(Cat flutter Chinese) "What did I throw away?"

Jiang Hao didn't want to listen to that, I was obviously just in the cloakroom, and I think there was a reason, and it wasn't unreasonable. Got up from the couch and accidentally hit my leg on the coffee table.

He glared at me again, as if I was deliberately masochistic.

I think Jiang Hao is simply looking at me as a psychopath now, I don't care about him, I just don't bother to see him, so I hid in the children's room and locked the door.

I haven't been to this room since I got home, because it's full of things that Jiang Hao and I prepared for the child before.

It turned out that Jiang Hao had already installed the children's bed and stroller, as well as the small quilts and pillows I bought, and he had all put them in, but many places were reversed.

This idiot, I don't know that a lot of dust will fall on it so early.

I put my hand on the crib and my other hand touched my belly. When I touched it like this, tears snapped down my face.

I almost forgot that our baby was gone.

I cried very quietly, but Jiang Hao still found the key to open the door and came in, as soon as he saw it, he pulled me into his arms, and gently touched my hair with his hand, "I knew you were crying." ”

I frowned, speechless.

How can I not be sad, the more I was afraid of others worrying before, the more I pretended that I didn't have anything, and the facts in front of me made it even more difficult for me to accept, no wonder the psychiatrist said that Jiang Hao and I had to go to counseling, it is true that both of us have problems.

Jiang Hao finally took care of me less excessively.

I feel a lot more relaxed these days, but I'm still a little bit idle, and I just spend the day in the nursery, just playing with my phone and watching the discs.

The curtains I bought online arrived that day, so I moved the ladder myself and prepared to hang them.

Before I could go up, I received a call from Jiang Hao, and he asked me what I was doing? I told him the truth, so Jiang Hao said, "Let the nanny go." ”

I said okay, Jiang Hao was afraid that I would fall, how could I be embarrassed to let him worry.

I went out and asked the nanny to come in and hang the curtains for me, and I was holding on to the ladder below to look at the net, and I caught a glimpse of the camera in the corner.

That's me and Jiang Hao specially installed, in order to make it easier to see the situation of the crib in the future, the problem is that the light on this camera is on, indicating that someone is watching.

The only thing that can be seen is my and Jiang Hao's mobile phones, since I haven't seen it, it's not clear who saw it.

I have a feeling that I am being watched, even though Jiang Hao is out of concern for me, doesn't he feel that he has gone too far?

I checked the corners and corners of the whole house, fortunately, only the door and the children's room have cameras, or the two of us went to install them together, if Jiang Hao really secretly installed another camera to monitor me, I think I will not be able to stand it at all.

I didn't plan to talk to Jiang Hao about this, so after the nanny installed the curtains, she climbed up with a ladder and pulled out the camera wire.

After Jiang Hao went home, he asked me, "Do you know that I am worried that you will climb so high by yourself?"

I said, "So am I going to let everyone know that you're spying on me with a camera?"

"Sick. ”

Jiang Hao dropped these two words and went out by himself.

I wondered if it was me who was sick now, and it was reasonable for him to spy on him with a camera. I was used to Jiang Hao being unreasonable with me before, but now that he is managing me like this, I am not used to it, and I don't plan to get used to it.

After Jiang Hao left, I suddenly felt a stomachache.

I finally understood the reason why I was upset in the last few days, my aunt came, she was a few months pregnant, I had completely forgotten about it, and now I feel even worse when I look at the blood on my underwear.

I found a clean underwear from the drawer and put a sanitary napkin on it, and then took cold water to wash the dirty, this is common sense, a woman knows that washing with hot water will not be clean.

As soon as Jiang Hao heard the sound of water, he came in again.

He took one look and asked me, "Why do you do your own laundry?"

I didn't even lift my eyelids, "Can't you see what I'm washing?

"Why don't you say that I can't wash you?" Jiang Hao squatted down after speaking, put his hand in the water and wanted to grab it from me.

"Why is it still cold water?"

"Are you disgusting?"

The two of us shouted at the same time, Jiang Hao was angry that I touched the cold water, I just felt that this water was very dirty, and I didn't want him to touch it.

