014 Self-redemption

Today, Li Yi is wearing a beautifully cut black suit, his hair is combed in a neat manner, he is obviously dressed so decently, he has to unbutton two buttons, faintly revealing strong muscles, which is clearly a walking hormone body, the master of the heart and soul.

He stood straight in place, and when Li Yi was not smiling, he did look very indifferent, especially his unfathomable eyes, which gave people a kind of coldness that rejected people thousands of miles away. I got out of the car and smiled at him. I knew that I must be beautiful at this time, because on the way, I practiced countless times, and there was a trace of pure beauty in the fox.

Sure enough, Li Yi's gaze fell on me for a full three seconds, flashing with a stunning gaze. I walked up to him generously, grabbed his arm, and called out to him, "Honey!"

He nodded his head and led me in, his eyes inadvertently fell on my bare back, frowned, and asked arrogantly, "Why did you come out in this dress?

Li Yi spoke really meanly, the clothes were a little thinner, a little more obedient, but except for the back and shoulders, the rest of the place was tightly covered, which was not exposed, compared to those women on the red carpet who showed most of their balls, I just implicitly had a cleavage, which seemed to be a temptation.

I opened my mouth and explained, "Other evening dresses don't look good, this evening dress ........."

Li Yi interrupted me impatiently, "Okay, don't say it!" He turned to Uncle Ying and explained, "You take my blazer from the car." ”

Li Yi took the suit and draped it over my shoulders, his suit was so big that I could almost use it as a skirt, and the evening dress was covered, what was there to look at. I wanted to refute, but I didn't say anything to Li Yi's deep eyes and serious face, and I obediently took his hand into the banquet hall.

The banquet was held in a richly furnished villa, with a staggered mix of clothes, sideburns, and chatter.

Li Yi and gentlemen and celebrities were polite and noisy, and my smile remained the same. The gentleman looked at me with rude disdain in his polite appearance, and the well-bred and well-mannered lady looked at me like swallowing a fly. No matter how I say it, I do the work of accompanying the wine, I still have this disguise effort, no matter how vicious people use to sarcastically mock me and ridicule me, I am calm, I have long adapted well, and I can even smile brightly at others.

From the conversation, I learned that today is the 20th anniversary of the establishment of Li's enterprise, and most of the people present are shareholders, otherwise they are partners who have a lot of dealings with Li's.

Li Yi even took me to his dad to say hello openly, and when his dad saw me, his whole face was blue and white for a while. He smiled and greeted the major shareholders around the old man, these old men are all human spirits, and they have heard of Li Yi's inferior quality, and when they saw me, they just smiled perfunctorily, and everyone wisely regarded me as a transparent person.

Li Yi didn't open any pot, he grabbed my waist and said to the old men, "Shuangshuang, this is Uncle Chen, this is Uncle Liu, you say hello to them." ”

I don't know what Li Yi wants to do, at this moment, I can't wait to leave immediately, I can stand the cold eyes and criticism of others, but for Li Yi's father, I am weak-hearted, yes, I have followed him out of the stage, flattering and laughing in his arms, and I was almost stripped naked by him. I used to trample my conscience and self-esteem under my feet, but that doesn't mean I won't feel bad!

I laughed awkwardly and shouted a few words, and the old man dragged Li Yi to the other side, leaving me alone at the dinner. I sat bored, trying to be quiet.

But some people wanted me to be quiet, and two men standing next to me discussed, "Have you seen the woman that Young Master Li is carrying?"

The other man laughed lewdly twice, "It's a red card in a nightclub, and it's a vixen." If you had come to me some time ago, maybe you and Young Master Li would have slept with the same woman, and it is estimated that the kung fu in bed must be not bad, otherwise how could you hook Young Master Li?"

"Haha, you see my mouth, it's tender and tender, I guess my ventriloquism must be good, it's cool to think about it. But even if she is a pet, after all, that woman is a young lady, just play in private, is Li Yi a sperm worm in the brain? It is really embarrassing to take it out of the door. ”

"Haven't you heard that the upper beam is not right and the lower beam is crooked? Didn't the old man Li get along with a foot-washing girl and give birth to an illegitimate child. In order to conceal the truth, Old Man Li actually let his illegitimate son call him uncle, but who in the circle doesn't know? Look, that illegitimate son has come over, let's go!"

I couldn't help but snort coldly when I listened to men's discussions, I used to think that women were the ones who talked about other people's bad things behind their backs, but I didn't expect that men also had the problem of gossiping. I lazily picked up a glass of wine and drank it, and when I looked up, I saw a man standing in front of me.

The man is very bright-looking, his eyebrows are very similar to Li Yi, he has a pair of extremely demagogic eyes, and his aura is lofty, but compared to the flying Li Yi, he looks much more restrained, he smiled at me kindly, I put down the wine glass and nodded to him, I laughed so much today that the corners of my mouth were tired, and I was too lazy to deal with it. I turned my attention to the cake next to the table, picked up a piece and stuffed it into my mouth, it was delicious, and sure enough, it was a party in the upper society.

