Chapter 86
Binjiang Road is far away, and the business of the old store that has been open for decades is booming, and Yu Xuan waited for a while to get the wontons he packed.
When he returned to the ward, Yi Xuan's drip had already hung up, and he immediately placed the hand warmer that had been charged when he left under her hand where she was on the drip, and carefully pressed the top of the infusion set under the hand warmer, so that the drip infused into her blood vessels would not be too cold and irritate her blood vessels. Her blood vessels had become fragile due to multiple hospitalizations and intravenous drips.
After doing this, he shook the bed up and let her sit back, and then sat on the side of her bed with the hot wontons, and began to feed her the wontons spoonful by spoonful, she ate one, he ate one, and the two of them competed so much to share the bowl of wontons, and they were happy.
After breakfast, he found her doctor in charge, the young female doctor began to get nervous as soon as she saw him appear in the doctor's office, and her speech was a little knotted, and when she heard him say that he wanted to know about Yixuan's condition, she introduced him in detail, he listened very carefully, and at the end, he smiled politely at her and nodded, "Thank you." ”
Seeing him come in, she asked, "Can I be discharged from the hospital tomorrow?"
He shook his head: "I said that it still needs to be consolidated for two days of treatment." ”
"But I want to wash my hair and take a shower. As she spoke, she picked up the hospital gown on her body and sniffed it in disgust.
"Let's wash it right here. ”
"I don't like to wash here. ”
He knew that she hated that the bathroom here was used by others, and it was a VIP ward, but she must have had a lot of patients before, so she ...... a little bit of cleanliness.
"Otherwise, after the drip, I'll take you back and wash it, and then we'll come back. ”
She nodded happily, and he got up to ask for the advice of her doctor in charge.
The young doctor, who had been stunned since he had just gone, saw him appear before him again, his eyes lit up, and after hearing his words clearly, he was overshadowed, and nodded perfunctorily in agreement with his request, and told him not to forget to sign the discharge slip on his own.
In the afternoon he dressed her and took her out of the ward.
Returning to the top floor of the Yunxuan Hotel and entering the room, Yixuan kicked off his shoes and ran barefoot into the room, opened the curtains, opened the window to let fresh air circulate, and stood back and said to him, "We are finally home." ”
Yu Xuan took her slippers and walked up to her, bent down to put them on for her, stood up, looked directly at her, and said to her very seriously: "Where is this home? Yixuan, I will let us have a real home." ”
She saw that there was a sparkle in his eyes, which were darker than the night sky outside the window, and her heart moved, and she said with a smile: "Where there is you and me, it is home, isn't it? ”
After speaking, he was about to turn around and take a bath, he grabbed her arm vigorously the second she turned around and pulled her towards him, and with a ring of both hands, he imprisoned her in his arms, and he whispered: "Don't move." "Command with a point, ask with a point.
She really can't move, she doesn't struggle, and people who are sick are more fragile and obedient.
"Yixuan, next, every word I said has been carefully considered for a long time, you listen carefully. ”
He whispered in her ear, his voice soft and clear: "Yixuan, I love you! It's not the kind of family love between sisters and brothers you said, it's the love of a man for a woman, you know? I know very well, I love you!"
She looked up at him from his bosom in astonishment, and he looked at her affectionately, with a leaping fire in his eyes that burned her eyes.
"Yu Xuan, do you know what you're talking about?" she asked him in a trembling voice of disbelief.
He let go of her, looked at her with a calm gaze and nodded, pointed to his heart and said seriously, "I know what I'm talking about, and I also know what the nature of its feelings is." ”
Seeing that she was still looking at him with that incredulous gaze, he stubbornly asked, "Why not?"
"We're brother and sister!" she replied weakly, with a slight ache, reaching out and rubbing her temples.
"However, I have never regarded you as a sister, and the two of us are not related by blood, except for the first time when I was sick, when did I call you sister. You also have different feelings for me, why can't you face your own heart?" he couldn't help but raise his voice, eager to explain everything to her, to let her see his heart.
"I don't have blood, but I've always treated you as a younger brother!Yu Xuan, I'm six years older than you, how can you fall in love with me? How can I fall in love with you!!" She was already choked up, this was the real reason why she was so angry.
"I know you're six years older than me, so what?" he asked her in his usual breezy tone, and then just looked at her quietly, his eyes deep and distant with emotion.
Pointing to his heart again, and then pointing to her, "I love you!"
She finally burst into tears.
How could she tell him that he was now twenty-three years old, and that she was twenty-nine years old, and that she was about to enter the threshold of thirty, and that a woman who had entered thirty years old was like a flower that had begun to wither;
How could she tell him that her twenty-nine-year-old heart was already as old and lifeless as a sixty-year-old man;
How could she tell him that when he was in his forties, she was already full of gray hair, and her skin could not withstand the effect of gravity and collapsed;
What kind of attitude was she going to use to face him at that time? It was a situation she couldn't imagine.
It's not that she doesn't love it, it's just that she doesn't have the courage to face this love, she would rather be by his side as a sister and watch him live his young and beautiful life, which is enough.
"Yixuan. Seeing her crying, he wanted to go up and hug her in distress.
"Yu Xuan, please, don't say it, okay? Let me stay with you as a sister for a few more years, okay? Yu Xuan, please. ”
She cried and pleaded, tears flowing down the thick carpet one by one, silently, but like a sharp blade cutting his heart one by one, dripping with blood.
"Good. ”
He never wanted her to cry in pain, he could only hide his heartache and promise her: "But, remember, I love you!"
He said to her in a hoarse and resolute voice.
She hurriedly entered the bathroom, stayed in it for a long time, only the monotonous sound of water was heard, he knocked on the door in worry, and heard her reply weakly inside: "I'm fine." ”
How could it be okay? Yixuan squatted under the lotus canopy, covering her heart, blocking the overflowing sound from her mouth with her fists, and using the flowing water to cover up the mourning and crying.
Her heart was really painful, so painful that she couldn't breathe.