061 Relevance
(Cat flutter Chinese) "Then save mine. ”
I didn't think much of it, and casually replied, "You can save it." ”
"Hmm. ”
It seems that he will be at ease when this number is saved, Qi Xiang turned off his mobile phone and muted it by the way, "Are you going to sing tomorrow?"
I nodded, "Go every day." ”
"What about the school?"
I didn't deliberately get deep with Qi Xiang, but there is nothing to show off about not going to school, not to mention that in front of people I knew before, I always felt a little unable to raise my head in front of Qi Xiang.
So I asked him, "What about you?"
"Summer vacation, school starts next week. ”
"University?" I asked.
"Well, I had poor grades and went to the preparatory department for more than a year. ”
My eyelids twitched, and I replied with a smile, "That's amazing, college student, then I'll go back." ”
College students, we are indeed still a high-gold and very awesome existence at this time, and it is worth showing off to have a college student in a family, not to mention that Qi Xiang is still a gold-plated international student in the UK.
The distance between us has become more and more distant, and it is not enough to describe the worlds of difference.
Or better yet, this reunion is simply superfluous.
After a pause, I continued, "Don't come tomorrow." ”
Qi Xiang looked at me with that very helpless gaze, "It depends on the mood." ”
It seems that Qi Xiang is in a good mood, the next day I just arrived at the singing room and saw that he chose a good position to charter a table, I looked at him from a distance and felt very awkward, I went directly to the box to play with people for more than an hour, and waited until almost eleven o'clock to sing on stage before coming out.
As expected, Qi Xiangren was still there, and he gave me a little smug look when I came to the stage.
In order to hide my absent-mindedness, for the first hour I sang fast songs and saved all interaction time, and after a dozen songs, the musicians also surrendered and let me take a break.
I let go of the microphone and stepped down from the stage, specifically choosing the opposite direction to Qi Xiang, ignoring him and walking towards the bar.
He also followed slowly.
I turned and walked back to the back door.
There is a small alley out of the back door of the singing room, very narrow, without street lights, but you can faintly hear the sound inside.
Qi Xiang couldn't find this place for a while, I leaned against the wall and took a breath, it was a little cold, so I pulled up the shirt that had faded to my shoulders when I was singing, and took out a cigarette from my pocket by the way.
The first cigarette I smoked was called HOPE, a Japanese brand, and I heard that the mint flavor is suitable for girls, but the taste of inhalation is no different to me, except that it is spicy and choking.
Later, I gradually got used to the taste, and I didn't think there was anything fun about smoking, probably because my brain would be temporarily empty for a while when I swallowed clouds and smoked fog.
The wind is strong, I lit this cigarette a few times and didn't light it, and when I looked up again, Qi Xiang had already chased it out.
The corners of his mouth were crooked, and when he saw what I was holding, he glared at me. I glared back, unflinching.
Run, I can't run away, it's better to wait for Qi Xiang to come over and make it clear than to waste physical strength.
Smiled reluctantly, I was ready to greet Qi Xiang with all the questions that didn't matter, anyway, he would feel bored if he asked too much, or simply felt that I was hopeless.
As I thought, his first sentence was, "Now you don't just drink, you learn to smoke?"
"That's right. I replied with a grin, "Interesting." ”
Maybe Qi Xiang blocked the wind, this time I lit the cigarette smoothly, and took a generous puff in front of him, now he should believe it.
Qi Xiang frowned, reached out and snatched my cigarette away, and after the cigarette butt was pressed against the wall and extinguished, he looked at it a few more times.
"Do you want to try it?" I laughed very much, took out another one from the cigarette case and handed it to Qi Xiang, "But they say that men are not good at smoking mint cigarettes, and it is easy to y." ”
Qi Xiang seemed to be angry, but he restrained himself from getting angry with me, "What's the matter with you today?"
I looked at him impatiently, "I do this every day, you just don't see it." ”
"Drinking, smoking, with a bunch of indiscriminate?"
