(Cat flutters Chinese Is this a confession?

I don't know, I just know that after experiencing a catastrophe of life and death, I hope that the person around me can be by my side for the rest of my life.

Of course, it can only be him.

It is only now that I understand that love is a verb, not a yes or no judgment. Now I just want to love Qi Xiang, very, very much.

But he didn't say anything, and gently wrapped me in his arms.

I slept in Qi Xiang's arms again in a pile of dirty clothes, had a series of indistinguishable nightmares, and finally woke up holding his hand.

Qi Xiang told me that he had been in Chengdu before the earthquake, and he had been looking for me, but the phone could not get through and the road was closed, and he was looking for me among the seriously injured who had been rescued, and when he couldn't find it, he breathed a sigh of relief, and after a while he was even more worried. It wasn't until he met my colleague and knew that I had volunteered to stay as a volunteer that he came up with various ways to find me in the disaster area.

I said, "I know, I heard that someone was looking for me, and then when I went out, there was an aftershock, and I heard that a young man was smashed underneath, and I thought it was you, and it scared me to death." ”

At this moment, I looked at Qi Xiang, and suddenly hugged him nervously, and my nose was sour.

I think I've been through a lot of things, and I've been around the ghost gate myself, but I can't compare to this one. I was scared like this for the first time in my life, and I was afraid I would never see him again.

Qi Xiang comforted me, "It's okay, I won't let you go to such a far place alone in the future, I will be where you are." ”

I secretly laughed, thinking in my heart that the two of us were together, although the process went round and round a little, and we ended up the same way, we have not yet reached thirty, and there are still decades to be together in this life.

But Qi Xiang was sullen until we returned to S City, and he seemed to have something on his mind.

I asked him why.

He frowned and explained, "Maybe you're infected by the atmosphere around you." ”

Yes, these days the news reports are constantly refreshing the number of casualties, all entertainment activities have stopped, TV pages have turned black and white, and many people are silently weeping for the victims who have never met.

Qi Xiang asked me a question, and he said, "What would you do if it was really me who was crushed under the rubble that day?"

I glared at him hard and told him not to talk nonsense, and I didn't dare to imagine what he said, but I thought about it anyway.

After thinking about it, I pinched his face and repeatedly confirmed, "You're real, aren't you?

He smiled and touched my head, "Really, not a dream. ”

I breathed a sigh of relief and told him the answer in my heart: "I may die sadly, even if not really, my heart will die." At least for a while, three or five years? But I will never forget it for the rest of my life, and I will still be sad to mention it again. ”

Thinking of Si Chen, I continued: "It's better to say goodbye, at least I will think that you should live a very happy life." ”

Qi Xiang nodded, "I see." ”

I smiled at him, "I think I've had enough in my life, and the rest of my life will definitely be peaceful, so you won't have any more accidents." ”

"Hmm. He put food in my bowl, "I'm going on a business trip tomorrow, and I'll be back in about three days." ”

Although I am reluctant, I can't tie others to me.

I said, "Then I'll wait for you." ”

Qi Xiang has been recuperating at home for a few days on a business trip, in fact, I don't have any serious injuries, at most I have scratched skin or bruises or something, my mother is not at ease, so she puts down the company's affairs and accompanies me all day.

Once, she said that she was afraid that I would not be able to open it.

I don't understand, but the phone rang, and the call was from the girl who told me that two colleagues were missing.

She told me that one was still alive when he was rescued, but his leg could not be saved, and the other was cold.

Both of them are young men who have just graduated from college, and it's a pity that they were still working together not long ago, and if they don't say no, they will be gone, and I don't know what their families will do.

I assured my mom, "I'm fine, I won't think about it, and so are you, you're so old, it's time to take care of your body." ”

My mother: "I'm just fifty, and when your child is your age, you'll be older than me." ”

"Alright, alright, I see. ”

My mom isn't too obviously urging me to get married, maybe she thinks that after such an event, I will plan for the future.

After all, everyone's future is not the same, and they always wait and wait, and it's too late to regret any accidents.

But I can't talk about marriage first, besides, I haven't talked about Qi Xiang and I have never talked about a serious relationship, and it's too early to say that I got married, and I'm not sure if he really wants to turn his lover into a family member so soon.

Qi Xiang stayed in our house after coming back this time, of course, the two of us slept in separate rooms, and it was impossible to progress too fast and too fast.

I asked him why he didn't go back to his house, and last year Qi Xiang took out a mortgage and bought a well-decorated duplex.

He said, "Oh, my dad asked me to decorate." ”

"Isn't it hardcover, what are you decorating just after living for a year?"

"It's old, he said that all the homes with decoration are the same, like a hotel, and there is no feeling of home. ”

I looked at Qi Xiang, he has long been the owner of the company in the past few years, and his home is originally a hotel in comparison.

