Fu Yan took the lighter and found the popcorn that had been placed there before in the place where we were sitting, but fortunately it had not been knocked over.

I looked at the bucket of popcorn and suddenly felt a little hungry, probably psychologically.

I don't know what time it is, and I can't see the light outside, Fu Yan and I are locked up here, and from today to tomorrow, we have to live on this bucket of popcorn. If you're even more unlucky. We may be locked up tomorrow and the day after tomorrow, but I don't think we should be so unlucky.

I sat in the seat with popcorn, eating slowly one by one, Fu Yan didn't eat, sitting next to me, I don't know what I was sleeping or doing, in short, I didn't speak for a long time.

The black lights are blinding, and they can't see each other, only the sound of me munching popcorn, which is a little weird.

Chewing and chewing, I was thirsty, and I became sad, because I missed our family's yogurt, Qin Jianghao, the food he cooked, and the big bed he bought.

The thought of the bed still feeling a little cold made me even more sad.

Although I have lived in a family that is not very wealthy since I was a child, I have never suffered so much in terms of suffering.

Thinking of Qin Jianghao saying that Zhang Fukai was locked in the room by his stepmother for three years when he was young, he was not sad all of a sudden, and I was still much luckier than Zhang Fukai.

At least we're just unlucky, and with Fu Yan by our side, if it were just me, I'd probably go crazy, but Zhang Fukai wasn't crazy, it's a miracle.

After thinking about it for a while, he suddenly became a little sleepy, yawned, and then asked Fu Yan, "Do you eat popcorn?"

"Don't eat. Fu Yan quickly replied to me.

I was going to give him the popcorn to hold, but when he said that, I couldn't give it to him, so I fumbled and put it next to me.

After putting it away, I found a comfortable position in my position and fell asleep, thinking, maybe someone will come and let us out as soon as I wake up.

When I slept in a daze, I felt a little cold, and then I couldn't help but hug myself tightly, shivering slightly, and after a while, I felt that I was being hugged by a warm thing, because I was too sleepy, and I was greedy for that warmth for a while, and I didn't react to what it was.

Wait for your subconscious to explore, and then you can't help but make up something in your brain, and it becomes a dream, dreaming of a giant snake entwining you, and it's a little tight, Fang woke up, "Ah!"

"Luoluo, what's wrong?"

As soon as my exclamation came out, Fu Yan's voice rang in my ears, "Did you have a nightmare?"

I reached out and touched it in the darkness with palpitations, and then I felt myself sitting on a pair of legs, my face pillowed on a warm chest, and I exclaimed in surprise: "Fu Yan?"

"Well, I'm here. ”

I struggled in fright and tried to get up from his arms, but he hugged me so tightly that I didn't have the slightest chance to break free, so I panicked even more, and then called him in a trembling voice, "Fu Yan......"

"It's cold, it's cold, so stay still. ”

"I, I don't think it's cold, it's still a little hot. ”

"Luoluo, in front of me, don't be reckless, I know you mind, but now, the conditions don't allow, you should just be a natural artificial electric blanket. ”

"I, I don't feel comfortable sitting like this, you let me down, I don't feel cold, and your legs will be numb if you sit on you all the time. ”

"It's okay, I ......"

"Fu Yan!" I let out a low roar, my voice a little cold. If soft words don't work, they can only come hard.

He didn't speak for a while, and after a while he suddenly let go of me, and I took the opportunity to leave his body, and then groped and found a place to sit down.

"Luoluo, are you afraid, if you have contact with me, will Jiang Hao misunderstand us again?" Fu Yan suddenly asked.

"Hmm. I nodded without hesitation and admitted that more importantly, I didn't want to be too intimate with him anymore, which could not and was not appropriate.

Let's not say that I can't give him what he wants, just say that I am married to Qin Jianghao as a wife, how can I be like this with other men?

Last time, he seemed to be in a bad mood, and letting him hug him was the biggest limit.

I'm a bit of a traditional conservative, not a boyfriend or a husband or my sweetheart, I don't like to have too much intimate contact with others, I'm afraid of misunderstanding, even my brother and my dad I haven't hugged them hypocritically, of course, when I was a child, I don't remember.

"It seems that I am really inferior to him in your heart. ”

There was an unconcealable sense of loss in his tone, and he couldn't see his face, and he didn't know if there was sadness on his face at this time.

This sentence, he also said to Qi Jing before, but what he said was that Qi Jing was not as good as me in his heart, and now he said that he was in my heart, not as good as Qin Jianghao.

