Behind him, Li Yijie's hoarse voice came: "Shuangshuang!"

The voice drifted away in the deserted and lonely cemetery, and the aftermath came to my ears over and over again, and the voice sounded, so sad, as if Li Yi really loved me very much, yes, he loved me, but so what? We all tried to love each other, get along well, and what did we end up like?

This world is very cruel, people who love each other deeply torture each other, care about each other, and can't tolerate a little sand in their eyes, until it dissipates completely, then they go their separate ways, but those who live together have spent a lifetime together, and may not be the person they love the most in their hearts, so they become tolerant and turn a blind eye.

I followed Xu Yuwen without looking back, he didn't let the driver drive, but drove by himself, so I sat in the co-pilot, I was still in sadness, my brain was dizzy. Xu Yuwen leaned sideways and lowered to help me fasten my seat belt, I reacted in hindsight and said that I wanted to fasten the seat belt by myself, I reached over and happened to hold Xu Yuwen's hand.

His hands are different from Li Yi's, Li Yi's palms are thick and his bones are distinct, it can be seen that it is a man's hand, a hand full of strength, and Xu Yuwen is more delicate than Li Yi's hand, which may be the beautiful hand that those girls in the flower season like offline.

I was stunned for a moment, and hurriedly took my hand back, I am a pregnant person after all, and I am still pregnant with Li Yi's child, why should I get close to Xu Yuwen again? I don't want to be a handle for others to make fun of Xu Yuwen, even if I am not with Li Yi, I am embarrassed to mix with Xu Yuwen, that is too unreasonable.

Xu Yuwen took the first step to hold my hand, he stared at me deeply, and that deep gaze made me unable to say anything, so I simply didn't say anything. I don't want to care about anything anymore, let me take a break for the time being, and I don't have to think about anything anymore.

Xu Yuwen slowly let go of my hand, and he focused on helping me buckle up my seat belt before starting the car. The car drove slowly on the muddy road, and the rain that finally stopped, it started to fall again, this season has a lot of rain, coupled with the recent storm, many places have caused floods, and the torrential rain smashed heavily on the car, and the window of the car that had just been wiped off by the wiper was suddenly cloudy again.

The gloomy weather was very gloomy and impetuous, and I was so restless that my eyes moved from the front window to the side window, and I was restless. Xu Yuwen held my hand and comforted, "It's okay, everything has me!"

I looked back at Xu Yuwen, I felt that I was quite despicable, just because Xu Yuwen liked himself, he used him again and again, and even turned his face and didn't recognize people after using it, this time Brother Ming's affairs were all handled by him, and even the cemetery was picked by him.

I saw that his eyes were full of rich navy blue, his eyes were full of red bloodshots, and his lips had a pale blue stubb, and he looked tired, and I couldn't bear to say, "I've been bothering you these days." ”

Xu Yuwen shook my hand again, I didn't seem to have any reason to push his hand away, the adult world is very utilitarian, who else does things without asking for anything in return? What's more, Xu Yuwen helped me so much.

Xu Yuwen looked at my slightly bulging lower abdomen, stared gently, he held my hand tightly, and said solemnly, "Shuangshuang, I like you, and I will love your child." ”

His words were like a thunder thrown into the lake, stirring up a thousand waves, I looked at Xu Yuwen in astonishment, and also saw the oncoming car, the speed of the car was very fast, driving swaying, looking at the panic in my heart, as the distance of the car approached, I was flustered, my heart suddenly accelerated the speed of beating, I couldn't help screaming loudly "Be careful!"

But my shouting came too late, and the car drove straight in our direction, and in a split second I heard the sound of the car colliding violently, the glass shattered and flew apart, and the safety bag opened and smashed on my face, and in an instant, my mind went blank.

It's like a slow motion in a movie, I hear the car brake suddenly, I widen my eyes and see the glass fly in front of me, then the car crosses the sidewalk, crashes into the tree next to it, and finally the safety bag opens to protect my head, and after a few seconds the safety bag deflates, and then a car crashes into the tree, and there is no safety bag to protect me anymore.

My body hit the edge of the car hard, my lower abdomen seemed to be hit hard by something, there was a violent cramping, there was a warm liquid slowly gushing out from the body, no, I lowered my head in panic, looked at my stomach, my only hope is that the child is okay, the child must be fine.

