I didn't go to Pei Shaobei, but took the bus home by myself. I was amazed that my waist could support me for so long, and I didn't know how tired I was until my whole body was next to the bed.

I fell asleep groggily, dreaming like a beast by the neck, frantically trying to break free from the cage but struggling tighter and tighter, and finally feeling like I had fallen into a swamp and could never get out again.

I cried so much that I didn't know if it was a dream or reality.

Someone put a warm towel on my forehead, but I didn't want to wake up. Still groggy like that, I don't know what night it is. I heard someone on the phone, the voice seemed to be a little anxious, what was being said, I couldn't hear it clearly, but I remembered the voice, it was Pei Shaobei, he came back and was by my side.

"Pei Shaobei!" I heard myself screaming, but the voice of the phone did not stop, and he was still talking about something.

Is it a dream? I said to myself, "Pei Shaobei, don't go! I'm uncomfortable, it's very painful!"

At this time, the sound stopped abruptly, and I slowly opened my eyes, only to feel that the picture in front of me was blurry, and it was not until the familiar face was not far from my field of vision that I opened my mouth and laughed stupidly.

"Pei Shaobei, you're back!"

Pei Shaobei frowned, looking unhappy.

"What's wrong with you? Is the case not going well?" I was a little worried, Dong Mei's cry could actually sound in the chaotic mind at this time, and she struggled to sit up, but was held down by Pei Shaobei.

"Gu Wan, why can't you save people's hearts!" Pei Shaobei's voice was thick with reproach, and his tone coincided with my parents' tone. My heart sank in an instant.

"What? Am I wrong?" Pei Shaobei straightened up, crossed his hands on his waist and looked at me coldly, "Did I let you take care of yourself at home, and call me if there was anything? You say, what are you doing running out today? Don't tell me that you haven't been anywhere at home all day, I have eyes to see! You can fall asleep without even taking off your clothes, how tired you are!"

As soon as Pei Shaobei's words landed, the grievances in my chest could no longer be suppressed, and tears came out before words.

"Why did you cry when you just said this!Gu Wan, can you not be so naïve!"

"I'm naïve? I'm not old? Do you all think I don't deserve to live in this world? I'm not filial, I don't know how to take care of others, I can't even take care of myself. I deserve to listen to you for everything, I deserve to live like a marionette, whatever you say, when can you think for me!"

I was trembling with anger and tears streaming down my face, and I didn't have to look to know how ugly it was, but I couldn't care about anything.

"You ask me why I'm going out and why I'm not resting at home. Okay, then let me tell you, my father was so angry with your classmate Xiao Chen and his wife Dong Mei that he had a heart attack because of dinner that night, and my mother accompanied me to check it up today, do you think I shouldn't go? Or let the two old people wait in line in the hospital alone and wait for the results, while I, as their only daughter, lie at home like an uncle?"

Pei Shaobei's face was a little ugly, he looked at me with a frown, and did not speak.

I thought he would be nervous and come to comfort me when he heard me say that my parents were in the hospital, but no, he was still standing like that, his face was condensed.

I smiled self-deprecatingly, "Pei Shaobei, I don't want to quarrel with you, I'm very tired today, I don't want to do anything when I'm tired, I don't want to say anything, can you let me take a break?"

I said that I covered my face with my hands, and the whole person was like an abandoned child, helpless, helpless, and powerless.

There was silence in the room, and only the sound of each other's breathing could be heard in my ears, intertwined, all with suppressed feelings. After a long time, Pei Shaobei slowly spoke, without the slightest guilt or relief, still with a unique calmness and indifference.

"Gu Wan, why didn't you call me when your father went to the hospital? Or do you think I don't have the right to know about this kind of thing?"

I didn't speak, but I took my hands off my face and stared at the small pattern on the quilt in front of me.

"I thought we had already decided on each other, and I had already expressed my intention to get married. Why are you still like this, isolating me from your life! If we get married, your father, I should call me father. The elders went to the hospital when they got sick, but I, as a son-in-law, didn't know about it. Gu Wan, where are you going to put me?"

"I, I didn't think about it so much!" I was a little weak-hearted, Pei Shaobei said the word "son-in-law" and suddenly reminded me of Lin Dong, I didn't know how to explain it, so I could only choose to continue to be silent.

"You didn't think about it so much? Hmph, or didn't you even think about calling me!" Pei Shaobei's tone was even colder, with a slight anger.

I thought back to before and after going to the hospital, and I really didn't think about calling Pei Shaobei, but I looked up and retorted, "You have something to do, and my dad just went for a check-up and didn't have an operation, so ......"

