Li Yi got up early in the morning, in fact, all I could perceive was that I closed my eyes and pretended to sleep, unwilling to open my eyes to face Li Yi. °C Eight '°C Eight '°C Read' °C Book,.■.o↑ I couldn't sleep either, and it was uncomfortable to lie on the bed, so I struggled to hammer my head before I got up.

I opened the floor-to-ceiling windows, stood in front of the window and looked out, the air in Beijing at that time was not as bad as it is now, at least I could see the scenery from a hundred meters away, I saw the bare branches, I really liked this bare feeling, it was very three-dimensional and artistic, and those famous photographers didn't like to shoot desolate and barren things?

I don't know how long I've been standing, anyway, I'm just standing in the floor-to-ceiling window, full of hypocrisy. Until the long-legged woman pushed open the door and walked in with a tray, she looked at me lightly and said, "You haven't eaten breakfast yet, I brought it to you." ”

I turned to look at her and said politely, "Thank you!"

"No thanks, Boss Li explained to me, you're not in a good mood, let me comfort you, but I'm a little sorry, I don't know how to comfort people. She folded her hands around her chest and coldly stated the facts.

Actually, I quite appreciate long-legged women, people are a little cold, but they are very real, and they love and hate clearly. I smiled politely and said, "Whether it was your intention or not, I thank you." ”

The long-legged woman shrugged her shoulders and said indifferently, "Then I'll take it, don't get along with it for the sake of a man and your body, in the end you will find that it's not worth it and it's stupid." ”

Everyone understands the truth, but it is difficult to do, although I have no appetite, I still sit down at the coffee table, before eating, I suddenly remembered something, turned around and asked a little awkwardly, "Do you sometimes have contraceptive pills?"

The long-legged woman stared straight at me, and stopped talking, but let out a long sigh, I was worried that I would be pregnant, and I must be the one who suffered so much, I asked a little anxiously, "Don't you have any medicine?"

The long-legged woman lowered her head and pondered for a moment before she raised her head and said hesitantly, "There are some things that I don't know if I should say or not." ”

Her tone was a little solemn, and her heart tightened when she heard it, and she bit her lip and said firmly, "If there is anything, you can just say it!"

The long-legged woman took out a cigarette and lit it, just smoking, not saying anything, I am an impatient, I can't stand what others say half of it, swallow half of it, push her shoulder and ask, "What do you say!"

The long-legged woman took out her cigarette, sighed again, looked at me and said, "This year, you don't need to take birth control pills." ”

"What?" I looked at the long-legged woman in confusion, "what did you say?"

"The red capsule that you gave you last time was researched by an expert in the United States, that kind of medicine is specifically to prevent women from getting pregnant, compared to the usual contraceptive pills, the medicine will not get pregnant after a year, and it can also promote women's interest, this medicine is very harmful to women, the market is not allowed to promote, and it is ridiculously expensive, even if ordinary people want to buy it, they can't find the way, in other words, those people are specially prepared for the second ancestor. The long-legged woman stated calmly.

I was stunned by a lightning strike, and I grabbed the long-legged woman's arm in disbelief and asked in a panic, "What will it hurt? Will I really be infertile?"

"I'm not sure, some people can get pregnant after a while, some people are weaker, and the side effects are bigger, depending on each person's situation, but don't worry, you can't die, even if you want to die, you won't be the first. The long-legged woman told the truth calmly.

I stared at the long-legged woman and asked affirmatively, "You ate it too, aren't you afraid that you won't be able to conceive a child?"

"Well, I ate it too, it doesn't matter, I don't want children anyway, I give birth to a child like me, and the child is destined to be ridiculed, and he will hate me, I don't want a second person to repeat his fate, that's too sad. The indifferent face of the long-legged woman finally had a strange emotion, and her eyes flashed a flash of fleeting sadness, as if she had experienced vicissitudes.

Looking at her, I was a little moved, maybe I was used to seeing her arrogant appearance, a bit of the same as the end of the world, why should I meet the sorrow of the acquaintance, I approached her and asked, "Do you have a cigarette?"

I'm afraid that when I give birth to a child in the future, someone will tell him that your mother is a chicken, so I want to escape from Shenzhen and go to a city where no one knows me and start a new life.

"You know there's something in my cigarettes. The long-legged woman looked at me with a self-deprecating smile.

"Don't be a mother-in-law, you can't get addicted to smoking one or two. I opened her hand, found the cigarette case and lit it, and was surprised to see that the cigarette did not contain marijuana, and it seemed that she only smoked it occasionally. My mind was so confused that I gulped down my cigarette, smoked so quickly that I choked, and I coughed loudly several times.