The red blood stained the white dress little by little, and the bright red stung my eyes, and my heart felt like it had been thrown into a meat grinder, shattered piece by piece, and a kind of suffocating fear came to the world, and I couldn't bear it. I was so scared that tears kept pouring out, I couldn't live without a child, Li Yi would be crazy, he liked this child so much, I covered my stomach, I naively thought that if I covered my stomach, the child would be fine.

That feeling of helplessness was like a rope wrapped around my neck, which slowly tightened, grabbed my throat, and could kill me in the next second. At this moment, I only have children in my eyes, and I, who have never believed in Buddhism, began to pray to the Buddha, hoping that he can bless the children to be safe and sound, and I am willing to fold half of my life. I am the same as all mothers in the world, and in this life-and-death situation, I can't hide it, and I don't want to hide my helplessness.

I raised my head in a daze, and saw Xu Yuwen not far away, his forehead was bleeding, but it didn't look too bad, he asked me anxiously, "Shuangshuang, what's wrong with you?"

I looked at him in a panic, he became my only lifesaver, I reached out to him, I wanted to ask him to help me and protect the child, but my lower abdomen hurt so much that I couldn't say a word, and the rain was still falling, drifting in through the broken car window. My whole body felt cold, cold, but it was hot underneath, and it was like a bag full of hot water had been punctured by a needle, and the water kept gushing out, and the red blood stained the lower half of my skirt.

Xu Yuwen rushed down, opened the car door, picked me up, he held me in his arms, and repeatedly comforted me and said, "It's okay, it's okay." ”

I grabbed his sleeve tightly, looking at him deadly, I held back the pain in my heart, gritted my teeth with difficulty and said the words "Help... Save my child, I beg you to save the child, Li Yi, he will go crazy!"

Yes, it was our child, and no matter how much we quarreled with each other, it could not deny the fact that we both loved this child, and that was the most intimate bond between us, proving that we both loved each other and had each other. The child is gone, then everything is over, maybe I am wrong, I should go home with him, so that there will be no car accidents......

Xu Yuwen looked at me fixedly, his eyes flashed with compassion, and there was a look that I couldn't understand, and immediately, he anxiously looked for the mobile phone in his bag, and he comforted me while making a phone call, "Shuangshuang, you and the child will be fine, the doctor will be back soon......"

I didn't have time to listen to what he said, my mind was muddy, and gradually my vision became smaller and smaller, and my eyelids became very heavy, so heavy that I couldn't lift them, I vaguely saw Xu Yuwen patting my face and saying something, but what he said, I couldn't hear it at all.

I fell into the darkness, groping alone in the dark, walking for a long time, I didn't see anyone else, I didn't see the light, when I was exhausted, there was a light on, shining on a little boy, that little boy looked very good, the ceramic doll was so good-looking, the hair was black and soft, the eyes were big and round, the nose was high, the mouth was pink and tender, I felt very familiar, but for a while I couldn't remember who he looked like.

The little boy's dark eyes stared at me, that kind of resentful gaze was not at all the expression that two or three years old should have, he looked at me intently, I was frightened by him, and took several steps back in a row, he cried, and asked me loudly, "Mom, why don't you want me? You don't want me anymore, do you?"

I listened to him shouting about his mother, my heart was broken, yes, it was my child, his eyebrows, eyes and nose looked so much like Li Yi, it was carved out of a mold, he was so good-looking, I walked up quickly and defended, "Mom, why don't you want you? Mom loves you!"

"You lie, you lie, you don't want me at all, you don't want to have children, you also say that even if you are pregnant, you will kill me, you have to kill me in all kinds of ways, you don't want to give birth to me at all, you don't want to be a mother yet. Why are you so disgusting, I hate you, you don't deserve to be a mother, I hate you......"

"No, mom loves you, I'm all angry, I don't want to be a mom so early, but when you come, mom wants to give birth to you, mom loves you. "I took several steps towards the child, but no matter how many steps I walked, I just couldn't get close to the child.

The child tilted his head and smiled at me, giggling with laughter, and the shrill laughter reached my ears, and I explained again and again that I didn't want him, and that I loved him.

He just laughed without listening, and after laughing for a long time, he said, "Mom, you don't want me anymore, you don't want me anymore, then I don't want you anymore, I'm leaving..."

I jumped up and finally hugged him and said, "Mom, don't let you go, can you stay with Mom obediently?"