Chapter 137: Lost

The photograph is very dark, and at first glance it is like living in a very poor place. The woman in the photo looks beautiful, the clothes on her body are shabby and shabby, and her eyes are full of deep sorrow; the little girl with pigtails next to her looks very bright, her face is fair, even if she is wearing a very shabby dress, she still can't hide the pretty little face, and the most painful thing for me is that the face of the little girl in the photo is indeed as Sheng Xidi said, and Sheng Yun is eight points similar!

As soon as he looked at his face, he was sure that it was his daughter!

He had been searching for the whereabouts of this woman for so many years, and if he knew the whereabouts of this woman, if he knew that she had given birth to a daughter for him, with his personality, he would never have left it alone.

And I'm ...... What is the pain I have endured compared to the sacrifice this woman has made for him, the pain I have endured!

I always thought that I was deeply confident in myself, and I had never felt inferior. But this time, I didn't have any confidence in myself.

Xia Eva snatched the phone from Sheng Zhaodi's hand, and when she saw the woman and child on the screen, she quickly deleted the photo, and then pointed at Sheng Xidi's nose and scolded: "I think you are really underwhelmed! Do you think that your life is too smooth? You dare to make these famous halls to make Shu Bei's heart blocked, I will teach you a lesson today, and let you know how powerful your aunt and grandmother are!"

"Eva!" I quickly called out to Eva, I took her hand and said to her, "Don't do this, let them go." should come, I can hide from the first year of junior high school, but I can't hide from the fifteenth. ”

After speaking, I looked at Sheng Xidi calmly, and I said, "If you think that you will find me and let me help you with such a photo, then you are very wrong." I won't help you, and I don't want to get involved in your Sheng family's affairs. I'm tired, we have to go home with the children, please take care of yourself. ”

"Xu Shubei, aren't you really afraid that I will give the photo to Sheng Yun? If you give it to him, it really won't be anything to do with you! You better think clearly!" Sheng Xidi saw that I was leaving, so she roared at me.

I said lightly, "Whatever you want, you can do whatever you want." As I said, I don't want to get involved in the affairs of your Sheng family. ”

I got straight into Shaiva's car, and Shaiva quickly got into the car, and she quickly closed the door and led me out of the place.

My heart still hurts, and the picture lingers in my mind like a lingering shadow. I know that the more I feel heartache, the more it proves that I really have feelings for Sheng Yun.

As she drove, she turned her head to look at me from time to time, and she asked me, "Shubei, what are you going to do about this? If this child is really Sheng Yun's, then your situation will become complicated." Who is this Xiao Yun? At this juncture, a woman and a child suddenly appeared, and they were really ......"

Xiao Yun was Sheng Yun's first love, and he was forcibly broken up by his grandfather, which is why he remained single for so many years. He has been searching for the whereabouts of this woman. I said lightly, rubbing my temples, with a headache and a numb heart.

"If that's the case, then Sheng Yun is ...... to this woman Maybe I will really cherish it after I find it. Especially that child, who looks so much like him. After Shaiva finished speaking, she couldn't help but sigh, "My brother is really, doesn't he know how to use contraception......? How is this going to end?"

I was full of sorrow, but Xiaeva's words made me laugh, I said: "He probably didn't expect that Xiao Yun was still pregnant with his child, and he didn't expect that his mother and three sisters would hide Xiao Yun and that child." It seems that they must have suffered a lot over the years. If Sheng Yun knew, he would be very sorry for them. ”

"My brother is indeed a hard-mouthed and soft-hearted man, not to mention, men generally have difficulty letting go of their first love. After Shaylva finished speaking, she looked at me worriedly and asked, "What are you going to do next, Shubei?"

"It's a big deal, I raised Tsai Tsai by myself, and I won't let Tsai leave me half a step anymore. I looked ahead and said firmly.

"Didn't my brother say that he would marry you? You have endured so much pain for him, it is impossible for him to leave you behind as soon as that woman appears?" said Shaylva, who heard me say this, immediately filled with righteous indignation.

"I don't know, even if he leaves me behind, Tsai Tsai and I can only accept it. If I want to please the child for the sake of him, I can't do it. I shook my head and said stumblingly.

Shaiva sent me home, and the nanny was always there for me to take care of the boy during the time we were out. When we got home, I didn't want Tai Ziqian to come to my house without knowing when, and he held the boy in his arms and was patiently pacing around the room with the boy.

