who was bored eating, Dai Yufen suddenly asked: "You tell your mother the truth, how far have you two got? Did he take advantage of you?"

Shan Rao still didn't say anything.

Dai Yufen accentuated her tone: "Rao, mom asked you!"

Shan Rao put down the dishes and chopsticks, got up and picked up her coat and said, "I'll go back to the dormitory tonight." ”

Seeing Shan Rao getting dressed, Dai Yufen said: "If you don't listen to the old man, you just wait to suffer." ”

Hearing this, Shan Rao, who was carrying the bag, stood still: "The person I choose, whether it is good or bad, I suffer it myself." ”

Dai Yufen said: "Since you were a child, you have been like your aunt in everything, why don't you learn from her in the vision of selecting people? There are so many good people, you have to pick a parent who is a laid-off worker, he can be poor, let's admit it, he is still a good talker, what will you do in the future?"

Shan Rao said: "He didn't say big things, and he wasn't a big talker." ”

Dai Yufen saw that Shan Rao's tone was so hard, so she asked, "You told your mother, did that kid take advantage of you?"

Shan Rao pursed her lips and looked up at the ceiling, and then said to Dai Yufen, "I'm his woman." ”

Hearing Shan Rao's words, Dai Yufen's body softened, and she held the table with her hand and said, "Are you angry?"

Shan Rao said: "It's not angry, I slept with him." ”

Dai Yufen looked at Shan Rao: "How are you ...... Why are you so ...... Disobedient!"

Shan Rao said: "My vision is not bad, and you will know the Tao in the future." ”

Dai Yufen looked at Shan Rao angrily: "I'll go home tomorrow, I don't need you to send it." ”

Shan Rao said: "Call me when you get home." ”

Then turn around and go out the door.

There was no one else around, and as soon as the elevator door closed, Shan Rao's tears fell.

She didn't know why she was so sad about Lu, but she just wanted to cry.

Tears are like pearls with broken threads, falling on clothes one by one, and disappearing in an instant.

Seeing the number jump to "1", before the door opened, Shan Rao wiped a handful of tears and walked out of the elevator with her head held high.

In Beijing in early November, the temperature hovers between five or six degrees in the morning and evening.

Most of the leaves of the trees on the sidewalk were yellow, swaying in the breeze, revealing a sense of decay.

Shan Rao sobbed all the way, tears blurred her vision, and the traffic lights at the intersection and the taillights of the cars seemed to have a red tail.

While waiting for the bus at the bus stop, the phone rang, and it was my mother calling.

"Come back, I'll go home tomorrow and talk to me in the evening. ”

Shan Rao endured her sobs and said in a thick nasal voice, "Okay." ”

This night, the mother and daughter talked until midnight.

Parents and children are like this, one moment they are so angry, the next moment it's like nothing happened. The common bloodline allows each other's tolerance to reach the limit of human beings, and there is nothing to say, and nothing to endure.

In the second half of the night, Dai Yufen got up several times, covered Shan Rao, who loved to kick the quilt when she was sleeping, and then gently leaned on the head of the bed, watching her daughter sleep through the light from the window.

Dai Yufen has already thought about it, this time she went back to discuss the loan and repayment with her husband carefully, she really can't sell the family's house, and she must buy a house in Beijing, even if she buys a smaller and farther one, she must buy it, no matter what, she can't let Shan Rao drift in Beijing.

On Monday, Shan Rao couldn't ask for leave, and Dai Yufen got on the train by herself.

On Wednesday, Bian Xuedao went to Beijing.

When he walked out of the airport, he saw Xia Ting waving to him.

On Thursday afternoon, Bian Xuedao walked out of Baidu's headquarters with ease and flagged down a taxi at random.

"Where's the gentleman?"

"Find me a place to stay near Yuetan Park. ”

"What price is the gentleman looking for?"

"Han Ting will do it. ”

……

Standing in front of the window of the hotel room and looking out for a while, Bian Xuedao sent a text message to Shan Rao: I've arrived.

After a while, Shan Rao replied: Where do you live?

Bian Xuedao Hui: Han Ting.

Shan Rao: Send me the address.

Bian Xuedao: Okay.

……

"Knock knock!"

A knock on the door woke Bian Xuedao.

He was lying in bed thinking about next year's development, but before he knew it, he fell asleep.

got up and opened the door and saw Shan Rao outside the door.

Shan Rao walked into the room quietly, saw Bian Xuedao close the door, and threw herself into Bian Xuedao's arms, her hands tightly around his waist.

After a while, when the strength on Shan Rao's arm was a little looser, Bian Xuedao was slightly separated from Shan Rao, he held Shan Rao's face with both hands, looked at Shan Rao carefully, gently kissed Shan Rao's head, and said, "My Rao Rao has lost weight recently." ”

Shan Rao said: "I want to think about it." ”

Bian Xuedao said: "Oh my God, if this is another three or four years, will my Rao Rao lose weight like a lightning?"

Shan Rao raised her head and asked, "Why do you want to be thin like a lightning bolt?"

Bian Xuedao said with a smile: "Thin like lightning, and then illuminate all the fat people and make them ashamed." ”

Shan Rao listened, and instead of smiling to Bian Xuedao as brightly as she did at school, she smiled and buried her face in Bian Xuedao's arms.

Bian Xuedao stroked Shan Rao's back with both hands and said, "But before the fat people are ashamed, I am ashamed." ”

Shan Rao asked, "What's wrong with you?"

Bian Xuedao said: "I'm too careless, I'm too inconsiderate, I haven't asked you how you're doing, I've never been to your place to take a look, and I've never thought about caring about your current life." ”

"I'm ashamed. ”

Hearing Bian Xuedao say this, Shan Rao stood on tiptoe, kissed lightly, kissed Bian Xuedao on the lips, and then looked deeply into Bian Xuedao's eyes and said, "Do you remember the text message I sent you on the day I left school?"

"Yes. ”

"Tell me. ”

"I'm not afraid of being lonely and lonely on the journey, as long as you miss me too. ”

Hearing this, Shan Rao was emotional, put her hands around Bian Xuedao's neck, and said in his ear: "Love me." ”

"Yes!"