Shen Xi's grandmother wrapped dumplings, and when Zhuang Yan bit it in his mouth, his heart suddenly trembled violently.

How long had it been since he had tasted such homely dumplings, and hadn't eaten them since his mother died. Every New Year, he feels extremely lonely, because he has to cooperate with Zhao Yaru to play the role of affection in front of so many relatives, but in order not to affect the atmosphere of the New Year, he has never had to avoid people when worshipping his mother - his mother died on Chinese New Year's Eve.

This year is the first time he has spent the New Year in the hospital, Shen Xi's grandmother, Shen Xi, and him, there are very few people, but Zhuang Yan feels very warm.

"Mr. Zhuang, there are a few dumpling fillings that are quite special. Shen Xi was happier than usual, and when he laughed, two small pear vortices swirled at the corners of his mouth, which were more dazzling than the stars in the sky.

Zhuang Yan couldn't help but pull the corners of his mouth and smiled: "What stuffing?"

Shen Xi's grandmother said happily: "There is a sweet bean paste, which will be sweet and sweet when you eat it in the coming year, and there is a coin wrapper, and when you eat it, you will be rich." Oh, Xixi also let me wrap a peanut filling, and eating it will be healthy and long-lived. Which one do you want to eat?"

Shen Xi's grandmother laughed more than in previous years purely because she was comfortable this year and didn't have to be angry with her daughter and son-in-law.

Her casual question made Zhuang Yan stunned for a while, he subconsciously looked at Shen Xi, saw that she lowered her eyes in shame and didn't dare to look at him, and silently replied in his heart: Of course I want to eat sweet bean paste.

Grandma Shen Xi just asked casually, not really wanting to know Zhuang Yan's answer. It was Shen Xi, who buried his head and waited for a long time without hearing him answer, and when he secretly raised his eyes to look, he happened to collide with his sight.

She hurriedly lowered her head, saying that he might want to eat dumplings wrapped in coins, and wished him better business and wealth in the coming year.

As a result, the coin filling was eaten by Shen Xi's grandmother, and she ate the peanut filling.

There was no one left with the last sweet bean paste, Zhuang Yan subconsciously ate a lot of dumplings, at that time he was very naïve and stubborn to eat the dumplings of sweet bean paste, knowing that it was just a kind of implication, life would not really be affected by a few dumplings, but he was just thinking about eating that dumpling.

Shen Xi only said that his amount of food had become larger, and he didn't dare to associate that childish idea with Zhuang Yan.

As a result, Zhuang Yan of course got his wish and reprimanded the sweet bean paste dumplings, in fact, it was the first time he had eaten this kind of dumplings, to be honest, it was very greasy and not delicious. But the moment he bit into the sweet bean paste, he felt that his eyes were hot, and he wanted to pour out tears.

He hurriedly lowered his head and wiped the wetness from the corners of his eyes while no one was looking.

Grandma Shen Xi patted him on the shoulder and giggled: "Sweet bean paste is so wow, sweet and beautiful in the coming year." ”

At that moment, Zhuang Yan suddenly couldn't hold back the love in his heart and wanted to confess to Shen Xi.

He followed Shen Xi into the ward, but when he opened his mouth, Shen Xi also opened his mouth. It's just a small episode, but his reason creeps up in his mind.

He felt that he would like to spend the New Year with this little girl in the future, but he didn't know if he had this opportunity and honor.

"Happy New Year, Mr. Zhuang. Shen Xi's eyes narrowed into a slit with a smile, she was happy because this was the most stable year she had with her grandmother, and the most important thing was that Mr. Zhuang, whom she admired, was also present.

Her happiness is so simple, Zhuang Yan can't guess all her thoughts, but vaguely feels that her smile has something to do with him.

"There's a fireworks show in People's Square, but you can't go out right now. During this time, he asked someone to inquire about Shen Xi's family background, and knew that it was not easy for her to carry too much at a young age, so he especially wanted to take her to live a normal girl's life. He thought that the little girl should like that kind of brilliant fireworks, and he even saw the scene in front of his eyes where Shen Xi couldn't help jumping up after seeing the fireworks in the sky.

But Shen Xi didn't know that he was thinking about this, she suddenly thought of the difference, so she couldn't help but remind Zhuang Yan that if she was harassed by her uncle-in-law in the future, don't connive, and teach a lesson.