"Ziqian, why are you here?" I walked in and couldn't help asking.

"I'm not busy today, my dad asked me to see if you and Tsai Tsai need any help, and the nanny said you went out, so I played with Tsai Tsai for a while. Tai Ziqian said with a smile, and then handed the boy into my arms, "The little guy is a lot heavier now, and he can't hold one hand." ”

"Big handsome guy, I can't see that you still have a set with children. Xia Eva looked at Tai Ziqian and teased with a smile.

"I just like this kid very much, he is very well-behaved, he doesn't cry or make trouble, and he loves to laugh. Tai Ziqian said while teasing the boy in my arms.

I tried to hide my depression, chatting with them and telling the nanny to cook a few dishes and wanting to leave them at home for dinner in the evening.

The doorbell suddenly rang at the door, and Xia Eva hurriedly ran to open the door, but after a while, she walked in with a large bouquet of roses and said to me, "Shubei, send flowers." ”

Xia Eva put a large bouquet of roses on the coffee table, then picked up the card on the roses and read: "My dear, I will have an all-night meeting in the evening, I will not be able to accompany you, send flowers, may you and Tsai Zai be well, I will come to visit you again tomorrow." - Yun"

It was sent by Sheng Yun. If I remember correctly, this was the first time he gave me roses.

If it weren't for the previous episode, receiving such a large bouquet of roses, I couldn't help but feel ecstatic in my heart. But now, instead of joy, I feel even more sad.

"In the evening, we had a drink. I haven't drunk alcohol since I was pregnant. It's been so long, and I miss it so much. I said to Xia Eva and Tai Ziqian, "Eva, call Shang Yang over too, we haven't been together for a long time." ”

"Okay, if you want to drink, I'll drink with you. Xia Eva said quickly.

Tai Ziqian didn't know that I was depressed, he heard me say this, and hurriedly dissuaded: "Shubei, your body has just recovered, it's better not to drink, wait for a while." ”

"It's okay, I don't have to breastfeed now, it's okay. I looked at Tai Ziqian, and saw that he still wanted to dissuade him, so I looked at him firmly and said, "I want to drink, Ziqian, don't stop me." ”

Xu was my sentence that revealed my thoughts, Tai Ziqian glanced at me in a daze, then nodded, and no longer persuaded each other: "Okay." ”

Soon, the nanny burned a table of dishes and brought it up, Chanyant brought a box of fine French imported red wine, the nanny took the child to the nursery room, and the four of us sat at the table and toasted together, and drank happily.

"The flowers are similar every year, but the people are different every year. I don't know why, looking at this happy situation, such a poem suddenly popped into my mind.

The TV is playing a variety show that is popular all over the country, and a group of old faces from last year have now been replaced by a group of new faces, and around me, there are also people coming and going, coming and going, there are always some roads, and they are walked alone, and they still have to be completed by one person after all.

"Shubei, what are you thinking?" Seeing that I was suddenly stunned, Tai Ziqian gently touched my arm with his hand and asked me.

"No, I didn't think about anything," I came back to my senses and said quickly, "I just feel that life is unpredictable, and if you don't move forward, you will never know what will await you tomorrow." ”

"This is the joy of being a human being," Tai Ziqian looked at me, his eyes flashed, and he said meaningfully, "Those who will leave will eventually leave, and those who will stay will stay forever." Don't be sad, do your best and live every day, it's enough. ”

"Well, be yourself. I raised my glass and clinked a glass with him.

They all saw that I was very preoccupied, and no one advised me to drink less, so I drank and drank and ran out with all my sorrows.

The night was as cold as water, and after watching the three of them leave my house, I sat alone on the stone bench in the courtyard, looking up at the sky blankly, and felt a sense of loss and sadness that I had never felt before.

Xu Shubei, it's not your style to be so pretentious, how did you become like this now? Can't you afford such a little thing?

My heart shouted a thousand times and ten thousand times, but my heart continued to sink deeper and deeper, as if it was being pulled by a thousand-pound stone and kept falling, sinking my heart in a panic, so that my heart had an inescapable heaviness.

If falling in love with someone means hurt and pain, then I'd rather not love than love...... I kept muttering, my head became more and more dizzy, I lay directly on the cold stone bench, in a trance as if a pair of big hands came around from behind and hugged me, he leaned to my lips, just wanted to kiss me, suddenly his voice became stern: "Xu Shubei, how can you drink before you have fully recovered?!"

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