Chapter 87
She has always wanted to live with him for a long time, and she has his participation in every step of her plan for the future.
However, today she had to refuse him again, and she had no choice but to say to him, "Let me stay with you for a few more years."
And how many years later? They separated, disappeared from each other's worlds, and lived the lives of passerby A and passerby B.
Thinking about it, her heart is like a knife.
When Yu Xuan threatened to break through the door, she came out of the bathroom, and he glanced at her pale face with a sickly face and those undried tears, and he regretted for a moment: maybe he shouldn't have talked to her about it tonight, when she was still sick.
He silently put on the thick nightgown for her, and carefully dried her hair, watching her sleep quietly on the bed, he sat at the head of her bed for a moment, got up and kissed her lightly on the forehead and said, "Good night." He left and went back to his room, knowing that it was not appropriate for him to talk to her about anything at this time.
The next day, when Yu Xuan got up to come to see her, he found that she had gone to the hospital alone, he turned around and walked into the elevator, and when he went down to the hotel lobby, he was at work time, and most of the people who went to work during the Spring Festival were customer service and cleaning.
When he arrived at the hospital ward, he pushed the door in and saw that Yi Xuan's drip had been hung up, and he stood in front of her bed and looked at her silently, her face was bloodless, and her long eyelashes were trembling slightly. He knew she wasn't asleep, but neither of them knew what to say for a while.
He sighed softly and turned around.
She suddenly grabbed his hand from behind, and he looked back, and she looked at him and said, "Don't go." ”
And then the tears flowed silently.
His heart softened instantly, and when he got up in the morning, because he didn't see her, the little breath had already disappeared, he turned around and bent down to take a tissue to wipe her tears, kissed her forehead and said softly: "I'm not leaving, I'm just going to get you a hand warmer, be good, don't cry." With that, her bright red petal-like lips kissed her forehead again.
She nodded, but did not let go of the hand that was holding him, he looked at her again, and asked her with his eyes what else she wanted to say, and she swallowed her saliva and said, "We're not angry, okay? ”
After speaking, the tears that had just been coaxed by him to hold back came down again.
"Be good, don't cry. There was a little pampering in his tone, a little command and a little pain: "Okay, we're not angry anymore, huh?"
She collected her tears and let go of the hand that was pulling him, he got up and rubbed his eyebrows helplessly, how could she know that one of his hearts had been rubbed by her tears and lost his temper, how dare he still be angry with her!
Carefully put the hand warmer under her infusion hand, sat in front of her bed, held her other hand to accompany her, looked at the large black green under her eyes, he knew that she didn't rest well last night, and said softly: "Sleep for a while, I'm here." ”
Seeing that he had returned to normal, as soon as her heart relaxed, tiredness welled up, and her long eyelashes were closed with two blows.
Yu Xuan sat in front of the hospital bed and looked at her carefully, she was not beautiful, but the delicate facial features put together made her whole face vivid, with smart elegance, in fact, Shu Yixuan after plastic surgery was very close to the original Shu Yue's facial temperament, and what changed a lot was only her whole personality.
Only he has seen her cheerful, kind, and sincere as Shu Yue, and now Yixuan is a cold, indifferent and alienated person in front of outsiders, only he knows that her sincerity is all paid to him, and only he can see her innocent nature now.
Is it that he craves too much?
But it's obvious that two people want to be together for a long time!
Why can't they have it?
Thinking of this, his beautiful face instantly frosted, frowned, and sighed secretly.
Since there is no solution, stop dwelling, the most important thing is that he doesn't want her to be embarrassed.
For the time being, so be it.
When Yixuan was discharged from the hospital, the Spring Festival holiday officially ended. Just got to work, there was a backlog of two weeks to deal with, Yu Xuan was busy in the office every day, and Yixuan flew to Yucheng the next day to continue to prepare for the hotel there, and waited for the contract matters to continue to be discussed after the fifteenth day of the first lunar month.
Subconsciously, she still wanted to avoid him, otherwise, she wouldn't have to come on a business trip the next day after work.
But neither of them can let go of their concern for each other, and daily phone contact is essential. And Yixuan's cold was not completely good, Yucheng was even more clammy and cold, and the workload was a bit overloaded with the contracts that needed to be negotiated, the approvals to run, etc., and her illness was intermittently extended until after the beginning of spring, and the weather began to warm up before she was cured.
When Yucheng Yunxuan Hotel opened, Yuxuan, as a high-level member of the Yunxuan chain hotel, had to be present, and when the two met again in the office on the top floor of Yucheng Yunxuan Hotel, it had been more than four months apart.
After more than four months of separation, every day is reminding me that I am a sister and that I want to treat him like a sister to my brother, but the more I force myself like this, the more the truest feelings in my heart must break through the suppression and release.
Every day, I had to exert all my strength to suppress the urge to fly back to him.
Every day, he has to call the name "Yu Xuan" repeatedly in his heart, and then recall his words, deeds, anger and smile in his mind, as if only in this way can he soothe his heart that is becoming more and more anxious due to parting.
Perhaps, Yu Xuan's sentence "I love you" is a key to open her heart, the door is open, and no matter how much she stops it, she can't stop her true feelings from escaping from her imprisonment.
Even so, she still tries hard every day to convince herself that the two of them are happy brothers and sisters.
However, today, the moment she saw him, she knew that more than four months of hard work were in vain, and her body and mind were uncontrollably wanting to walk in front of him and lean into his arms.
At this time, Yu Xuan looked at her, there was light flowing in his star-like eyes, only for a moment, the thick eyelashes drooped, covering the bright light, and when he raised his eyes again, there was no calm inside, he asked, "Yixuan, does it have to be like this?"
Hearing this, she was slightly stunned, and continued to ask softly with pretended calm: "Yu Xuan, what's wrong?"
The emotions that had just been hidden in his eyes instantly surged, and he stepped forward and grabbed her wrist vigorously, his eyes flashed with anger, but he didn't have the same cold aura as he did with others, and only in the face of her could he get rid of the coldness on his body, and he was always afraid that he would hurt her.