Chapter 232: I Hate You to Death
He started from the left, drinking cup after glass, without raising his head, and the movements of his hands were smooth.
I remember him telling me that this kind of wine is called a bomb, and it is usually used in the finale. However, today he put this to the front.
I looked at him, and in the dim light, in the dazzling starlight, there seemed to be deep drops of liquid flowing out of his eyes.
I felt a pain in my heart and started drinking from left to right.
In fact, it is especially easy to get drunk when mixed with wine, especially our way of drinking quickly. I felt that I was already drunk, but Gu Yixiao on the other side was still drinking.
He drank all eight glasses of mixed wine in front of him in one go, then looked up and said, "Is it okay?"
I nodded.
At this time, I saw that his eyes were frighteningly red, and I don't know if it was because of the wine glass or because of something else.
Like him, I drank all the wine in front of me.
He smiled and picked up another bottle of wine to open.
Gu Yixiao, if you drink it any more, you won't be able to talk. I said to him.
"You can only talk when you have a good drink, otherwise everything you say is against your will. His eyes were red, but they were clear.
Gu Yixiao's drinking methods are full of tricks, and I am really a little relieved. I've drunk with him before, but every time he's taught me a way to drink, unlike today, it's like a mix of drinking methods.
He looked at me and drank as he poured it down.
"If you can't drink it, you just look at me. With you by my side, that's it. He said lightly.
However, for me, there were not many opportunities to have such a frank chat with him this time. So, I don't want him to be unhappy.
We drank too fast and had too many tricks. It soon became the focus of attention in the bar, and someone even quietly took pictures.
At first I could still say a few words, but then I didn't have the strength to say it.
The two of us stopped at a certain stage of drinking, then looked at each other, stunned at first, and after a few minutes, we looked at each other and laughed.
"Tao Ran, when I returned to Beijing, your wedding car had departed. I drove the car and chased after me. I also know that I am not doing it right, because I have already said in Sanya that we only need you to accompany me for a few days of ordinary life, and we will not owe each other. However, when I came back to life, my first strong desire was that I would marry you. The most important thing I can do in this life is to marry you. During the days when I survived at sea, I survived by relying on the memories we had in Sanya in those days and the idea of marrying you. Otherwise, I would have died a long time ago. Gu Yi smiled with red eyes, leaned on the table, looked up at me and said.
My tears flowed uncontrollably, and my eyes were full of Gu Yixiao's ghost, and thousands of Gu Yixiao appeared in my eyes, each one with red eyes.
"However, my return is not timely, disturbing your happiness and safety. When I asked at the wedding if you would like to come with me, I lost. It turns out that my life or death really doesn't matter to the people in this world. Gu Yixiao lowered his eyes and whispered.
When the words fell, he smiled helplessly twice, then picked up the wine glass again, poured wine and drank.
He didn't say anything to me at the end of the day, and he didn't ask if I would ever come back to him. I don't know how much I drank with him, only that at the end, I looked at him with red eyes.
Later, Gu Yixiao was extremely drunk, and fell asleep on the table as soon as he fell over. I tried to reach out and help him back to the room, but after a few pulls on his arm, he didn't hold it, and I fell to the ground.
At this time, a pair of shoes came up to me and stopped, I looked up along the calf of the shoe and saw Duan Jingchen.
"You're here. I slurred a word with my tongue wide open.
He hummed and said, "I'm here, help you go back to rest." ”
When he said this, I was a little delirious, and then I said again, send Gu Yixiao back to the room, and then I was drunk to death.
The feeling of drunkenness is very uncomfortable, the head is like a thousand pounds of boulders, the limbs do not listen to their own commands, walking and trying to step on the left foot, but finally the right foot is stepped, and the left foot is closed, all the joints are like a person unloaded, sore.
Everything I saw in my eyes was ghosted, and several Duan Jingchen dangled in front of me. He helped me to the bed, then let go of his hand and covered the quilt.
I don't remember anything about what happened after that.
The next day I woke up with a headache and when I opened my eyes, I found that the light outside was too strong, and my eyes were closed again. After a while, I opened it again, and then I saw that the curtains were hanging, and there was only a small night light in the room, and I thought that the harsh light revealed that the double curtains were shining in, and it was sunlight.
Duan Jingchen was lying on the carpet on the side of the bed, with only a blanket on his body.
It took me a lot of effort to sit up, and I was terribly uncomfortable. He didn't wake up at such a big movement, and it seemed that it took a lot of effort to take care of me last night.
I thought back to the situation last night, and I don't know what I said and did when I was so drunk that I broke the film. If I really just had a good night's sleep, that's fine. At least he won't say anything hurtful.
