Chapter 121: Like a Newlywed
As soon as I entered that room, I knew that Jiang Yang must have known about Zhuang Yan's proposal early on.
The room is dimly lit, and there is a beautiful atmosphere everywhere, and the air is filled with intoxicating aromas. The bed was made of rose petals in the shape of a large heart, and I felt like my whole heart was about to pop out of my throat.
My heart was beating so fast, we had never done anything like that so formally, and I suddenly felt nervous.
I always felt that he would suddenly propose, stimulated by my grandmother's words, although he never promised me when he would marry me, but I already felt that I was already in the same family with him.
That feeling is subtly generated, not to mention how tacit we are, but I have always felt that our hearts are very close.
He used to say that he was not a saint, just a normal man, so I was a little uncomfortable at first, maybe when someone else accepted cohabitation surrogacy, he might also be emotionally attached to that person in the most intimate contact.
Thinking of this, I suddenly felt a little lost.
I don't know if everyone will be happy and sad, maybe I'm a little pessimistic, so when good things happen to me, I always feel incredible. It wasn't until Zhuang Yan put the hot water and suddenly came over to help me undress that I trembled a few times as if I had been shocked.
I know we're going to be crazy tonight, and when you count the time, we haven't done it for almost two weeks. I suddenly remembered that he didn't use a condom last time, and my face suddenly burned terribly.
"You go to watch TV first. When I unbuttoned my underwear, I found that Zhuang Yan was still looking at me intently, and the feeling of shame that I couldn't get rid of so far surfaced in my heart again, and I quickly covered my chest and turned his face away.
But he didn't say anything, and began to unbutton his shirt by himself: "Save time, let's go together." β
I shuddered, bit my lower lip and lowered my head.
When I silently undressed and slid into the large bathtub, he also happened to be in the water. I was embarrassed to look over because the water was so clear. So I washed in the farthest corner from him, but I couldn't do it without any scruplesβI couldn't do anything like scrubbing my chest, like that, in front of him.
There was a glass dish next to the bathtub, which was full of flower petals, Zhuang Yan didn't speak, and directly poured those petals into the bathtub.
The surface of the water was soon filled with red and red petals, obscuring everything beneath the water. I dared to look away a little, and I couldn't help but glance at him hurriedly and then quickly look away.
I think his body is very attractive to me, and even the simple hug of it makes my heart throb. I'm not the kind of person who is particularly strong, but I work well with him every time he wants to, and that's what he calls harmony. But I don't know how to do anything, every time he asks me to come, I will cooperate with how to come.
"Hee-hee, how can you be so red?" his voice had begun to grow hoarse, and I could only see the water below me violently turbulent, and then I pulled it with a force.
The big magical hands touched my face and pinched it gently: "The little face is as red as a shrimp." As he spoke, his slender fingers slid all the way down, stopping at my collarbone for a spin, and then continuing down, "It's red here too...... Are you shy or are you taking a bath too hot?"
I suddenly felt that he was speaking in an unhurried hoarse tone, and I couldn't help but swallow my saliva, and quickly looked up at him: "I'm done." β
If he provokes me like this, I may have a nosebleed, and I already feel the blood surging up all over my body.
He suddenly laughed and whispered in my ear, "It seems good to have a little more sense of ceremony, Xixi, do you like it?"
A hand pinched the softness of my chest, and I couldn't stop a series of tremors, and a broken moan overflowed from my throat: "Don't, I still like it...... In bed. β
I can see that he is obviously very happy today, so the marriage proposal should be something that he has long longed for in his heart. He seemed to like to see me embarrassed, and he didn't answer me immediately, but helped me bathe little by little.
My whole head was constantly congested, and at the worst moment, when I was carried out of the bathtub by him, my nose was hot, and there was blood actually coming out! I knew it was too excited, it had never happened before, but this time he really went too far. His good interest was almost ruined by the incident, and if it weren't for my repeated assurances that I didn't get sick, he would have almost taken me to the emergency room.
I got my whole body into the quilt, so embarrassed that I didn't know what to say, he pulled open a piece of the quilt with a smile, touched my head and sighed: "I was frightened by you, why are you still so shy?"
I pulled the quilt down a little bit, only showing a pair of eyes to look at him: "I haven't made love for a long time, so I ...... Backwards. β
He was really happy now, and the arc of his laughter was much larger than usual. He pulled the quilt open with all his might, and leaned down again.
