Xiaoyue's phone call was a bolt from the blue, waking me up from a sweet and happy dream, and then I had insomnia, I had insomnia all night, I knew that Li Yi liked myself, I was sure, but did he really just like me? I didn't have that certainty, after all, men and women are different, doesn't Wei Xiaobao have several wives?

Women are suspicious, and once they start to get sick, they can't stop it. I remembered Zhao Baifeng's words again, An Yao has only stayed by Li Yi's side for three years, am I nothing? I am not a student of a prestigious university, nor do I have the demeanor of a country and a city, how long will Li Yi like me?

I sat quietly at the head of the bed with my legs crossed, the night when the bright moonlight shone through the window, it was a full moon night, I remembered not long ago, Li Yi and I were lying on the grass and watching the stars, the sad melody gradually spread, and I recalled many things.

When Brother Ming and I first met, he appeared in front of me like a hero of the world, he gave me delicious food and gave me a nest, but later I found out that he just raised a chicken, and he raised me just to buy a good price. There are also memories of me arguing with Li Yi, how good he was to me, how bad he was to me, and Xiao Yue cruelly reminded me that Li Yi and I were a deal, a skin and flesh deal in the cloak of love, and once Li Yi lost interest in me, our deal was over.

It took me all night to digest the fact that I accepted who I was, and I picked up the phone countless times to see if he called back, and I was desperate to wait and wait, and I figured it out, and at the same time suppressed myself from calling and asking what he thought?

Because I found myself with nothing to rely on. If I anger Li Yi, what should I do?

It seems that the ups and downs I have experienced have allowed me to pass half of my life, and I have also entered the twilight of my life. I have lost the courage to resist, I am already a canary in a birdcage, and I have long lost the perseverance to find food on my own.

I like the ease of life now, when young people who have been busy during the day come home tired from sweating, take a shower in the bathroom, turn on the air conditioner, lie in bed, pick up a book, or watch TV. And I no longer have to live a busy life for a meager three or four thousand dollars. I can sleep until I wake up naturally, and then I can read a book, watch a movie, see my eyes ache, and no one cares about me.

Any pajamas in the closet are worth a month's salary for someone else. I confess that I am depraved, that there is no cure, that I am not worthy of pity, that I do not deserve anyone's sympathy.

I spent the whole night trying to figure out who I was and what I was going to do, and finally I closed my eyes and comforted myself to sleep, covering my suffocating heart. I literally fell asleep, heartlessly.

When I opened my eyes again, I found that there was a warm sun, and the golden tulle gently covered the table, bright and clear, but only at my fingertips. I reached out and touched the sunlight, and the curtains flew and immediately blocked out the sunlight.

I withdrew my hand in a dejected manner, and looked around, full of the luxury of the carved gold, but it seemed to me to be a desolate room, similar to the kind of well-decorated cemetery overgrown with withered grass, I jumped out of bed barefoot, stepped over the cold floor, opened the curtains, let the sun shine in, and stood quietly in the sunset, I looked at the vacant land in the backyard.

Because of my casual words, Li Yi actually uprooted the expensive French rose seeds, and let me plant cheap lettuce and mint on the ground, probably because of the rain in recent days, the lettuce sprouted, and the stars were green. I can't help laughing at myself, there is An Yao in the front, Mei Niang in the back, Li Yi is really big at women.

The mobile phone on the dresser rang, the screen displayed the dear logo, looking at these three words, my heart throbbed violently, my teeth bit the tip of my tongue, the pain in my heart spread from the tip of my tongue, I slid the phone screen, connected the phone, and held the phone to my ear.

Li Yi's deep voice came from the phone, "Come with me to a banquet in the evening, prepare early!"

When I heard that he was going to take me to a banquet, I was a little surprised. Li Yi was not afraid to take me to meet friends, except for one trip to Beijing, he never took me to any parties, banquets or the like. Even though I was stunned, my emotions were well controlled, and I was played, "Okay! Are you back?"

"Yes, I'll be there at seven o'clock in the afternoon, I can't accompany you to choose clothes, ask Xiaoyue to accompany you! Uncle Ying will send you to the banquet destination." ”

I really want to say that Xiaoyue is in Beijing, but after thinking about it, I can solve the matter of the evening dress, and I answered obediently, and Li Yi hung up the phone.

Soon, the doorbell rang, I went downstairs, looked at Xiao Yue in a white dress, the whole person was stunned, it turned out that she came back at noon, just now Li Yi called her and asked her to accompany me to choose an evening dress. Even if she couldn't get used to Li Yi anymore, but because of Song Muzhi's affection, she still came.

