(Cat flutter Chinese) I actually knew the meaning of these words for a long time, and I was sure that I could not be separated from Jiang Hao because of this matter before I heard it.

In the past, I thought that the meaning of my marriage with Jiang Hao was this child, and if I hadn't been pregnant, I'm afraid the two of us wouldn't have come to this point so soon.

But since I have come here, there is no reason to turn back and regret it, just like Jiang Hao proposed to me at that time even though he knew that it would be difficult to keep the child, I understood everything.

So even if Jiang Hao did something wrong, in fact, I did the same.

And after getting married, he is also my family, and he should not be abandoned and given up casually, no matter what happens, we should both face it together.

It's just for the time being, I still want to be quiet by myself, especially when Jiang Hao accompanies me all night and watches me not sleep, it really puts a lot of pressure on me.

I told him, but Jiang Hao always smiled and told me that he was not tired, and then took out the documents to read after I fell asleep.

A few times I heard Jiang Hao and his dad on the phone, and neither of them spoke in a good tone. I secretly asked someone to find out that Jiang Hao had recently approved a project with an obviously problematic budget.

He is so tired every day, how can it be good.

I understand Jiang Hao's thoughts very well, as a man, he feels that he is incompetent if he does not protect his wife, so he is even more unwilling to prove himself in his career.

I advised Jiang Hao: "Don't be so tired, I have someone to take care of in the hospital." ”

Jiang Hao poured half of the hot water on his fingers, and I went over to grab his hand, but even I was burned.

He frowned at me, "What are you messing with!"

Jiang Hao is very good at looking at my face now, but sometimes he still can't help but lose his temper with me, such as I will wear clothes and rarely go out to bask in the sun, such as now I am also burned because of him.

But he would soon be very distressed and pull my hand over and help me apply the ointment.

I pulled my hand back, "I really don't need to, you're hotter than me." ”

Jiang Hao raised his eyelids, revealing a very hurt expression, "Do you want to part with me?"

"I didn't. ”

I answered categorically, but Jiang Hao didn't believe it, he now felt that I would definitely be separated from him, or that the impression I left on him before was that he was so willful.

Every time there is a problem, I want to run away, and once I quarrel, I turn off my phone so that he can't find me.

It may also be because in one thing, the injured party can always be relieved even if it is painful, but Jiang Hao put himself on the injured side, he put all the mistakes on himself, and then firmly thought that I was also blaming him and resenting him.

In fact, I have had a few small quarrels with him, and it is impossible for two people to be together twenty-four hours a day without quarreling, and quarrels do not mean that there is a problem in the relationship, but at this sensitive moment, whether it is Jiang Hao or me, it is very easy to be exhausted because of a trivial matter.

Seeing Jiang Hao, a big man who is not afraid of being afraid of anything, a little dragging and even very good at bullying me, being tortured into the appearance of this person in front of me who is careful to please me and take care of me, and is always atoning for his sins, gradually, I can't stand it anymore. This makes me think that I forced Jiang Hao to be like this, but I can't find a way to get him back to the way he was.

I began to be reluctant to see him, to be precise, I didn't want to see this decadent, changed Jiang Hao.

And Jiang Hao still guards me day by day, and only after I fall asleep will he sleep in the sofa in the ward for a short time. So he was sick, not serious, a little cold and fever, but he drank twice as much medicine in order to get better quickly.

After I saw it, I couldn't help arguing with him, I said Jiang Hao is not sick, are you so bad for yourself.

Jiang Hao said that he had eaten like this before, and there had been no problems.

In fact, Jiang Hao did often do this in the past, but it was definitely wrong to take medicine indiscriminately, so I still insisted on my own opinion and did not compromise with him. When he apologized, I felt like I had gone too far.

Jiang Hao came to see me, and I couldn't help but complain to her about Jiang Hao's recent situation. I really didn't know what to do before I told her, after all, she was my side, and I believed that she was the only one who could give me advice and was really good to Jiang Hao.