"What do you think I'm doing that?"

Qi Xiang smiled, raised his hand and wiped the sauce from my mouth with his fingertips. Our family ate fried noodles today, Qi Xiang cooked, and was praised by my mother for a long time, but I accidentally ate it to the corner of my mouth.

"Xiangxiang, have you been free lately?"

"Yes, what's wrong?"

After the earthquake, my concert was cancelled and I haven't had any work for the past few months. But I don't worry about it, and after going through some of it, I gradually feel that I actually got what I wanted.

The concert seems to be an expired dream, and it is not what I want to run around for work and family separation for a long time.

So I didn't have a job, on the one hand, the company didn't have any arrangements, and the main thing was that I took the initiative to push it off, I plan to fade out slowly, maybe it won't be long before my name will become a small memory of a few people in the entertainment industry.

Qi Xiang said: "This year's Mid-Autumn Festival, I want to take you home with me, as well as my aunt." ”

"Huh?"

I was a little surprised, and turned my head to look at my mother, who reacted naturally, probably knowing about it for a long time.

I know that this is the rhythm of meeting my parents, Qi Xiang has seen my mother for so many years, and I have never seen his other relatives except for Qi Xiang's mother more than ten years ago.

Qi Xiang said that he also has grandparents, uncles, aunts, cousins, and cousins, and he wants to introduce me to him this time.

What he said was too tactful, which made me suspect that Qi Xiang was also nervous.

In fact, he was really nervous, I followed Qi Xiang home a month later, as the first girl to be introduced to his family as his girlfriend, I also experienced the torture of the legendary seven aunts and eight aunts, it turned out that there were so many people in Qi Xiang's family, all of them knew each other, I think it really took a while.

We lived in L city for a while, and this is also my second time in this city.

The last time, it was twelve years ago.

Qi Xiang also took me to the streets and alleys of L City, from the kindergarten he studied, to the children's hospital where he cried and had injections when he was a child, to the elementary school where he was invited to his parents for the first time he had a fight with someone, and the junior high school where he had his first love and first kiss.

And that sea, the sea of L City, which used to be the best time in my memory, has now been refreshed.

When I walked hand in hand and walked across the beach, I suddenly asked Qi Xiang, "You don't seem to have officially confessed to me yet, let me be your girlfriend, why did you introduce me so much in front of your family?"

Qi Xiang: "No? I remember I confessed many times. ”

"It's just not. ”

"Then Chen Xiang, be my girlfriend. ”

"It's so casual!"

"Do you want something casual?"

"you!"

Playing with sand and building castles, Qi Xiang asked me: "Have you thought about how to decorate the house?"

"Isn't it already underway? ”

Qi Xiang: "There is only one children's room designed. ”

"Well, you didn't even consult with me, what if I didn't like it?"

"It's okay, I'll leave the other one for me, and we'll listen to you in our bedroom. ”

"Who's going to stay with you?"

"You. ”

Qi Xiang suddenly hugged me and kissed me on the mouth. Then the two of them lay together on the beach and held each other's hands.

I said, "Qi Xiang, your mp3 seems to have been lost by me." ”

"Well, I figured it out. ”

"What then?"

"It's okay. ”

Me: "Isn't it important?"

Qi Xiang lay on his side with his arms on his side and looked at me, "Actually, I have another one, and that one I deliberately left there waiting for you to find me." ”

I angrily spilled sand into his collar, "Qi Xiang, you dare to lie to me, say, what else have you deceived me?"

He was suddenly stunned, and a trace of sadness flashed in his eyes.

"What's wrong?" I was also a little scared, holding his shoulder and shaking it for a long time, "You don't think there are any bastards outside, right?"

"It's not. Qi Xiang smiled and lowered his head, "Kissing you secretly, doesn't count." ”

"Huh?"

"The first time I was in high school, I was just assigned a class, and at noon I passed by your classroom and found that you were alone, and you were angry with me at that time and pretended not to know me, and I secretly kissed your face. The second time was before going abroad, and the kiss was still the face. The third time in the UK, face. The fourth time in the UK, face. Fifth ......"

！！！

"Why do you like to play sneak attacks so much, how many times are there? ”

Qi Xiang: "Actually, I can't count it, because sometimes I kiss many times at once." It's like...... Now ......"

Attacked by him again.

It's dark, the sun is setting, the sea in L city is very empty, and the sunset is also beautiful.

And I finally found someone who wants to accompany me to watch the sea and the sunset for a lifetime.

Sometimes, what we miss is not love, but the courage to persevere in the face of love to the end.

Thank you Qi Xiang, who taught me to accompany me when I fell again and again, and gave me the greatest courage to love someone.

Love you.

It's not enough in this life, and I'll come back in the next life.

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