115. He said I'll pick you up and take you home
I took advantage of a certain gap when Qin Jianghao went out, got out of bed, then changed into my own clothes, threw my hospital gown on the bed, and took a taxi home, of course, back to his home.
It's just that I forgot that I don't have a key on me, Qin Jianghao is not at home, and even I owe a taxi fee, and I want to wait until I get home to pay the driver's fare, but now I don't have my mobile phone, what should I do now?
When I borrowed my mobile phone from the driver, I looked at his suspicious and vigilant face, and I felt very sad and embarrassed. But I don't blame him for his suspicions, after all, in this world of shameless perverts, there are a lot of yes.
People subconsciously pursue the wise saying that "you must not have the heart of harming others, and you must not have the heart of preventing others".
But fortunately, the driver was willing to borrow my mobile phone, and I didn't think about it and dialed it directly to Yuan Fang, at present, in this unaccompanied city, the only person I trust and rely on is Yuan Fang.
Of course, I don't count on my aunt who is not close to me at all.
Even, after I got married here, I never went to her house again, except for the first time I went to her house.
Because I am amicable to their family, in fact, I have always had a mustard.
When I first graduated from university, my place of work was not far from their house, after all, they were all relatives, so they let me live in their house.
When you first go, everyone is enthusiastic and kind to you, but after a long time, the human nature gradually emerges.
They have a daughter in elementary school, named Jiaojiao, the husband and wife are usually busy with work and have little time to take care of her, and I got off work early, so the task of going to school to pick up Jiaojiao naturally fell on my head.
One day I worked overtime, half an hour late, and it was a little late to pick up Jiaojiao, and after I came back, because she said she was hungry, I was going to go to the kitchen to get her something to eat.
But this little girl has already been spoiled by her parents, saying that if you want to eat, you must eat immediately, if you don't have a meal, you have to eat hamburgers and chicken legs, I was still in the internship stage during that time, I was very poor, I didn't have a few dollars, I usually walked more than half an hour to work, and I couldn't even afford to sit on the bus, how could I afford to buy her hamburgers and chicken legs.
But the child's obsession is very deep, think of what to eat, you must eat, otherwise they will cry, make trouble and hang themselves, I coaxed her for a long time to coax is not good, she was annoyed a little, and couldn't help but scare her and yelled at her, "Don't cry, I won't have money to buy it for you, wait for your parents to come back and ask your parents to buy it for you." ”
It was such an angry remark, which happened to be heard by the aunt and uncle-in-law who came back, and then they thought that I had mistreated their daughter, starved their daughter, and was reluctant to buy her even a snack. Then I began to count my ignorance with a sharp mouth and a thin tongue.
Eat and live in their house for nothing, and they don't think about kindness at all, so they treat their daughters. After that, they looked at me with disdain and disgust, and wanted to drive me away, but it was difficult to speak directly, and then I changed jobs with self-knowledge, that is, I became a small clerk in a factory and moved into the factory dormitory.
I paid some salary, and I gave half of it to them as a little rent to make up for it.
As for the cost of food, it is more than enough to pay for them every day by doing housework and taking their daughter to school.
Only a few of us involved know about it, and I haven't told anyone about it, but on the one hand, I've never been a person who likes to chew tongues behind my back. On the other hand, although I was unhappy with them, it was just a misunderstanding, even if I had a grudge in my heart, but they did give me kindness, even if it was only half a month
Even if I later repaid some with money, where is the money to pay off such a thing as favors?
Yuan Fang asked me to tell the driver to drive the car directly to their house, and she came out to pay for me, but I looked at the face of the driver's master and felt that he should not do it, after all, I would also wonder if I was looking for someone to squat in a good place, just waiting for the fish to take the bait.
Not long after hanging up the phone with Yuan Fang, her car appeared in front of the door and helped me pay the fare, and she asked me if I wanted to call Qin Jianghao for me, or send me to his company to find him. I shook my head in refusal, and she drove me to her house.
She asked me why I didn't bring the key and my mobile phone, and where I went to come back? I don't know why I have a very good brain at this time, and I almost didn't think about it, so I lied, "The old godmother at home is gone, and I forgot to bring the key when I went out to buy, thinking that I would come back soon, so I didn't bring my mobile phone either." When I arrived at the supermarket, I found that I forgot to bring more money, and only brought a bottle of old godmother's money, but when I went, I spent it in the car. ”
I think my excuse is pretty bad, but it's also reasonable, and it explains clearly why I went out with money and came back with no money, and I was empty-handed.
