062 Lack of love
Obviously, my statement is not enough to convince Qi Xiang.
I understand that in the life he has experienced, love is probably a trivial matter, and a relationship can start a new one after it ends.
Even if there are any regrets, sooner or later they will fade away with time.
I'm different, I don't love Si Chen anymore, I hate him, I hate him and I don't want to love others.
It may also be that the first love is different.
But in the end, I really don't have the initial feeling for Qi Xiang, since a long, long time ago, my concern for him has all been from the perspective of a friend.
I thought about so many things that when I came back to my senses, I realized that Qi Xiang had been talking to me.
Didn't I still have a problem with hearing, so his patiently whispered speech was already covered by the loud music coming from the night club, and I didn't hear a word at all.
In order to hide this flaw of myself, I pretended to glance at Qi Xiang calmly: "I didn't hear it, I'm leaving." ”
I don't know what Qi Xiang just said, he immediately became angry when I made such a fuss, and he didn't care if he was not manners, I was just about to leave and was dragged back by him, and the whole person hit the wall, and the next moment, he wrapped his arm around me.
"What are you doing!
I desperately wanted to push Qi Xiang away, but he pinched my face and kissed me like that, he must be crazy.
I know that Qi Xiang's kissing skills are not ordinary, even if I keep pushing him away, he still plays with ease, much stronger than Si Chen. That's because Si Chen would be very nervous when he told me to kiss me.
Hehehe, it's all fake.
The picture of Si Chen holding Ding Mengyang in my mind appeared again, in fact, he had already started to lie to me, and I was the only one who was so stupid, just like Jiang Hao said, I was withdrawn and lacked love.
When I was struggling, I accidentally ran into Qi Xiang's something, hard. This made me sick all of a sudden, and I was disgusted because I thought of Si Chen.
Qi Xiang also suddenly let go of his hand because he was touched by me.
I pushed him away and turned around to vomit, and Qi Xiang grabbed my arm and patted me on the back.
"Don't touch me!"
Qi Xiang immediately let go of his hand.
After vomiting, I turned around and found that Qi Xiang was still there, he frowned and looked embarrassed, as if he was saying sorry to me.
I suddenly smiled at him, "I know, normal physiological reactions. ”
He frowned again.
I said, "Don't come to me in the future, I've done it with Si Chen, even if you don't feel disgusting, I feel disgusting." ”
Seeing the expression on Qi Xiang's face change from incredible to angry, and finally to distress, there may be a little regret.
How could he not have thought that even he himself was not a decent gentleman, and he still thought that it would be as simple as me and Si Chen falling in love with a hand?
Of course, it's not Qi Xiang's fault, it's not Si Chen's fault, it's all my own fault, don't I just lack love.
When I sent Qi Xiang away, he wouldn't hold me anymore, so naturally he didn't follow, open the door, close the door, I lowered my head and walked back to the stage in one breath.
Before I could touch the microphone, the waiter called me and asked me what to do with the cake left by my friend.
My friend? That must be Qi Xiang.
I followed him over, and there was indeed a square box where Qi Xiang had been sitting.
"It's a famous dessert shop that only makes three cakes a day, and I heard that you have to make a reservation two months in advance. ”
Probably out of curiosity, I opened the box anyway, and there were four words written on it: Happy Birthday.