Pei Zile's words have been hovering in my mind, until Pei Shaobei came back, accompanied me to dinner, and was about to go out to help me get hot water, I seemed to suddenly wake up from a nightmare, and asked straight out.

"Pei Shaobei, can you take me to see your grandfather, okay?"

Pei Shaobei was stunned, and looked back at me puzzled, my head was completely out of control of my behavior, so I looked at Pei Shaobei like that, with expectations and longing.

"After a while, it's not appropriate now!" Pei Shaobei replied with a light smile, turned around and walked out of the door of the ward with a hot water kettle.

Tears flowed down my face the moment the door closed.

My belly is more than four months old, and he said that this time is not right, should I wait until the baby is born?

I wanted to ask this question, but I didn't dare to say it. used to gossip with Sister Yu about entertainment news, saying that those who thought that mothers and children were expensive, but in the end they ended up separated from mother and son. I nervously took my mobile phone to search, and secretly took advantage of Pei Shaobei to fall asleep in the escort hospital bed, and stayed up all night looking for all the news, I don't know what I was looking for, whether I was looking for an impossibility, or looking for a reassurance. However, with the person who could reassure me around, I felt more and more ridiculous, pathetic, and pitiful.

Mother-child separation?

Why did Shao Ling dislike me so much but never once proposed to let me have an abortion? Why, Pei Shaobei would take me to meet his parents but not his grandfather, because this child must be recognized, but I didn't have that need.

It seems that all the abnormal phenomena have been answered as they should be, but none of these answers can give me so-called comfort, the more I think about it, the more I feel that I am stuck in a swamp that I can't break free from, the mud around me is dark, and the masses surround me, and I can only suffocate to death.

It seems that it is very troublesome to deal with the later stage of the riot, after all, public opinion has been building momentum for so long and so big, it is impossible to calm down all at once. Sister Yu held a press conference under Li Gang's arrangement, and solved everyone's doubts with a very successful story. Although this story does not sound flawless, but the last time Pei Shaobei and I jointly suppressed it, none of those reporters wanted others to take advantage, so they were satisfied with this result.

As for Xu Kun, Pei Shaobei didn't tell me where he was, and I didn't ask. The uproar of things, but the end is early, even we, the participants, in the end, did not have the chivalrous heart of the original injustice, it seems that after every fierce speech, there is a commotion and suppression of the heart, when these commotion and repression have been realized, the rest is laziness and timidity.

Sister Yu is like this, and so am I.

Everything was uneventful, everything was resolved satisfactorily, and the major newspapers quickly returned the front-page headlines to entertainment gossip after a week of serializing what had happened. What people are talking about is no longer the boy named Fu Junfan, but it has been replaced by more exciting news that can make people gossip.

For example, Yang Lian and Director Mu, who are more than ten years apart, but suddenly want to get married.

When I got the news, I had just been discharged from the hospital and was on my first day at school. Sister Yu seemed to be a little apologetic for the last evasion, and took my hand and chattered a lot.

And she is already a veritable deputy director at this moment, and she also takes care of the director of this teaching and research department, and she is in the limelight.

I couldn't say anything else to her except congratulations, although I was still intimate, but unconsciously, I had a dislike in my heart, and I didn't have anything to talk about as before.

Sister Yu also seems to know, and because she was promoted to director, she has her own independent office, and she doesn't have so much time to stay with me. Yang Lian became a celebrity in the office, and almost everyone revolved around her. The teaching evaluation was interrupted, and there was no possibility of continuing, I don't know if it was because of Director Mu's recommendation or because the school wanted to compensate Director Mu for his injury, Yang Lian was hired as a formal teacher, and the file has been transferred to the Education Bureau, which is a sure thing.

Yang Lian was very sarcastic to me at first, but later she seemed to find that there was nothing to excite her in me, so she soon fell into the longing for marriage and the future. I was indifferent to this, but I was a little envious in my heart. Marriage, for every woman, no matter when, is with a sense of sacredness, after all, that person can give you such a promise, which is more real than any I love you.

Marriage represents not only an individual, but the entire family of the other party, such a promise cannot be made lightly, perhaps, Director Mu really likes Yang Lian, as for Yang Lian. I looked at the salty face, but I couldn't say for sure.

After I returned to school, Li Gang came to me once and comforted me about my injury, but finally brought the topic to Pei's house and my stomach. My face burned a little, and the other party regarded me as the daughter-in-law recognized by the Pei family, but I felt that such a title was more like a mockery.

