The car was moving slowly in the storm, and the trees next to it were staggered by the strong wind, and I looked up at the blurred gray of the sky, like a black hole that had been pierced, and I couldn't see the end of the black. In an instant, it was like an overturned bucket, the torrential rain was like a note, hitting the delicate petals of the moon on the side of the road, the gray rain and mist wrenched red, the potholes on the road were full of water, the wheels rolled over, churning up a huge splash, the back seat jerked, my body shook a little, and my head hit Xu Yuwen's chin.

He touched my forehead and asked with concern, "Did it hurt?"

I was silent and didn't want to speak, he comfortingly reached out to hold my hand, frowned and said, "Why are your hands so cold, I close the car window." ”

Xu Yuwen stretched out his hand to close the window, holding my hand tighter, I turned my head to look out the window, today is Sunday, even if it is pouring rain, there are still a lot of vehicles walking on the road, crowded and crowded, the car goes down from the highway, enters and continues to walk along the path, but it seems to have entered another world. There is no city lights and bustling, and the eyes are full of bleak gloom.

The car drove slowly forward, stopped at the cemetery, and I slowly got out of the car, excited by the full of tombstones, and my heart was like frozen ice cubes, stiff and numb.

I turned my head and looked at the man named Ah Wen, the man who had been with Brother Ming for six years, no, it should be a woman! Brother Ming didn't have any very close relatives, just an estranged aunt, and she rushed over when she heard that Brother Ming had an accident. But I'm afraid that only Ah Wen can personally hold Brother Ming's ashes, and Ah Wen is the closest person to Brother Ming.

I looked at Ah Wen holding Brother Ming's ashes in his hand, I couldn't believe that Brother Ming's person was more than one meter and eight, and it was so small that only a small jar could hold it, three days, I still couldn't accept it, Brother Ming left, feeling that he was having a dream, a particularly long, very long dream. As long as you wake up from the dream, everything will be fine.

I went back to the age of eighteen, I didn't know Li Yi at that time, my world was only Brother Ming, and the two of us lived a plain and happy life. But everyone forced me to move forward, telling me that it was all true, and that Brother Ming was really gone.

Ah Wen held Ah Ming's ashes and walked forward slowly, I was like a puppet led by a thread, and I also walked forward, I watched Ah Wen put Ah Ming's ashes down, and then someone shoveled the soil to cover it, and the whole person was dumbfounded, until the tombstone was erected, I saw Brother Ming's clean smiling face on the tombstone, and all of a sudden, I suddenly woke up to the fact that Brother Ming was really gone, he died, and he died in my arms.

As soon as my feet went limp, I knelt down in front of the coffin, and when I kowtowed sadly, I burst into tears, and the guilt was so strong that I despaired! I became a person with unforgivable sins, and if he had called me last time and I didn't say those mean words, and I had forgiven him, would everything have been different? He didn't love me, he didn't love women, what was the fault? Then I would be his sister, his sister for life, I would forgive him, and I would no longer blame him.

He shouldn't have been lying in this dark and cold cemetery with a clean and warm smile, he had just turned thirty years old, his life was just about to bloom in brilliant colors, he had so many things to do, he hadn't found his sister yet, he didn't even know if he was dead or alive, he shouldn't just leave. Even if he and Arwen appear in front of me holding hands, I will definitely wish them happiness, now there is only sorrow, only death!

I fell to my knees on the cold brick floor, without the strength to get up.

"You get up. Arwen's voice was so calm that it was almost hollow, and there was even a slight echo in the empty cemetery.

"I hated you. Awen looked at the paper money that turned into ashes in the brazier, and his tone was flat, "He has been with me for more than two years, he obviously loves me very much, but I can't appear in front of you, where you are, I can only be a mouse, I can't see the light, I don't understand, why does he care so much about your feelings, I've been with him for so long, but after you appeared, he cares about you so much, even if you say you want to marry him, he can't bear to tell you the truth that he likes men." Do you know how many people are worried about you? Do you think that if it weren't for him, you would really be able to live well for another three years? Even if he said that he only regarded you as a sister, I would still be jealous, and I took the initiative to reveal the news to Fa Ge, saying that Ah Ming had hidden a good-looking virgin and would definitely be able to buy you for a good price, and I forced him to sell you. ”