Zhuang Yan panicked because of these words, which was more like a warning before parting.

When Shen Xi calmly mentioned Zhao Yaru, the bitterness in Zhuang Yan's heart poured out like a tide, and he couldn't help but hug her from behind Shen Xi. But she actually wanted to break free, and her actions made Zhuang Yan extremely uncomfortable: "Xixi, don't move." ”

At that moment, he felt that he was particularly vulnerable, and he especially wanted to take off all his disguises and confess directly to Shen Xi.

But he can't, before the marriage and divorce, he can't hang Shen Xi. He thought that he was already sorry for Zhao Yaru, and he couldn't be sorry for Shen Xi anymore.

But his nerves were tense for too long, and he couldn't help but talk to Shen Xi about his love affair and marriage, and subconsciously wanted to explain his emotional experience to Shen Xi. But Shen Xi didn't know his intentions, and only thought that he was too depressed to talk about these things.

He couldn't see Shen Xi's feedback, and he was very disappointed in his heart.

But after all, he is no longer a hairy young man, and it is unreasonable for him to give birth to such a hope, Shen Xi is not a roundworm in his stomach, he can make her understand him with a look without saying anything, it is a fool's dream.

But his heart was lonely after all, he saw Shen Xi's grandmother coming in and out many times, and obviously didn't like his behavior of holding Shen Xi. But he just wanted to be so willful tonight, he felt that he might never have the chance to hold this little girl again in the future, he was reluctant, especially reluctant.

He didn't go home that night, ran to People's Square to shoot a fireworks video for Shen Xi to see, and then subconsciously went to Jiangyang's house, which was the apartment where Shen Xi lived on the balcony before.

He lay down for a long time in the room where Shen Xi once slept, he used to like to go to Jiang Yang's house to eat, Jiang Yang's parents were so affectionate that they were like the lyrics sang, holding hands and growing old together. Zhuang Yan's desire for marriage is like this, mutual respect must understand and love each other.

When Shen Xi was in a month's confinement, she was anxious to go back to school, but Zhuang Yan was reluctant, thinking that her good reputation had dragged the confinement period to more than forty days.

Jiang Yang had already seen that he was reluctant to let Shen Xi go, and the night before Shen Xi was about to leave, Jiang Yang dragged Zhuang Yan out to drink for a while: "Just let her go......?"

Zhuang Yan couldn't listen anymore, and interrupted him sullenly: "What can I do if I don't let her go?" Xixi is still a child, and she needs her own life. I'm a round older than her, she's going to get better and better, and I'm going to be a bad old man. ”

Jiang Yang saw his wry smile, and couldn't help but glance at him: "Lao Tzu can't understand where you got these ideas, you want money and money, you have to look good, where is your self-confidence? A man is still forty and a tweed, you are still decades away from the bad old man, don't worry! Could it be ......" he glanced at Zhuang Yan, and the thief smiled, "No, Zhuangzi, why doesn't Lao Tzu know that you have a physical problem?" No wonder your thoughts are so weird." ”

Zhuang Yan punched him with a smile, shook his head and didn't answer again.

It's not that he's not confident, he just feels that happiness is too far away from him. Finding a woman and finding happiness are two different things, and he pursues the latter.

"Oh, by the way, does my sister have the habit of writing a diary?" Jiang Yang suddenly remembered something, and after babbling such a sentence, he saw Zhuang Yan absentmindedly thinking about his thoughts, and hooked the corner of his left mouth and smiled silently. He knows very well what Zhuang Yan is worried about, Zhuang Yan is too responsible for his feelings, and it is easy to miss true love. He wanted Zhuang Yan to figure out Shen Xi's sincerity, and the diary was obviously the best proof.

So he secretly changed Shen Xi's diary, Shen Xi's mind at that time was extremely simple, who would have expected Jiang Yang to come out like this.

When Shen Xi hugged everyone one by one, he was unwilling to hug Zhuang Yan.

Shen Xi didn't dare to hug it, afraid that he would be reluctant to let go if he hugged it.

Zhuang Yan was slightly annoyed and scooped her into his arms, he really wanted to rub her into his flesh and blood like this, and never separate......

After Shen Xi left, Zhuang Yan felt empty in his heart.