Li Gang said that Pei Shaobei had looked for him and asked him to take good care of me. I couldn't find anything else to say but to express my gratitude. Facing people at the same level as Pei Shaobei, I rarely find my own position. Su Mo in the past, Li Gang now, I can only deal with chatting more freely if I regard them as Pei Shaobei's friends and my superiors.

"Teacher Gu, your current state is not good, if you want to enter the circle of the Pei family, you must maintain the state you used to be when you faced me, you must be confident and sharp!" Li Gang said half-jokingly and half-seriously.

I felt uncomfortable and retorted directly, "I'm with Pei Shaobei, and I'm not married to the Pei family, why should I change myself for this unwarranted reputation!"

Li Gang was stunned, but his eyes narrowed slightly. I was quick to speak for a while, but I regretted it when I finished speaking, my whole face burned, and I didn't speak again for a long time.

Li Gang smiled and changed the topic, "I heard that Zile's recent state is not very good, and a few days ago he had a physical collision with a classmate from another department, saying that it was because of the conflict playing basketball. As far as I know, Zile was not like this before, and I am worried that Fu Junfan's death will have a bad impact on him. I've reached out to Professor Shao and we've all suggested that he leave the environment, and Professor Shao has talked to Zile, but ......"

Li Gang paused, his eyes fell on my face, and continued, "But Zile insisted on not leaving, and it seems that it was because of Teacher Gu!"

When I heard this, I was almost ashamed. Just now, he was still talking about being with Pei Shaobei, but now, he said from others that he was entangled with Pei Zile.

"I haven't done anything out of the ordinary to Pei Zile!" I explained weakly, but I felt that the more I depicted it, the darker it became.

"I know!" Li Gang quickly interrupted me and explained for me, "An ignorant teenager in adolescence can't recognize feelings clearly, let alone Zile, such a paranoid and sensitive person! I understand, but I still hope that you can persuade him to leave! In this way, it will be good for you and for him!"

"Pei Shaobei's mother asked you to bring these words to me?" I looked at Li Gang suspiciously.

Li Gang didn't admit or deny it, he only smiled and asked, "Is this important?"

Yes, is this important? No matter who said this, this matter has reached this point, how can it not be resolved? For me and for Pei Shaobei, this may be the most urgent matter.

Although Pei Shaobei didn't mention Pei Zile to me in the past few days, he asked him to go back to the dormitory with a tough attitude, which showed everything, and I was speechless.

Out of Li Gang's office, I sent a text message to Pei Zile, asking him to have dinner together in the evening, and then called Pei Shaobei, after thinking about it, he still didn't say that he would go out to eat with Pei Zile, but told him to go back later after eating out with his colleagues in order to celebrate Sister Yu.

Pei Shaobei had no doubt about this, and hurriedly hung up the phone after telling me not to drink and eat spicy food.

I didn't leave with Pei Zile, I took a taxi directly to the bookstore near the destination in the afternoon, when I was upset, the only thing I could do, and what I still did was to read books, except for this, I didn't know, how to calm my heart down, in order to face the next thing to do.

When Pei Zile came, it was already more than six o'clock in the evening, he was sweating profusely, but his face was full of joy, because I was recuperating at home, Pei Shaobei forcibly drove him back to school, so we hadn't seen each other for at least a week.

"Gu Wan!" Pei Zile was very excited when he saw me, and he reached out to pull me, but I avoided him.

"Pei Zile, sit down for me!"

He looked disappointed, but he didn't force it, after all, it was outside, and he still retained the respect between teachers and students.

"Gu Wan, I knew that you would figure it out one day!" Pei Zile said this sentence very excitedly as soon as he sat down, and without waiting for me to answer, he began to order food to the waiter who came over, and muttered while ordering, "Introduce a few things that pregnant women can eat, don't be too spicy, by the way, don't use coffee, replace it all with freshly squeezed juice!"

I expressed my helplessness about this, because the other party gave me the feeling as if the child in my belly was his, this weird feeling made me feel a little chilly, but I couldn't attack in front of outsiders, so I had to let him finish the dish first, and only after the waiter left did he say in a muffled voice, "Pei Zile, can you be more mature, don't always create this kind of misleading remarks?"

"I don't think it's misleading, I just follow my heart, I don't think there's anything wrong! You are injured for me, worried about me, what's wrong with me inviting you to eat delicious food? Aren't you from my Pei family in your stomach?" Pei Zile raised his eyebrows and looked at me, looking so innocent and innocent.

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