But the footsteps stopped in front of my door for a moment and then sounded again, I heard the sound of the key turning on the other side, I don't know what to think, I just feel that all the grievances have surged up all at once, and I can no longer suppress it, if I want to die, I will die happily, what else am I afraid of now?

I suddenly opened the door and greeted Pei Shaobei's surprised gaze directly, shouting like a hysterical crazy woman, "What do you mean? You saw the post on the forum? You don't believe me, do you? You know everything about me and my ex-husband's family." Is it my fault why we divorced, why we are the way we are, and why are you all blaming me for all these things? The teachers and students in the school are like this, and now even you are like this? Pei Shaobei, do you look down on me from the bottom of your heart, so you don't plan to go down with me? If so, why did you provoke me in the first place?"

"Did I provoke you?" Pei Shaobei's voice was as cold as ice, waking me up with anger in an instant, and I was stunned on the spot for a moment.

"Gu Wan, at this time, both of us should calm down!"

I laughed at myself, "Mr. Pei, are you upper-class people so subtle about breaking up? You're right, I provoked you in the first place, I was drunk and shameless to seduce you! Now I still let you suffer so much dirty water for me, I apologize, I'm sorry for you, I'm fucking sorry for anyone!"

I waved my arms frantically, tears streaming down my face.

Pei Shaobei pressed me against the wall, such an elegant and steady person, I didn't know that he would show such a manic expression.

"Gu Wan, have you made enough trouble? Yes, I don't believe you, I can't understand, why do you still go to the café to meet Lin Dong on this cusp? I can't understand, when you are in the most difficult time, what you want to see is not my current boyfriend but your ex-husband who dragged you into hell! The relationship between you has been going on for many years, and I don't know about it in the middle, and I don't even have the heart to listen to it. What I can't understand is that you are divorced now!"

I looked straight at Pei Shaobei, "Then why did you appear in the café? Do you dare to say that you didn't go to the appointment because you saw that kind of information and were provoked by Lin Dong? Haven't you always been ashamed of that kind of person? Why did you happen to appear there? Pei Shaobei, you don't believe me from the bottom of your heart, don't you?"

Pei Shaobei's eyes changed to anger and cold silence, he let go of me fiercely, turned around and went to open the door, but the key was just dragged to the ground, he cursed irritably, bent down to pick it up, but was hugged by me from behind.

"You don't want me!"

I almost pleaded, and the wound in my hand seemed to hurt the tip of my heart, grinding like a blunt knife again and again.

"I made your favorite dishes, you can go to my house! Okay, I don't want Lin Dong, I don't even want to work, you, don't you want me?"

My tears soaked Pei Shaobei's back, I know that I am very bad now, but I just don't want to, I don't want him to misunderstand me like this and ignore me.

Even if you don't believe me, even if there are still too many unknowable areas between each other, even if you really can't go to the end of the day, then, don't leave me when I have nothing, don't give me another knife when I'm desperate, I'll really go crazy!

"Gu Wan, are the two of us calm and calm?" Pei Shaobei pulled my arm away, turned around and looked at me indifferently, but there was grief and struggle in his eyes, and he was completely lacking in the wisdom and decisiveness I knew before.

I suddenly felt sad, yes, what am I now? Even if I keep him now, what can I do? I have a feeling in my heart, how can it be solved with a meal.

I'm so stupid, I didn't fail to discover Lin Dong's abnormality in the past, but every time I comforted myself and chose to believe it, I chose to lower myself with self-pity to protect my home. I thought that after getting divorced and experiencing such setbacks, I would not make the same mistake again, and I would not put myself in such a humble place again, but now, what is the difference between my nonsense and the retention of Pei Shaobei and the original act of deceiving myself to maintain the integrity of the family.

Do I love him?

However, it is not to love with an equal attitude, just like Gu Wan, who married Lin Dong, she has no ego, stupid and annoying.

I said, "I'm sorry, Pei Shaobei, I'm sorry!"

Pei Shaobei didn't speak, watched me let go of his arm, watched me lower my head and turned back to the room, I snuggled behind the door, my whole body trembled terribly.

I blocked all my self-esteem and it ended up like this!

There was no sound of the door opening, and I heard footsteps coming from that side, stopping at my door, and a moment later, disappearing into the elevator.

I burst into tears at the sound of the elevator doors opening.

Unable to support his body anymore, he slowly slipped to the ground against the door, his arms around him, his legs bent, and he shrunk himself to the point where he couldn't shrink anymore, as if the whole world didn't want you anymore.