The man looked at me motionlessly, looked at me for several minutes, couldn't pretend anymore, I looked up at him and asked, "Do you know that you are rude to look at a woman like that?"

The man raised his lips and smiled at me, stretched out his hand and said, "Hello, my name is Li Ao." ”

I raised my hand and gestured to my creamy hand, explaining, "My hands are dirty. ”

Li Ao said very understandingly, "It's okay, are you hungry? I'll let the kitchen prepare some food for you!"

I dare to bother him, and I don't want to get close to the rest of the Li family, the relationship between me and the old man Li is awkward enough, but don't get involved with Li Yi's half-brother, then I will really be crowned as a slut and adulteress. I'm afraid that I will stay with Li Ao for another minute, and the rumors will immediately escalate to the fact that I am serving the father and son, I quickly shook my head and refused, "No need, I want to ask where the bathroom is?"

Li Ao didn't show any resentment at my refusal, and said patiently, "You go straight to the left, and you'll be at the end." ”

Again, I thanked the lady, turned around and walked away with graceful steps, I tried to restrain myself to be calm, I wanted to be calm, what were these ugly words?

But I didn't have that much control after all, and I was so frightened at such a moment that I lifted the long skirt and walked through the hallway into the bathroom, where I could only hide cowardly.

The rich people's bathrooms are different, the decoration is very tall, the bathrooms are divided into several grids, I dodge in the cramped small cubicle, weakly leaning against the door panel, one foot on the edge of the toilet, a tingling pain in the palm of the hand, only then did I feel that the sharply trimmed nails have been pinched into the flesh.

I don't know what Li Yi was thinking? Why did he bring himself to this kind of occasion? Did he really not know what people outside said about my mother? I had been covering my ears and pretending not to hear it, so it didn't matter, but Li Yi was so cruel that he pushed me out and left me alone to face those harsh words. My heart wasn't strong enough to ignore other people's comments, even though I kept convincing myself that I didn't care, it didn't matter.

I thought those remarks were ugly enough, but they were even worse when the bathroom door was pushed open, and then a coquettish woman scolded, ", that is here, is Li Yi crazy? He brought that chicken to the party, isn't he afraid that people will laugh at him? I don't like him anymore, I hate him to death, I've been chasing him for three years, what does he mean? Am I not as good as a chicken?"

Another woman snorted and pandered, "That's it, that slut isn't very good-looking, isn't as good-looking as you?" But my mother told me that those young ladies are very good at pleasing men, and I guess I don't know how cheap they are in bed? Men are just whims, and that slut can't stay in Li Yi for long. I'll tell you a secret secret, I think Li Yi wanted to bring that slut to anger his father, my mother said that Li Yi's mother was divorced because his father was eating secretly outside and had an illegitimate child. That woman is a foot-washing girl, so he brought a chicken to anger his father!"

The toilet bowl "bang", the water twisted and sank with the whirlpool, looking at the white vortex in the toilet, I felt that all the internal organs seemed to be tangled, constantly twisted, painful, and then sank into an invisible black hole, I bent down, covered my chest, and my body fell inch by inch with my heart, until I touched the cold floor, I was a little sober, but my ears were buzzing.

The women shouted in unison, "Whoever is inside, send it to me immediately." ”

Women have a common problem, they all think that the bathroom is the best place to talk, but this kind of public place is the easiest to leak secrets.

I slowly stood up with the doorknob, and found that my cheeks were cold, I wiped my face, my palms were wet, and it was tears, I wiped them a few times, and turned to open the door.

I walked out calmly under the gaze of the women, and when they saw me, they froze, and one of them opened her mouth wide, and there was no more lady figure. I'm afraid of pulling myself in front of the mirror and seeing that my eyes are red in front of the mirror, and the eye shadow is a little mushy, and I look embarrassed.

I walked to the mirror and took out the foundation to touch up the makeup, brushed the hair in front of the forehead with wet hands, calmly and naturally touched up the makeup, and saw the woman in the mirror bright and moving again, I stopped the hand of the foundation and looked at the women in front of me, they are about the same age as me, they may have been pampered since childhood, compared to me, more childish.

I snapped the foundation off and smiled wickedly and asked, "My bed skills are really good, if you are interested, you can join my training class, but my fee is quite expensive." ”

The women snorted disdainfully, looked at me coldly, I shrugged my shoulders and walked past them, and before I opened the door, I turned my head and looked down at them, "What if I am cheap? If you have kung fu and then sarcastically mock me behind your back, it is better to go back and practice kung fu well, maybe when you are as pure as fire, Li Yi will also take a fancy to you. ”

As I finished speaking, I couldn't help but laugh wildly, the laughter echoed in the bathroom, harsh and poignant, and I slammed the door shut and walked forward angrily.

Walking to the end of the corridor, I saw Li Yi smoking against the wall, thanks to the blessing of this quiet place, there are finally no women around him, and I don't know if women all prefer this kind of cynical man, obviously the temper is so big and unpredictable, or someone wants to fight the fire with a moth to win his pity. But now I think Li Yi has no heart, no love, in other words, he will not love someone, his heart will not belong to a person completely, he is the prodigal son, he floats to a place and stays for a while, and then floats away again.

