089 If you know me

Li Yi's manual touch to the west, I was touched by him so that goosebumps came out, in fact, that aspect is to coordinate is the ultimate, not long to more, I am so tired that I can sleep with my eyes closed, Li Yi is still not happy, so I feel extremely irritable, I want to throw his salty pig hands, but I try to hold back, not to provoke Li Yi. (6) Eight (6) Eight (6) Read (6) Book, .□.≠o

Li Yi asked casually while touching, "By the way, you are young, how do you know Xiaobaimian?"

I was dizzy, he said I was young, but he was up and down on me, and my young age has nothing to do with me knowing Brother Ming, I don't want to deal with him, I don't want to mention the past, I don't want to remember those unbearable memories.

Li Yi lowered his head and bit my shoulder again, it was still an old wound, I frowned in pain, that bite mark would leave a scar, and he arbitrarily ordered, "You hurry up!"

Maybe I haven't completely gotten out of Li Yi's prison, or maybe I'm too sleepy and just want to get rid of Brother Ming, so I described it succinctly: "Brother Ming lives across the street from my house, once my stepfather wanted to beat me, Brother Ming helped me, I didn't want to go home anymore, so I ran away from home." ”

Of course, I didn't tell the truth, and it would be nice to have such an answer, because if someone has experienced your stepfather's manipulation, and you are always worried about him breaking into the house at night, even when he is taking a shower, you should be wary of him peeking outside, and your mother just pretends not to know, you will understand what a helpless and sad experience.

"How old were you then?" Li Yi's hand moved down slowly, I quickly grabbed his hand, but he grabbed my hand instead, with so much force that he almost broke my fingers, he looked at me with half-squinted eyes, his eyes flashed with cold light, I somehow provoked him again. He said gloomily, "Say it quickly!"

I took a deep breath nervously, what kind of nerves did he have? I endured the pain and said with difficulty, "16 years old!"

"Hmph!" he snorted coldly, his mouth flashed with a hint of ridicule, and he reached out to pull my hair sarcastically, "I know how to live with a man at the age of 16, and I really have a bright future, no wonder I am a young lady now." ”

Sure enough, he took pleasure in stinging me, and I felt that he and his stepsister were perverts, and they had to tease me and make me cry so that they would find it fun and feel comfortable. My throat was so blocked that I wanted to defend myself, but I couldn't say a word, and my heart was pressed by something, and I was about to lose my breath.

He dragged me up, pressed my head under him, and ordered forcefully, "You slept with a man at the age of 16, and now you have almost three years of experience, and you are also experienced, don't pretend in front of me, hurry up and help Lao Tzu get it." ”

I turned my head in disgust, he held my face to death, not letting me move at all, and he continued to sarcastically "I'll give you thirty thousand, hurry up." ”

I wanted to laugh so much, my mouth was sealed by something, I couldn't laugh, I just felt that my heart, which was already full of holes, flowed out of the old pus and blood.

At this time, I couldn't help but think of my mother's vicious swearing, when I had just moved to an urban village not far away with Brother Ming, and my mother came to the door of the residence and saw me and Brother Ming carrying vegetables home. She raised her hand and slapped me, she was so angry that her whole body trembled and said, "Don't tell others, you are my daughter, it's too embarrassing." Do you know what other people say? My daughter of Cuizhu learned to sleep with men at the age of 16 and went to live with men. ”

I pulled her sleeve to explain to myself, I didn't do anything with Brother Ming, she ignored it completely, and even I looked at her and said, "Mom, do you know that if it weren't for Brother Ming, I would have been ruined by my stepfather." ”

She covered her mouth and glared at me fiercely, "Your stepfather is drunk, who told you to wear a skirt at home?

At that time, I was very suspicious that I was not my mother's daughter, and I thought that the heroine of Aunt Qiong Yao's pen had a secret background, but I looked so similar to her, almost carved out of a mold, how could I not be her daughter?

I thought that listening to Li Yi's words, I would cry, my eyes were unusually dry, and I couldn't even shed tears. Yes, I was originally a young lady, and I came out to sell it to make money, anyway, after another month or two, I will wash my hands with gold plates and leave this circle, Li Yi is just a past, one of the guests of everyone.

