I don't know if it's because of the last conversation with Lin Dong that made me slowly have different thoughts about some things that I am very resistant to in my heart.

When I couldn't sleep at night, I secretly used my mobile phone to search for Pei Shaobei's news on the Internet. He's always been a very good guy, and I have no doubt about that. However, every frustrated soul hopes that the other person who haunts her will also be depressed because of her departure, at least it must behave differently from what she remembers, so that it can be regarded as worthy of the sad loss.

When I saw the photo of Pei Shaobei standing with other women in high spirits, my whole heart was pinched together, as if all the speculations had been confirmed. I threw my phone at the foot of the bed and never wanted to look at it again.

Maybe because of such a blow, I no longer want to be as resistant to Lin Dong's hospitality as I used to be. Maybe it's a kind of competition with Pei Shaobei, I think that talking and laughing with the people he hates the most and eating together is the most beneficial counterattack to all his actions.

My parents seemed to be happy with the change in me, and on several occasions, my father deliberately offered to let Lin Dong accompany me home, and my mother would stay in his rented house for dinner at the right time. I was disgusted by this kind of behavior, but the dark side of my heart made it impossible for me to say no.

It wasn't until my mother went to the hospital to accompany the bed and asked Lin Dong to stay at home that I finally couldn't help it and broke down.

I don't know who I'm making trouble for, but the depression in my heart can no longer be suppressed the moment my mother leaves the rental house. I felt that I was very disgusting, very cheap, I walked chic and free at the beginning, and I clearly told myself that I would never be affected by Pei Shaobei again, and I would never be sad for him again.

But now, what are you doing, holding an eight-month-old belly, hooking up with your ex-husband. Just thinking about it makes me unable to forgive myself and even tempting to slap myself.

Lin Dong was a little surprised by my fierce reaction, he didn't do anything out of the ordinary to me, since Liu Juan's death, seeing Lin Dong again, he seems to have returned to the humble and gentlemanly appearance of the original college, but I can no longer raise any feelings for such a look.

I smashed the things in the rental house, sat on the ground alone, my big stomach made it extremely difficult for me to sit, almost half-lying, I resolutely refused Lin Dong to help me, Lin Dong stood a few steps away in astonishment, did not dare to leave, and did not dare to step forward.

"Gu Wan, what's wrong with you? I'm worried about you like this!"

Lin Dong tried to convince me, I looked at him, my nose was sour, and tears flowed down very uncontrollably, "Lin Dong, are you pitying me? Do you think that at this time, I am like a dog that no one wants, so you come together with me at this time, for my parents and others, it is all charity, noble sympathy, right?"

Lin Dong's face turned red with anger from me, and he paced in place, pointing at me for a long time and couldn't speak.

I ate and laughed, "I guessed right, right? You men are like this, you say one thing in your mouth, you do one thing in your behavior, you can't have children, just come to me for a pot-bellied woman, I'm pregnant with someone else's child, don't you feel disgusting? Lin Dong, look at me, look at my current appearance, what point can you still attract men? Are you just an excuse to hide people's ears?"

Lin Dong hurriedly stopped my words, "Gu Wan, what are you talking nonsense? Okay, who have you been stimulated like this? I didn't force you to be with me, I told you before, if I can find another wife in this life, it must be you, but I also said it, I don't force you to be with me, you say something like that, is it disgusting to yourself or me?"

"It's also to blame him for not wanting me, I'm like this, even I will be disgusted when I see it myself, how can I attract him. He was such a good person, when he was with me, I got drunk and took the initiative to climb into his bed. Lin Dong, am I special, special cheap!" I burst into tears, but I was incoherent, and I didn't know what I was talking about.

Lin Dong was so angry that he came over and dragged me, using a lot of strength, I was already more than one hundred and sixty pounds at this time, but Lin Dong was less than one hundred and fifteen pounds, I don't know how he dragged me to the sofa, I watched his raised hand stop in mid-air, and finally slapped himself in the face.

"What are you doing? If you want to beat me, what are you doing beating yourself?"

I was amused by his actions and felt like a psychopath.

Lin Dong was half-squatting in front of me, his cheeks were red and swollen, but his hands were holding my wrists, and his voice was hoarse and remorseful, "Gu Wan, don't be so yourself, I won't force you, and you won't force yourself." I know, you don't want to see me, I'll leave now, and in the future, I will never appear in front of you, but Gu Wan, your due date is approaching, can I beg you, before giving birth, you still treat me as a friend, call me if you have something, okay?"

