Chinese I may have asked such a question just because my head was hot, but I couldn't get it back.

Qi Xiang said: "I can't guarantee it, but if you give me a reasonable reason, I'm willing to work hard to do it." ”

I pulled my mouth away and laughed, "I'll just ask." ”

"How did you come up with the idea of asking this?"

"Well, I'll tell you when I get back, I haven't figured it out yet. ”

"That's good. ”

Sometimes, it's not love that we're missing, it's courage.

In the face of Qi Xiang, what I lack is a little bit of courage, after all, he is the person who has participated in too many ups and downs for me, and I will never be able to pretend to be strong enough to be invulnerable in front of him.

He also testified that I loved another person, with great love and love to the point of despair.

With such a me, what can I do to give him a better love?

I shook my head and smiled wryly, although I have never regretted anything, I still feel that life would be so unsatisfactory, and it can be so difficult to love someone.

On May 12th, my last day in the village, we were scheduled to drive back to Chengdu at 4 p.m., record a variety show in the evening, and concentrate on rehearsals for the next two days until the day of the concert.

On this day, our itinerary was basically in the village on the mountain, but the recording was almost done, and some of the other young people in the group went to the town below the mountain.

I stayed in the village because there was a little girl who was reluctant to let me go, and every time I said I had to go, she would cry and grab the corner of my clothes, and finally I promised to stay with her a little longer, and I would come back to see them when I had the chance.

I made an appointment with the rest of the army to go back to town in the afternoon to meet them, and just like that, I was out of the group.

And I didn't expect that on this day I witnessed the most terrible disaster I have ever seen in my life, even more terrible than the ** five years ago, it will not give us even a second of buffer time.

Almost instantly, the house fell, and the grandmother, who had said a moment before that she was going to come in and get me some fruit, was crushed under the rubble.

The villagers of the whole village can be described as old, weak, sick and disabled, young people have gone out to work, and there are even some people who have lost hope when such a big thing happens.

I will never forget what I experienced on this day, the earth shaking, all the senses real and terrifying.

It is also in the face of this catastrophe that all of us are powerless, we have no tools to rescue people from under the rubble before the rescue team arrives, aftershocks can occur at any time, there are so many injured people and children, the only option is to temporarily give up the rescue to a relatively safe place.

Then there were countless aftershocks, and the children were so scared that they cried all the time, but in fact, I was secretly crying, wondering if I could go home.

By the time we got to the town, it was already dark, and there were a lot of rescue teams, and the victims were concentrated and settled in relatively open areas.

The road was blocked by gravel, and only one small road was opened temporarily, and the cars going back and forth had to send the seriously injured out first, and the others would probably have to wait until the next day.

I also had injuries on my body, which were relatively not so serious, and the terrible thing was that there were crying all around, and I couldn't find a colleague in such a group of people.

The phone is out of battery, and dozens of people are waiting for a mobile phone with a signal to call their family to report safety. I hugged the little girl who was clingy to me, and it wasn't my turn to call until the middle of the night.

I asked her, "Do you remember your parents' phone numbers?"

She shook her head, "I haven't seen them." ”

In other words, her only relatives are the grandmother who has been crushed under the rubble until now. I hugged her to comfort her, cried quietly and called my mom to report that she was safe.

Soon after the phone was hung up, another aftershock occurred, and the only path was blocked, cars could not get in or out, and the mobile phone signal was gone.

I didn't sleep all night, and as soon as I closed my eyes, I felt that the ground was shaking, and there were many people like me, but many more were still crying because they had already found out the whereabouts of their loved ones.

The next morning, I finally found my colleague who had come with me a few days ago, but there were two young men missing from them.

A girl with a cried makeup and a bandage on her hair told me that the two of them had gone to an Internet café to fight monsters together yesterday afternoon, and I followed the direction she pointed to see the three-story Internet café that had disappeared into the ruins.

People who were alive with me the day before may not be able to come back for the rest of their lives.

Later, the girl followed the rescue team's car with the little girl from yesterday.

I didn't go with them, there are only a limited number of people who can come in outside, there are not enough rescuers at all, one more person to participate in the rescue may be able to save one more life, at this time everyone will be infected, what is greedy for life and afraid of death are left behind, we young people who are not seriously injured have decided to stay.

When this means of communication is not available, it is easy for people to get separated, and it is only in the evening that I find my colleagues, and then I hear from them that someone is coming to me in the afternoon.

I didn't understand and asked again.

"Young man in his twenties, male, very good-looking, tall. ”

I asked, "Is it from outside?"