Yuan Fang's evaluation to me was: "Are you stupid?"
But judging from what I've experienced in the past two days, she probably thinks that I was in a trance to do such a stupid thing. So Yuan Fang didn't ask anything more.
When I arrived at her house, her mother was cooking, and when Yuan Fang took me upstairs, she didn't forget to ask her mother to cook two lighter ones. I knew she was definitely for me. Because she still remembers my abortion and takes care of my body, I'm afraid I can't eat too heavy taste.
At this point, I wanted to tell her that my child was really gone, and that this might be my retribution, but I couldn't say anything.
I hadn't fully recovered, and after eating at Yuan Fang's house, I was so tired that I crawled back to her room, and when I was lying in the quilt with her, she began to ask her if Qin Jianghao had bullied me after she left that day, and asked me if I had divorced him.
What am I going to say? I still have some lingering palpitations when I think of the events of that day, and when I think of the feeling of falling that made me powerless.
The fear that you can't hold on to and keep a part of your body is really devastating.
But these are good if they rot in their own hearts, and it's good to bear their own pain, and saying them is just adding to a person's troubles.
"He didn't make it clear, and I don't know if he's leaving. I could only give her an answer that I didn't know about, but I already had my own plan in mind.
She made a hypothesis, "What are you going to do if you leave? If you stay here, or will you go back to your hometown?"
"I don't know. ”
"If you stay here, don't worry about work, I will find a better company than theirs, of course, if you don't want to go to work, it's okay, I'll support you." ”
"You're still gnawing at the old yourself, how can you raise me?" joked like this, but the heart is warm, in this life, even your parents will not say that they will continue to raise you, but people who are not related by blood promise you this kind of thing, saying that it is not true to be moved, even if it is just a sentence that has not been implemented, but there are very few people in this world who even say something that warms your heart, let alone hope for others.
Yuan Fang was furious, "Who said that I gnawed old, I also have my own career, okay?"
"I haven't even seen you go to work. ”
"You're out, right, who said that you have to go out when you go to work, what kind of society is it now? Before she knew it, she was praising herself again.
I looked at her incredulously, "Are you still doing micro-business?"
Yuan Fang was depressed and said: "Although you can say that, it is different from what you see on your circle of friends, QQ space and Weibo every day, those micro-businesses that rely on advertising sales every day." ”
"It's so profound, I don't understand it, but it feels amazing. ”
Yuan Fang: "......"
"The shy rose quietly blooms ......"
Her mobile phone ringtone full of spring love suddenly rang, Yuan Fang glanced at it, it was an unfamiliar number with no notes, and immediately hung up.
But in just a few seconds, the other party called out again, Yuan Fang frowned, and continued to hang up with some displeasure.
The other party continued to fight without giving up, Yuan Fang's small volcano finally erupted, and then yelled at the other party: "You are so neurotic, my mother doesn't buy a car, I don't buy a house, I don't buy insurance, I don't buy a bed, I don't buy sleeping pills and condoms, call me again, and my mother will report you." ”
The other party didn't know what to say to her, her angry face was stunned for a moment, and then she looked at me with a strange expression, and said to me with her mouth: "Qin Jianghao called, can you answer?"
I was stunned for a moment, then reached out to her, took the phone, and was silent for two seconds before speaking, "Hey?"
"You're not well, why are you discharged from the hospital?" his voice sounded a little displeased.
"I think it's too good to be true. ”
"You think it's almost too good, I don't know when you've grown up so good that you can see a doctor better than a doctor!"
......I was silent and didn't say anything more, and he fell silent, and after a while, he said, "I'll pick you up." ”
I barely even thought about it, so I yelled and refused: "No." ”
Then he stopped talking, and I sighed silently in my heart before continuing: "It's so stuffy in the hospital, it's just lying down anyway, it's the same everywhere." ”
When Yuan Fang heard my words, her brows furrowed slightly, and I thought to myself that I would have to find an excuse to plug her for a while, which was really distressing.
Qin Jianghao said again, "Then I'll take you home." ”
I was stunned for a moment in his words, and I didn't speak for a long time. In the past, I also wanted to call his home my home in my heart, but because there was always a lack of truth in it, I always called that place "Qin Jianghao's home", and suddenly heard him tell me to take me home, and there was no turmoil in my heart that was fake.
But this little throbbing was quickly erased from somewhere in my heart, and I thought about it, what do I want to say? In the end, I only said, "I want to calm down for a while." ”
He was on the other end of the phone for a long time before he said one word, "Okay." ”