Thinking of this, I quietly got out of bed to go out for a glass of water, because my throat was so sore that I couldn't speak.
As soon as I opened the bedroom door, Duan Jingchen turned over and sat up.
He didn't seem to need to take a nap when he woke up, so he looked at me directly and smiled, "Wake up? Isn't it very uncomfortable?" I prepared some gruel and a glass of decanting honey water. ”
"You had a hard time last night. I said.
He smiled slightly: "What's the hard work of taking care of you." ”
"Am I drinking too much?" I asked.
Duan Jingcong shook his head and said, "No, you slept very well after falling asleep, and you didn't even turn over in the middle." Honest and well-behaved like a child. ”
I breathed a sigh of relief and my stomach rumbled.
He had already stood up, and said to me as he walked outside, "You go wash your face and brush your teeth first, and I will go and see if breakfast is cold?"
"What time did you get breakfast?" I suddenly understood what he meant, and I thought he had gone to the restaurant to buy breakfast.
He raised his hand and glanced at his watch: "I made it two hours ago, but I didn't expect you to be quite good at sleeping after drinking too much." ”
Duan Jingchen walked out, I walked into the bathroom, looked at myself in the mirror after a hangover, and felt helpless. He has seen this ghost of mine, how can I be in front of him again......
However, when I thought of Duan Jingchen, I thought of Gu Yixiao.
I quickly finished washing, and then walked to the kitchen, Duan Jingchen was busy.
"Did Gu Yixiao send it back last night?" I asked.
Duan Jingchen raised his head and glanced at me: "I sent him back to the room, and his girlfriend has been taking care of him since then." I haven't seen it this morning. Duan Jingchen said.
I groaned, not knowing how to continue the conversation.
After Duan Jingchen heated up the breakfast, he set it on the table and said to me: "Actually, if you don't want to go out to eat in the restaurant, you can ask the chef on the ship to come to the room to cook, you order something delicious, and someone will come over with fresh ingredients to cook." ”
"Don't bother, I'm a little tired today. I sat down across from him.
The meal was boring, and he said to me as I was about to get up, "I forgot to tell you, we're in Hawaii today, and we're going to stop for two days and go down for a lap?"
I hesitated for a moment and said, "Okay." ”
Duan Jingchen smiled and said, "Then you go and prepare something." ”
When we got off the boat, I looked at Gu Yixiao's door. The door was tightly closed, and there was no movement.
Duan Jingchen saw all my actions, and suddenly stopped and said, "Go see him?"
"No, let's go. I said.
The more generous Duan Jingchen is, the more I can't say what I want to say. Duan Jingchen is a cup of hot tea, and the warmth is slow.
Whether it was before or after marriage, he knew what kind of feelings I had for Gu Yixiao, and even Gu Yixiao made such a fuss at the wedding.
However, Duan Jingchen didn't say a word more about these, the only thing he did was to be tolerant. I cried, he sat with me, I wanted to say something, he listened, I was drunk, he took care of me silently.
As I spend more and more time with him, I can't tell the difference in my heart, is the person I love in my heart Gu Yixiao or Duan Jingchen?
I don't want to regret it, and I don't want to make it up to the moment later. Moreover, I don't want to break Duan Jingchen's heart.
Duan Jingchen smiled when he heard me say that he didn't go to see him, he smiled first, and then took my hand and said while walking outside: "I don't interfere with your freedom, just tell me your choice, I respect everything you do." ”
As we spoke, he and I had already walked up the gangway, and the wind was so strong that it ruffled my hair. He reached out and tucked my hair behind my ears and smiled.
I covet and look forward to this feeling.
This kind of care is only available by his side. By his side, I knew what it was like to be pampered, and these were things that Si Jianlian and Gu Yixiao had never given me.
Thinking of this, I hit a spirit myself. What am I thinking about? Am I comparing?
Taking advantage of the strong wind, I hid my embarrassment.
During the few days we stopped in Hawaii, we got off the boat during the day to have fun and got on the boat at night to rest. At night, I slept in the master bedroom all the time, and Duan Jingchen slept in the second bedroom.
At the beach, I was completely relaxed.
By the time the ship departed, he and I were tanned.
I looked in the mirror, a little flustered, how could I accidentally get a tan like this.
Duan Jingchen walked from behind me and saw me applying a mask in front of the mirror, and immediately smiled: "Afraid of the dark?"
"It's too dark. I was a little unwilling, "I knew I had to wear a hat these days." ”
He looked at me from the mirror, hesitated for a moment and said, "Before the boat set off just now, I saw Gu Yixiao get off the boat, holding his suitcase, and walking alone. ”
"What is he going to do?" I immediately stood up.
