I said to myself in my heart, Tao Ran, give up love at this time.

I turned away and didn't look back to see how Gu Yixiao reacted.

Now, I only have one thing to do at the moment, to find a matching bone marrow for Doubao, and wait for the notification of whether Si Jianlian can IVF with me. If he doesn't agree, then I'm going to find a way to get him to agree.

I went back to the ward, feeling much calmer.

Luo Xiaotian saw my change and asked, "Do you have a solution?"

"Find Si Jianlian to have another child, wait for the birth of that child, and use the best medicine to treat the bean bag. I said with a calm face.

Luo Xiaotian was stunned, pressed my shoulder and asked, "You really decided?"

"Yes, so all else I have to do is wait, and I don't want to waste all my time on waiting. I said.

"If. Luo Xiaotian paused and said, "What if the reborn child can't be matched?"

"Then regenerate until you match. I said again, without hesitation.

"What if...... Doubao can't wait for that day?" Luo Xiaotian asked again.

I looked at him and said, word for word, "No way." ”

He sighed and stopped talking.

Although Doubao didn't know what was going on, he vaguely guessed that something was wrong. Every time he saw me, he carefully asked, "Mom, what's wrong?" Are you angry with Uncle Gu?"

"Don't worry about your business. You just have to take care of your body now, and when you're all right, your mother will take you out on a trip. Didn't you always want to go to Disney, this time as soon as you are discharged from the hospital, we will go. I digressed from the subject.

I won't ask more about the bean bag, but after I calm down, my heart will be astringent.

A week later, Si Jianlian called me: "Tao Ran, we need to meet and talk." ”

I knew that he must have done it for the bean bag, so I didn't say anything and rushed to the place he agreed.

This time, Sheng Qingjin actually came together. I was a little surprised, but when I thought about it, I was relieved that it really had something to do with her.

Sheng Qingjin looked at me and said, "Tao Ran, you are quite great, don't you have no relationship with Jianlian now, and you can still have the idea of having a child with him for the sake of the child, I admire you a little." ”

She spoke in a weird way, and I wanted to have a seizure but I didn't dare. In front of her, I had timidity for the first time.

She looked at my forbearance, smiled and said, "Jianlian is soft-hearted and told me your request, and at the same time said that he wants to have another child with you, in order to save Doubao." I don't agree, what woman would want her husband to have a child with another woman?"

I didn't speak, I listened to her.

Since the couple asked me out to talk, there must be room for negotiation. What's more, to make things so solemn, there must be conditions to mention. I thought about it in my heart, what I have in me is what they can get, and I don't need to think much to know that it must be the company.

Sure enough, as I expected, Sheng Qingjin talked about the company next.

She looked at me and cleared her throat and said, "I'm not a particularly stingy person, and I agreed to this." However, I have conditions. ”

Si Jianlian heard her say this, and his face was quite embarrassed.

Not long ago, he and Gu Yixiao signed an agreement, which was clearly written in black and white, and would never interfere with my life again in the future. Now, under such conditions, he probably feels uncomfortable.

I looked at the two of them with a smile: "It's okay, mention it if you have the conditions, it's always good to talk ugly things ahead." ”

"The company wants to divide half of us. Sheng Qingjin said.

I glanced at Si Jianlian and asked, "What do you mean?"

His face was very ugly, and he looked at me and said, "I've been talking about it for days, and she said that this is the only way to make her feel better." ”

I laughed twice and said simply, "Okay, I'll give you half of what I have." As for the other shareholders, I can't interfere. ”

"Then the deal is closed, first go through the company's procedures, and then go to IVF. "Sheng Qingjin calculates one point is one point, and it is very clear.

"What if you regret it?" I asked.

"You can write an agreement, or if I really regret it, you have to recognize it, right?" Sheng Qingjin asked me with a smile, and after a moment she said again, "Don't worry, I'm not such a scoundrel." ”

I finally agreed to sign an agreement with them. With that ridiculous agreement, I felt like I was being kicked in the head by a donkey. But, if you think about it rationally, there is no other way.

A child tied me and him together, and this binding is a lifetime.

As for the custody of the child born in the future, Si Jianlian doesn't care about it, so it belongs directly to me. When I think of the child who has not yet been seen, I feel an indescribable sense of guilt.

Si Jianlian and Sheng Qingjin got what they wanted to take, said goodbye to me and left. I myself took the agreement and sat there unable to say a word. The strength in his body was as if he had been drained, and he couldn't stand up.

I sat there for a long time, and I didn't look up until someone slowly sat down in front of me.

