"Mom, he's on the plane, the phone is off!" I smiled reluctantly, not wanting to say too much on this topic, but handed her the hospitalization slip in my hand and said, "Don't worry, even if Pei Shaobei is here, he doesn't have a doctor's specialty, don't worry, since the doctor said the plan, it means that my father's illness is not incurable, as long as there is hope, we can't give up!"

The mother nodded, but the tears could not be stopped.

After a while, my father was pushed to the first place, with gauze wrapped around his forehead, and said that when he passed out, he hit the edges and corners of the marble, causing a concussion.

My mother and I hurriedly followed, and after packing up everything, I asked my mother to guard my father and went to the attending doctor's office by myself.

"Doctor, can you tell me more about my dad's condition?"

"Oh, don't you have any other immediate family members in your family? What about your husband?" the doctor looked at my big belly a little embarrassed, "You're a pregnant woman, it's better to have a man by your side!"

"My husband is on a business trip, and it will take a long time to come back, just tell me, I'm fine!"

"Well, that's done!" the doctor sighed, "You know your father has a heart attack, right?"

I nodded.

"When I was in the first place, I had a loss of heart rate, and we thought he had a bad heart at first, but then when we did a full-body scan, we found that the cancer cells had spread. This symptom develops very quickly, it seems to have been only recently, it should have been just a small cyst before? Has your father suffered any major setbacks recently, or bad things, emotional squeezing can easily catalyze the deterioration of the cyst!"

At first, I still had the illusion that Pei Shaobei took his father for a check-up, but he didn't find any signs of cancer, why did it suddenly become so serious? Could it be that he didn't do a full body examination at that time, but only a heart review?

At this point, there was no point in thinking about it, so I asked the doctor, "What do you recommend for treatment?"

"The best way to prevent the cancer from spreading is to have an excision, but your father also has heart disease, so the risk of surgery is too great, and it is very likely that he will not be able to get out of the operating room. It is difficult for our city to succeed, I advise you to transfer to the capital hospital, I have the email address of the expert over there, if you want, I can help contact you!"

"You, didn't you say that the cancer is terminal? So how long does my father have left?"

"There are many stages in the advanced stage, and your father's cancer is progressing rapidly, I dare not say, but it is stable at this stage, so you had better make a decision quickly!"

"So, how much does the surgery cost?"

"You prepare according to one million, you still need some funds for later chemotherapy, if you are transferred to the capital hospital, then I advise you to take as much as you can, if the operation, the first thing to do is to bypass the heart, otherwise, the excision operation cannot be carried out at all!"

"A million?" I stumbled and almost fell, but the doctor kindly helped me, and I thanked and turned back to the room. My father had not yet woken up, so I told my mother what the doctor had said, and she cried for a long time, and finally we decided to go to the capital as soon as possible to treat my father.

I lied to my mother that I would go home and pack my things, but I took the real estate deed and went to the mortgage center, I needed money, the more the better. I didn't know how to save my father's life in that strange city, but I knew that I had to go.

Because I was in a hurry, the price given by the mortgage center was not high, but I didn't have time to think about it so much now, so I packed my luggage, transferred Pei Shaobei's things to his house, and then called a moving company to move all the furniture to the small shed under my father's old house.

It was already three days later when everything was dealt with, and Sister Yu called me in the middle, and I hung up, I didn't want to contact anyone, and my heart was full of indifference to all the people and things around me.

I didn't wait for Pei Shaobei to come back as agreed, on the fifth day of my father's hospitalization, the hospital directly helped with the transfer procedures, and sent us all the way to an authoritative hospital in the capital in the hospital's car.

Another series of tests, the results were exactly the same as in that hospital. My mother's last hope and I were also disappointed, and since my father knew of his illness, his whole body was like a ball that had been drained of his strength, holding back, saying few words, and losing weight at a speed visible to the naked eye.

My mother and I tried to make food for him, but he didn't eat, drink, or receive treatment.

My mother was anxious to cry day and night, and I was also full of blisters, and the doctor urged me tightly, I knew this disease, and I had surgery as soon as possible, so I could only persuade me over and over again, and I was so depressed that I almost collapsed.

My mother and I were ready to fight a protracted battle, so we found an old residential building near the hospital and rented a two-bedroom house. My belly is getting bigger and bigger day by day, and it is becoming more and more difficult to move.

After all, my father couldn't see my mother and me working so hard, so after two weeks of hard work, he was relieved and began to be treated by the doctor, but he was extremely afraid of going to the operating table.

