Chapter 120
Yu Xuan watched the woman's departing figure until he was completely invisible, then he put away the gentle and joyful smile on his face, and said to Yixuan, "Let's go." The tone had shifted to politeness and detachment.
Yixuan's heart froze, he didn't speak, helped him pick up a small bag he had packed, and went out directly.
Walking into the hotel, the hotel staff who rushed to hear the news came up to greet Yu Xuan, and in the face of so many strangers calling him "Mr. Ji", Yu Xuan showed a shy and polite smile and nodded to every colleague who greeted him.
Coming out of the elevator, Yu Xuan stood in the corridor on the top floor and looked around blankly, he was really so unfamiliar with this place that he didn't know anything, he didn't know where he used to live.
Yixuan took him into his room, and after entering the room, his eyes were novel and unfamiliar, after she took him to familiarize himself with the room, and then took him to familiarize himself with his office and the layout of the entire top floor, everywhere he went, he did not show a little déjà vu.
Yixuan's heart fell to the bottom, and she really began to despair.
This is the place where she has worked and lived with him for more than a year, and none of this can bring back any memories of him, and she thinks that she really can only face reality and stop having any illusions.
When he took him to the restaurant for lunch, he didn't speak as before, but his gentle gaze no longer stayed on her at any time like before, and he would always put her favorite dishes into her bowl, and now he was eating, while holding his mobile phone to send messages and chatting with people, staring at his phone all the time with a smile, afraid of missing the information received.
Yixuan knew that he was chatting with the woman who was holding hands with him in the hospital in the morning, he had just woken up, and no one knew his mobile phone number, not even her.
She wasn't the first person to have Yu Xuan's secret anymore, just like this phone number, maybe she would be the last one to know, or maybe he didn't want her to know.
After the lunch break, Yixuan took Yu Xuan to work together, very fortunate Yu Xuan's ability to work seems to be really innate, and he is familiar with handling things, even if he doesn't understand something, he will understand it as soon as he teaches it.
After dinner, Yixuan read the documents in her room alone, she knew that she would have to face the night alone like this in the future, and she would no longer have Yu Xuan's company every day as in the past.
However, now these boring loneliness is eating away at her heart little by little, and even the busy work cannot fill the hole in her heart that is expanding little by little.
After dinner, her sensitive nerves had already heard Yu Xuan's footsteps leaving the room and entering the elevator, and at the same time, she heard his undisguised gentle voice saying, "Okay, I'll be here soon." ”
She looked at the lonely and empty house, and realized painfully in her heart: Tonight, Yu Xuan went on a date.
After that, after waking up, Yu Xuan really started working, getting off work, dating, and entertaining like a twenty-four-year-old young man. That kind of Yu Xuan was a normal, happy, and young Yu Xuan, but it was not the Yu Xuan she knew.
That night, until Yixuan washed up and went to bed, he didn't hear Yu Xuan's voice coming back. Living alone on the top floor of this hotel, I suddenly have an indescribable loneliness. Actually, this feeling does not come from the darkness and silence of the night, it comes from the emptiness of missing something precious in her heart.
The next morning, before she was ready to go to breakfast, she habitually twisted the doorknob of Yu Xuan's room, but the door was locked from the inside, and in an instant, her heart was hit by pain again, everything was really changing, if she wanted to continue to be by Yu Xuan's side, she had to adapt to all these changes.
On the top floor of the Yunxuan Hotel, there are only her and Yuxuan's offices and housing, and after getting off work in the afternoon, except for the two of them who can go to the top floor with special elevator cards in their hands, the rest of them can't go up to the top floor. So in the past, the two would never lock the door of the house at night, which was the trust between each other, and it was also a natural habit formed for each other to see each other at any time.
But now he locked the door, on the top floor where there were only two people, he locked the door of his room, and he was silently asking her for his personal space and privacy. They literally become strange neighbors.
Yixuan collected the tears that had been drowned, and the moment she stepped into the elevator, she had returned to her usual coldness.
Yixuan, accept the reality! Stop being delusional. - she said to herself.
Life has to go on, and Yixuan still wants to spend time with him, so she tries to adjust her attitude towards Yu Xuan every day to adapt to him.
After work that day, she walked into Yu Xuan's office as usual and sat on the sofa next to her and waited for him to finish his work, and the two went to the restaurant to eat together.
As soon as she entered Yu Xuan's office, he glanced up at her from the document he was working on, and with a sincere and embarrassed smile on his face, he said to her, "Sister, I'm sorry, I was too busy just now to hear you knock on the door." ”
Yixuan was silent, she and Yu Xuan had no habit of entering and knocking on the door before, and after a moment of silence, she stood in front of Yu Xuan's desk and said, "I'm sorry, I didn't knock just now." ”
"It's okay, it's okay, just remember to knock on the door next time, it's not a big deal. Yu Xuan showed a gentle smile on his face and said politely.
Yixuan smiled at him, turned around and sat on the sofa next to him to wait for him, she sat there in a state of confusion, took out her mobile phone and unconsciously flipped through it.
Even in such a bad mood, she found that Yu Xuan behind the desk looked up at her and then lowered his head to look at the papers, and then looked up at her and then lowered his head, and the repeated and obvious hesitant action was to remind her that he wanted to talk to her.
His attitude made her feel uneasy in her heart, but she still looked up and smiled and asked softly, "Do you have something to say to me?"
Hearing her question, he looked at her with an embarrassed expression on his face, hesitated again, and still said: "Sister, you don't have to wait to eat with me in the restaurant in the future, I am already familiar with the environment, why am I embarrassed to trouble you every day and delay your time?"
The heart was already a mess, and at this time, hearing Yu Xuan's words, Yi Xuan actually reacted quickly that Yu Xuan was telling her not to use all kinds of excuses to find him and cause him trouble. If he just wanted her not to wait for him to eat, he would discuss it with her politely, but he didn't, he told her directly: Please don't wait for me in the future.
A self-deprecating smile overflowed from the corner of her mouth, and it flashed away, then she stood up and said to Yu Xuan with a smile: "Ah, I didn't expect you to be familiar with the hotel, it was my negligence, I'm sorry, I'm leaving, you're done, remember to go to dinner." ”