Chapter 121
Yu Xuan smiled at her and said to her, "Bye-bye." ”
Yi Xuan walked out of Yu Xuan's office and returned to her room, she was hungry, but she had no appetite to eat anything.
What Yu Xuan said to her just now, she needed time to digest.
In just a few minutes, he told her two things: first, to look for him in the future, please knock on the door before entering, and second, not to bother me with such a boring excuse as eating.
Yixuan returned to the room and sat still, without any thoughts, nor any sadness and grievances, she only knew that she would do what he asked, and only by accepting could she continue to be by his side.
After that day, Yixuan didn't show up in the hotel's restaurant again, and she either ordered takeout or went out for dinner in the afternoon after all the hotel employees had left work and Yu Xuan had left.
After that day, Yi Xuan did not take the initiative to appear in Yu Xuan's office, and almost all the things on the side of the Jiangcheng Hotel were handled by Yu Xuan, so there were very few things that she needed to sign to deal with, and there was no need for her to meet with Yu Xuan to discuss.
After that day, the door of her office was never opened again day or night, and she locked herself in the office every day to deal with the affairs of Yucheng and Yuncheng Hotel with video and phone, and she let Xiao Zhang handle the things that really needed to be dealt with on the spot.
In fact, she also forced herself to ask herself in her heart, if she continued to stay in the Jiangcheng Hotel, she would only become more and more sad, why did she insist on staying? She knew that she couldn't let go of Yu Xuan, and she wanted to see Yu Xuan every day, but now, she couldn't see Yu Xuan's people every day.
Why stay?
Is it because even if we can't meet, it's gratifying to be able to breathe with Yuxuan in the same building every day, right?
Later, I found out that it was not only these reasons, but also because he was worried about leaving Yuxuan again in the deepest part of his heart, and when he came back, would he even deny her sister's identity?
Last time, she was away for ten days, and when she came back, her girlfriend's identity was perfectly replaced.
She was scared to the end, except for the name Yu Xuan could be stored in her heart, she was nothing to him. So, she didn't dare to leave.
If you don't want to leave, don't dare to leave, then don't leave, such a cheeky person is by his side, even if they don't meet, for her, this is the only way to cling to the last wisp of contact with him in her heart.
Thinking like this, Yixuan looked away from the computer and heard that there was no sound outside, everyone who should go should go, and they could go out for dinner.
As soon as he closed his door, he heard the elevator open with a "ding", and when he looked up, he saw Yu Xuan walking out of the elevator.
Both of them saw each other, Yu Xuan was stunned for a moment, and called out with a smile: "Sister, do you want to go out?"
Yixuan came back to her senses, nodded with a smile, and walked towards the elevator.
When the two were about to pass by, Yixuan suddenly spoke: "Yuxuan, wait." ”
He stopped, looking at her suspiciously.
She walked up to him and reached out to straighten his upturned collar, but when his hand was about to touch his collar, he stepped back to avoid her outstretched hand, and said with a gentle smile, "I'll come by myself, I'm sorry to trouble you." ”
Ignoring her frozen hands in the air, he smiled at her and nodded, "You go out and be careful, I'm leaving." He walked past her as he straightened his collar.
When the elevator stopped in front of Yi Xuan, she just stepped in according to her habit and walked out of the hotel, her brain was still in a state of no thinking, and after turning around on the street, she returned to the hotel the same way.
Sitting in her room, without turning on the light and not thinking or speaking, she seemed to feel that her soul was floating in the air looking down on the lonely empty shell of flesh sitting in the room, and she didn't feel anything.
only to find out that she was no longer able to grieve.
The days passed day by day, and gradually, the two of them got along with each other as Yu Xuan hoped.
It's just that Yixuan is even more silent now, and her already cold personality is now even more withdrawn.
She is like a transparent person who has been overlooked.
The only warmth that makes her feel alive comes from Ling Hui's care and companionship.
However, Ling Hui has always been very busy, and rarely has time to be by her side, and she can always hide her thoughts in front of him as if nothing happened, so he sees her every day through video to accompany her, but he can't explore the hidden pain in her heart.
However, the growing hollowness in her heart can't be soothed by that one-hour video.
She always hides her heartache very well, and in front of others, she is always the indifferent but polite Mr. Shu. Only she knew that her depression was getting worse.
She was a former doctor and knew she needed to guide herself out of her mental illness.
She wanted to leave Jiangcheng, she knew that leaving this painful environment would be good for her mental illness, but she was so reluctant to leave Jiangcheng, because if she left, she would never see Yuxuan again, and she was even more afraid that when she came back after leaving, everything would become unacceptable to her.
Every day, she struggles in pain.
Every time, she is entangled in reluctance and reluctance.
Every moment, she hesitated between leaving and staying.
Until that day, she returned to the hotel from dinner outside, met Yu Xuan and his girlfriend Zhu Lin in the elevator, the two of them were laughing and arguing passionately, the woman was nestled in Yu Xuan's arms, her hands were wrapped around Yu Xuan's waist, she tilted her head, pouted, and her face was like a slightly angry expression, Yu Xuan held her shoulders with both hands, hung her head with a smile on her face and pressed against her forehead, and the happy smile in her bright eyes could not be hidden.
Seeing her walk into the elevator, the two separated from the hug and stopped talking, after the three politely smiled and greeted each other, Yixuan saw the two people standing behind her from the inner wall of the elevator mirror, and smiled quietly after making a grimace at each other behind her back, Yu Xuan hugged his girlfriend again, and quietly pointed at Yixuan, signaling his girlfriend not to be naughty.
At that moment, Yixuan made up her mind to leave.
The next day, without telling anyone, Yixuan went to the countryside.
In a blink of an eye, there is still a month before the Spring Festival.
This year, because of Yu Xuan's injury and coma and many unsatisfactory things after he woke up, Yixuan didn't even visit Grandma Qu once.
People are actually really selfish, and they are emotionally intimate, just like between Yu Xuan and Grandma Qu, Yi Xuan's first choice is always Yu Xuan.
With a feeling of guilt, I drove to the street alone to buy a gift for Grandma Qu, and then drove to the suburbs alone.