With 30,000 yuan, the time to stay in the nightclub was short, I opened my mouth, learned from the woman in a certain piece, tried to restrain the nervousness and trembling, opened my mouth numbly, I don't know how long it took, Li Yi roared, my mouth was full of salty smell, I couldn't control it anymore, I ran to the bathroom, vomited frantically, and wanted to vomit all my internal organs.

I fell to the ground weakly, my throat hurt again, my mouth was full of blood, I sat in place, looking ahead without focus, Li Yi walked in, he lazily leaned against the door frame and asked me condescendingly, "You're here to get Joe again, aren't you?"

His words really stimulated me, and I turned my head and stared at Li Yi with a swish, and I shouted angrily, "Li Yi, what do you know? Do you think I want to be a young lady? You will never understand the experience of a four-year-old child, her father left, followed her mother to remarry, and was called by everyone the experience of dragging oil bottles." From time to time, she was used as a punching bag, she couldn't eat enough, and she was scared every day. In the middle of winter, a day of kneeling outside hungry. ”

My reason was burned to the ground with anger, and I stood up with difficulty against the wall, "Do you think I don't want to be a normal child? I came to my mother with the first place in the school, do you know what she said? What is the use of girls with good grades, it's not about getting married and losing money." You ridicule me for being illiterate, and I have been excellent, and I have been excellent......."

Li Yi was shocked when he heard my words, he stood still, after a while, he came over and stretched out his hand to help me, I didn't know where the courage came from, I didn't know where the courage came from, I shook off Li Yi's hand, pointed to the bathroom door and yelled, "You go, you get out, I don't want to see you, you dislike me, do you think I don't dislike you? Who do you think you are? You just rely on your father's pain and mother's love, so you will put on a posture of superiority to me." ”

Li Yi probably never been refused, he looked at me in astonishment, and I pushed him out without hesitation, and then closed the door neatly.

My feet were weak, so soft that I couldn't support the strength of my body, and I sat weakly on the cold floor, I looked up at the exquisite chandelier, the dazzling light pierced my eyes, I took a deep breath and eased my emotions, maybe I had suffered too much damage, and my healing power had become stronger.

I began to regret my impulsiveness, and I reached out and knocked my head in annoyance, why did I say those words to Li Yi? I forgot my identity again, you are just a young lady, other guests want to buy laughter, looking for you to have fun, people want to come, how to come, no personal emotions.

I got up and bathed myself and kept pouring water into my mouth, thinking that would wash away the shame. The strength of rubbing the body is also very strong, so big that you can rub off a layer of skin. When the shower gel rubbed on the body, there was a spicy pain.

There was a shrill knock on the door, and Li Yi's slightly anxious voice drilled into his ears, "Lu Shuangshuang, you come out for me immediately." ”

"Hey, hey!" I smiled self-deprecatingly, he must have been afraid that I would be unhappy, and I would kill myself in it, and dirty his house, so that he could not sleep, and his heart was burdened.

I don't have such a glass heart, isn't it just to help him get underneath, and everyone can serve thirteen men in one night!

I walked to the mirror, it is not a rich man's home, even the glass is waterproof fog, I saw a beautiful face from the mirror, maybe it was soaked in **, I knew how to love men, there was a flowing charm in my eyes, it was still the face of a college student, but there was an indelible smell of wind and dust.

I patted my cheek and smiled at the person in the mirror, the woman smiled innocently and seductively, there was a different kind of temptation, it turned out that I was also beautiful.

I echoed and opened the door, and seeing Li Yi's somewhat impatient appearance, I raised my lips and smiled disgustedly, "People just go to take a shower, do you miss people again?"

The tone was no better than the yin and yang weirdness of the supermodel, Li Yi stared straight at me, as if he wanted to see through the thick camouflage mask, I just laughed, laughing brightly, but there was no emotion in the laughter.

Li Yi sighed, raised his hand to cover my eyes and said, "Don't laugh, don't look at me like that, okay?" or I'll ....... you" He stopped talking and just looked at me.

He didn't let me smile, he didn't let me look at him, I didn't laugh, I didn't look at him, I simply closed my eyes, he squatted down and hugged me, hugged me and lay back on the bed, and even helped me fold the quilt, and bowed his head and kissed my forehead before going to bed.

We didn't do anything, but both of us had insomnia, so I slept in a good position, lying upright, like a dead body.

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