I did that for a long time, until my whole body was numb and cold. There were no lights on in the house, the curtains were not closed, and the moonlight outside the house leaked in, cold and lonely. I stared blankly at the window, and I thought that God had really opened a window for me at the same time when he struck me hard.

Mr. Yang is right, I really don't have much grief about the divorce because I have a new relationship. Even if he once hugged the quilt and cried all night, he quickly recovered because of Pei Shaobei's appearance. I really thought I was a strong giant, and nothing could beat me. But it was only now that I understood, not because of fearlessness, but because I felt that there was a person, a mountain, behind me, whatever was in front of you, and as soon as I turned around, he was there.

When this person, the mountain was gone, I realized that loneliness can really kill people!

I poured the cold vegetables into the trash and cooked myself a bowl of noodles, and the hot water vapor accompanied by the fragrance of chopped green onions entered my nose and made people cry.

He said, "You cook good noodles!" The honorarium will be used as food!

He said, "Let's be together!"

He said, Gu Wan, you are responsible!

I laughed and stuffed the noodles into my mouth with chopsticks, which tasted like chewing wax. But I was hungry, and I had to eat, and I had to eat before I could keep going.

Lin Dong wanted me to have nothing, and he did it. But he can't let me die, he doesn't have the power of life and death, as long as he lives, there is hope! I don't believe that such a scumbag can ruin me Gu Wan to what kind of situation.

I quickly put away the dishes and chopsticks, took a comfortable hot shower, looked at the blistered wound, and felt how ridiculous the self-pity I had just felt just now.

Sister-in-law Xianglin is very miserable, and everyone who listens to her story for the first time will have a trace of pity, but no one wants to sympathize all the time, because people's sympathy comes from a hormonal outburst for the weak, and this outburst will not have a second outburst.

I'm lying in bed, and there's class tomorrow, and I know the director and the dean don't want me to go, but I'm not doing anything wrong, so why don't I go? If I really just disappear into the campus, the people who watch the show don't know what kind of story they're going to make.

They like to watch gossip, so let them go. One complaint letter in the principal's office is the same, and the same is true for a hundred. Will public opinion kill reality? I'll wait and see!

The next day, when I showed up in the office, it was stormy again. I sat quietly at my desk, and the class began at 10 o'clock, and I had to make a copy of the courseware I was going to make, and then carefully analyze the tasks left over from the previous time, so that I could accept the students' inquiries in class.

I sat calmly all this, and the whispers around me did not affect me.

Sister Yu is not here, and the desire to make me want to speak is gone.

From eight o'clock in the morning to half past nine, Sister Yu hurriedly walked in from outside. Holding the books of the basic professional course in his hand, his face was haggard and his mood was extremely bad.

"Gu Wan?" Sister Yu was taken aback when she saw me, I grinned and said in a calm tone, "Morning, Sister Yu!"

"You, why are you here?" Sister Yu walked directly to me with the book, I was about to say that I had a class in the afternoon but found that her book was the reference book I usually put on my desk, but I knew that Sister Yu and I taught different classes, different majors, even if they were close, there was no reason to take my professional book.

Sure enough, as soon as the speculation in her heart was formed, Sister Yu opened her mouth again, "Didn't you receive the director's notice?" Alas, I stayed up for half a night yesterday, if I had known that you were still here today, I wouldn't have made the courseware alone, quickly, you copy the courseware to me, I was directly driven to the shelves today! I hope nothing will happen!"

Sister Yu said and looked for a USB flash drive from her pocket.

"The director asked you to teach for me?" I heard my voice that couldn't be colder, and Sister Yu was startled by me, "Nonsense, you think I'm willing! I'm still too busy with my own time! I'm so annoying, hurry up, I'm about to start class!"

I stiffened my body and looked at Sister Yu for a while, and only after a long time did I mumble, "Thank you!"

Sister Yu didn't care about my emotions and attitude at all, she didn't raise her eyelids, and waved her hand directly, "Who made the family a big leader, okay, you hurry up and solve your affairs, I don't want to die of exhaustion!"

I didn't have the courage to stay in the office anymore, and I ran out with my bag in my hands under the mocking eyes of everyone.

As soon as he reached the corner, he hit a person hard.

Where was I in the mood to look, I just lowered my head and choked up and said, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry!"

"Teacher Gu, are you coming to class today?" The surprise was filled with a thick worried voice, immature and familiar.

It's Pei Zile!

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