"I asked him, and he said he was going to fly back to China and had a lot of things to do. Duan Jingchen said.
I sighed and couldn't say anything.
"That woman is still there, do you want to talk to her?" Duan Jingchen asked again.
I knew that he was worried about me, afraid that I would think about Gu Yixiao in my heart, and then I was depressed, and I glanced at him and asked, "What am I going to talk to about that woman?"
"The relationship between her and Gu Yixiao. Duan Jingchen said.
I shook my head and said, "No need, looking at the way she gets along with Gu Yixiao, I know that if she was not hired with money, she was sent by Gu Yixiao's parents." There will be no other origins. ”
Duan Jingchen didn't speak for a long time, and finally said a little helplessly: "Actually, you know more about him." ”
The subtext of his words is that I don't know much about him. I wanted to refute it, but I swallowed it again. If I explain it like this, does it mean that I am starting to like Duan Jingchen?
This feeling makes me feel indescribable, because I seem to be a bad woman who likes the new and hates the old.
Probably because I was silent for a little too long, Duan Jingchen added: "Although you don't know me very well, we still have a lifetime to get to know each other." And, I understand you, that's enough. ”
It's not a love story, it's not a routine, and the love story is the most touching.
I have to admit that I was stunned by Duan Jingchen, a straight man of steel, recently. And most importantly, I find respect in him, the respect that a man has for you from the bottom of his heart in marriage.
On the last night of our return flight, Duan Jingchen suggested a candlelit dinner.
I knew what he wanted to do, so I agreed very cooperatively.
This step is going to come sooner or later, and if it comes one day earlier, I will start sooner and die sooner. Even though the balance in my heart is tilting towards Duan Jingchen now, I can't get over the hurdle in my heart, and I need others to force me.
The candlelit dinner had a great atmosphere from the start and we drank some red wine.
In the end, when Duan Jingchen wanted to kiss me, I still hid.
Maybe it's because I'm too hypocritical, and I can accept that a man hurts me and leave without mercy. But I can't accept that someone is obsessed with me.
Duan Jingchen kissed me for a moment, then dropped a light kiss on my forehead, and whispered, "Rest, I'll be in Shanghai tomorrow." ”
I hummed and got up and went back to my bedroom.
After only a few steps, he stopped me again and said, "Don't think too much at night, sleep well, and when you get to Beijing, the battle will begin." ”
"Good. I smiled at him.
After returning to Beijing, Luo Xiaotian actually picked me up in Beijing, and after Doubao saw me, tears flowed loudly, and when he cried, I also felt sad and my eyes were red.
Luo Xiaotian looked at our mother and son, and said with a smile: "When I don't see it, I forget to video with my mother every day, but now it's good, I cry when we meet." ”
I picked up the bean bag, and Luo Xiaotian and Duan Jingchen came together and said something.
Along the way, the car was full of the sound of bean bags, and we didn't talk much. When he got home, Doubao was excited to see his room.
Duan Jingchen was very patient with me and bean bags, and we stayed with Luo Xiaotian for dinner.
In the evening, Doubao saw me and Duan Jingchen looking at their respective computers on the sofa together, and came over with a ghostly head and said with a smile: "Mom, I heard others say that the honeymoon is to give me a younger brother and sister, have you completed the task?"
As soon as I heard this, my face immediately turned red, and I deliberately asked with a straight face, "Who told you?" ”
"That, when grandma and grandpa were chatting, I accidentally overheard. Doubao laughed and ran away.
He's a big kid now, and he can tell if you're really angry or fake, so he won't deliberately touch his head.
After the bean bag ran away, Duan Jingchen glanced at me with a faint smile.
Now, he's really more composed.
When I first returned to Beijing, the company had a lot of things to do and was extremely busy. The development of Duan Jingchen's land has also begun, and the final version of the design plan is now being determined. So, although we got married, we saw each other less every day than before. It's good to be able to go out together in the morning, and a lot of times, I don't even know when he's gone. In the evening, I basically haven't had dinner together for more than ten days.
Luo Xiaotian didn't seem to want to go back to Hong Kong, so he bought a property near our home, came to see bean bags every day, ran and walked to exercise, and lived a retirement life in advance. When someone in the community asks about bean buns, he will proudly say that this is my grandson.
With such a family relationship, I am actually quite relieved and enjoyed.
A month passed in a hurry, and I was relieved that I had taken care of the accumulated work.
It's Friday again, our family's dinner day at home, I called Luo Xiaotian to pick up the bean buns, and told Duan Jingchen to go home in the evening to have dinner together, and then drive to the market to buy vegetables.