I laughed, tears streaming down my face. The man in front of him, haggard, sales, bloodshot eyes, with an indictment of the powerlessness of life.

I didn't nod or shake my head, I just looked at him like that, stunned for a long time.

Lin Dong didn't speak again, sighed deeply, got up and was about to leave, and walked to the door, I turned my head to look at him, my voice was calm, "Lin Dong, we don't owe each other, and we don't need to see each other!"

Lin Dong's back stiffened suddenly, the action of changing shoes stopped, and he was in urgent need after a pause, but he staggered and couldn't stand, his shoulders trembled slightly, with uncontrollable sadness.

The call from the hospital came at this time, on Lin Dong's mobile phone, and his father was critically ill.

In life, when you feel extremely hopeless, God will definitely give you another hammer to let you know that despair is followed by hopelessness.

I sat on a bench outside the operating room, looking dazed. Lin Dong was by his mother's side, and his mother was crying and almost fainted. I couldn't hold a single tear.

He muttered, "Critically ill, why is it critically ill? Isn't it already under control? Isn't the date of the operation already set?"

A nurse hurriedly walked out of the operating room, holding a critical illness notice in her hand, and shouted to the three of us, "Family sign!"

I struggled to get up, and I struggled twice, but I couldn't get up. Lin Dong signed the notice, and I wanted to thank him gratefully, but my throat seemed to be stuck with a stone, and I opened my mouth, but I couldn't make any sound.

An hour later, three critical illness notices were issued, and in the end, when the doctor came out, the mother had fainted and was sent to the emergency room by Lin Dong for infusion. I sat alone in my chair and looked at the doctor who was walking towards me, and I looked at him, unable to get up, unable to speak.

"Miss Gu, the cancer has spread seriously, there is no need for surgery, the patient is in severe pain, it shouldn't be able to survive tonight, you, your family, mourn and change!"

After the doctor finished speaking, he bowed to me, and walked away with the rest of the people, and several nurses pushed my father out, and the person who had been injected with anesthetic slept comfortably and soundly. I struggled to get up, stumbled and fell to the ground, Lin Dong ran over to help me, I didn't push away, and sent my father back to the ward with him.

I sat on the edge of my father's bed, holding his hand with both hands, not talking, not crying, just sitting like that until he woke up.

The anesthetic passed quickly, and my father woke up in pain. Because I was pregnant, I never stayed overnight with me. So, I didn't know what kind of pain my father would have when he fell asleep.

My father didn't open his eyes, he frowned and held my hand, probably thinking of me as a mother, he said a little coquettishly, "It hurts!"

At this moment, my tears flowed down my eyes and could not stop flowing.

Maybe it was because he hadn't heard an echo for too long, my father opened his eyes with difficulty and looked over, a little stunned the moment he saw me, but instinctively bent the corners of his mouth, "Daddy is fine!"

I cried "wow" and threw myself into my father's arms, thinking of a homeless child, crying in the dark, crying convulsions.

Lin Dong patted me on the back and tried to persuade me, "Tonight, your body is important, don't cry anymore!"

The father followed Lin Dong's words and said, "Wanwan, my good boy, don't cry, don't cry, I'm already going to be a mother, how can I still look like a child, let others see it, it's going to be a joke! Dad is fine, Dad is fine, Dad still wants to see what my grandson looks like! Your mother? Call your mother over, I miss her, I miss her!"

Lin Dong answered, "Uncle, I'll go find my aunt to come over, you wait!"

Lin Dong left in a hurry, and I was sobbing and speechless. My father took my hand and looked worried, "Wanwan, Dad knows, you don't like Lin Dong, Dad knows, you still think about Pei Shaobei." Dad doesn't want to see you so uncomfortable, but Dad doesn't want you to be unhappy either!

My father's tears dripped down the corners of his eyes, and I reached out to wipe them, but I couldn't wipe them clean anyway.

My mother almost ran in, and my father cried even more fiercely when he saw her, I really couldn't stand this atmosphere, and pulled Lin Dong out of the ward.

I leaned against the wall of the corridor and said to Lin Dong in a calm tone, "You go and tell the doctor, just say that I want to have a cesarean delivery, immediately! You say that you are the father of the child, sign the operation consent form, do you hear?"

What I said was a little anxious and a little fierce, Lin Dong was stunned and immediately reacted, and immediately stopped me and said, "Gu Wan, you are crazy, the child is only more than eight months old!"

"I'm not crazy, didn't you hear what the doctor said? Didn't you hear my father's last wishes?" I grabbed Lin Dong by the collar like crazy and stared at him with blood-red eyes.

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