I looked at Zhuang Yan steadily, and my heart began to panic, so that I didn't say anything for a long time.

He rolled over with his arms around me, and instead pressed me underneath, he didn't put all his weight on me, but stared at me with his upper body, and those bloodshot eyes were shining brightly, and I couldn't take my eyes off it.

"You say. "My voice was hoarse, thinking it was because the previous affair was too violent.

He bowed his head and kissed me, then whispered to me in my ear and said to me in as soft a tone as possible, "I'll announce my breakup with you when I get back," I shuddered violently, and quickly hugged him, and he immediately kissed me on the cheek, "Good, no hurry." Things are too complicated, it's even harder to take care of you after I leave, Yaru will make trouble for you, so it's better to announce that you should break up. ”

"So it's just a fake breakup, right?" My voice sounded like I had a bad cold, and I was very hoarse, and I was shaking with fear.

"Well, fake. No matter who asks you, you can't admit that it's fake, you know? Yangzi and Bao Yuanyuan can't tell you. He persuaded me softly like a child, and although my heart was beating ridiculously fast, I was soothed by his tone.

In fact, what else can be done?

He stayed here for two nights, and I was like a ** for a long time, pestering him every night to roll bills.

My idea is very simple, if I can coax him not to use the condom, he will not use it. But he insisted on using it every time, but fortunately I would prick the sleeve with a fine needle in advance, but I was not sure if it would work. After I gave birth to Lele, my aunt has not been on time, so I can only test it myself for a while.

Zhuang Yan has never proposed to take me out of the country with him, and I think there may be other concerns.

In fact, even if he proposed so, I wouldn't agree, my grandmother's illness didn't allow me to be so willful, I couldn't let Zhuang Yan bring my grandmother with me, even if he agreed, my grandmother wouldn't nod. Maybe women sometimes like to be so hypocritical, although I know I shouldn't dwell on this issue, but he doesn't say a word about taking me along, which still makes me sad for a while.

When he left with Lele, I chased his car for a long time, and when the car stopped, I was already crying.

Obviously, it wasn't a farewell, but I suddenly felt that a big piece of my heart was missing, and I was afraid that I would never see them again.

Zhuang Yan untied Lele from the child seat, and walked back to me holding hands and walking back to me.

Lele saw me crying like this, obviously frightened, and shouted me timidly twice, before looking at Zhuang Yan cautiously. When Zhuang Yan motioned for her to hug me, she dared to come over and hug my leg. However, the child's tears were low, and when she opened her mouth to comfort me, she had already begun to choke: "Mom, don't cry." ”

As soon as Lele's voice fell, his little mouth deflated and he began to howl and cry, louder than my sobs.

I paused in amazement, and quickly bent down to take her into my arms. I desperately bit my lip and stopped crying, but every time I tried to comfort Lele, I couldn't help choking.

Zhuang Yan let out a long sigh, and the water vapor turned into a fog, obscuring my already blurred vision even more clearly. He took us into his arms and reluctantly advised me, "Heexi, don't be like this, be strong." ”

I also wanted to be strong, but the tears didn't listen to me at all.

Do you know why I'm so scared, because I'm not sure if he's really having a fake breakup with me, or if he's trying to leave me completely. But I think he didn't say anything about not waiting for him when he meets a good man this time, so he really just wanted to show Zhao Yaru, right?

When I picked up Lele, I obviously saw that his eyes were slightly red, and I quickly sniffed and wiped away my tears.

After the car started again, my legs and feet subconsciously wanted to catch up. But I was afraid that Zhao Yaru would find someone to follow him, so I resisted the impulse in my heart, stared at the car farther and farther away with tears, and finally disappeared from my eyes before continuing to shed tears.

Chinese New Year's Eve is the only one with my grandmother, and I am afraid of affecting my grandmother's mood, so I always pay attention not to show a trace of sadness in front of her. After the Chinese New Year's Eve dinner, I called my uncle to pay my respects, and my grandmother was very happy to hear it.

When the two of us snuggled up on the sofa and watched TV, my grandmother said that she couldn't imagine that she could live such a good life before, and said that it was my blessing to meet such a good man as Zhuang Yan, and she would be able to live well with him in the future, and she would be able to walk with peace of mind.

I listened to this and lost my mind for a while.

On the first day of the Lunar New Year, when everyone else was busy greeting the New Year, I received a lot of phone calls, asking if I really broke up with Zhuang Yan. When Zhao Yaru called Zhou Jin to ask, I directly replaced the answer with a whimper.