Zhuang Wuxin originally wanted to take his granddaughter to his home to raise her, but Zhao Yaru had to take the child in person in order to make Zhuang Yan go home often. Zhuang Wuxin couldn't resist her, and with Zhao Dehai and his wife in charge, even Zhuang Yan couldn't get the child away.

Zhuang Yan named his daughter Lele, and he hoped that the little girl would be carefree in the future.

Lele was born prematurely, and his body was already weak, so Zhuang Yan didn't dare to snatch the child with Zhao Yaru. Zhao Yaru's friends came to see the children one by one, and every time Zhuang Yan saw Zhao Yaru accepting their blessings against his will, he felt a burst of sadness.

During that time, his greatest pleasure was to read Shen Xi's diary, word by word.

Shen Xi's handwriting is very beautiful, and his feelings are as delicate as water, and even Zhuang Yan can't remember many details clearly. The more he watched, the more excited he became, he didn't dare to expect too much from Shen Xi, but the more he watched, the more he missed her.

Every time he drank with Jiang Yang, he couldn't help but mention Shen Xi, and every time he called the word "Xixi", the corners of his mouth couldn't help but hook up.

"Cut, Lao Tzu sees that you are crazy, and a yellow-haired girl actually fascinates you like this. Jiang Yang saw that he had become more energetic over the years, and he was happy for him from the bottom of his heart.

Zhuang Yan smiled slightly, couldn't help but take out his mobile phone to look at the photos he had taken for Shen Xi before, he couldn't help but sigh at the little face on the screen, and his heart was warm: "You don't understand, Yangzi, Xixi brought me the feeling of first love, you know the first love, you know what you do, I think about her before I go to bed at night, and the first thing I think of when I open my eyes in the morning is her." ”

Jiang Yang shook his head and sighed helplessly: "If you want her, go to her, what are you doing with such restraint? Life is just a few decades in the world, enjoy yourself when you should be happy, is it necessary to feel ashamed of Zhao Yaru? Today's bitter fruit is her own effort, you said it so clearly at the beginning, don't take responsibility for yourself anymore?"

Zhuang Yan paused and did not continue to discuss the issue of responsibility with him.

Thinking of Zhao Yaru, Zhuang Yan couldn't help but sigh twice in her heart, she refused to divorce for a long time, what year is the head if it goes on like this? He has already drawn up the divorce agreement, he said in black and white that he is willing to leave the house, and the reason why Zhuang Wuxin agreed to his decision is also because the company is in Zhuang Wuxin's own name.

In addition to the company, Zhuang Yan has two houses under his name, plus cars, stocks and other assets, a considerable amount. Now he doesn't care about these things outside his body, others don't understand why he doesn't want anything for Shen Xi, only he knows that he is for himself.

He didn't want to go home that night, but when he thought of Lele, he still went back to the villa where Zhao Yaru was.

As soon as he entered the door, he heard Lele crying, and he twitched in distress, and his steps couldn't help but get bigger.

From a distance, he saw Lele in Zhao Yaru's arms dancing uneasily, while Zhao Yaru frowned, and kept babbling impatiently: "Why do you keep crying? ”

But before he could get closer, Zhao Yaru suddenly exclaimed, and then Zhuang Yan saw a thrilling scene that made him feel thrilled: Lele in Zhao Yaru's arms was thrown out of a parabola!

He was so frightened that he held his breath and pounced in horror, but fortunately, the child landed on the soft sofa, but Zhuang Yan was scared into a cold sweat!

His little daughter, if something goes wrong, he will regret it for the rest of his life: "Yaru, do you know what you are doing?"

He couldn't help but yell at Zhao Yaru, he kept telling Lele to hand over Lele to the live-in nanny, because he knew very well that Zhao Yaru would dislike the baby's feces and urine. He didn't know how many times that scene had happened, but he couldn't put his daughter in this house with peace of mind.

Zhao Yaru's face turned pale, she was also frightened when she threw Lele out just now, she originally wanted to apologize, but as soon as she saw Zhuang Yan's fierce appearance, her temper came up: "You didn't fall to death, why are you in a hurry? Isn't it Shen Xisheng?"

It's just a matter of anger, but it is extremely harsh in Zhuang Yan's ears.

