(Cat flutter Chinese) The last run was impulsive.

This time, let's think I've figured it out and accept the reality. I was reluctant to toss with my current body, so I gave up the idea of making a train, and instead bought a high-priced ticket with the company that sings and tutors these days.

When I arrived at the airport, Si Chen also arrived.

It's just that I was able to get in, he didn't have a ticket so he was stopped outside the security check.

At that moment, I also saw the incomprehension in Si Chen's eyes, and forgive me for not having such a strong heart to explain to him why I didn't say goodbye.

The destination is also very simple, I want to go back to S City and go home.

I figured it out, I can stick to how I should check it later, and I can treat it how I want, I can't let my mother worry about me anymore, and I can't waste any more time.

The sound insulation of the new home was very good, but as soon as I opened the door outside, my mother ran out of it, not on the weekend, so she took time off and didn't go to work. And to wait for me to take a leave of absence.

Luckily, my mom still seemed as calm as before and didn't lose her temper with me, she helped me with my luggage and told me to take a shower first.

She had already made lunch when I came out.

"Eat, wait to go to the hospital. ”

Obviously, I've already guessed why my mom ran last time, so it's not a secret between us that I might have ALS.

"Oh. I nodded, "Mom, the other day, I just wanted to go for a walk." ”

"Got it. ”

"Then don't be angry. ”

My mother sighed, and suddenly touched my hair with her hand, I have never had such an intimate act between me and my mother in my memory, and she herself said that she was not a gentle person.

My mom asked me again if I wanted to rest at home for a few days before going to the hospital.

I thought about it, forget it, sooner or later I have to face it, it's better to save more time. So after eating, I helped my mother wash the dishes and went out with her.

My mom packed my bags for me and she said, "Maybe a few days." ”

"I'm not afraid. I smiled as much as I could, and took the suitcase from my mom, "I'm in a lot better now." ”

Actually, I do feel less tired today, probably related to the sleep on the plane, I haven't slept as well as this day in the past few months.

Even the doctor said that my face was much better than the last time I was in the hospital.

This time, the doctor and I analyzed the disease straight to the point, told me why he suspected that I had this disease, and also said what I would have to check tomorrow, the purpose of which was to prepare me mentally.

It's impossible to say I'm not afraid, I just relaxed a little and was told by the doctor to be nervous.

So the doctor said, "Don't be afraid, it's just a test, and the results don't come out, so you may not have the disease." ”

I nodded knowingly, and half of the doctors would magnify the problem and say, let the patients and their families prepare for the worst first, otherwise there would not be more than a dozen precautions for a minor operation, and signing it was like signing a life and death certificate.

But when it happens to me, I will definitely think about the worst side, even though I pretend to be calm, my palms are already soaked, my mother is the same as me, her hand on my shoulder is cold, I can feel her nervousness.

After the blood was drawn and the blood pressure was measured, the doctor and nurse left.

What I didn't expect was that the moment they opened the door, the man standing outside the door was looking at me with trembling eyes.

It was none other than Si Chen, who chased me to the airport a few hours ago and watched me slip away alone.

Compared with me, my mother was more surprised by Si Chen's appearance, but she didn't show a trace of surprise, and when Si Chen asked to talk to me alone, my mother just turned her face to look at me.

I didn't say anything, but she smiled clearly, patted me on the shoulder and walked out of the ward, closing the door by the way, leaving the space completely for me and Si Chen.

I pretended not to know, but this play is not something I can do if I want to act, I don't know how Si Chen suddenly chased him here from Tianjin, but he suddenly came in at this time, at least it shows that he came with me from my house, that is to say, the words that the doctor just said to me, as long as Si Chen's hearing is normal, it is impossible for him not to hear them.

If they both knew it, then it wouldn't make sense for me to pretend to be stupid, so I smiled generously at Si Chen, "You will also teleport." ”

Si Chen also smiled, "Who told you to say goodbye without saying goodbye." ”

He used again.

In Si Chen's eyes, it was not the first time that I had left like this, although he knew that I was leaving when I went to the UK, the feeling of being powerless to stop it was actually not much different from being said goodbye.

I didn't speak, I really didn't know what to say.

