200. Initiative

I was still stunned, I didn't know how to react, this was the first time Qin Jianghao hit me, although it didn't hurt, but I was inevitably a little uncomfortable.

I spent the night in the dark cinema last night, cold, hungry, thirsty and missing him, and the most important thing I wanted to do when I came out was to hug him, eat his cooking, and drink my favorite yogurt.

But everything seems to be not as I want at all, just like what I liked in the past, what I liked was what I couldn't get, and sure enough, greed was the most unacceptable, and it only increased extravagance.

Suddenly, I felt a wet touch on my hands, and it was a little warm, not a little, but a large piece.

Zhang Fukai didn't know when he was standing next to us, he was looking at Qin Jianghao with worried eyes at this time, I was stunned for a moment, my hand stretched out from the side, and when I looked down, I saw a large area of red in my palm.

Blood, how can there be blood, and where does it come from?

"Qin ...... Jiang Hao. I trembled and slowly pushed Qin Jianghao away, only to find that he also had a small wound on his forehead, but it was not big, so I didn't find it before.

"Why are you ......" There was also blood on his clothes, just because the clothes he was wearing were darker and it was difficult to pay attention if he didn't look closely, "Why are you hurt?"

Qin Jianghao just looked at me and didn't speak, but Zhang Fukai said on the side: "It's not you who caused the harm, where did you die? ”

"Minor injury, let's go inside. Qin Jianghao interrupted Zhang Fukai's words, then stood up and pulled me into the door, looking like he didn't want Zhang Fukai to say more at all.

I turned my head and glanced at Zhang Fukai, and when I turned around, Qin Jianghao, who was walking in front of me, suddenly stopped his steps, and his body fell down without warning.

I was led by him, and he didn't let go of my hand when he fell, so I was also carried by him and fell, but I fell on his back, and it didn't hurt.

"Qin Jianghao!"

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Suddenly an extra bottle of water came out in front of me, and I looked up at Zhang Fukai, his face was very ugly. Obviously, they didn't want to give it to me at all.

I didn't answer, and continued to look down at Qin Jianghao who was sleeping peacefully on the hospital bed.

I didn't answer, Zhang Fukai snorted angrily, and then opened it himself and drank a few sips.

When he finished drinking, I asked him, "Where did he get his wounds?"

Zhang Fukai ignored me for a while and said: "He drove to find you all night yesterday, and when the car ran out of gas in the morning, and there was no gas station nearby, he bought a motorcycle for others at a high price on the road, but he was not very good at riding, the car overturned, he fell out, and refused to come to the hospital immediately, although there was no major injury, but there was too much blood, and he didn't have much rest in the past two days, and now it's like this." ”

I lowered my eyes, moved my dry lips, and said, "I'm sorry." ”

"Cut, what do you say to me I'm sorry, the person you're sorry for is not me. ”

"He's like this, in fact, you also blame me in your heart, blame me, hate me. ”

Zhang Fukai didn't speak, this can be regarded as a tacit acquiescence, even if he doesn't say it, but in the way he looks at me, I can sense the disgust.

I also hate myself, always being so useless and always hurting others.

"Where did you go yesterday? Because you two quarreled, you went back to your mother's house?"

"It's not. ”

"Where did you go? We searched almost all the streets and alleys of City C but didn't find you, and Qin Jianghao didn't even invite anyone to go to the river to fish! Didn't I say you, husband and wife quarrel at the head of the bed and at the end of the bed, what kind of grudge can't be solved with one shot? ”

"It's not because of a quarrel with him. It's just that I was trapped in the cinema by accident. ”

"Cinema? Did you go to the movies? Alone or with whom?"

And Fu Yan. ”

", you woman is really, we were blind and worried about you all night, it turned out that I went to a private meeting with a man, you, you, let me tell you, when Qin Jianghao wakes up, I will tell him about it, see how he cleans you up!" Zhang Fukai pointed at me and said angrily.

I wish he could wake up and clean me up immediately, the slap just now didn't hurt at all, how could the wound on his body hurt so much.

Zhang Fukai saw that I didn't speak, so he came over to me and said: "I see that the two of you are simply leaving, I am on fire when you live this life, I went to give you an order the day before yesterday, you two are not compatible at all, water and fire are intolerable, and heaven does not tolerate ......."

", I'm not going to divorce him. I glared at Zhang Fukai and coldly interrupted him.

What is incompatible, water and fire are incompatible, nonsense, and even if it is really like this, it is not a big deal, it is a big deal that I will accommodate him a little more and let her have some more.