It's just that I just parked the car and saw a guest at home. Because there was a car with an unfamiliar license plate parked on the side road in front of my house.
I glanced at the red car, then pushed the door open and walked in.
As soon as I entered the living room, I was startled, because there was a pregnant woman with a big belly in the living room, it was Sheng Qingjin. And next to Sheng Qingjin sat Si Jianlian.
Luo Xiaotian, Duan Jingchen and Doubao sat opposite the two of them.
The scene is disgusting and embarrassing.
I don't even know where Sheng Qingjin's big face came from, and he actually brought the current one to find his ex? It's not right, Luo Xiaotian is not her ex, it's just a one-night (cannon) friendship.
I took a deep breath, looked at Si Jianlian and said, "What are you doing here?"
Si Jianlian gave me a strange look: "I'm coming to see the child." ”
"What about you?" I asked Sheng Qingjin.
"Tao Ran, now that you and I are not enemies, everyone has found their own happiness, so you don't need to target me like this. Naturally, I came with Jianlian, and by the way, I also saw my children. Sheng Qingjin said.
The child she said was the one she and Luo Xiao were born to.
Luo Xiaotian frowned and said, "The child is in Hong Kong, where has he always been, how many times have I told you." ”
"Luo Xiaotian, you don't care too much about your son, so Xiao is completely entrusted to the nanny, and he is not afraid of him being bullied?" Sheng Qingjin said.
Luo Xiaotian obviously hated her, and said impatiently: "I have reliable people over there, the child is absolutely safe, and absolutely no one dares to abuse the child." ”
"That's not necessarily, now people's hearts are dark. Sheng Qingjin said.
She didn't feel embarrassed at all, looked at me and said, "Actually, I have an idea, do you think it's okay?"
"Now that you have been in Beijing for a long time, it is better to take the child to Beijing as well, so that I can see him often. In addition, if you only bring one bean bag, it is better to bring Xiaoxin with you. Sheng Qingjin said.
It seems that the child she gave Luo Xiaotian was named Xiaoxin.
However, her proposal made me feel very uncomfortable. It's all put in Beijing, what should the bean bag call that child?
Is there an uncle who is several years younger than his nephew?
"You're in Shenzhen, it's closer to Hong Kong. Luo Xiaotian said, "Your reason is not valid. ”
Sheng Qingjin glanced at me and said with a smile: "I'm pregnant now, it's very difficult to get in and out of Shenzhen, and they all suspect that I will give birth to a child in Hong Kong." ”
"Then what do you want to do?" In front of me, Luo Xiaotian was still patient.
"It's not as good as this. Sheng Qingjin thought for a while and said, "Put the child by my side to raise, and you can pay child support regularly every month." ”
This proposal is good, Luo Xiaotian never thought that the child was in front of him. At that time, in order to marry Si Jianlian, Sheng Qingjin threw the child to Luo Xiaotian.
Now, her relationship with Si Jianlian is stable, and she thinks of this child again. I really don't believe that she will have true love for her children, maybe just a tool to use.
Luo Xiaotian has experienced more things than me, so he didn't answer her immediately, but thought about it for a while and said, "This matter is not small, so it can't be explained clearly in a while." Since you're here to see the bean buns, don't say anything else. Have a good chat and have a meal together, otherwise, we will send off guests. ”
Sheng Qingjin was not very annoying this time, so he didn't say anything more.
When I was cooking, Aunt Wang helped me with it. She quietly glanced at the head Sheng Qingjin outside and whispered, "This woman, why is she so shameless and impatient?"
"Who knows what she wants to do? I said.
At dinner, Si Jian was close to the bean bag set, but he was ignored by the bean bag coldly. Later, he was so flattering that Doubao was annoyed, and Doubao directly pointed to Sheng Qingjin's stomach and said, "Dad, you will have a little brother soon, and it is estimated that you will be busy in the future, so you don't need to come to see me." ”
When he finished speaking, he said to me, "Mom, I'm full." ”
After speaking, he turned around and left, Duan Jingchen and Si Jianlian didn't have anything to say, and followed him upstairs. Doubao took Duan Jingchen's hand and walked halfway, turned back to Si Jianlian and said, "Dad, Uncle Duan treats me better than you treat me, so you don't have to worry." ”
Doubao's words are true, Duan Jingchen spends more time with him now than I spend with him.
Sheng Qingjin and Si Jianlian had a boring discussion, and finally left after dinner.
Looking at the two of them, it suddenly occurred to me that this pair is still a good match, and they both like to use their children as tools.
Their purpose was quickly found out.