"I'm sorry to keep you waiting!" I laughed from afar.

Li Yi glanced up at me, pressed half of the cigarette into the ashtray next to him and extinguished it, "Where have you been?" let me look for you for most of the day, and I know that if I have to wait for a long time, I will go faster!"

I trotted all the way to catch up with him, thinking only about getting out of this place quickly, so I stroked my forehead with my hand, pretending to be prostration, and said, "I'm not feeling well, I want to go to the hospital to see it, is it okay?"

He only glanced at me, and said lightly, "Don't pretend, I'm leaving!"

From the orange light, I saw the red and swollen right side of my face, it seems that the conversation between their father and son just now was not very pleasant, I wanted to say something, but I didn't know what to say, I lowered my head, avoided his sharp scrutiny, and whispered, "I'll go to the hospital to see Ah Feng first!"

"You can just say it!" he turned his head indifferently and walked straight to the back door. He was in a bad mood and exuded a freezing chill.

I picked up the hem of my skirt and ran up quickly, at this time the damn high heels began to be hypocritical, I endured the pain in my heart, and ran up quickly, but my speed was still slow, and when I got in the car, Li Yi had already closed his eyes and pretended to sleep.

The car stopped in front of the hospital, the street lamp swayed a dull yellow and weak light, the rain flew obliquely in the light, and Uncle Ying in the front row handed the packaged fruit blue, red imported apples, purple grapes, yellow macaques picked, heavy, that was just passing by the fruit store, Li Yi told the driver to get out of the car to buy.

"Let's go up first, Uncle Ying will come to pick you up after sending me back! Don't stay too late. Li Yi leaned his head back in his chair and didn't lift his eyelids as he spoke.

It seemed that he would not be returning to the villa tonight, so I said hello, kissed him lightly on the cheek, pulled the door handle and got out of the car.

After all, I couldn't help but turn around, my eyes fell on his swollen face, hesitated, I couldn't help but speak, "After all, you are father and son, and there is an overnight feud, didn't you also say it? ”

After I finished speaking, I went to the hospital with the fruit basket in my arms. It's also very deep, the patients are gone, and the patients have gone back to their rooms to rest, and I am the only one in the elevator, and the gloom is deep, like a scene in a ghost movie.

The lights on the seventh floor came on, the doors came to the sides, and my feet took a big step forward. The dimly lit corridor, with its dark end and its high heels echoing silently, occasionally mixed with one or two painful groans of the sick, like the howls of the ghosts of the netherworld, only one or two sounds, then disappeared into the air.

I opened the ward and saw that Weiwei was turning Ah Feng's body, and when she saw that it was me, she stopped her movements and looked at me and asked, "It's so late, why are you here?"

I put down the fruit basket and sat down on the edge of the bed, and looked at Ah Feng, he was still very young, 27 years old! Men of his age are all striving for their dreams! But he can only lie on the hospital bed, he will have to lie on the hospital bed for the rest of his life, take a closer look at him has lost weight, and he has become pale.

Weiwei helped Ah Feng turn over, and then raised her hand to fold the quilt before sitting down next to me, she looked at me and said, "Shuangshuang, I'm going to work in a nightclub." ”

"What?" the news was so sudden that I exclaimed. The voice was too loud, so I lowered my tone and asked, "Why do you want to go back to work in the nightclub?"

"I discussed it with my uncle and aunt, and in a few days, we will take Ah Feng out of the hospital, and the doctor also said that many vegetative people are recuperating at home, which is not only conducive to the condition, but also saves money, the elderly take turns to take care of Ah Feng, I go out to work to earn money, we can't always spend your money!"

I have to pay for the mistakes I made, in fact, I am a very selfish person, the reason why I have to bear Ah Feng's medical expenses, is that I am afraid that I will be entangled with guilt, so I comforted myself that I have borne Ah Feng's medical expenses, and I have done my best.

I anxiously comforted Weiwei, "It's okay, I have money, I will be responsible for Ah Feng's material fees, you don't have to worry." ”

Wei Wei held her hands and stared at me and said, "Shuangshuang, we don't talk darkly, I know where your medical expenses come from, if you talk about Ah Feng's matter, you are also responsible, you are also responsible, you don't need to take care of it anymore." I don't want to see you again, although I know that no one wants Ah Feng to have an accident, but if it weren't for you, Ah Feng wouldn't have had an accident, I can't help but hate you when I see you, and at the same time I don't want to hate you, you know? ”

I felt like lead was being stuffed in my throat, so heavy that I couldn't speak, and Vivi never gave me a chance to redeem myself. I sat there for a long time. Vivi got up and went into the bathroom, I heard the sound of running water, the room was eerily silent, I knew it was time to go, so I quietly got up, walked out of the room, and entered the stairs.

I leaned decadently against the cold iron wall, the black gown covering my body, I wilted like a withered black rose, I scratched my head in exasperation, and tore off a few strands of black silk and hung down on my cheeks.