Chapter Forty-Eight: A Dark End
At first, I only felt kind to this student, just like a child, no matter what he said or done, I only defined him as a student. Later, because of Pei Shaobei, he also had feelings similar to family affection. Even at that time, I was slandered by Lin Juan and said anything about seducing my brother, I didn't take it seriously. After all, at that time, it was only in a small area in the community, and Pei Shaobei was standing by his side.
Now that the whole school knows about me and Pei Shaobei, such vicious words, and rumors that have been hyped up, I think Pei Zile must be afraid of me now!
"Pei Zile, I'm sorry!"
At this moment, I don't know how to maintain the dignity of a teacher, how to face this person in the same way as before.
No matter how fragile I was, I shouldn't cry in front of my students, so I raised my head and forced me to swallow the tears into my stomach, which was extremely bitter.
Pei Zile was stunned for a moment, as if he didn't expect that I would suddenly apologize to him, and his white face instantly became popular. "Teacher Gu, you, why are you apologizing to me? Don't worry about those posts, I'll find a writer to cover the rumors, don't worry, don't pay attention to those rumors, those who are clear are self-purifying, I believe that the teacher is not that kind of person!"
I didn't expect Pei Zile to block me just to talk to me about this, I was moved in my heart, when I was shouting and beating like a street rat, he was still willing to believe me, even his brother......
I said awkwardly, "Thank you! I'm fine! It's almost class, you can go back!"
"The next class is the teacher's class, aren't you going?" Pei Zile still looked at me worriedly, and there was no unnaturalness on his face.
I shook my head, "The teacher is not suitable for substitute teaching now, today, I came here today to get things, I'm leaving, you go to class quickly!"
"Teacher Gu, I believe you, don't be defeated by these things, I, and many other students support you! Really, you believe me!" Pei Zile saw that I was leaving, and dragged me in a little panic, and felt that it was inappropriate, so he quickly let go, and when he looked at me again, his eyes were a little hot, "Moreover, those rumors about me, I, I don't care!"
I was irritable and didn't go to my heart, at this time the class bell rang, I hurriedly urged the other party to go to class, and he didn't forget to say another sentence before leaving, "Teacher Gu, I will help you, don't be afraid!"
I shook my head and smiled bitterly, but I was a little moved in my heart, and then I had more complaints and grievances against Pei Shaobei. Why does an outsider choose to believe me, but he can't.
I walked out of campus with my bag, only to find that there was nowhere to go. I went to the bookstore to read a book, but I couldn't meditate anymore, and I always felt that the eyes that occasionally floated over me were full of inquiry and mockery. I went to the video store, immersed my ears in the symphony, and let the sound waves irritate my eardrums, which swelled and hurt.
The owner of the video store came over and patted me on the shoulder, I was startled, thinking that I had inadvertently let out the sound, and immediately took off the headphones and apologized to the man, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm noisy everyone?"
The boss looked at me like a monster, his mouth open and closed, but I couldn't hear anything. My ears were buzzing, and I tried to raise my hand to rub it, and my palm brushed my cheek, and it was damp, and I realized that I was crying just now.
I fled in embarrassment under the eyes of my boss, standing in the bustling pedestrian street, soaking up the sun, and my heart was cold.
I can't let this emotion go on anymore, I have to find something to do, or I'm going to go crazy. I bought fruit and went to my parents' clothing store, and my mother was wearing reading glasses and was sorting out the threads on her clothes, and I hurriedly walked over and shouted, "Mom, I'll do it!"
My mother was surprised to see me, and she put her glasses on her glasses and asked, "Why didn't you go to school on a Sunday?"
"Oh, I don't have a class today, so I'll leave early! You don't have good eyes, don't keep doing these things, I'll help you!" I couldn't help but snatch the little scissors from my mother's hand, and kept my head down and busied, trying to keep a smile on my face, but my mouth was idle, as if I was afraid of the sudden silence, and chattered about the past, but never mentioned the recent life.
Knowing my daughter, Mo Ruomu, she quickly discovered my abnormality.
"Wanwan, did you quarrel with Shaobei?"
I was stunned, but tears fell all of a sudden, dripping on the clothes in my hands, and my distressed mother rushed to rescue me.
"Oh, this is a new model that hasn't been hung out yet, and if it's dirty, you'll lose it! You kid, if you're in a bad mood, tell your mother, what's the matter with venting to other things? Besides, Shaobei people are good, have a good job and good character, and you don't have to say anything to me and your father, are you making a petty temper with others again? Tonight, you listen to your mother's words, this husband and wife have to tolerate each other, and tell him directly if you have any thoughts and opinions, otherwise the misunderstanding will get deeper and deeper, and it will be more troublesome in the future!"
