Chapter 231: You Are Faith
After I heard this, I suddenly wanted to scold my mother, Gu Yixiao came up with her female companion, and played a sadomasochistic relationship in front of me. I had the urge to run up to him and ask him what was going on, but after a little thought, I understood that I couldn't be angry about this matter, because I was not qualified to be angry.
I'm now Duan Jingchen's wife, and I'm going to ask other men why they're traveling with their female companions?
Thinking of this, I lost my strength abruptly, and then walked to the bedroom with a pretended calm.
I don't know why, I had a terrible headache, it felt like it was going to explode.
I walked into the bedroom and closed the door casually, and I didn't even hear what Duan Jingchen said to me behind me. I vaguely remember that he was talking about eating or something, and then I collapsed on the bed.
At the moment when my body touched the bed, I felt extremely tired, like a stone pressed hundreds of pounds on my body, and my eyelids were also very heavy, and after a while, I fell asleep groggily.
When I woke up, it was pitch black outside the window, and I had a tofu-like towel folded over my head. I tried to roll over, but as soon as I moved, I felt my muscles ach and my throat was smoking.
"Awake?" Duan Jingchen's voice came in one step earlier than the person.
"What's wrong with me? I'm sick?" I asked.
Duan Jingchen said with a smile: "I have a fever, maybe I was too busy a while ago, and suddenly I relaxed, and you became sick all of a sudden." I just made an appointment with the ship's doctor and he said I'll call him when you wake up. ”
"What time is it?" I asked.
He glanced at the time: "It's past eight o'clock in the evening." ”
"I thought I had been asleep for a long time, but it didn't take long. "My voice was hoarse and my throat hurt.
"You can't sleep well even when you burn, and you still talk nonsense. I'll call the doctor to come and see if I'll prescribe some medicine for you, so that you don't feel so uncomfortable first. Duan Jingchen stood up as he spoke.
I heard him say that I was talking nonsense, and immediately turned to his back and asked, "What nonsense did I say?"
"It's the same as alien language, you can't understand it. Duan Jingchen smiled, "Don't think about it so much, it's true to take care of your body first." ”
The doctor came, checked my symptoms, and confirmed that it was a cold and fever, so he left some fever medicine and left.
After the doctor left, Duan Jingchen was busy getting water to give me medicine, and after watching me take the medicine, he said again: "You take a break, I'll go get some food, you can't eat indiscriminately now, I'll take a look." ”
With that, he walked out again without stopping.
I looked at Duan Jingchen, who was busy like a spinning top, and I felt a little reluctant to go, and I wanted to stop him, but he walked away.
Half an hour later, he brought in a tray of delicious food.
On the cruise, he actually got a little wonton and a little bun, which really surprised me. And these snacks are also very well done, with a little chopped coriander in the bright soup, which is very attractive.
"Eat a little first, and then have a big meal tomorrow. As he spoke, he placed the plate in front of me.
I was really hungry, and I felt a lot better after taking the fever reducer, so I picked up the bowl and ate it. It wasn't until I drank all the soup that I thought to ask him.
"Have you eaten?" I asked.
He looked at it and smiled, pulled out a tissue, handed it to me, and said, "Wipe your grease mouth." Leave me alone, I'm full. ”
I thought about it, he had been taking care of me all the time, and it seemed like there was no time to eat.
"Don't lie to me, it's your own stomach that is hungry. I laughed.
Duan Jingchen looked at me and smiled, and was actually stunned. I called his name again, and he came back to his senses, and then he took a few steps forward, and suddenly leaned down and kissed me on the face and said, "Thank you for your concern, I really didn't eat, I said I ate for fear that you would be worried." ”
I glanced at the food on the small table and said with some embarrassment, "That's all that's left." ”
"I don't mind, I'll take a bite first, and then go to the restaurant if I'm hungry again. After Duan Jingchen confirmed that I was full, he picked up the plate and sat aside, and ate all the rest of the food I ate without mind.
"Don't......" I hurriedly stopped him, "I have a cold, don't infect you." ”
"I'm good at resisting, it's okay, don't worry. Duan Jingchen smiled.
Soon he had eaten all the things he had saved, and then he was busy sending out the plates, and when he came in, he had a plate of cut fruit in his hand.
"I made a fruit platter, you eat a little. He said.
I looked at him, a little angry and a little funny, shook my head and said to him, "I just have a cold, and it's not that my limbs are broken, and I can get off the ground." ”
He smiled: "The doctor has said it, let you rest more." ”
I had no choice but to accept his care.