He gritted his teeth and protected his daughter in his arms, and looked at Zhao Yaru sadly: "What do you listen to what you say?" Yaru, sign it, and live your life well." ”

"I won't leave!" Zhao Yaru yelled at him with red eyes, "Have you been going to see that little slut in private......?" Where are you going? Leave the child behind! This is my daughter!"

Zhuang Yan didn't want to quarrel with her, so after changing Lele's clean diapers, he was about to leave with the child, but Zhao Ya rushed over like crazy to snatch the child.

Zhuang Yan furrowed his brows, and did not leave forcefully, but notified Zhuang Wuxin and Zhao Yaru's mother.

He couldn't leave the child with Zhao Yaru anymore, because he didn't dare to gamble with the child's health.

That night, he personally spent the night in the study with his daughter in his arms, got up in the middle of the night to make milk powder and change diapers, and everything was done in an orderly manner. After the child was born, he learned everything from the nanny, and read two books on taking care of babies and toddlers in his spare time, so all this was not a problem for him.

Early the next morning, Zhuang Wuxin picked up his granddaughter, he didn't want Zhao Yaru and Zhuang Yan's divorce battle to hurt the Zhuang family's blood.

Zhao Yaru lost the bargaining chip of the child, so angry that she wiped her tears at home all day long, no matter how her mother persuaded her, it was useless, she was like a demon barrier and didn't want to divorce. But what about life after divorce? She doesn't care, she just cares about the present.

After Lele was taken back to Zhuang Wuxin's house to be raised, I don't know if it was because he was frightened on the day he was almost fallen, or because he was not suitable for a new environment, even if he cried a lot, he kept having a fever.

At that time, Zhuang Yan's company had a big business to sign, and he had to go to the customer company to sign it, and he wanted to give up the business, but Zhuang Wuxin resolutely disagreed. At that time, Zhuang Wuxin had clearly expressed his thoughts to Zhuang Yan, once divorced, he would remove Zhuang Yan from the position of general manager, and would announce to others that he would sever the father-son relationship with him.

Zhuang Yan knew that his father had a good face, and these words were supposed to be said in front of Zhao Dehai in order to put them out of the fire, but he knew that his father would definitely do it after the divorce, so he had to mention the company's performance before the divorce.

It was precisely because of this consideration that although he was concerned about Lele's condition, he still had to go on a business trip.

That night, he opened Shen Xi's dialog box and wanted to chat with her for a while, but every time he typed a few words, he would delete them irritably, and then type a few words and delete them again, and after repeating it several times, he couldn't help but send a voice message to the past: Xixi, I really miss you.

He wanted to talk to Shen Xi about their daughter, and wanted to hear Shen Xi's soft voice call him by name. He thought she was going crazy, and every time he was on the verge of collapse, he gritted his teeth and continued to hold on. He doesn't want to put it off any longer, he has to sue for divorce when he goes back, otherwise he has to drag it out until the Year of the Monkey?

However, as soon as he sent out the voice, he quickly withdrew it, and at the same time, he also saw a few words displayed on the dialog box: the other party is typing......

He was breathless, he couldn't reason anymore, and quickly dialed Shen Xi's phone, her voice was like a heavenly sound, pulling him out of the cruel reality and into a paradise. He listened greedily to her soft voice, and really wanted to fly to her side and hug her immediately.

At this moment, Jiang Yang came to the two innocent ladies who sat on the stage for him without authorization, where did he have the heart to appreciate their beauty, and after frowning and hanging up the phone, one of the girls actually got into his arms like a snake, and skillfully flirted around on him.

"Stop!" Zhuang Yan understood his situation, even if he didn't feel emotional, a man would have a physiological reaction, but he hated such a union, especially before his daughter's illness had recovered.

His scolding frightened the two girls, and it was only after they timidly exited the room that Zhuang Yan let out a long sigh of relief.

When a girl looked at him in horror just now, Zhuang Yan suddenly remembered Shen Xi's big clear eyes, and the thoughts in his heart flooded again.

When he held his mobile phone and wanted to call Shen Xi again, childish thoughts suddenly grabbed his thoughts.

Jiang Yang would not find him a woman for no reason, he felt that Jiang Yang might be helping him stimulate Shen Xi, Shen Xi should have heard the voices of the two girls just now, so he wanted to wait, wait for Shen Xi to take the initiative to call. Mobile phone users please browse m. reading, a better reading experience comes from.