He couldn't go on, and actually smiled bitterly, "Actually, I know that he is not happy at all, he feels guilty for the mistakes he has made, especially yours, for so many years, he has been under the oppression of his mother, in order to find out the news of his sister, he has sent one unjust sum of money after another, his mother is gone, he is also liberated, he wants to atone for himself, he died, it is also a relief, so I don't hate you, I am also responsible for the sins I committed." ”

I felt the heartbroken grief even more desperately, and I trembled like convulsions and fell to the ground. There was a discussion behind my ears, and I heard the voice of the ancestor of the Li family, and I turned my head blankly and saw a tall, thin and tall figure close in front of me.

He was dressed in black casual clothes, without an umbrella, and came in the rain, the rain soaked his clothes, his black hair was wet and sticking to that handsome face, and his expressionless handsome face looked particularly resolute in the desert bleak cemetery.

What is he going to do? What face did he have here, I wanted to stand up and blast him away, but I knelt for so long that my thighs were numb and I couldn't move.

I only felt a cold wind blowing in my ears, Li Yi walked to the front of the tombstone, he knelt on one knee under the gaze of everyone, the rain hit his strong shoulders, making a very clear snapping sound, Li Yi actually knelt down, he knelt under Li Yi's tombstone? The ancestor of the Li family, who was known for his flying and lawlessness, actually knelt on one knee, and the person kneeling had little to do with him, he was still a nobody.

I was so surprised that my body shook a little, and I could barely support my body with my hands, the sharp stones grinding my hands and even sand into my flesh.

He didn't say anything, his eyes were so dark that my temples were about to burst, tears rolled down, and for a short moment, I felt as guilty as I was. He...

He knelt down, then got up neatly and resolutely, and lifted me up from the ground with ease. I was afraid that I would be dragged away by him for several steps, I struggled to let go of his hand, not wanting to follow him, I waved my hands in resistance and shouted "You let go of your hand, you let go of my hand, Li Yi, I told you to let go of your hand, are you deaf?" ”

He froze and let go of my arm, and without the strength of his support and dragging, my already numb legs could not support my weight at all, and I shook and almost fell. Xu Yuwen next to him walked over, and he reached out and hugged me into his arms.

Li Yi looked straight at me, his face became very solemn, and he ordered heavily, "Go back!"

With the help of Xu Yuwen's support, I barely stood up, I looked up at Li Yi, and said word by word, "No, I'm not going back, I won't go back with you, Li Yi, let's break up!"

The wind was blowing, and the surrounding environment seemed to be even more cold, he stood stiffly in the wind, silent for a while, reached over and took my hand, lowered his tone, and even pleaded, he said, "Are you okay with me going home?" You haven't eaten much for three days, your body can't stand it, the child ......."

The child, the child, he cares most about the child, I pulled my hand back from Li Yi's hand strongly, and said indifferently, "I will give birth to the child, if you really want the child, I will give it to you to raise, you go! I don't want to have anything to do with you anymore." ”

My heart was really broken, and I was so hurt by Li Yi that I couldn't stick it back anymore.

Xu Yuwen hugged me, blocked my body, and persuaded, "Li Yi, you go back first! Shuangshuang is not in a very good mood, will you talk about it after a while?"

"Xu Yuwen, what the are you pretending to be a good person, don't you think I'm a fool, I can't see your thoughts, do you want to bring a green hat so much?

Haha, Li Yi really hasn't changed, he is still so self-righteous, I took Xu Yuwen's hand, shook his head and said, "Forget it!

Li Yi came over and wanted to hold me, Xu Yuwen behind a few bodyguards rushed up, Li Yi gave a look to the people behind him, Uncle Ying also walked up with four people, it seemed that he was going to fight, I raised my eyes and looked at Li Yi deadly, "Li Yi, are you really going to force me to death?" Do you want me to die, you are satisfied, do you want me to die directly, do you want me to die directly on the tombstone?"

Li Yi clenched his hands, tightened his face, stared at me quietly, didn't say anything, after a long time, his body moved to the side, and the others also made way of way, Xu Yuwen walked by Li Yi with me, he reached out and held my hand, I subconsciously withdrew my hand, and followed Xu Yuwen past Li Yi.