She was followed by three women, carrying large bags and small bags. They looked me down from top to bottom, and then they took out one set of dresses from the box and the other and gestured on me. I followed their instructions and changed several outfits, and finally chose a nude mermaid dress set with diamonds, revealing a smooth back, a swaying hem that fell to the ground, and a close-fitting design that showed perfect curves.

"That's it!" Xiao Yue raised her eyes and glanced coldly, and said, "Although it is a little expensive, it is still worth the money, much better than what you tried before, anyway, it doesn't cost your money, so you don't need to feel distressed." ”

I nodded in satisfaction.

Xiao Yue looked at the makeup staff and instructed, "You guys cut her bangs into four or six points, and put her straight hair in a big curl on the right, and her makeup is a little thicker, understand?"

The makeup staff opened the makeup bag and quickly put on makeup for me, sure enough, I was a professional, I was rejuvenated in the mirror, I took off my innocence, and became a cold girl, I didn't know myself anymore. Today's makeup technology is simply a second birth, as long as you are not too ugly, through careful dressing, you will become a beauty.

Satsuki waved away the staff, approached me, patted me on the shoulder, and said, "Is it pretty?"

I nodded frankly, and Satsuki sat down at the dresser, lit a cigarette, and handed it to me, "Do you want one?"

I took the cigarette and lit it skillfully, and just took a puff and couldn't stop coughing, Satsuki's cigarette was too strong, but I couldn't help but take two more puffs, and asked with a reluctant smile, "What brand of eyes is this, it's too exciting!"

"Cigarettes from Vietnam!" "Satsuki responded coldly, "This is a men's cigarette, and you have to smoke it to get momentum." ”

I took a deep breath and couldn't help coughing again, tears were about to come, Xiao Yue looked at me and said, "I thought I would see you dying, but I didn't expect you to be normal." ”

I sat down on the couch, my bare back scraping against the leather and sticking to the skin, and I slipped into the couch and sneered bitterly and said, "You know, I need money, I need a lot of money." ”

"Have you ever thought about leaving Li Yi and living a life that doesn't require you to rely on a man?" Xiao Yue slowly exhaled smoke and spoke slowly.

This is a good suggestion, enough to make my heart move, the ghost knows when Li Yi will get rid of me, but how can there be such a thing as pie in the world? I looked directly at Xiao Yue and asked seriously, "What is the price?"

"The price is not too heavy, pawning your innocence, and your kindness. ”

Hahaha, I couldn't help but laugh out loud, what innocence do I have, what bullshit kindness do I have? I couldn't help but shake my head, and said self-deprecatingly, "I don't have either of those things, but I want to live a peaceful life more than money, I'm not a very greedy person." ”

Xiao Yue nodded, and then asked sharply, "But have you thought about what you should do after Li Yi abandoned you?"

For a while, I was dumbfounded, and I couldn't find the words to refute it. Satsuki took a deep puff of her cigarette, pinched it off, stood up from the dresser, looked at me and said, "You can consider my suggestion, you can get what you want, there is nothing in this world that money can't do." ”

Xiao Yue walked straight to the door, and before opening the door, she turned back to me again, sighed a long sigh and said, "Shuangshuang, you just didn't say anything to me, and Ah Feng's situation, everyone knows it, even if he lies in the hospital and can't wake up for the rest of his life, it is better to be discharged, why bear the expensive medical expenses? You have already fulfilled your responsibilities, don't play everything on your own." ”

I looked back at Satsuki and smiled at her, not caring why she was changing so quickly, she opened the door and left.

Suddenly a flash of lightning flashed in the sky, obviously the sky was clear a second ago, but in the blink of an eye, the sky was blurry gray, and in an instant, it was like an overturned bucket, and the torrential rain was like a note. The rain went on and on, for three or four hours in a row, and it still didn't stop.

I didn't care about the rain, so I could only get into the car, the potholes on the road were full of water, the wheels rolled over, and there was a huge splash, I slammed in the back seat, and Uncle Ying, who was driving in the front seat, immediately paid "I'm sorry, Miss Lu!"

"It's okay!" I sat down and replied lightly, my mood was the same as the weather now, full of haze, and I could no longer see a trace of sunshine, I closed my eyes and recuperated, and I couldn't help but think of what should you do after Li Yi abandoned you?

The night was terriblely dark, lightning flashed from the sky from time to time, and I imagined what would happen if the sky collapsed, the earth cracked, and the human race was destroyed? I admitted that I was very bad, and when I was so bad that I was unhappy, I thought that everyone was with me and I was unhappy, and I laughed out loud with bad thoughts, and the smile was only for a moment, and after my eyes made contact with Li Yi's figure, the smile froze at the corner of my mouth.