In fact, I was also very uncomfortable in my heart, those words did come from my inner inferiority, which made me have to face up to the gap between myself and Pei Shaobei again.

When I arrived at the station near the community, Xu Kun got out of the car with me, walked a few steps with his head down, and said, "Gu Wan, in fact, you don't have to take it to heart, although that woman is the daughter-in-law of the Pei family, my master has never admitted it." ”

Xu Kun tried to explain, I knew that my emotions had caused pressure on others, and then stopped and smiled and said to Xu Kun, "I deceived you, hahaha, who asked you to joke with me with mushrooms today, see if you dare to disrespect me in the future!"

I raised my chin, trying to pretend to be proud, the sunset had already set, and the sky was a little dark at the moment, I didn't think Xu Kun could necessarily notice the discomfort in my eyes. Xu Kun was stunned, then blushed angrily, pointed at me and wanted to scold, but I couldn't open my mouth, and spun in place, so much so that it really amused me.

"Gu Wan, you are too much, I thought you were really ......"

"Really?" I interrupted Xu Kun's words, "Will you really be timid because of low self-esteem and stop stepping forward?, I didn't know this kind of gap before, and I have seen that woman a long time ago, and I also know her relationship with the Pei family, if I have low self-esteem, I would have been inferior a long time ago, and I still use you to pretend to sympathize with me here!"

I continued to hit Xu Kun, he was really stimulated, and said angrily, "Gu Wan, you just look down on my paparazzi spirit, hmph, I'll help you in the future!"

After that, he really turned around and left, his little body swayed, flowing in and out, and he didn't walk right. I watched him leave, and I was actually very grateful in my heart, although this boy looked a little annoying, but his heart was not bad. I don't know why he insisted so much on letting me be with Pei Shaobei, but being recognized and defended by others is in itself an encouragement to me. At least it seems, I'm not fighting alone.

I turned back to the neighborhood, thinking about the woman I had seen before. Elegant and noble is almost impeccable, why hasn't Pei Shaobei been with her for the past year, is it because he minds me?

Or does he not like it?

I vaguely longed for another possibility, which reminded me of the warm lunch at noon today. We're always one step forward, aren't we?

I cheer myself up, a year, since Pei Shaobei gave me a year of pursuit, then within this year, he will not have too deep a relationship with other women, I firmly believe this!

My mother had just finished cooking and was waiting for me, and when she saw me coming back, she hurried to meet me, but she looked behind me again and again.

"Late night. Why didn't you come back to eat with Shaobei?" my mother saw that I had simply closed the door, and her face was a little disappointed. I also felt helpless when I boarded, could it be that in my mother's heart, as long as I entered Pei Shaobei's office, as long as I could take a step towards Pei Shaobei, the other party would immediately respond fiercely and gratefully?

I really don't know where my mother's self-confidence comes from, how can a person have this obligation, standing in place and waiting for you, regardless of the changes of time and years, without hesitation?

I smiled bitterly, "Mom, I'm going to work today, and Pei Shaobei is also very busy, where can I have time to eat together!"

I vaguely perfunctory my mother's expectations, walked over and picked up Gu Xiao, and looked at the sweet smile he had on me, and the little diaphragm in my heart disappeared.

After dinner, I went to the small bedroom to read the files, and since I was looking for a job, this bedroom has become a study and has become the place where I work. As soon as I walked in here, my whole body and mind were relaxed, after all, it was a small world for myself, and my mother would never knock on the door impulsively.

I leaned back in my chair and let out a long sigh of relief, my head recovering from the tension of the day, only to feel that the fatigue of the day had made life extraordinarily fulfilling.

I like this feeling, not only because you can see Pei Shaobei during the day, but because the kind of work together, the kind of understanding of the work of the people you love, will make you feel that you have a desire for life, and you are walking on a particularly down-to-earth and reassuring path, which makes people feel happy.

When the file was halfway through the compilation, Pei Shaobei's call came. I was a little surprised, and I didn't quite understand what he meant by calling me at this time. But surprise after surprise, I quickly picked it up.

"Gu Wan, I'm at the gate of your community, come down, I want to see you!"

Pei Shaobei's voice was very low, and he seemed to be in a bad mood, and he hung up after he said this.

I was a little confused, but more than that, I was excited.

Pei Shaobei blocked me at the gate of the community before, although I didn't feel free, but my heart was also full of excitement and expectation. That kind of contradictory heart is now gone, only calm excitement remains, and I even think about whether to put on makeup again.