You know what that feels like? It's just that you're the only one who agrees with him, but the rest of the world thinks version two is the truth. When version 2 is repeated a lot, you will slowly assimilate, doubting that version 2 is true, and version 1 is just a dream.

But I try to adjust myself every night, and I can't be knocked down so easily

On the first day of work after the new year, the counselor came uninvited and said that he wanted to consult me on a suitable financial plan. In fact, he looks a little green, although he is dressed more maturely, but his fair face is not much different from a recent college graduate at first glance.

In fact, he was six years older than me, and he was almost a year old.

Except for me and Bao Yuanyuan, other colleagues in the store department didn't take him seriously, and they all thought that his face could give up to 50,000 or 60,000 yuan to manage money. Our bonus is calculated according to the customer's financial management time and amount, fifty or sixty thousand for three months, and the amount spread to us is almost negligible.

"Teacher, how did you find it?" "Our company is a regular company and will not run away with money, so I didn't persuade him to change places to manage money. When the time comes, I just need to explain the risks to him, and there is no reason for him to decide on his own.

The smile on his face froze uncomfortably for half a second, and then scratched the back of his head a little shyly: "Xixi, why do you still call me teacher? Didn't I tell you before that I wanted to manage my money?"

When the colleague next to me heard our conversation, he immediately squinted his eyes. Bao Yuanyuan and I have not yet passed the probationary period, and we have long been hated for being able to be arranged to work in the sales department, I thought that we would be given priority if we performed well, but I heard that many colleagues said behind their backs that we came in by relationship.

As for the relationship, I don't know about Bao Yuanyuan herself.

I took the propaganda and materials and beckoned the counselor to go to the resting sofa to explain to him individually. Because our armchairs are next to each other, when we read the same brochure, our upper body is closer to each other. When I realized that something was wrong, I realized that the counselor's face was already red.

I didn't know what was wrong with me at the time, so I laughed with a "poof".

I've seen all kinds of male clients since I came to work here, and there's really no man who blushes as much as he does. In my impression, Zhuang Yan seems to have a beautiful flush on his face only when he does that kind of thing.

Thinking of this, another layer of sadness fell in my heart.

"What's wrong with you? What were you laughing at?"

He shook his hand shyly in front of my eyes, and after I came back to my senses, I quickly handed him the brochure to read for myself: "Teacher, you read this book first, I can explain to you what I don't understand." ”

Maybe it's because I've known him for several years, and seeing him again gives me a little bit of intimacy in my heart.

To say that he didn't come to take care of my performance, no one wants to believe it, and I'm no exception.

Other customers who want to invest in financial management will generally come to us two or three times to confirm that we are trustworthy before choosing a financial solution that they think is suitable. The risk of a high-return solution is also relatively high, but because our store has only been open for less than a year, it is rare to lose principal at present. Even if it is credible, there are still very few people who choose a plan on the spot like a counselor who comes to him for the first time.

"Teacher, don't you think about it too much, how much do you want to invest?"

He glanced at me with the eyes of a little daughter-in-law, and then quickly moved away: "Xixi, I don't have much money, just take care of 200,000 yuan for the time being, I still have to keep some money for liquidity, after all, sometimes the company needs to advance money by myself first"

"Teacher, you local tyrant, 200,000 is not much?" After all, they are not from the same class, and I never thought that he would have so many savings at a young age.

He was in a hurry to sign the contract, and of course I didn't refuse, if the business in the company was unreliable, then I would never let him invest money in it. He kept asking me how much I could get for a year, and sometimes this person was too innocent, and I was embarrassed to hear such obvious motives.

"Teacher, if you invest in financial products for the first time, it is best to invest in the short term to see the effect, and then you think it is appropriate to choose a longer period, which is the case for many of our customers here. "I'm telling the truth, after all, it's someone I know, and I don't want him to invest blindly for me.

He glanced at me, his face was quite embarrassed: "Xixi, why do you even have to refuse customers? ”

I was quite helpless, so I took out the contract and showed it to him, and when I explained the terms one by one, my phone rang. It was my grandmother's number, but the person who spoke was a stranger: "Hey, little girl, your old man has fallen, come back and see Sa." ”

My hand shook and my phone almost fell to the ground.

I didn't have time to explain to the counselor, so I hurriedly asked my grandmother's address and quickly asked for leave to go home to see the situation.

I wanted to take a taxi, but the counselor drove the car in front of me and stopped: "I'll take you back, don't waste time." ”

Grandma fainted in the corridor of the community, if it weren't for the other old lady next to her, I don't know how long she would have to sleep before being discovered. The counselor helped me take my grandmother to the hospital, register to pay the bill, and I was busy for more than half an hour before I was free.

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