"I'm really busy today, but did I explain before I went out, if there is anything to call me, even if I don't have time, I will find someone to do it, at least I can send a car over! Gu Wan, there are a thousand ways to solve things, but which one did you choose?"

I don't know how to refute, talking to Pei Shaobei, I have never won once. Originally, I was wronged, and I thought that I should also be the one who should take care of and comfort me, but when I was questioned by Pei Shaobei like this, I was speechless, and I felt a strong sense of guilt in my heart because of Lin Dong's intervention.

Pei Shaobei saw that I didn't speak, so he didn't be aggressive anymore, paused for a while, and sat sideways on the edge of the bed to look at me. I watched his eyes go from reproach to heartache, gradually replaced by tenderness, and I couldn't hold back any longer, so I threw myself over and hugged him and cried.

Pei Shaobei persuaded me for a while and asked me specifically about my father's condition, and I answered them one by one, but I still chose to hide Lin Dong's affairs.

"I just contacted a specialist in the treatment of lumbar spine, I'll take you over tomorrow, wait a minute, I'll contact a heart expert, and tomorrow I'll take my uncle to check it out, if you have surgery, it's best to choose an authoritative person, you don't have to worry about the cost of treatment!"

Pei Shaobei hugged me and said, I wanted to refuse, but then I felt that letting Pei Shaobei participate in giving my father better treatment and care would be able to completely shatter my parents' little favor towards Lin Dong.

Thinking of this, I hurriedly looked up and asked, "Isn't it going to be troublesome?"

"No, they are all friends who have friendships, some are my face, and some are the face of the Pei family, don't use it in vain!" Pei Shaobei hooked his lips and chuckled, looking without the slightest embarrassment or concealment.

I always feel that Pei Shaobei's attitude towards me is extremely honest, and he never deliberately hides anything for anything, or he hides something but I don't know, which is also unknown. But at least it seems to me that he is serious and honest with me. But I always had too much suspicion and concealment from him. Thinking of this, I felt a little uncomfortable and uneasy, and hugged Pei Shaobei tighter with both arms.

"My dad is a bit stubborn, I persuaded him for a day today and he didn't let go and said to have surgery, and when I went to call him tomorrow, if he had anything bad to say, or directly refused, you don't feel too bad to get off the stage. I've greeted you in advance, so be prepared!"

Pei Shaobei stretched out his hand and pinched my face, and then said, "Well, I know, after all, it was my negligence that caused my uncle's illness last time, and I must bear this responsibility! Don't worry, I'm not such an overseas Chinese person, I can't stand it at all, you really think I'm the kind of playboy who only knows how to do superficial kung fu!"

I was amused by Pei Shaobei's words, and my mood was much better. Seeing that it was dark outside, he hurriedly asked, "By the way, have you eaten?"

"I'm eating, don't worry if you haven't eaten! What do you want to eat? I'll go out and buy some!"

I sat up from Pei Shaobei's arms, thought for a while, and said, "I can't go out to eat every time I have my own home, I don't seem to have made noodles for you for a long time, do you want to eat them!"

"Don't say it, I really want to! It's just that you've been sick lately and don't want you to do it, if you have the strength, I'll take a hand next to you, and you don't need to do it yourself, just command!"

"So much understanding?" I squinted at him, mischievous. Pei Shaobei smiled and helped me up, "That's a must, who am I, can your Gu Wan's man be an ordinary person!"

I was so angry that I twisted him, but he avoided it with a smile, half-wrapped his arms around my waist and helped me to the kitchen, and then went to the living room to move a chair over, placed me at the kitchen door, and put a cushion on my waist, and then asked, "Do you want to cook noodles first?"

"First boil the water, boil all the vegetables you need, don't cook too much, otherwise it won't taste good, and don't be too light, lest it be undercooked!" I pointed to the vegetable basket in the corner and asked Pei Shaobei to find suitable vegetables.

Pei Shaobei frowned and asked a little puzzled, "Then there must be a standard, it's hard to rely on feelings!"

I finally seized the opportunity to teach Pei Shaobei, and immediately said, "Do you think that everything can have a standard of procedure according to what you think? You eat in a star-rated hotel, and those chefs' private dishes are definitely made by the feeling of control! Pei Shaobei, if you can't cook this bowl of noodles today, and do things in the future, don't talk about those so-called procedures!"

Pei Shaobei pursed his lips but did not refute, "You are the sickest, you are the biggest, I don't care about you!"

I laughed in my heart, but I began to point fingers again, watching Pei Shaobei being instructed by me, I was so happy in my heart that I broke up all the boredom of today's day.

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