My mother's nagging made me feel even more aggrieved, I know that they broke their hearts for my marriage, and later Pei Shaobei's appearance made them want to marry me off immediately, and they were afraid that I would miss this store.
In fact, they may also know very well in their hearts that I, a divorced woman, can find a man like Pei Shaobei, it is really a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity.
"Mom, can you stop nagging me, I finally have time to come and see you, can't you let me clear my ears?" I irritably pulled another piece of clothing in my hand and was about to start again, but my mother grabbed her, nervously picked up all the clothes around and put them in the small warehouse behind, and didn't dare to let me touch them again.
"Alas!" I couldn't help but sigh, "Mom, I won't cut it for you, just let me find something to do!"
"I'll go back to school if I'm fine, such a big person, why do you come to my mother to complain after making a fuss?"
"Don't, don't!" I immediately stood up and waved my hand, "Okay, okay, I, I'll go find him myself! You are not allowed to call him!" I said solemnly, and when I saw my mother nodding seriously, I went out of the clothing store in a frustrated manner, and my heart became more and more chaotic.
Anyway, there was nowhere to go, so I just took the bus home, and there were two buses in between, and now I don't have anything but time. I looked out the window at the familiar scenery, a city I had lived in since I was a child, and even though it was growing rapidly, it was still firmly imprinted in my mind.
If you are really desperate, maybe leaving is not too bad a plan.
I thought of my elderly parents, my heart was sour, and I was afraid that the people next to me would see it, so I immediately lowered my head and pretended to look at my phone. Only then did I find that there were several unread text messages, I thought it was Pei Shaobei, and I clicked it with some excitement, but I found that it was Pei Zile.
"Teacher Gu, the forum of the campus network has been banned!"
"Teacher Gu, I'm looking for someone to hack your ex-husband's account!"
"Teacher Gu, I will help you pay attention to the communication websites that students often log into, if similar information appears, I will be in the dark!"
A small smiley face was added to the end of each sentence, baring his teeth, silly. Through the screen, I seemed to see the bright teenager smiling at me in the morning light, beautiful and fearless!
"Thank you, Pei Zile, for your good class!"
I replied briefly, my heart was warm and astringent, and I hurriedly turned my eyes from the phone screen to the street outside, and happened to see the office located in the prime area of the commercial street, where Pei Shaobei worked, and it was also what I thought I had relied on.
In a trance, I saw the front desk at the door standing respectfully, handing out the documents in my hand, I couldn't see the other one through the frosted glass, it must be a white and slender finger, funny and wise, and calm and capable appearance, that is Pei Shaobei, I am extremely sure in my heart.
The car slid by quickly, and I smiled softly, so that at least his life and work were not affected by my affairs. I looked down and thought for a while, then took out my phone and sent a message to Lin Dong.
I said: Lin Dong, you wait, I will let you know that Gu Wan, who is divorced from you, will only be better!
Lin Dong quickly replied to the message, but I directly pulled the person into the blacklist without even looking at it. He wants me to surrender, he wants me to be cornered, but he is just playing psychological warfare. Even if I really agree to Lin Dong's request to remarry, even if he really re-posts and clarifies that all the rumors in front of me are false, then my body will not be very clean! Those gossipy and mocking eyes and thoughts will not disappear because of this!
Pei Zile is right, it's better to go dark to the end!
After figuring out a lot of things, I got out of the car and walked towards the neighborhood with a firm step.
I don't know what Lin Dong said to Liu Juan, when I met her in the community, she actually offered to let me go to her house to help cook, saying that distant relatives came to see her.
I was speechless, and asked with a sneer, "If you are sick, go to the doctor! If you are not sick, don't dangle in front of me! I and Lin Dong have divorced, and there is absolutely no possibility of remarriage! Even if all the men in this world are dead, I will not look at Lin Dong again, I am afraid that it will be disgusting!"
Liu Juanleng was on the spot, her face was red and white, her waist was crossed, and she was panting, and her eyes were eager to eat me.
I didn't retreat, but approached step by step, with a compelling momentum on my face, and said coldly, "You can see my face clearly, I am Gu Wan, not the daughter-in-law who let you beat and scold! If you push me into a hurry, I will do something more ruthless than Lin Dong, it's a big deal, let's die together! I'm not afraid, Lin Dong is not afraid, so what about you? Are you afraid that a white-haired person will send a black-haired person?"
"You, you, you call it intimidation!" Liu Juan shuddered with fright.
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