But Jiang Hao heard these words, and he asked me, "Are you suing my mother?"

I covered my head with the quilt and ignored him.

He pulled the quilt down and pulled it so much that it hit my arm, but he didn't even notice.

I said, "I don't!"

After saying that, he continued to turn around and sleep with his back to him.

Jiang Hao couldn't control Jiang Hao, all she could give me was to calm down, so I went to do psychological counseling with Jiang Hao. I always thought I was fine, but it didn't turn out the way I thought it would.

Jiang Hao and I, both of us have a little bit of a problem.

What I got after the miscarriage was everyone's apologies and care, but Jiang Hao was blamed for not knowing how many times I couldn't see it.

He didn't want to tell me, so I just thought he was acting too extreme with me.

I was discharged from the hospital, and I wanted to go home and tell my parents in person that their children were gone. If I don't go back, they will definitely come to see me in person, and I don't want them to run too much.

Jiang Hao disagreed, he said I must recuperate.

In the end, he relented, but he had to go back with me.

In fact, what I wanted from the beginning was to let Jiang Hao accompany me back. It turned out that he was not only worried that I would go home by myself, but also that I would not come back again as soon as I returned.

On the plane, I took the initiative to lean on his shoulder, took his hand, and I said to Jiang Hao: "Don't worry too much, how can I not come back." ”

Unfortunately, when I said this, he was already asleep because he was too tired.

Regarding the child, I discussed it with Jiang Hao, and what I told my parents was what the doctor said before, because I was not prepared before pregnancy, because I was not in good health, so I had a natural miscarriage.

My parents also accepted this statement, after all, Jiang Hao and I behaved normally in front of them, and it was only when they returned to my room that the two of them became strangers after all.

My bed is a single bed, Jiang Hao just made something on the ground to sleep, in fact, I wanted to call him to squeeze with me, but I don't know what's going on, some words suddenly can't be said.

My mother asked me about Chen Xi, how she was working in Beijing, and why she didn't come back with me and Jiang Hao. I said that Chen Xi was very good, and I didn't want to ask for leave when I went to work, but my mother still didn't doubt it.

After I called Chen Xi that day, she still didn't show up.

So I think forget it, the feelings between sisters may not be as selfless as parents to their children, and I can't do it to Chen Xi, when this time things break out, I can't help but recall the things she did I didn't like in the past, and then tell myself very sure and resolutely, I won't recognize her anymore.

It is also because of my determination of Chen Xi that Jiang Hao feels that I will do the same to him.

Actually, no, my feelings for Jiang Hao, whether compared with my feelings for Chen Xi or my feelings for the lost child, will not be less. It's like my mother's feelings for my dad, is it less than me and Chen Xi?

After staying at home for a few days, we went back to Beijing.

Jiang Hao hired someone to take care of me, and then went to the company every day as usual, and he said to me: "I know you don't want to see me all day. ”

Well, I really can't argue with that.

The photography studio that took the wedding photos called me to pick up the photos, and I was too lazy to go, so I asked Lin Xia to help me get them.

The two of us dismantled the photos together, in addition to more than half of them were me and Jiang Hao, there were also many of them from me and Lin Xia.

There are Lu Xiaoqi, Xu Qianqian, and Chen Xi.

Originally, the nanny brought nails to help me hang them, but Lin Xia saw that my face had changed, so she asked me, "Are you still hanging?"

I sighed, "I don't want to." ”

Originally, there were only a few of those photos that I didn't want to see, and I didn't really want to hang me and Jiang Hao, or I was too lazy to toss, so I simply threw half of the package directly into the cloakroom.

When Jiang Hao came back and saw it, he asked me why I didn't hang the photo.

I said, "I don't think it's good-looking, I seem to be a little fat at the time, so let's go back to shooting after a while." ”

He continued: "So you threw it away?"

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