Chapter 116: Haven't You Grown Up Yet?
I don't understand what my father meant, I still think that the old man is distressed about money, and he is reluctant to send his savings for a lifetime to the hospital.
While he was thinking, his mother knocked on the door and came in, saying that the meal was ready and asked his father if he wanted to go out to eat. I thought my father wouldn't get up again, but he looked at me and nodded in agreement. My mother and I immediately helped the man up and out the bedroom door.
Lin Dong was busy in the living room, taking off his coat, wearing only a gray sweater and his mother's old apron, looking a little funny.
"Uncle, come here, you can taste the dishes I made today, I haven't cooked for a long time, and I don't know if the taste will work!" Lin Dong smiled and was polite to his father, and his father looked at him and did not show any resistance, but he did not have any happy expression. But I always feel that the look he just looked at Lin Dong is very similar to the look in his eyes in the bedroom, there is a sense of solemnity, which makes people can't tell what it means, and after thinking about it, I feel a little hairy.
I sat next to my mother and refused to get in the way with Lin Dong, Lin Dong smiled a little wryly, but also made the other side with great interest, just because my father didn't seem too ostracized.
The meal is unusually harmonious, Lin Dong has a great characteristic, and I used to think about it because of this. If he really treats one thing or one person warmly, he will never make people feel the embarrassment of being left out, and the topics are all attached to things that my parents would be curious about at their age, but they are not nonsense, and they seem extremely humble and docile.
I was in a familiar environment, looking at familiar people, as if I had suddenly returned to the first year of marriage. At that time, Lin Dong was exactly the same as now, and his respect and flattery to my parents were not even uncomfortable, and it was also in that year that my parents gradually settled down on my marriage.
After eating a meal, Lin Dong didn't stay too long, and planned to leave after helping his mother clean up the rice bowl. At this time, my father sat on the sofa in the living room and opened his mouth to me, "It's late, it's not early, you and Lin Dong can go back together!"
I was stunned, completely unsure of what my father meant, and subconsciously replied, "No, I'll live here today, lest my mother be busy by herself!"
"Yes, let's call Wanwan here, don't toss around at night, by the way, you call Shaobei Wanwan and say that you can't go back!"
Speaking of Pei Shaobei, although the atmosphere was extremely weird, it made me feel very comfortable, and I finally breathed a sigh of relief from the invisible depression brought by Lin Dong.
"Then uncle and aunt, I'll go first! If you have something, call me directly, my leader has been on a business trip recently, and his work is relatively idle, and no one cares!" Lin Dong said that he had already walked to the entrance and started to change his shoes, I pulled the corners of my mouth and smiled reluctantly, "Don't bother Director Lin!"
Lin Dong was a little embarrassed on his face, and he smiled and went to open the door, but at this time his father got up from the sofa, I thought he was going back to the bedroom and immediately went to help him. "Dad, are you going back to the house?"
Lin Dong said politely at the door, "Uncle, you have a good rest, you don't need to send me!"
"You are really self-inflicted!" I glanced at him angrily, but my father said, "Wanwan, clean up and go back with Lin Dong!"
"Dad, I said I won't leave!" I was a little angry and stomped my foot aggrievedly.
"I also said that I won't keep you! This family is my decision or you're in charge!" My father also lost his temper and glared back at me, and my mother hurriedly walked out after listening to the movement, holding my father's other arm and asking, "Okay, why are you arguing again, didn't the doctor say it, don't be angry! If you don't listen to this dead old man, I'll send you to the hospital tonight!"
My father pulled his arm out of my hand, pointed to the door, and said, "Evening, listen to Dad, go back quickly!"
My father's insistence never made any sense. I don't understand why I have to go back with Lin Dong, even if I don't stay overnight, I can go home by myself or let Pei Shaobei pull me, why do I want to go back with Lin Dong.
"Dad, it's not yet night, I'll be here with you for a while, and when Pei Shaobei comes home from work in the afternoon, I'll ask him to come and pick me up!" After that, I raised my head and glared at Lin Dong again, signaling him to hurry up.
Lin Dong had already opened the door, stood at the door and paused for a while, then persuaded him, "Uncle, I have to go back to the company in a while, it's not very good, otherwise, let Wanwan accompany you here." Well, I'll go first!"
As he spoke, he glanced at me again, smiled meaninglessly, and walked out.