Si Chen's eyes suddenly turned red, he stepped forward and hugged me, hugging me tighter than the previous time, and at that moment it was like his emotions were out of control, and he kept repeating a sentence to me.

He said, "I don't want you to go, don't."

What can I say, I am the most at most, that is, I was stimulated by Si Chen to cry with him.

My mom probably heard it outside, too, but she didn't come in and didn't stop it.

Obviously, before I fainted and was sent to the hospital, my mother analyzed with me and told me that I couldn't be with Si Chen anymore, but she is like this now, I'm afraid she also thinks that I really don't have anything to say in the future.

Rather than carefully planning for the future, it is better to simply get by.

Compared to Si Chen, I still cried quietly, he cried very excitedly.

Some people will say, what a man cries, a man has tears. Isn't there still that sentence, but it's not to the sad place. Si Chen's sadness, I feel too real.

The root of this sadness is nothing more than the pain of wanting to love but not being able to love, wanting to love but never having the opportunity to love again.

I really feel sorry for Si Chen, and I feel sorry for myself. This little bit of mind is completely filled with these two things, and naturally there is no room to think about what happened a few years ago.

From dawn to dark, Si Chen still gently held my hand with that hand that had no strength.

And I finally took his hand and came over, saw the long scar inside, and asked him distressedly if it hurt.

He shook his head and told me it was long gone.

I don't know what he thought, his eyelids suddenly drooped, but he held my hand harder, ran his fingers over the tattoo on my wrist, and said sorry softly.

"It's all in the past. I said.

With Si Chen here, I also suddenly came to the spirit, he chatted with me, talked about the band, and talked about the big head sticker that was turned out by Chen Shi. We both tacitly avoided those bad memories.

As for the future, he said, "I promise that even if you chase me, I will not leave." ”

I was sad and worried that I didn't have anything to do with it.

Si Chen will also think about it, so with this little time left, we really can't waste it ruthlessly. I once felt that I would never be able to overcome the hurdle in my life, but I didn't expect to use this way to resolve it.

I said, "That's a good thing." ”

Si Chen sighed, "Then I'd rather you don't forgive me for the rest of your life." ”

That's what he really said, and I'd think the same thing if I had it. But I still feel that my luck is a little worse, of course, I am not as strong and great as the heroine in the TV series, I am very selfish and want to occupy Si Chen, I want him to accompany me.

The nurse came in to remind us that it was over, and my mom came in and said to be with me tonight.

Since this is the case, Si Chen can only go, I forgot to ask him where he is going after he went out, my mother is next to me, so I didn't make a special phone call to ask.

Later, Si Chen sent me a text message only to remind me to rest early, and the inspection was in the afternoon, he said that he would come over in the morning, and asked me what breakfast I wanted.

To be honest, I don't have any experience of being pampered, Si Chen asked me what I wanted to eat, and I couldn't list all kinds of snacks to make it difficult for him.

After thinking about it for a long time, I replied to him, "You can sleep more." ”

He got me back with an oh.

I'm a little empty in my heart, and sure enough, I still won't fall in love.

I woke up early the next day, because I was in a good mood and in better spirits than the day before, and when the nurse came to the ward round, she said that I didn't look like a patient at all.

I think so.

I was chatting with my mom about the TV series I watched recently when there was a knock on the door outside.

I thought that Si Chen was here, and yesterday's scene was a bit like a confession, and now that he is here again, I actually feel nervous about falling in love for the first time.

What surprised me even more was that Si Chen was holding a large bouquet of flowers.

The situation in the back is a bit like the bridge of an idol drama, he approached the hospital bed step by step, and then really knelt down on one knee.

Si Chen took out a small box from his pocket and opened it, revealing a platinum ring inside, the diamond was almost invisible, and the style was also a few years ago.

He said: "I bought it when I was a freshman, and when I saw this, I remembered you, and I worked a winter vacation job. ”

The small purple book next to the ring box is not the household registration book.

I never dreamed that Si Chen would suddenly propose to me, let alone that he even brought the household registration book, this is not a formality.

But I suddenly saw the bruises on the corners of his mouth and the cracks on the corners of his eyes, and I raised my hand to touch them gently.

He gritted his teeth in pain.

"Why are you hurt?"

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