"Are you three or four?"
"Chen Xiang!" Qi Xiang was really angry, snatched the cigarette in my hand and threw it on the ground, clamped my wrists with both hands and pressed me against the wall.
The wall was uneven, and I frowned in pain.
"You see, I'm the way I am, I like to sing, I like to sing in this kind of place, your tall things are not suitable for me, I just like to drink, I like to smoke, why do you care about me?"
I raised my foot and kicked Qi Xiang, but I couldn't bear to kick him, but the high heels hurt when I kicked my knee, but Qi Xiang didn't move as if he hadn't been touched.
I pushed him again.
He increased his strength, and now I was completely controlled, and I couldn't move at all.
Qi Xiang looked at me in disappointment, I couldn't stand his gaze like this, so I turned my face away from him. After dodging and being pinched and turned back again, and after going back and forth a few times, I said, "If you don't let go of me, I'll shout for help." ”
"Whatever you want, at most I will be taken away by the police and then deported back to China. ”
I can't help him.
Qi Xiang asked me, "Are you separated from Si Chen?"
I didn't speak, obviously his question brought up one of the worst things in my life, and it was also a past that I couldn't explain clearly in a few words.
If it weren't for Qi Xiang mentioning it, I would have forced myself to forget that person I knew before every day.
Seeing that I didn't answer, Qi Xiang continued to ask: "I broke up with Si Chen, so you went abroad?"
I endured the painful bits and pieces of my memory, "You think it's so simple. ”
"Why don't you tell me when you go abroad. ”
I said, "Tell you what? We don't know each other very well." ”
"Unfamiliar?"
"yes. I replied generously, "It's an old classmate." ”
"Just old classmates?" Qi Xiang began to get angry.
Me: "My mom won't let me look for you." ”
Before going abroad, my mother also said that she would send me out to be with Qi Xiang, but now that Qi Xiang has found me for so long, it is obvious that my mother did not even tell him about me going abroad.
Obviously, I used my mother as a shield Qi Xiang also recognized.
Maybe Qi Xiang really didn't know about me going abroad, so it was really an accident when he met me a few days ago.
After standing outside for a long time, I was already a little cold, so Qi Xiang took off his coat and covered me. It's warm, the soapy water smells good, no perfume smell, no girl's smell.
I was about to take off my coat and return it to him, but I was stopped by Qi Xiang.
I know that it would be hypocritical not to wear it again.
Qi Xiang said bluntly, "So it's okay for you to be Si Chen now, right? I've always been alone." ”
I laughed, "What are you implying that I broke up with him, and you're alone, so what?
Qi Xiang frowned.
I'm not stupid, but sometimes I'm deliberately pretending to be stupid.
For example, a year ago, I knew that Qi Xiang liked me, he left, he went abroad, and in addition to the pressure from his family, he still didn't want to stay between me and Si Chen.
So he left, but now that I and Si Chen are separated, Qi Xiang feels that he can chase me again, and this matter is actually very understandable.
However, between me and Si Chen, it has never been as simple as being together and breaking up.
Even if it's that simple, if you are separated from one and you have to be with the other, this relationship is too casual.
Qi Xiang also knows that it is difficult to speak, so every look in his eyes seems to indicate "I don't want to embarrass you", in other words, there is a person who is excellent in all aspects has been waiting for you silently, taking on all the things that a spare tire should do, it is really difficult to be unmoved.
Again, this kind of pressure is not something that just anyone can bear.
I can't stand it, even if it's not Qi Xiang, I can only reply to anyone else. Even if I don't do Li Mochou, I don't think I have any plans to fall in love with someone in ten or eight years.
Qi Xiang said we can take our time.
I looked up at him, "I don't like you, I don't feel it at all." ”
"Formerly ......"
"It used to be before. Gritting my teeth, I said, "I don't feel anything about you, it's barely boring." And I'm living a good life now, and I don't want to be associated with the people I used to be. ”
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