On the way home from work, I kept thinking about how to get my grandmother to tell me the truth.

She is seventy-five years old this year, and stomach cancer may recur, so it is true that she said that she would not live long. Although I hate to admit it, I have to face the fact that if the cancer does return, with her current physical condition, she should not be able to withstand a second operation.

Thinking of this, I felt chills in my body.

I don't expect to find relatives, but I just think that if my grandmother has been looking forward to it all her life, I should help her contact the descendants of that family as soon as possible to meet, which can be regarded as fulfilling my grandmother's wish. I now vaguely understand the reason why our family has no relatives, not only because of poverty, but also because of my grandmother's background.

From the tone of the village chief's speech, you can expect how much they despise the matter of their grandmother's remarriage, and the village chief, who is younger than his grandmother, has that kind of stubborn thinking, which shows how much gossip his grandmother suffered at the beginning. My grandfather is a lot older than my grandmother, and the conditions are not good, so I will marry my grandmother, right?

I didn't think about it anymore, and when I came home from grocery shopping, I found my grandmother standing on the balcony looking out in a daze.

The softest part of my heart suddenly began to pantothenic, and after I put down my things, I quickly walked over and hugged her. Grandma was very uncomfortable and wanted to push my arm away, but I increased my strength and hugged her: "Grandma, it's too boring to be alone at home, isn't it?

I have taken her to familiarize herself with the surroundings and taught her how to take the elevator, but she is always afraid that she will not find her way back when she goes out, so she never goes out.

"Hee, you're like the people of the city now. I'm glad that my Xixi finally has a good home. ”

I let go of her in a sneer, what kind of city man and country person? My grandfather died very early, and she worked hard to raise my aunt and raised me so hard, so she never wanted me to live a life with her face to the loess and her back to the sky.

I took a deep breath and stared nervously into her eyes and said tentatively, "Grandma, the village chief called me today and said that someone went to the village to look for you. ”

Her eyes widened, and she grabbed my hand excitedly, and her body trembled slightly: "Really, really? What is it? What is it, what is it, what kind of ...... does it look like?"

Before I had time to make up nonsense, she hurriedly ran back to the guest bedroom and began to pack her clothes: "Xixi, you send me back, I'm not used to living here, as the old saying goes, the golden nest and the silver nest are not as good as our own kennel, I think it's better for us to have our own home." ”

I was busy reassuring her, and she thought that it was indeed late today, so she agreed to help me choose the vegetables and make dinner.

I don't know if my grandmother and her first husband had a son or a daughter, so I said casually: "I heard that it was a man who was looking for him, and I didn't say who he was looking for, only where Lu Xiulan was." ”

Lu Xiulan is my grandmother's name, and I think even if she gave birth to a daughter before, the "man who found the past" can be regarded as her daughter's husband.

Grandma was so excited that she couldn't wait to put on her wings and fly back. But after hearing that the man left without saying anything, he immediately lost his soul and did not move for a long time.

I was startled and quickly called her back to her senses: "Grandma, who is that person?

Grandma glanced at me curtly, lowered her head weakly and continued to choose vegetables: "It's just someone I knew before, and it has nothing to do with you." ”

"Grandma, I have to go to work recently, anyway, that person is gone, you continue to live here first. I'll ask the village chief to help me keep an eye on it, and I'll let you know as soon as I have any news. If I can get that person's phone number and address, I'll take you directly to him. ”

Grandma looked at her head and couldn't see what her expression was, but her voice was choked: "Oh, okay." ”

Zhuang Yan worked overtime at night, and after I finished eating with my grandmother, I took her downstairs for a walk, she was absent-minded all the time, no matter how I teased her, she couldn't lift her mind. As I passed by the small square of the community, I pointed to a little girl and said to my grandmother, "My future daughter must be so cute." ”

My grandmother looked at me in surprise, looked down at my stomach again, shook her head and sighed: "Xixi, don't be stupid, when he marries, you will think about having children......, do you know? Bitterness is a lifetime. ”

As soon as I heard her words, how could I dare to imply that I had given birth to Lele?

When Zhuang Yan came back, he held two large books, when his grandmother had fallen asleep, and after I told him about his grandmother, he wrinkled his brows and muttered: "The old man has been worried about it for a lifetime, I will ask Yangzi to help you find it, he has many ways." ”

"Thank you. "I didn't want him to help, I just wanted him to teach me how to persuade my grandmother to tell her secrets. But if you can find that family, it will be better than waiting for your grandmother to speak herself.