The long-legged woman burst out laughing, patted me on the back and said, "It seems that you rarely smoke, so don't be reckless." ”

I stubbornly took a few more puffs and said unconvinced, "Why can't I smoke anymore, you know I'm a young lady." ”

The long-legged woman also smoked a cigarette and lit it, and she smiled and said, "Do you know how old I was when I first smoked? I smoked at 12 years old." The long-legged woman asked herself, "I smoked my mother's cigarette, and my mother is a young lady like you." ”

I was thundered by the words behind the long-legged woman, and before I could react for a long time, she leisurely spit out a puff of smoke and said, "I'm not her biological daughter, the previous contraceptive pills hurt women too much, she drank too many pills, or she couldn't have children, so she bought me from a human trafficker, she raised me for me to go to college, just for me to become a senior lady, and use me to make a big profit." Originally, she wanted to sell me to an old man for a high price, but I was a broken shoe, and her rich woman was broken. ”

I looked at the long-legged woman in disbelief, her expression was still faint, but a light smile was used to hanging on the corner of her mouth. Although my mother is indifferent to me, the long-legged woman doesn't even know her biological parents, and she is much worse than me. I am naturally sympathetic to the weak. I wanted to give her a hug, but even if it didn't help her, it wouldn't do anything. Before I could react, I had already done what my heart had instructed.

I sat up on my knees, raised my hand and hugged the long-legged woman, and buried her head in my arms as if I were holding a child, a baby.

At first, the long-legged woman was very uncomfortable, she burst out laughing, I gently touched her head and said, "I understand your sadness." ”

She suddenly stopped moving, her smile was fixed, she buried herself in my arms, hugged me tightly, broke down and cried, she cried so hard that her cries drifted through the spacious bedroom.

I don't understand why fate is so cruel, why is God so unfair? Some people can have so much and still not be satisfied, but they are so stingy with some people, and arrange for her to suffer all kinds of misfortunes.

The wall erected by the long-legged woman collapsed, and she grabbed my clothes with tears in her eyes and asked me in a loud voice, "Why do you say this to me? Why do you say everyone is doing this to me?"

I can't find the answer, because I am also one of the unfortunate people, can people like us still have happiness?

All morning, the long-legged woman and I were like sympathetic confidants, crying about our misfortune and complaining about the unfairness of fate, but in the afternoon, Li Yi called to inform me that I was going back, and that the driver would take me to the airport.

I went down to the hall and saw the long-legged woman sitting in the hall, she sat elegantly, in a cold posture, and the birds did not bird me, as if the woman who was crying like a child in my arms was not her.

In fact, I also understand her, in this world, we all meet many people, some people are only suitable for walking with themselves for a while, and then go the other way, and then look back, leaving only vague memories. And the long-legged woman told me too many things, and according to her temperament, she absolutely broke off with me cleanly, leaving no traces, and not giving me a chance to be a weapon to hurt her.

But I still remembered her name, even if it was just a name, so I walked up to her, stared at her quietly, and said, "I want to know your real name, can you tell me?"

The long-legged woman obviously didn't expect it, she was stunned, and then, she pursed her lips and smiled, grabbed my hand, and wrote two words in the palm of her hand Lu Rao, I also looked up at her and said seriously, "My dad named me Lu Shuangshuang, the frost of the frost leaf, and then my stepfather was unlucky, so he changed me to a pair of good things." ”

"Okay, I remember. The long-legged woman nodded.

"Okay, then bye-bye. "I grabbed my bag and strode out the door, knowing that we would never see each other again, so I said goodbye instead of goodbye.

The driver put my luggage in the suitcase, started the car, the car was not very fast, slowly moving forward, along the way through ** and the Forbidden City, I think it is a pity, I came to Beijing, I have not been to ** and the Forbidden City.

The winter in Beijing is not like the winter in the south, there is more of a taste of winter, people are the same, usually not rare, before leaving will be reluctant to give up.

The driver also saw my thoughts, and said with a smile, "Next time, it would be good if you left Beijing in another week or two, when it snowed in Beijing, the first snow, very beautiful, the whole world is white." ”

The driver was a typical northern man, tall and big, with a very honest smile and enthusiasm, and then he said, "Little sister, have you ever seen snow?"

I shook my head and honestly said, "No, my boyfriend's hometown is also in the north, and when he comes home, he will be able to see snow later." ”

"Haha" Uncle Driver laughed twice, "Little sister, you really know how to tease me, Mr. Li's hometown is in Beijing!"

I was slow to reflect that I was talking too much, yes, in the eyes of outsiders, I was Li Yi's female companion, almost exposed, I reluctantly laughed a few times, turned my head to look out the window, and looked at the person walking in a thick down jacket.