My heart tightened, and I subconsciously turned my head to look at him, and Pei Shaobei also happened to look at me at this time, looking at each other, I saw a deep love in those eyes.

It is false to say that I do not vibrate, my heart beats wildly because of such eyes, and I even want to want to hug and accept this man desperately, no matter whether he will regret it when he wakes up the next day, whether he will use cold and humiliating words against me.

This may be what Xu Kun said, wanting to overwhelm him desperately.

I was frightened by such a crazy thought in my heart, where did I dare to look again, I hurriedly twisted my face, and asked casually in an uncomfortable way, "Why don't you go and find it?"

"Why don't you go and find it?" Pei Shaobei smiled self-deprecatingly, "Yes, why don't you go and find it, your own woman, your own child, it's in a certain city you know, why don't you go?" Gu Wan, in the eyes of many people, I am like a god who will never fall, but in front of you, I don't want to be an Iron Man." I've always been an ordinary man, worried, scared, cowardly, and suffering from gains and losses. Why didn't I go to you, at first I was unwilling, and then I didn't dare. I am not willing to let you leave me ruthlessly, I still have to beg you with a shy face. But when I crawled out of the mire, I didn't dare to go again, and when I learned the news of your father's death, I found that I didn't dare to face you, to face your mother. I felt guilty and upset. If it weren't for my selfishness, your father wouldn't have died because of the lack of timely treatment. You, don't you hate me so much!"

I was shocked by Pei Shaobei's words, which was far more shocking than what he had just asked me to register with him tomorrow.

My father's illness, I have been watching and accompanying, I know that human life is not up to others, I do my best to do it, irreparably but I don't blame anyone, including Pei Shaobei.

Father and mother too, never blamed Pei Shaobei for this reason.

I didn't know that my father's death had cast such a big shadow in Pei Shaobei's heart.

I couldn't bear it, reached over and held his hand, and persuaded softly, "My father's illness was not delayed or treated in time, I took him to the best hospital in the capital, and my mother and I accompanied him to the last part of the road." Pei Shaobei, you don't have to blame yourself for this, my mom and I, and my dad, have never blamed you for this, on the contrary, when I left at the beginning, my parents were still worried that you would misunderstand, and they were worried that you would be affected by this!, so ......"

I didn't finish my words, because Pei Shaobei held my hand against my forehead, and I felt the moist warm liquid.

He was crying, this man, in the dark, silently crying, because of my father.

"Pei Shaobei!" I called him softly, but my voice choked up involuntarily, but I couldn't say the rest of the words, I didn't hug him, I didn't soothe, I just looked at him like that, and quietly listened to his extremely suppressed sobbing.

I know that people need to vent when they are depressed to the extreme, and I am very happy that I can become the object of Pei Shaobei's unscrupulous venting.

I don't know how long it took, Pei Shaobei's mood gradually calmed down, but he was drowsy because of the dual effects of alcohol and extreme mental fatigue, I wanted to wake him up, but he was like this, holding my arm, and fell asleep.

The quiet man slept soundly in the car with the residual heating, and I looked at his thin shirt and knew that if it went on like this, he would catch a cold tomorrow.

I called my mother and asked if Gu Xiao had fallen asleep, my mother's voice was very low, and she urgently asked me why I had been gone for so long, saying that she had just put Gu Xiao to sleep, and the child had been looking for me when he was sleeping.

I heard the blame and worry, at this time, the night seemed to be still, and the natural fusion of family affection made my heart, together with the hand connected by Pei Shaobei, feel extremely warm.

I called my mother down, and the two of them worked together to help Pei Shaobei back home.

Mother didn't ask much, maybe she smelled Pei Shaobei's full of wine.

I placed him in the small bedroom, took a towel to wipe him down, and worked hard for a long time to deal with it. When Pei Shaobei was drunk, he was very quiet and slept peacefully, and he didn't even turn over.

The mother held a bowl of reheated bone broth and asked anxiously, "Wanwan, why don't you wake up Shaobei, feed him something to eat and then sleep, if it goes on like this, it will definitely be uncomfortable tomorrow!"

I shook my head and pulled my mother out, "No need, he may be about to leave after waking him up, he is already drunk like this and doesn't know how to drive the car over, it's a big night, if he has to leave, we can't stop him, is it difficult to let him go out drunk, what if something happens?"

The mother nodded, and didn't persuade again, but sighed, a little distressed, "Tell me about this child, why are you pushing yourself so close." Is it that there is too much work in the office, so I drink myself like this? Late, you have to be more considerate of Shaobei, men are working hard outside, and the most hopeful thing is that someone feels sorry for themselves!"

I nodded, and my mother didn't say anything, put the soup back in the kitchen that night, and told me to watch more, while planning to go back to the bedroom to accompany Gu Xiao.