I silently despised my weird psychology similar to that of a little girl secretly dating. In the end, he put on a coat in his loungewear and walked out.

I told my mother to go downstairs to buy some things, but my mother was having a hot time with Gu Xiao, so I didn't ask much.

Pei Shaobei's car was parked in the shadow at the corner outside the community, I searched for a long time to find it, pulled the car door and sat in the co-pilot's seat, a faint smell of perfume made me frown.

Although it was a long time, I still remember that the owner of this perfume smell once caused me to be separated from Pei Shaobei for a year. I felt a little apprehension, and my tone became bad.

"What are you looking for me, it's time to get off work now, and I don't have this obligation to accompany you!"

Pei Shaobei was still leaning on the back of the chair, and the whole person seemed to be very tired.

There was silence in the carriage, and he didn't respond to my words, nor did he open his eyes to look at me. When I wondered if this guy was falling asleep like this, he slowly opened his eyes, turned his head to me, and said, "Gu Wan, my family is urging me to get married!"

My heart was instantly pierced by this sentence, urging him to get married? With whom?

I looked at Pei Shaobei in a daze, my nose became more and more sour, before my emotions got out of control, I turned my head sharply and didn't want to look at Pei Shaobei's face again, I was afraid that I would question like a shrew.

I gasped deeply, but I couldn't calm the vibrations in my heart.

After a long time, I gave up myself, and then sneered, "Pei Shaobei, you just told me this for your overwork at night? You just want to tell me that our one-year contract has been scrapped? So what have I been doing these days? Or have you known about this matter for a long time, and you are just here to see my jokes during this time, right?"

My tears fell instantly, I couldn't stop it, I raised my hand and wiped it casually, and said, "Pei Shaobei, what happened a year ago, I was at fault, don't you have it?" I am trying to fix it, but you have been watching me jokes and playing tricks on me. Aren't you going to get married, then I wish you to have a noble son when you are old, and if you are pestering me, I will call the police immediately!"

I was so angry that I opened the car door and was about to get out of the car, but I was shocked by Pei Shaobei's other words.

"Gu Wan, you and I will go to the Civil Affairs Bureau tomorrow!"

"You, what are you talking about?" I almost suspected that something was wrong with my ears, "Go to the Civil Affairs Bureau? Me and you? Pei Shaobei, do you know what you're talking about? Are you drunk and talking nonsense now?"

Pei Shaobei looked at me with determination, a desperate impulse, a sadness and depression in his eyes. I couldn't read it, but I couldn't take a step anymore. The night breeze was very cool, replacing the heater in the car from the open door, I looked at Pei Shaobei's thin shirt, reluctantly got into the car, and closed the door again.

"Gu Wan, tomorrow, go to the Civil Affairs Bureau with me!" Pei Shaobei didn't change his posture, just looked at me like that, and asked again.

I don't know how to answer, and I don't even know if this sentence is Pei Shaobei's heart. I wanted to shake my head, but I couldn't move, I was afraid, if I refused, would I have no chance before Pei Shaobei. 、

"Why? You always have to give me a reason to believe that you really want to be with me and not ......"

The dark shadow flashed in front of me, and all my words were swallowed into Pei Shaobei's stomach. The kiss with the strong smell of wine made me a little disgusted and resistant. I seem to have found the reason why Pei Shaobei said that, I don't know what he said to that woman today, it would make him make such a bold decision because he was drunk, but I don't want to be an excuse for being vented and avoided, if Pei Shaobei told me soberly, Gu Wan, let's go get the certificate, then I will agree later, not through the nonsense of alcohol.

I pushed him away with all my might, and said urgently, "Pei Shaobei, don't go too far, it's okay if you go out to eat and drink with other women today, don't get drunk and go crazy with me." You see if I think it's a pleasure to be tortured by you, if you have this kind of quirk, then you go find someone else, I'm busy!"

I raised my hand and wiped my mouth, turned my head away from him, but didn't open the door and leave. I always felt that something must have stimulated him in Pei Shaobei tonight, otherwise how could he say such things impulsively as a person who is so calm and self-controlled.

Pei Shaobei leaned back in the chair again, but he chuckled lowly, "Gu Wan, others say that they are drunk and spit out the truth, but why don't you believe that! Gu Wan, come with me to the Civil Affairs Bureau tomorrow, I don't want to drag it out any longer." I don't want to, I don't want to be forced by that group of people to take a path I don't like. Gu Wan, I used to hate you very much, but I miss you too. In the more than a year since you left, I have had many impulses to go to you, and I want to drag you back to the ends of the earth, but I haven't go, do you know why?"

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