"I said why are you such a tendon woman, you can't figure it out? I tell you, you are still young, don't hang yourself on a tree, there are thousands of men in the world, if you give up this one, there will be ten thousand possibilities and encounters. ”

"You won't be ...... Like Qin Jianghao, right?" I squinted my eyes, looked at him and asked, "Then I hope that I will be separated, what, do you want to be on the throne?"

"Phew, you idiot, what nonsense are you talking about? Uncle Ben is straight. ”

"Since you don't like him, then you are here to worry about a ball!" I said coldly.

"Hey, I said you......" Zhang Fukai scolded me angrily next to me, I didn't bother to pay attention to him, and turned my head away.

What nonsense are you talking about, how can Qin Jianghao and I be incompatible?

It's true that I'm a woman and water, but it's not fire, it's ice, so it's easier for us to come together than anything else, because our essence is the same.

I will never leave him easily, the bystanders are not clear, but I know what kind of person he is in his bones, and he doesn't believe that I drove me away, in fact, it is just because he is too insecure, he is more afraid of losing something than me, because he has lost too much, if he can't fully grasp it, he will choose not to.

I also want to give him enough security, but I have a lot of things, family affection, friendship, so I can't just circle around love, it is inevitable that there will be times when I make mistakes and can't take care of it, but love is actually very fragile, and it is easy to fall apart from time to time.

This love may be too hard, but if the person who accompanies you is not what you like, it may be even more difficult than now.

Some people never pity you no matter how bad they are to you, but there is one thing - they never take advantage of you.

No matter how good and perfect some people are to you, but the people who will take advantage of you will not bring you any peace of mind and happiness.

So, no matter how difficult it is, as long as I can still support it, I just want to keep one person. Don't people say that perseverance leads to victory? I believe that is true.

I was a little sleepy, and then I lay on the bed and took a nap, but in fact, I couldn't sleep at all in a daze, and suddenly I felt a soft and warm touch on my face. I didn't open my eyes because I knew that when I did, the hand would be withdrawn immediately.

I was a little greedy for this tenderness, so I continued to pretend to be asleep.

"Why are you coming back, stupid woman. A gentle scolding, but with reproach and helplessness, not a little angry.

"Where my home is, my husband will go back to wherever he is. I opened my eyes and said lightly.

As soon as the words fell, the hand on my face was withdrawn in an instant, and someone's face, which was still gentle, was black the next.

What a tsundere and sullen man.

Obviously looked for me all night, but blamed me for coming back, obviously just now he was gently touching my face, and now he is showing me again.

Qin Jianghao turned his head away and didn't look at me, as if he was sulking, I took his hand, he struggled, even if he was a man, but now he has just woken up, his body is weak, and he can't earn me at all.

I squeezed his hand and played, and as I played, I asked, "Are you thirsty?" ”

"......" ignore me.

"Are you hungry, what do you want to eat?"

"......" still ignored me.

"Is there anything else you feel uncomfortable with?"

“……”

I got angry, "Qin Jianghao, I've tried so hard to please you, can't you not put on a face for me? With your attitude, if other women leave early, don't you just rely on me to love you? Is it wrong to love you? I have to be angry with you." ”

"Who made you so stupid, and you came back ...... when you left," he was silent for a long time before he said something in a low voice.

"I'm cheap, I'll die without you. I said angrily.

"With me, maybe you'll die sooner. ”

I knew he meant something else, but I didn't want to delve into what he meant, "yes, but I must have been by you." ”

He finally turned to look at me and said angrily, "You woman, why don't you love yourself at all, and you can't leave no matter how you scold?"

"Then try to beat me next time, maybe I will be beaten away by you, but not necessarily! When I was young, I would run away from home as soon as my mother beat me. ”

"......," he looked at me speechlessly.

"Why do you keep looking at me, did you finally realize that I am unbelievably beautiful?" I propped my chin and teased him.

"Stupid. He gave me a blank look, spat out a word fiercely, but not as cold as usual, and then turned his head and closed his eyes to ignore me.

I looked at his still slightly pale face, my eyes suddenly heated, and I leaned over and kissed him on the lips.

I could feel his lips twitch for a moment, then open his eyes to meet mine.

"I'm sorry to worry you. ”

There was a sudden force in the back of my head, and he grabbed my head, and then deepened the kiss that I had taken the initiative to attack him.

You see, in fact, there is really nothing in this world that cannot be resolved, as long as two people still love each other, one of them gives way to the other, do not always care about the pay and gains, take the initiative, the result may be good.