Si Chen Fanwai 12
Chinese I met Chen Xiang at the airport.
Dozens of meters away, but I couldn't really see each other.
After Chen Xiang left, I continued to undergo treatment and rehabilitation, missed the college entrance examination, and failed to go to the school I wanted to go to.
My mom also came out of the nursing home. I don't know if it's a good thing or a bad thing, but my dad blamed my mom for my car accident injury. So she felt very guilty and took care of me day and night.
My dad and I were afraid that she would get sick again, but we didn't expect her condition to really stabilize. is only occasionally emotional, most of the time she is no different from a normal person, and even says that she shouldn't have been so sharp in the first place.
Actually, this is also very good, if I stopped Chen Xiang from letting her go that day, maybe our lives would not be peaceful until now.
Chen Xiang went to England and went to the city where Qi Xiang went, and they should have already met.
I don't really dare to think about what happened next.
At most, look at the status of her QQ, but she has never been online. Only Qi Xiang occasionally muttered a few words to himself.
I might be in love with her......
It's just her......
She loves my best friend......
She's in the UK......
I've been looking for her for a long time, where is it......
Got it......
I listened to her sing today......
How dare you get a tattoo......
The hair is cut short, but it looks good......
Dare to drink, but I'm ......
The fool laughed, and she looked good when she laughed......
She moved next door to me......
We ate together, she did, and I washed the dishes......
Accompany her to review and hope that she will go well in the exam......
No one can hurt her......
opened the dialogue window with Chen Xiang, typed a lot of words into it several times, and finally deleted it.
It's not that I don't have the courage to go to her, but I don't have the courage to ruin her peaceful life.
It's not that everyone is born willing to be ordinary and willing to regret, but there are too many things that we simply don't have a choice.
Turning to Qi Xiang's last news, I wanted to ask him what was going on, but before I asked, I heard that Lin Xuan committed suicide.
After graduating, I didn't contact anyone in the old high school, and the reason why I knew that Lin Xuan committed suicide was because this incident was in a uproar and was on the local news in S City.
After graduating from high school, Lin Xuan was admitted to a good university in the city, and not long ago, she made a boyfriend outside of school. But in recent months, she cheated on exams, stole her roommate's mobile phone and computer, and soon after being persuaded to quit by the school, nude // photos were exposed on the school forum.
And the reason why I connected this matter with Qi Xiang is that in addition to the fact that these things that happened to Lin Xuan are exactly the same as what Chen Xiang was blamed by her and Ding Mengyang, Lin Xuan's so-called boyfriend was a little brother who was with me and Qi Xiang in L City.
I took the contact information that Qi Xiang left for me and called him for the first time in two years after he left the country.
When the phone was first connected, I heard Chen Xiang's voice, she was singing, the background sound was very noisy, it should be a bar or something.
After hearing my voice, Qi Xiang cut off the phone directly and sent a text message telling me that he would contact me later.
When he called, I got the news that Lin Xuan was out of danger.
I asked Qi Xiang why he did that.
He asked me, "Don't you think you should do it?" Shouldn't you do these things?
I said, do you know that you almost killed someone?
And Qi Xiang's answer was that Chen Xiang almost died twice.
He said, I just returned the things that Lin Xuan had done as they were. You can pretend to be deaf and dumb, I can't.
He also said, you think I did too much, then what you did to Chen Xiang in the first place was not too much? The difference is that you hurt a girl who loves you, and everything I did was just to protect what I loved. I will never let her know about this, and I will bear all the consequences.
Maybe I really underestimated Qi Xiang's ability, he grew up in that kind of family, and some things were familiar to him, he just didn't want to do it before, but since the incident, Qi Xiang has changed a long time ago.
This kind of change should not be measured by simple good or bad.
Like Lin Xuan, Ding Mengyang, who had bullied Chen Xiang at the beginning, also learned a lesson, and so did the roommate who had calculated Chen Xiang in the UK.
All this, Qi Xiang did not leak, except for being ruthless to Lin Xuan, the others did have his own proportions.
Chen Xiang seems to be with him more at ease and happier than when he was by my side.
If it were me, even if I wanted to do this, I wouldn't have the ability to plan everything as thoughtfully as Qi Xiang, and I couldn't compare to him.
Qi Xiang once again updated her status - to protect her happiness......
Chen Xiang has her happiness, I should also tidy up my life, my father found the top experts in China to operate on me, but the recovery of my right hand is still not optimistic, I can play the piano, but it is impossible to play the piano like before.