Actually, he is much better than Qin Jianghao, gentler than him, more considerate than him, more careful than him, and thousands of times better than him to me, but people's feelings are really complicated, probably I am shaking, I just like the one who is fierce to me.

But even if I feel that he is too degrading of himself, I can't say words to comfort him, the entanglement between us should have been broken a long time ago, "He is in my heart, no one can match, you don't have to compare yourself with him." The subtext of the latter sentence is that you can't compare to him at all, and you don't have the qualifications to compare with him, and I hope he can understand.

"I know. ”

The sense of loss in these words is even greater than before.

I didn't say anything more, I sat in my seat, quietly rubbing my hands, it was really a little cold.

After falling asleep, I said a few words to Fu Yan, and then I didn't feel sleepy, and the time after that was very difficult.

It was probably early in the morning, and the temperature was much lower, and I heard the sound of rustling over there in Fu Yan, and I didn't know what he was doing, and then I was covered with something.

There was still a little residual warmth, and I reached out and touched it, it was clothes.

I picked it up and shouted, "Fu Yan." ”

"Cover it, or you'll catch a cold. ”

"I don't need to, I wear a lot, it's not cold. ”

Girls have always dressed more than men, and he wore a shirt and jacket today, and if the jacket was given to me, he only had a thin shirt, and it was obvious that he was prone to colds.

He reached over, took my hand, and chuckled and said, "Little liar, your hands are so cold, and you lie." ”

I was silent for a moment, then withdrew my hand and forcibly returned the coat to him. There are some things that I can't see the other person anyway, and it's much easier to say them than when I look at them directly, so I said, "It's not that I'm lying, I just don't want to." ”

“……”

"Fu Yan, don't be nice to me anymore, I know you don't ask for anything in return, but I'm under a lot of pressure, I can't repay your affection, every time you treat me better, I don't feel moved, and I don't feel warm. Yes, in addition to stress, there are also worries. ”

"You don't have to ......"

"After you listen to me, this time, after we go out this time, don't meet again, until you forget me, I only have Qin Jianghao in my heart, married to him, and became his person, and I still have his child in my belly. So in this life, whether he is noble or poor, healthy or sick, I will follow him, I treat you as a good friend, and I really don't want you to miss your life because of me. So, Fu Yan, forget about me, free yourself, and let me go. ”

Fu Yan did not speak.

"Count me begging you, later...... Don't contact each other, every time I am with you, it will make Qin Jianghao insecure and always quarrel with me, to be honest, I was tired of you a long time ago. ”

"Luoluo, even if you want me to let go of you, you don't have to say that you are so heartless, I understand you, you are not like that......"

"The good things you see are all pretended. I interrupted him, "And you don't know me, in this world, no one has ever really understood anyone, the superficial goodness you see in me is fake, even in front of Qin Jianghao, I can't be my true self, let alone in front of you?"

"So, what is the real you like?" he asked faintly.

"Maybe it's more annoying than Qi Jing, selfish, narrow-minded, scheming, vicious, heartless, and feeling good about myself......"

"Don't say it. ”

……

I don't know how long later, I suddenly heard the sound of the door opening, and I was so happy that I couldn't help but get up from my seat.

From the time the theater staff came in to the time we went out, I didn't look back at Fu Yan who was walking behind me, he said to send me back, I turned my back to him and said, "Yesterday was the last time we met, and from today onwards, we should have never met each other." ”

With that, I walked briskly away.

My eyes were a little moist, but I didn't cry, in fact, there are some things, I would rather keep its original beauty than delve into its flaws.

Even if it's a guess, I don't want to make the people I like in my heart unrecognizable, for whatever reason, I don't want to.

Where are there so many coincidences and coincidences in this world, if there is no arrangement by someone with a heart, some things, it cannot become so taken for granted.

I hate being tricked and I hate being manipulated by others, so that's how it all ends.

Take a taxi home and ring the doorbell.

I haven't been able to open it for me for a long time, and it seems that Qin Jianghao and they are not at home. I took out my phone, whose screen had bloomed beyond recognition, and tried to turn it on, but I couldn't turn it on at all because I had entered Coke before.

I sat in front of the door for a long time, so long that my butt hurt and I didn't want to stand up.

I looked up at the top of my face and smiled at its owner, "You're back?" ”

"Smack. "A slap in the face of surprise, but it didn't hurt much at all, I tilted my head in a daze, and I didn't react for a long time.

Then he was suddenly hugged again, tightly, strangled me to pain, Qin Jianghao choked and his cold voice wanted to be in his ears, "Do you still know to come back?"