I was sick for three days, and Duan Jingchen took care of me carefully for three days. In the middle, I proposed that I wanted to go out for a walk, but he didn't agree, saying that I was fine, the sea wind was strong, and the wind was serious, so don't play the rest of the trip.
When I woke up on the morning of the fourth day, I felt much better. I walked to the balcony first and leaned on the railing to see the sea.
I have no experience of living on the sea, and this is the first time I have experienced being in the middle of the sea, and I can't put it into words. It's like being one with the sea, and it's as if you're so small that you have nothing to do with the world. Anyway, thinking left and right, it's quite a contradictory feeling. However, Duan Jingchen is right, the sea is indeed very windy, especially when we live high.
At this moment, the balcony door next door was pushed open, and a person walked out.
After he came out, his eyes were fixed on me.
I knew that it was Gu Yixiao, and subconsciously wanted to dodge, so I was about to turn around and go back to the room.
But at this moment, he suddenly spoke: "Now I don't even dare to see me, am I thinking about it? I forgot to say a word to you, though. ”
I stopped and stood there and looked at it from afar.
He is wearing a round-necked Chinese shirt today, the top two buttons are not fastened, loosely open, and a pair of navy blue linen pants underneath, the whole person is elegant and lazy.
In the morning breeze, in the blue sky and white clouds, he is exceptionally good-looking.
"What?" I asked softly.
He hooked his lips and said with a very disdainful smile: "I wish you a happy marriage." ”
My heart felt like I had been hooked, the inside and outside were connected together, and finally I was hooked out of a piece of meat.
"Honey, who are you talking to? A woman's voice rang out.
The wind blew the white curtain of the door between the balcony and the master bedroom, and then a graceful woman walked out in the white veil. She was tall, fair-skinned, and wore a red suspender nightdress...... I am a woman, and I have to admit that the female companion brought by Gu Yixiao is very good-looking and seductive......
"Irrelevant people. Gu Yi said coldly, then hugged the woman's waist and said, "Go in, it's so windy outside." ”
I can't really hear what they say.
I was a little blocked, but I felt that I had no reason for this blockage, so I thought about it for a while and then wanted to go back to my room. As soon as I turned around, I saw Duan Jingchen standing on the edge of the balcony door, wearing a sky blue T-shirt and white uniform shorts, looking at me motionlessly.
I was startled, "How long have you been here?"
"I've been watching you. Duan Jingchen said and stood up straight, walked up to me, naturally took my hand and said, "Let's go, I've always heard that the breakfast here is very rich, I haven't eaten it for a few days, let's go over together today." ”
I let out a long breath, wanted to spit out the stone that was pressing on my heart, and said to Duan Jingchen, "Wait for me to wash up briefly and change my clothes." ”
"Good. He walked out with a gentle smile.
After I washed up briefly, I saw that my complexion was not good, probably because of illness, and I was a lot haggard. So I took out my makeup bag and put on makeup seriously. In any case, you still have to pay more attention to your image in front of outsiders.
I changed into a goose-yellow top, a pair of white pants, and walked out wearing a pair of light sneakers.
When Duan Jingchen saw me, his eyes lit up and he said, "Tao Ran, you look so good." ”
This was a very common compliment, but it made me blush. For some reason, I felt a little embarrassed.
We came to the restaurant and sat down, and Duan Jingchen asked, "What do you want to eat?"
"Porridge, side dishes, fruits, and some noodles. I said.
Duan Jingchen flicked my forehead lightly with his fingers and said, "Eat so little, I looked at it, you just got well, you have to make up for it and eat more protein." ”
I shook my head and said, "I don't have much appetite." ”
He left laughing.
In the next second, Gu Yixiao hugged his female companion and sat on the table opposite the two of us, and said to Duan Jingchen at the same time, "You don't know what she likes to eat?"
I don't know what Gu Yixiao thinks, I just feel that he is against me everywhere.
We've reached this point, and I want to talk to him seriously, but as soon as I open my mouth, he sneers at me, and I can't talk to him at all.
Now, anyway, this is my honeymoon with Duan Jingchen, but he follows us like a shadow, I really don't know what he wants to do.
"My wife, I naturally know what she likes to eat, I asked her, just seriously respecting her choice of meal. Are you talking a little too much? Duan Jingchen frowned slightly.
Gu Yi looked at him with a smile and stood up with a cold smile.
"Laughing, I think mango juice. The woman next to him saw that the situation was not right, and immediately carefully pulled his hand and said.
"Stay. Gu Yi glanced at her and said in a short voice.
The woman immediately did not dare to speak.
I didn't want to make a big deal out of it in public, so I stood up and grabbed Duan Jingchen's hand and said, "Let's go, let's go get it together." ”
I pulled Duan Jingchen and walked away, although I didn't look back, I knew that Gu Yixiao's gaze was like a knife on me.