I breathed a sigh of relief and sat back on the couch a little uncomfortable. The father sighed deeply, but let go of his mother's hand, and staggered back to the bedroom alone, closing the door and never coming out. I was angry, sitting on the sofa rummaging through the TV, my mother cleaned up and helped my father pour water and take medicine, then came back and sat next to me, grabbed the remote control with one hand and threw it on the table and asked, "You are about to become a mother, why are you still so fond of playing with children's temper! Your father is like this, you can't go along with it!"
As soon as I heard this, I became angry, looked at my father's closed door, and tried my best to lower my voice and retorted, "Mom, what do you and my father mean? Who is Lin Dong? That is a bastard who hurt your daughter." Why are you all talking to him one by one today? You also saw it just now, am I angry with my father? Why does he have to let me go with Lin Dong? I don't believe it, you and my father can't see the reason why Lin Dong did this, what's the matter, you mean to agree?"
My mother's face was also a little ugly, and she gave me a look as hard as she could, I knew that she was afraid that my father would hear, but my heart was so panicked that if I didn't make it clear, I really couldn't talk to them properly.
"Mom, I'm here to tell you the truth, even if Pei Shaobei and I can't get together, I will never be with Lin Dong!" I was so angry that my eyes were a little swollen, and I didn't say anything after saying this.
The mother sighed and was silent for a long time. The only thing left in the room was the sweet voice of the TV shopping channel introducing the benefits of the product over and over again, and I listened to it and felt that the state of my parents today was exactly the same as the excited shopping guide on TV.
Thinking of this, my grievances deepened, I twisted my head, and my tears were a little uncontrollable.
"Wanwan, why haven't you grown up yet!" said the mother, who suddenly said, her voice low and slightly choked. I suddenly felt that what I said and did was not for me to vent my grievances, but to force my parents. It's ridiculous. Obviously they are forcing me, obviously they are forcing me to live in the future with their selfish thoughts, why, why is it Lin Dong, this impossible road, I will not go back again.
I stood up angrily, my back aching, but I still said my decision word by word, "Mom, I don't know what you mean by growing up? But I know how to go on my own path! I asked the doctor, and the doctor suggested that it is best to do bypass surgery, if you use domestic equipment, 100,000 yuan is enough!"
As I spoke, I handed over the savings card that my father had given me from my bag, and when I saw that my mother didn't take it, I put it directly on the table. Then he continued, "There are more than 90,000 here, it should be enough, if it is not enough, I will borrow the rest! Originally, I stayed today to persuade my father with you so that he could go to the hospital for surgery as soon as possible, but it seems that it is impossible today! Then there is no need for me to stay here to obstruct your eyes, I am leaving!"
"Evening!" my mother called me urgently, but I opened the door without looking back, and the moment I closed the door, I saw my mother sitting alone on the sofa in the living room crying, I felt uncomfortable almost pulled up, and I didn't care about the injury on my waist, so I quickly ran downstairs to the door, and waited out of the door of the community, I only held on to the outer wall of the community, and I didn't know whether it was the sweat or the tears that flowed, I just felt that my face was full of water.
"Why do you want to force me, why do you want to force me!" I bit my lip and tried my best to suppress myself, but I couldn't vent my anger and grievances in my heart at all, and at this moment, the only thing I could rely on was Pei Shaobei. However, the trigger point of all these emotions is indeed because of Lin Dong's participation, how should I tell Pei Shaobei.
I walked aimlessly down the street, my whole body aching, but my heart was barren like a walking corpse.
I took a taxi to the cinema, bought a movie ticket for a love tragedy, sat in the back row, and began to cry at the moment when the subtitles just appeared in the movie.
I don't know how long I cried for an hour and a half in a movie, but when everyone in the theater was crying in the climax, I stopped my voice, and even my tears stopped, my whole face was dry and wrinkled, and my eyes were so dry that I almost didn't want to open them anymore.
In the movie, the hero and heroine are parting from life and death, but I am unusually calm. After all, I didn't dare to wait until the end of the movie to become the object of everyone's attention, I got up and left when there were still ten minutes left, and went to the bathroom in the corner to wash my face desperately, but the redness and swelling of my eyes could not hide it at all.
I took out a simple make-up box from my bag, touched it up a little and walked out of the cinema, the sunset was just right, in the harsh winter, as if the last burning passion, with bloody grief and helplessness.
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