In order not to disappoint my mother, I decided to take the music college, because I took a year off, so this time I took the college entrance examination with Jiang Tong, her future Jiang Hao had already planned for her, although the college entrance examination results can be casually entered into a famous school in China, she still listened to her brother's decision to study in the United States.
Before leaving, Jiang Tong looked for me once, we had been eating, she kept asking me about my situation, and said a lot, but she didn't stop for more than an hour, and the food in the bowl was almost untouched.
When Jiang Hao came to pick up someone, Jiang Tong stuck out his tongue at me, wait for me, wait for me to surprise you after I graduate.
I said, okay, come on.
I really didn't think about what Jiang Tong wanted to surprise me, because at this time, my whole brain and whole heart were still occupied by Chen Xiang.
Maybe because I owe too much, unless I pay it off thoroughly, I don't think I will be able to really let go of it in my life.
And, I miss her.
After separation, I thought about her every day, from crazy thoughts, to quiet thoughts, thinking about her laughing for me for the first time, thinking about her from a small Xiaoice cube to her being melted by me, and finally leaving me completely.
Soon after, I heard that Chen Xiang was going back to China.
But she didn't come back alone, she came back with Qi Xiang. I have also thought about this matter for a long time, I always thought that Chen Xiang was already with Qi Xiang, and I tried Qi Xiang several times, and what I got seemed to be a positive result, but I still wanted to see her once, just take a sneak look.
But when Chen Xiang really appeared in front of me, I felt that I was about to break my promise again.
I didn't expect her to split up with Qi Xiang and return to her own house, I secretly hid in the stairwell and hesitated for a long time before ringing the doorbell.
Then I heard Chen Xiang running over, but she was still answering the phone while running this way, asking if Qi Xiang had arrived.
I panicked and hid behind the wall around the corner before she could open the door.
Chen Xiang didn't rush to close the door, so he stood at the door and talked to Qi Xiang on the phone for a while, and when he heard the two of them talking and laughing, I thought that Qi Xiang didn't lie to me before, it seems that they are really together.
I was still reluctant to leave, before Qi Xiang came, I had been hiding outside Chen Xiang's house, she was cleaning inside, every time she came out to throw out the garbage, I ran to the upper floor, and looked down at her from the stairs.
If she had looked up at this time, she would have seen me.
But she didn't.
After it got dark, the fuse in Chen Xiang's house suddenly blew out, and I hid behind, and it didn't take long for Chen Xiang to come in with his mobile phone.
She checked in front of the meter box, I was really afraid that she didn't know how to touch it casually, but fortunately she didn't try to pick it up herself, but called Qi Xiang and said that she wanted to go back to the hotel with him.
It turns out that they have developed to that extent.
Qi Xiang went downstairs, Chen Xiang went downstairs to find him, and after the two of them left together, I went downstairs to find a neighbor to borrow a tool to help Chen Xiang change the fuse.
Compared to Qi Xiang, what I can do is really insignificant.
Until the end of the summer vacation, Chen Xiang and Qi Xiang returned to the UK, and I didn't have the courage to go to her again.
After the start of school, I met Chen Shi again.
Chen Shi is the kind of person who is unwilling to be ordinary, and he became friends only because of his words.
Chen Shi said that he was going to hold a concert.
This sentence reminds me of Chen Xiang, when Chen Xiang was by my side, she also said the same, she said that she wanted to hold a concert, and hoped that tens of thousands of people in the audience would listen to her sing and sing with her.
And if I go to her concert, she can forgive me no matter what mistakes I've made before.
I wish there was that chance.
Because of Chen Zhi's relationship, I met Xu Nia again, and later Chen Shi wanted to form a band, so he thought of me, so Chen Shi Xu Nia and I formed a slam, we sang on the streets of Tianjin, practiced together, and wrote songs together.
Seeing that the girls around Xu Nia have changed again and again, I saw that Chen Shi easily caught up with the goddess who had the first professional score in the vocal music department of our school.
As for me, I've always been single.
It's not that I deliberately wait for anyone or avoid anything, it's just that except for Chen Xiang, I really can't like other girls anymore, and I feel bored when I look at it.
As soon as the holidays came, I went back to S City to take care of my mother, she didn't want to go back to L City, so she has been living in a sanatorium in S City, and I have watched her recover better and better in recent years, and I also thought about taking her over to live with after graduation.
But I didn't expect that on the day Chen Shi told me that he was going to bring a girl to introduce me to Xu Niya, I suddenly received a call from the nursing home.
My mom ran away.
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