When Duan Jingchen and I came back with food, Gu Yixiao had already left. I breathed a sigh of relief and said to him, "I'm sorry, it's all my problem that caused me to be so embarrassed now." ”
"He doesn't talk to me at all now, and I don't know why he did that. I guess I don't give up. Duan Jingchen stopped talking at this point, and finally smiled and said, "Let's eat." ”
"Hmm. "I don't want to go into this topic either.
If Duan Jingchen asked me if I would not regret it after being with him, how would I answer, firmly saying that I would not regret it, but I would not be able to say it; if I said that I regretted it, what would he think? Moreover, my agreement to marry Duan Jingchen was also the result of serious consideration for a long time...... Although Gu Yixiao was in a state of being out of the world at that time, this decision was made by myself.
On this day, although it was only on the boat, Duan Jingchen arranged a lot of entertainment projects. In the morning, bask in the sun, drink fruit wine, and blow the sea breeze. After a short break at noon, I wake up for a nap, go for a swim, and then go for a seafood dinner before soaking in the private pool under the stars.
The suite has a small swimming pool with great privacy, and it feels good to take a dip in the water after the sun goes down.
It was dark all around, and the stars were exceptionally bright.
"The fruit is coming. Duan Jingchen floated the fruit bowl on the water and smiled at me.
I looked at him, at the fruits, at the stars, and suddenly thought of the days of lonely wandering on the sea with Gu Yixiao.
At that time, there was nothing in the world but me and him, and then in the face of the storm, he chose to give up himself to protect me.
The thought popped into my head, and I was stunned.
I know the reason why Gu Yixiao was so awkward to me.
Suddenly, I stood up from inside and said to Duan Jingchen, "Now, I want to have a good chat with Gu Yixiao." ”
"Now?" he asked, uncertain.
"Yes, right now. I said.
He didn't ask why, he immediately got up from the water, picked up the bathrobe on the side and put it on his body, threw one to me casually and said, "Okay, I'll go ask him out, or do you go by yourself?"
"I'll go, you don't have to wait for me to sleep, it might be late. I said.
Duan Jingchen nodded, he sat down on the deck chair by the pool, and then lit a cigarette.
I got out of the water, then went into the bedroom to take a shower and change clothes, and finally when I was out of the door, I said to him, "I'm going." ”
He answered from outside.
Even though he only said one word, I could hear the uneasiness in it.
Although Duan Jingchen and I are married, he has never touched me, because I always subconsciously resist, and the most intimate action between us is just holding hands, and he occasionally leaves the mark of a kiss on my face.
I walked to the door of Gu Yixiao's room, and then raised my hand and knocked on the door.
After more than ten seconds, a woman inside asked, "Who?"
I took a deep breath and said, "I'm looking for Gu Yixiao." ”
I couldn't really hear what she said, but after waiting for more than ten seconds, the door was slammed open, and Gu Yixiao appeared in front of me.
"You're looking for me?" he asked.
"yes, I need to talk to you. I said.
He smiled and immediately prepared to close the door: "Is it necessary? You are now a married woman, is it appropriate to chat with me late at night?"
"I thought about the night we both floated together at sea, so I wanted to talk to you. If you reject me this time, then we will never have a chance to talk again. I said.
I know, I'm an unpleasant woman. When I'm sane, the way I deal with problems is particularly hateful.
That's how it is now.
Gu Yi looked at me with a smile and asked through gritted teeth, "Is there a need to talk?"
I used all my strength and said to myself in my heart: "Tao Ran, delete Gu Yixiao from my heart, if he is always there, you will not be able to live a good life, and guilt will kill you." ”
I gave myself this order and burst into tears. However, I did not hesitate, and as soon as he finished speaking, I turned and left.
I walked five or six steps, and Gu Yixiao suddenly shouted behind me: "Tao Ran, I'll talk to you." ”
I smiled with tears in my eyes, and then stopped.
Gu Yixiao walked out, and at this time, his female companion also chased after him and said, "Where you go, I will go too." ”
"Go back. Gu Yi glanced at her and said lightly.
The woman stood there and really didn't dare to move.
Gu Yixiao didn't pay attention to her anymore, and said to me, "Let's go, where do you say to talk." ”
"Please, haven't invited you to a drink in a long time. I'm just sick, but I'm going out to drink with you tonight. I said.
Gu Yixiao followed me to the bar without saying a word.
The bar on the cruise ship is especially lively, and it is full of people. Gu Yixiao walked over and took a look, and took a fancy to a position where he could see the sparkling sea in the moonlight by leaning on the guardrail, but there were already people sitting in that position.