When I saw her open the door, I asked urgently, "Mom, if I go to register with Pei Shaobei, you, will you object?"

"Huh, registration?" the mother paused, but her face was full of joy, "How can you object, silly boy, what do you think?"

"Daddy, will he be happy?" I asked again.

This time, the mother nodded very seriously, "I think he must be very happy." When he left, he couldn't let go of you the most, but he told me that you didn't like Lin Dong, so he told me not to force you to remarry Lin Dong. ”

I smiled and said goodnight, my mother opened her mouth as if she wanted to ask something, but in the end she glanced at the small bedroom where Pei Shaobei lived, did not speak, opened the door and entered her room.

I was sitting alone in the living room, the light in the room was dim, my eyes were closed, and my mind was full of Pei Shaobei's appearance.

I went to Pei Shaobei's room again to take a look, and when I saw that he was sleeping peacefully, I didn't bother, and when I saw that his shirt full of wine was washed and dried, I quietly returned to Gu Xiao's side, closed my eyes but fell asleep quickly.

I woke up very early the next day, probably because of something on my mind, and I got up from bed before five o'clock.

In the past, it was my mother who got up to make breakfast, but this time it was me.

I was selfishly afraid that Pei Shaobei would not be used to eating breakfast made by his mother, so I prepared breakfast according to the habit I had used to live together before. When I was busy, my mother got up and asked me in surprise, "Wanwan, why do you get up so early?"

I blushed and didn't know how to explain it.

My mother didn't care, but she praised me for my diligence. "You should be diligent when you are all mothers, it is difficult for your mother to help you bring Xiaoxiao up!"

My mother nagged and came in to help, and when she saw that the breakfast I prepared was a little puzzled, she looked aware, "This is for Shaobei?"

I nodded and explained with a red face, "I'm afraid he won't get used to it!"

"Shaobeiren, are you awake?"

"Not yet, I just went in to take a look, and I slept very deeply! Xiaoxiao, I'm still sleeping?"

I chatted with my mother about homely things, and the breakfast was prepared soon, I looked at the time and went to Pei Shaobei's room to call him, and as soon as I opened the door, I saw that he had woken up and was rubbing his head with a blank expression.

I rarely saw him like this, so I couldn't help but feel bad and joked, "Oh, Lawyer Pei is awake, okay, let's talk about the overnight fee!"

Pei Shaobei looked at me, and called out in a hoarse voice, "Gu Wan!"

This voice is too ordinary and gentle, just like when we were still living together a year ago, he woke up and saw me for the first time, and his hoarse voice whispered, Gu Wan!

I was a little uncomfortable, and immediately turned my face away, and my ears burned, "Get up and eat when you wake up!"

I hurriedly walked out of the room, and quickly patted my face, but my mother was stunned, "What are you doing, what are you doing when you have nothing to do with yourself, you are stupid, and you will be a fool if you beat again!"

"Mom, am I your own child, I see that you take care of Gu Xiao, and I almost suspect that you picked me up from the trash can on the street!" I complained to myself to relieve the embarrassment, and my mother smiled and slapped me and asked, "Shaobei is awake?"

"Well, wake up!"

"Gu Wan, my clothes!" Pei Shaobei opened the door from behind me, his hair was slightly unkempt, and his sturdy upper body was naked, just like that, stunned and shocked my sight.

I swallowed my saliva unproductively, which made Pei Shaobei's eyes smile.

"Shaobei is awake, is it uncomfortable, wash your hands and go to breakfast, and get up early in the evening to make it for you!"

I was ashamed and angry, stomped my feet, went to the balcony to get clothes for Pei Shaobei, and Pei Shaobei's nice voice came from behind me, humble and gentle, "Good morning, Auntie, I'm sorry, I bothered last night!"

"It's okay, it's okay, it's okay to come and disturb often in the future!"

In my heart, I despised my mother's flattery, but I despised even more the expectations I had because of this statement. I threw Pei Shaobei's shirt over with a straight face, he smiled and didn't speak, turned around and went into the room to get dressed, and went to the bathroom to freshen up, during which he asked me for a new set of toothbrushes and toothpaste.

In ten minutes, Pei Shaobei sat in the restaurant like a dog, completely looking like a social elite, without the slightest hint of yesterday's decadence and the embarrassment I expected.

I gritted my teeth with hatred at his back, but the other party had eyes behind his back, and said unhurriedly, "Evening, come and eat with me!"

I really want to reply to him, "Accompany your grandma!"

But as a young woman of literature and art, I would never say such uncivilized words at such a time.

Just as he was hesitating to go over, Gu Xiaohong's cry came from the bedroom.

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