I was hugged so hard by him that I felt like I was out of breath, so I had to struggle in protest.
He shook his head in disappointment, took my hand and helped him put on the condom, and when he was done, he began to touch me little by little, almost from head to toe, and then again on my chest and buttocks. Maybe men like these places, I couldn't stand it anymore, so I had to open my mouth to bite his shoulder, hug his waist and take the initiative to fit it.
My brain started to get congested again, and I couldn't help but urge: "Open...... Let's start. β
The voice didn't sound like my own at all, and I was ashamed of the lust in it.
He took my hand and put it on his chest: "Why don't you know to learn from me?"
I was stunned for half a second, and he wanted me to touch him back......
While I was stunned, he began to push slowly little by little. It was as if I had even started flying up into the clouds, hugging his waist and bearing everything he had given me.
That night was like a candle night in the cave room on TV, and we were both very involved like newlyweds, but he didn't toss me hard, but in the end he sighed: "** is short." β
It may be that everything was so beautiful at that time that I was reluctant to sleep at all, so I started to be hypocritical and asked him when he started to like me.
He played with my hair nonchalantly and was silent for a while before he said, "I didn't expect you to be so young and still a virgin. If I had known in the morning, I would have been more careful the first time. I didn't think I would be fascinated by your body, maybe it was because I held it for a long time before I got out of control, and I was in the study that day...... It was indeed me who was impulsive. β
He had read my diary, so he knew very well what I was struggling with during that time.
My heart fluttered a few times and I stammered and asked him if he liked me in the slightest when he went to see my grandmother in the hospital.
He honestly thought for a while: "I like, I have no resistance to your eyes." Every time you are timid, these big eyes are as weak as rabbits, and I feel very distressed. β
He began to avoid me later, probably because he knew in his heart that that kind of feelings would not see the light, so he began to restrain him.
"I knew I was going to get divorced, but I shouldn't have cheated. Hey, sometimes the feelings come too suddenly, and I can't control them. Yaru is a woman after all, she noticed before me that I was too attentive to you, I am sorry for her, and I also hurt you. β
I arched into his arms: "Don't say it, I won't ask." β
I was just curious, and I really didn't want to remind him of something sad.
He tightened his arms a little, and my side face was right on his heart, and I could clearly hear the sound of his heart beating: "Hehe, you are obviously scared but pretend to be strong, I am very worried to see it." On the day you went to the playground, you had a very beautiful smile and it was very infectious. In fact, I have asked myself many times, what do I like about you?"
He couldn't say exactly what time he liked me, or why he liked me, but he just said that every time he saw me, he felt very relaxed. During that time, he especially enjoyed the breakfast time alone with me every morning, he read the newspaper and I secretly watched him, and he saw all this with his spare eyes.
He didn't say anything bad about Zhao Yaru anymore, but he praised me from beginning to end.
I slept very soundly that night, and when I woke up in the middle of the night, I found that he was still asleep, and he was holding me and looking at my phone. I glanced at my picture on the screen of my phone, and I was smiling unreservedly as I sat on the merry-go-round.
He kissed me on the forehead: "Sleep." β
I vaguely thought that he must have recalled the past with too much emotion, so he couldn't sleep.
When I went to work the next day, Bao Yuanyuan squeezed her eyebrows and said that my face was full of red light, and secretly asked me what I was doing with Zhuang Yan last night. I knew she was knowingly asking, and I couldn't help but get into a fight with her.
It just so happened that the counselor came to discuss with Boss Xiao about participating in an out-of-town exhibition, and when he came to greet us, Bao Yuanyuan was holding my hand and looking at the ring.
I quickly pulled my hand out and hid it behind me and greeted him respectfully.
The counselor smiled at us and hurried into the office, and Bao Yuanyuan and I looked at each other awkwardly, and we didn't get carried away. At lunchtime, I called the village chief and asked him if he knew anything about my grandmother.
The village chief's tone was a little strange, and he seemed to be a little alienated: "I don't know if it's true or not, I heard that your grandmother killed a man before she got married, and then remarried your grandfather." β
"Remarry?" I didn't come back to my senses for a while, and my grandmother never mentioned it to me.
It dawned on me that she might have had a baby before she married her grandfather? Maybe she stayed in the village and refused to leave, just to wait for her former child to come to her?
I don't know what happened to my grandmother, but if she has been so eager to see the children she had with her ex-husband, why don't she take the initiative to find them?