He walked over, took a thick handful of cash from his pocket, put it on the table, and said, "I need to use this table, can I?"
The man was going to be angry, but when he saw the thick amount of cash, he immediately picked it up and put it in his pocket and said, "Well, you have settled the wine money too." ”
Gu Yi smiled and nodded, "Okay." ”
Then he sat down and beckoned to me, and I walked over.
After Gu Yixiao saw me sitting down across from him, he looked down at the wine list, and a minute later raised his hand and called the bartender.
He ordered a lot of wine, all of which he used to love.
I watched him order a drink, knowing that he would drink so much, but I didn't stop him.
The wine served quickly, and because many of them were very expensive, the bartender asked him to sell the bill first. Gu Yixiao finished swiping the card and waved the bartender to leave.
He put ice cubes in his glass, poured in most of the spirits, and then took out a lighter and cracked the flames, and put the fire into the rim of the glass, and a blue flame swished.
He made one cup, made the second bad, and shoved one of them in front of me.
"Cheers to my post-mortem rebirth. He said, holding his glass.
I picked it up, clinked glasses with him, and drank it all.
I hadn't drunk strong liquor for a long time, and this one was so fast that I choked on my throat and coughed in a few places. Gu Yixiao glanced at me and smiled: "Don't tell me, you only drink juice now." ”
Only drinking juice was a joke that Gu Yixiao and I had used to satirize those green tea and white lotus, and now that he used it on me, I didn't feel the meaning of the joke at all.
I held back the tears in my eyes and took the cup he handed me back.
The second cup is still like this, and the third cup is still like this.
After three cups, I felt like I had an extra burning fireball in my stomach.
He still didn't mean to speak.
I also know that he hasn't figured out how to open his mouth now, and I'm the same, I have a stomach full of things to say, but I don't know where the head is.
He placed a row of wine glasses filled with beer, then put a smaller white wine glass on top of this row of wine glasses, and then poured it full of white wine.
Immediately afterwards, he placed a row of two layers in front of me, and poured it full of wine.
"Tao Ran, thank you for coming to drink with me. After all this time, I finally had a drink. As he spoke, he slapped the table with his hand, and the table top shook, and the white wine glasses that had been placed on the top layer fell into the large wine glasses below. The liquor fell into the beer, and countless bubbles were formed.
He started from the left, drinking cup after glass, without raising his head, and the movements of his hands were smooth.
I remember him telling me that this kind of wine is called a bomb, and it is usually used in the finale. However, today he put this to the front.
I looked at him, and in the dim light, in the dazzling starlight, there seemed to be deep drops of liquid flowing out of his eyes.
I felt a pain in my heart and started drinking from left to right.
In fact, it is especially easy to get drunk when mixed with wine, especially our way of drinking quickly. I felt that I was already drunk, but Gu Yixiao on the other side was still drinking.
He drank all eight glasses of mixed wine in front of him in one go, then looked up and said, "Is it okay?"
I nodded.
At this time, I saw that his eyes were frighteningly red, and I don't know if it was because of the wine glass or because of something else.
Like him, I drank all the wine in front of me.
He smiled and picked up another bottle of wine to open.
Gu Yixiao, if you drink it any more, you won't be able to talk. I said to him.
"You can only talk when you have a good drink, otherwise everything you say is against your will. His eyes were red, but they were clear.
Gu Yixiao's drinking methods are full of tricks, and I am really a little relieved. I've drunk with him before, but every time he's taught me a way to drink, unlike today, it's like a mix of drinking methods.
He looked at me and drank as he poured it down.
"If you can't drink it, you just look at me. With you by my side, that's it. He said lightly.
However, for me, there were not many opportunities to have such a frank chat with him this time. So, I don't want him to be unhappy.
We drank too fast and had too many tricks. It soon became the focus of attention in the bar, and someone even quietly took pictures.
At first I could still say a few words, but then I didn't have the strength to say it.
The two of us stopped at a certain stage of drinking, then looked at each other, stunned at first, and after a few minutes, we looked at each other and laughed.
"Tao Ran, when I returned to Beijing, your wedding car had departed. I drove the car and chased after me. I also know that I am not doing it right, because I have already said in Sanya that we only need you to accompany me for a few days of ordinary life, and we will not owe each other. However, when I came back to life, my first strong desire was that I would marry you. The most important thing I can do in this life is to marry you. During the days when I survived at sea, I survived by relying on the memories we had in Sanya in those days and the idea of marrying you. Otherwise, I would have died a long time ago. Gu Yi smiled with red eyes, leaned on the table, looked up at me and said.