The other party nodded, "It should be, I see that his clothes are still clean." ”

"I see. ”

After saying that, I ran out of the temporary settlement, and when I heard that someone was looking for me, the first thing that came to my mind was Qi Xiang.

The day before the earthquake, he said on the phone that he would come to me, and I tried to contact him after the earthquake, but he turned off his phone.

And now, I'm sure I want to see him, especially especially him, I can't say why, but Qi Xiang is the person I want to see the most now.

I was looking for people aimlessly in the ruins, and at this time, another aftershock occurred, this time it was also the most serious, and the remaining but a few houses that did not fall down also turned into ruins in an instant, but fortunately there was no one in there.

But I heard someone shouting, "Someone is buried!"

At that time, the aftershocks were not over, and the ground was still shaking very strongly, although no one dared to come close to save people even though they knew that someone was buried inside, everything had to wait until it calmed down.

I also ran over, and I heard people around me say that there was a young man buried underneath, dressed very well, not very old, as if he was looking for someone.

A terrible thought came to my mind, and I ran like crazy towards the house that had fallen, and I cried when someone grabbed me, crying and saying that he had come to me.

Thinking that the person buried below was likely to be Qi Xiang, I had a feeling that the sky had fallen.

I can't accept this result at all.

I was dragged and couldn't get close to the ruins, so I could only cry and shout Qi Xiang's name loudly, hoping to get a response from him, but also hoping that there was none.

If not, it means that person is not Qi Xiang.

But if not, it would have been a more terrible situation.

The aftershocks finally stopped, but it was only a few minutes before and after, and it was like a century to me, with many people coming together to try to dig up the rubble and save people.

Me too, I dig with my hands without tools, and I don't feel pain when I break and bleed, I still cry and shout Qi Xiang's name.

Then I heard, a very small sound coming from under the ruins.

So small that I couldn't even hear what he was saying, and I couldn't tell if I knew the voice. I cried even louder, crying desperately, and said loudly: "Qi Xiang, you wait for me to save you, in fact, I haven't dared to, not dare to say, but dare not fall in love with you." But what I'm more afraid of now is that I won't have a chance to love you, so I beg you to live well. ”

This crying confession was heard by the people around me, and while digging, I comforted me and said that it was okay and could be saved.

I also believe that I will be able to save it, but gradually I can't even speak clearly, and I will only keep repeating Qi Xiang's name.

Until, I heard my name being called, from far, far away, and I suspected that it was my own auditory hallucination.

When I turned my head, I saw Qi Xiang running towards me from a distance.

I froze for a moment, a little afraid that what appeared in front of me was just a mirage.

Qi Xiang ran all the way to me, held me by the shoulders and helped me up, wiping the tears from the corners of my eyes with his fingers.

I kept crying, and he couldn't finish wiping it off.

In the end, Qi Xiang simply pulled me into his arms, "Don't be afraid, I'm here, I will protect you." ”

"Uh-huh. I whimpered in Qi Xiang's arms and said to him inarticulately, "Qi Xiang, are you real or fake?"

"Of course it's true. ”

I pinched him and was sure it was real.

"I thought it was you who were crushed underneath, scared me to death, why are you running around, who let you come here in such a dangerous way. ”

"Now you're going back to teaching?"

"It's not. I shook my head, shook my head desperately, raised my face to look at him, and held his hand, pulling it very tightly, "Qi Xiang, I have something to say to you, and when we go back, I want to talk to you." ”

"Good. ”

Qi Xiang pulled me into his arms again, maybe because there were too many things that happened in the past two days, I had been holding on, and at the moment I saw Qi Xiang, I was completely prostrated and unconscious, so I didn't know how he took me.

When I woke up, it was already the next morning, there was no more rubble around me, I was lying on the soft bed of the hotel, my clothes had not been changed, but my face, hands and feet had been washed.

Qi Xiang was holding my phone and said, "I know." ”

Then he hung up.

I asked him what was wrong, Qi Xiang seemed to hesitate, and then he told me, "It's okay, your friend called." ”

I took my phone and took a look, and the person calling me was west.

I didn't reply to this call, I really don't have much energy to think about other things for the time being, I just want to stay quietly with Qi Xiang for a while.

Qi Xiang too, as if he had something on his mind, just lying sideways on the other half of the bed looking at me in a daze.

After a few minutes, I suddenly said, "I want to be with you." ”

"Qi Xiang, I want to love you. ”

(Seven years ago, I also experienced an earthquake and witnessed the horror of the disaster, and I also saw many friends around me change from one to one after experiencing the horror of the disaster together.)

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