The person who sat quietly in front of me was Gu Yixiao.

He pulled out a tissue and handed it to me and said, "Wipe your tears." ”

It turned out that before I knew it, I actually cried.

"Why are you here?" I asked, squeezing out a smile.

"I'm worried about you, so here. He said simply, but his eyes looked at the agreement in my hand, and he pointed and said, "If I guessed correctly, this is an agreement signed with Si Jian Lian about having a child, right?"

I nodded.

He coughed lightly and said, "Have you ever thought about being fair to your second child in such a way? Have you ever thought that he was born into the world for this purpose, and what will happen to him in the future?"

I shook my head and didn't speak.

"In the future, Si Jianlian will not recognize this child, don't you think his existence is an embarrassment?" he asked again.

I was speechless, not because I didn't want to refute, but because I couldn't. What he says makes sense, but it doesn't apply to me. I have no way out now, and if I want to save the bean bag, I can only have a baby. Otherwise, who knows when?

Men will never understand a woman's mind at such a time.

"Tao Ran, wake up, for a man you don't love to have another child, what will you do in the rest of your life?" he asked, grabbing my shoulder.

Probably because of my posture just now, he was angry with him, and when he said these words, his voice was very loud.

"What do you want me to do?" I asked.

"There will always be better medical treatment. He said.

I smiled: "Gu Yixiao, don't say this kind of thing at this time, if there is, I would have gone to find it a long time ago, and now on the whole world, there is no second way for this disease except to change the bone marrow." ”

Gu Yixiao stopped talking. If he continues to speak, he is deceiving himself.

"I'm going to figure it out. He said firmly.

"What do you think you can do? stuff red envelopes in the medical department and let others give priority to matching bean buns?" I asked rhetorically, "In this way, you deprive the other children of a chance to survive." It was only after this experience that I learned that every child is unique and indispensable to my family, and I tried to save my child without harming the interests of other children. ”

Gu Yixiao stopped talking again.

I saw his thoughtful look, and finally admonished: "I don't want you to use your connections and money in this matter." Since you can only wait, then wait like everyone else. ”

During this time, I accompanied Doubao in the hospital, and I saw too many children of his age suffering from this disease, some of whom had poor economic conditions at home, and waited for a year or two to get bone marrow, but they had no money for surgery, and they had to raise money through various fundraising channels. It's because I've seen other parents struggle that I don't want to rely on my financial status to grab their resources.

There are also more radical treatments abroad, but the cure rate is very low, and I dare not risk my life with a bean bag. If I am sick, I will not hesitate to choose more advanced treatment, because if I can't cure it, I will die at most. However, in the case of bean bags, I can't afford to take the slightest risk.

At this moment, I understood how Gu Yixiao's mother made that decision at that time. She's a lot more powerful than I am.

The conversation between me and Gu Yixiao ended here several times. He looked at me speechless, and I didn't bother to talk and looked at him. Finally silent for a while, and then separated.

The same is true today.

When I got back to the hospital, it was dark. Doubao was still waiting for me to come and eat with him, Luo Xiaotian saw me come in, and hurriedly said, "I've been waiting for you for a long time, come quickly." ”

I walked in with a smile.

Now that Doubao's illness is so bitter, I don't want to show any bitterness in front of him.

After Doubao fell asleep, I called Luo Xiaotian outside and whispered: "Dad, now Doubao can only wait like this, just take care of me, you go back and do your own." ”

"No, I terminated that project. Luo Xiaotian waved his hand at me and said, "You are running around alone, you can't take care of it." If you are tired and sick again, who will take care of the bean bags?"

He said these words with kindness, really like a soft-hearted old father.

"Dad, you must have a loss like this. I said.

"It's already over, and it's useless for you to persuade you. He waved his hand again and said, "Don't talk about me, tell me about the results of your conversation with Si Jianlian." ”

As soon as I said the matter simply, he frowned and sneered: "What does Si Jianlian mean by this? He still has to be paid for saving his own son, and he thinks he is donating sperm? Besides, this is too expensive." ”

I knew that Si Jianlian's conditions were excessive, but at this point, I had no choice but to agree. So he persuaded: "I'm afraid I won't have so much time to take care of the company in the future, and I will share half of him." ”

"He entered the company, can you still have a good one?" Luo Xiaotian asked.

I pondered for a moment and said, "I'm the same as you think, so I want to sell the remaining shares to a reliable person to operate." I'll take it back when I'm done with this paragraph. If I keep busy like this, the money from selling the company will be enough for the rest of my life. ”

Luo Xiaotian listened to my words, pondered for a long time and didn't make a decision.