Ever since I first came to my aunt when I was in junior high school, my mom taught me to wash myself, and I never asked someone else to wash it for me, so I don't have the habit of asking other people for this kind of thing.

Jiang Hao insisted on pulling me up, and I wouldn't go against him, but I still didn't want him to wash me, this is a problem that everyone is used to. And I was almost washed, so I simply changed it to warm water and rinsed it a few times, and hung it on a hanger to dry.

Not only did I not want Jiang Hao to wash me, but I felt very embarrassed even when he looked at me.

But think about it again, what's so embarrassing, I'm not a little girl anymore, there is nothing on my body that Jiang Hao has never seen, I even have a child with him, although it is gone later.

Jiang Hao went to work in the study again, so I went to the kitchen to cook, and when I was ready, I called him out to eat together.

He took a bite and said, "It's too salty." ”

"Maybe I put salt one more time, so don't eat this. ”

After I finished speaking, I put another dish in front of Jiang Hao, he tasted it again, frowned and went to eat it silently. Originally, that dish was what he liked, and I didn't like it, but I thought he was weird, so I also sandwiched a chopstick.

It turns out that this time I used sugar as salt.

This bug is really low-level.

I took the dish away, "I was so careless, you better not eat it." ”

Jiang Hao paused for a moment, "Then I'll do it." ”

"No, let's go out and eat. ”

It's almost July, and the weather in Beijing is very hot, so I just changed into shorts and wanted to go out. Jiang Hao glanced at it, obviously not very happy.

Originally, I also like to dress too revealingly, but I don't want to play with myself and wrap it up, Jiang Hao used to like it when I wore it like this, but now I'm not happy, he didn't want to say it, I guess I'm afraid that after I finish speaking, I will not only not listen to it, but also talk back to him.

Eat, I want to eat hot pot, Jiang Hao doesn't agree, I want to eat barbecue, Jiang Hao still doesn't agree.

In the end, I compromised and went with him to drink some kind of health porridge.

In fact, Jiang Hao is really thinking about me everywhere, but he can't be considerate of what I really think. It's tiring for the two of us to compromise and embarrass each other like this.

On the weekend, the two of us went to do psychological counseling together, and the same doctor talked to us separately, I first, Jiang Hao asked the driver to take me home after I finished it.

He didn't want me to wait too long, and he felt that everyone who went to counselling must have psychological problems, so he didn't want me to make friends with someone there or something.

Jiang Hao thinks like this, I can understand and even agree, so every time I leave first. Then how long Jiang Hao talked to the doctor, whether he only talked about his own situation, or whether he wanted to care about my situation as a family member at the same time, I never particularly cared.

I have always felt that I have worked very hard, and I believe that after surviving this period of time, the relationship between the two of us will ease, in fact, there is no contradiction between me and Jiang Hao at all, Jiang Hao and my mother persuaded me together, wait for the two of us to prepare well next year, and have another child.

I think it makes a lot of sense.

It's just that after waiting like this, our marriage finally has problems.

Jiang Hao came back late that night, probably because he was social, and the smell of alcohol and cigarettes on his body was very strong, so he didn't go to take a bath, and he got into the quilt to hug me after taking off his clothes.

Before I could fall asleep, I pushed him away, "Go wash up." ”

"Don't. Jiang Hao closed his eyes and muttered, suddenly about to kiss me.

I really couldn't stand the smell, so I avoided it, and then he touched me with his hand, went directly into my clothes, and said lazily, "Wife, we haven't done it for a long time, I want it." ”

After I just got out of Xiaoyuezi, the doctor said that I could have intercourse, I did it with Jiang Hao once, but I didn't feel anything except pain, and I was not in the mood to respond, so Jiang Hao was not interested in ending it early.

This time, more than a month later.

But I couldn't do it, so I said, "Let's come to that in a few days." ”

"You lied to me. Jiang Hao didn't relent, "I know you're not these days." ”

"I didn't lie to you. ”

I'm not on time for the past two months, and I can't help it myself.

But Jiang Hao just didn't believe it, he reached out and pulled my underwear.

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