The doctor had no choice but to choose conservative treatment for the time being, but the process of radiotherapy and chemotherapy was too painful, and I watched my father like this, and hugged him and cried in distress.

"Wanwan, Daddy is fine!" he touched my hair over and over again, "I haven't seen my grandson yet, how can I let myself have trouble!"

During my third week in the capital, I met Lin Dong, who was walking through the crowd in a cheap suit and with a document bag, and collided with me with a thermal box.

The fate of people is really wonderful, going around in circles, but you can still meet the people you once had.

Lin Dong asked me about the situation and was very embarrassed, it may be the fear of the unfamiliar environment, or it may be the hopelessness of the future life, my resistance to Lin Dong is not so deep, when he proposed to visit my father, I did not refuse.

He told me that he is now running a business at an advertising agency, and although it is tiring, it is very fulfilling. I was happy for him, and the two of us crowded the bus, as if I had suddenly returned to the time when I was in college, poor and happy.

It's a pity that time never gives you a chance to turn back, even if it's the same environment and the same people, you can't get back to what you once were.

I understand this truth, and Lin Dong also understands it, so he didn't make excessive demands as before, bought fruit and sat in front of his father's hospital bed, holding his hand, talking about the past, but more persuading his father to accept treatment.

My father was very happy with Lin Dong's arrival, as if he had suddenly found a point to rely on, so that when Lin Dong proposed to leave, he showed reluctance.

I sent the person to the door of the hospital and took the initiative to mention, "Lin Dong, if you have time, can you come to see him often." It's so strange here, my dad is scared!"

I choked up and said the request, Lin Dong reached out and hugged me, without the slightest obscene thought, just like that, in the hospital with a strong smell of disinfectant water, in the crowded noise, gently hugged me.

"Wanwan, don't worry, as long as I am free, I will definitely come!" He gave me his phone number and left, I looked at his emaciated back, and for some reason it rang again Pei Shaobei.

Since I left the city, I deliberately did not contact me, at first my mother did not pay attention, but later I also found out the clues, but my father's condition deteriorated, and she did not have the heart to ask, but when she hugged me and cried, she said that they were the old couple who affected me.

I don't explain this, I can't explain to them clearly, the impossibility between me and Pei Shaobei.

There is no way to tell them that Pei Shaobei has betrayed a long time ago under such circumstances.

Lin Dong is really trustworthy, he will visit his father at least three times a week, I watched him quickly integrate in, watched him accompany my father to bask in the sun, chatted with my mother, and watched my father's gradual recovery of emotions, my heart was not unmoved. My mother also tried to convince me to accept Lin Dong.

I don't want to deceive myself, and I don't want to deceive others.

I don't love him, and I can't change that at any time.

Lin Dong seemed to see my concerns, and after coaxing my father to fall asleep once, he walked with me in the hospital garden, he reached out and touched my stomach, and asked with a smile, "How much longer?"

"More than a month!"

"It's great, we're going to be mothers sooner or later, it's just that I may not have a chance in my life!" Lin Dong smiled self-deprecatingly, and said, "Is it really not in touch?"

I was stunned and didn't speak.

"Wanwan, I know you better than anyone else, your personality is like this, paranoid, cautious, but too obsessed with feelings. I regret that I lost this attachment of yours at the beginning, but now, I hope that you can lose another attachment as soon as possible. ”

"Lin Dong!" I looked up and interrupted him, "I don't want to talk about this!"

"Don't talk about it, it doesn't mean that this problem doesn't exist!" Lin Dong didn't follow my meaning and said, "It's not a way for you to always escape, I know, you are very resistant to me, if it weren't for this environment, you would never have let me be your father? Your mother once hinted at me, but,"

"Lin Dong, we can't do it, you know this!" I hurriedly interrupted him, but he smiled helplessly, reaching out to rub my hair but I didn't want to do it.

Lin Dong had no choice but to withdraw his hand, sighed and said, "Forget it, I don't force you, and I don't want to force you." Up to now, the only person I can be with and want to be together is you. I don't want you to be pressured, I'll wait for you, wait for you to give up your current attachment and accept me again! Before that, I will never talk to you about any emotional problems, and you don't have to hide your worries in this regard!"

Lin Dong said, smiled at me, and turned to leave.

I watched his back disappear into the crowd, tears couldn't help but flow out, but the thoughts of Pei Shaobei in my heart slowly faded under such words.

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