Zhuang Yan looked at his watch, it was only half past nine, he made a form, and asked me to help fill in the data in the information. The two of us each have a laptop, working quietly, occasionally looking up and smiling at each other, very harmonious.

After losing, I looked at the formula in the excel spreadsheet and calculated the profit.

A negative number indicates a loss, which he made red, and a positive number is green, which indicates a profit.

I looked at the almost slippery red, and my eyes felt like sand, and I began to feel sore. He calculated the weekly profit and loss, and now the profit is much better than at the beginning, but the overall green amount is not enough to cover the red amount of the loss.

"Isn't business going any better?" I checked the data I had entered again and sent him the form.

After reading it, he couldn't help but sigh: "It's difficult." The last time I went abroad, my dad talked to Yaru's dad once, but her dad refused to admit that there was malicious competition behind it. My original company had a business with old customers, so although there were losses, the overall profit was considerable. Now with this new company, there are no old customers and customers are robbed, and it may not be able to last too long. Xixi, I discussed with Yoko, and I insisted on seeing the situation for another half a year, but if I really couldn't do it, I had to find another way. ”

"Sister Yaru's father spent so much energy to grab business with you, just to take revenge?" I don't understand their world and ideas, they all say that father's love is like a mountain, but my uncle-in-law is just a five-finger mountain to me, the key is that I don't have the ability of Sun Wukong. If Zhuang Yan hadn't appeared, I would have been crushed by my uncle's mountain sooner or later.

Zhuang Yan shook his head and firmly denied my statement: "No, Xixi, the merchant is multi-profitable. Her father is also a businessman after all, how can he spend years and months doing loss-making business?"

He frowned slightly as he spoke, looking at the information, he probably didn't tell me everything.

"Is Sister Yaru okay?"

Zhuang Yan pulled out his gaze from the pile of data and looked at me, and suddenly took my hand and asked me to sit on his lap: "My dad said it's okay." Heexi, if the new company hasn't improved in half a year, I may go back and take over the old company again. ”

I haven't graduated in half a year, which means we may have to face separation again.

I was silent for a while, not knowing what to answer, so I had to ask him if he had reconciled with his father.

"My dad has a good face, and he won't take it back so quickly if he says it. After all, it was my fault in the first place, and our family didn't take care of it. But if Yaru's father insists on going on like this...... My dad won't keep his mouth shut. When he said this, a trace of guilt flashed in his eyes.

My heart twitched slightly, and I couldn't help but bow my head, his hand was already on my face: "Thinking again?"

I just wanted to smile at him, but his face was quickly enlarged in my eyes, and when the two soft lips were pasted, I quickly hugged him in response. Sometimes I feel that life is really not going well, but when he speaks gently, I feel that God treats me unfairly, and I feel that this world is too beautiful.

When I helped him pack up the materials just now, I found that there were some English materials in it, and there was a picture and an English description on it, and I saw that the word heart (heart) was mentioned many times, and those should be the materials given to him by Zhou Jin. I don't know what the use of him is to look at those, but he seems to have been studying it with him lately.

Thinking of this, I looked at him suspiciously: "What are you doing reading the literature on cardiology? I saw a few when I was helping you clean up just now." ”

He looked at me very normally, and his eyes were also normal: "You can also make your own judgment if you know more, so as not to make my dad suspicious in the future." Rest assured, Lele is fine now. ”

Before I entered the room, his cell phone rang, and it was his dad calling.

I felt a little frightened in my heart. When staring at Zhuang Yan to answer the phone, he glanced at me slightly, made a gesture for me to go back to sleep, and then followed the phone and went to the balcony.

Just after talking about the literature, I was so anxious that I couldn't sleep at all. When I went over to see what his father said, I happened to hear him say helplessly: "She hasn't graduated yet, what kind of child will she have?

I heard an angry phrase on the other end of the phone: "That kind of woman ......"

The sound in the back became quieter, and I didn't hear it clearly.

I didn't want Zhuang Yan to think that I was eavesdropping, so I quickly coughed so that he would know my existence. He looked back and saw me behind him, frowned, and pointed to the room for me to go to bed.

But his dad didn't know what he said over there, so he immediately frowned and refuted: "Dad, what are you talking about? We'll talk about it when you calm down, and you can go to bed in the middle of the night." ”

After he finished speaking, he hung up the phone, and seeing that I hadn't left, he pulled me to the guest bedroom with a calm face.

I pulled out my hand and glared at him: "Does your father want me to have a son?" He didn't wear a condom once before, and it was because he suddenly thought of it that he wanted me to get pregnant quickly?