001 I don't know what to do
Song Qianxiu is not a person with an excellent IQ, and his college entrance examination results are average, so he went to a very ordinary university.
But in fact, his parents had already dragged a relationship for him, and he could have studied in one of the top universities in China, but he was unwilling, just as he insisted on refusing to study abroad.
He wants to live on his own ability, and he feels that he can live whatever he is capable of, which is fair.
When he chose to stay in school to be an ordinary little counselor, his mother was so angry that she burst into tears. Because the salary of the counselor is very low, he wants to get through it slowly, and he doesn't know how long it will take, but Song Qianxiu is still very stubborn, every time his parents want to find a relationship to make some arrangements for him, he is anxious with them.
Except for refusing to go through the back door, he is otherwise fine. However, his mother thinks that he is a little lacking in heart, his ideas are so simple, and he is too serious in doing things, so she is very worried that this son will be a counselor for the rest of his life.
No, Song Qianxiu has just finished the exam recently, and he began to worry about Shen Xi, who was suspended from school.
Shen Xi was the first student to suspend his studies after becoming a counselor, and he was quite worried about the situation at Shen Xi's family.
Mobilizing students to donate was the first thing he did, but the money raised was very small, and he cheekily asked his colleagues to donate a little, and in the end, almost half of it was made up by himself.
When he contacted Shen Xi's family, Aunt Tian Hua, who answered the phone, often said that Shen Xi's was not easy, and he wanted to help do something.
The first time he touched the hospital where her grandmother was sick, it took him almost a day because he had to ask for directions along the way.
Seeing the old man with a tube in the hospital bed described it as withered, Song Qianxiu felt for the first time that God treated him well--his relatives who had no worries about food and clothing and had not yet been sick needed his care, and he could fight for the future with peace of mind.
However, he didn't see Shen Xi.
He didn't have a deep impression of Shen Xi at that time, he only remembered that this girl usually liked to keep her head down, and she didn't even remember what her voice was like. When he called her before, it was a man who answered the phone, and Song Qian Xiute was worried that she would not be able to think of anything stupid to ruin the future.
She said that she was working outside, and Song Qianxiu was skeptical, and finally chose to trust her.
At the beginning, he took care of Shen Xi purely out of worry, especially after going to her house, the idea of wanting to take special care of this student in his heart became even stronger. He had never seen such a poor family when he was so old, there were loopholes in the roof, and I heard that it would leak on rainy days!
He heard Aunt Tian Hua next door talk a lot about Shen Xi's family, and he couldn't imagine how such a small person could live strongly.
Because of these reasons, Shen Xi became his key care object after returning to school, and he didn't expect to take care of his feelings in the end.
Song Qianxiu used to talk about two girlfriends when he was studying, the first one was when he was a junior in his undergraduate year, and he was very young at that time. The most intimate thing he ever did to his first love was to hold hands, but at that time he was busy with graduate school entrance exams and she was busy looking for a job, and the two rarely dated. It was she who took the initiative to chase him, but his feelings were much deeper than hers.
The relationship was as plain as water, but in the end it was defeated by reality, and after she left, they were in a long-distance relationship and broke off contact over time, and finally when Song Qianxiu wanted to go to her again and again to maintain this relationship, she simply broke off all contact. The first love disappeared from his life completely.
During his graduate studies, because he was reluctant to take the initiative to fall in love again, he only had an ambiguous partner.
He's a notoriously good-natured gentleman who treats everyone well, but he doesn't take the initiative to chase girls. Because no girl took the initiative to confess, he stumbled until graduation.
After graduating, his mother introduced him to a few girls, and the longest relationship broke off after a week.
Everyone will become picky when they go on a blind date, and Song Qianxiu is no exception, he doesn't like the clear price on the blind date market, it's like picking goods, ruthless to cruelty.
Two girls were directly disgusted when asked about his job and salary. But then those girls didn't have this kind of reaction, he was very happy, thinking that they would no longer take people by salary, but later learned that it was his mother who told those girls about the family background and the background of the family in advance, and they all felt that Song Qianxiu was experiencing the suffering of the world, and he would still go home to be a young master after he realized it.
Yes, young master, there is a girl who used to directly use this word to describe it.
Song Qianxiu was high in his bones, so how could he succumb to this feeling?
Shen Xi is different, he has admired this girl from the beginning, and he feels that there are too few people who can be as down-to-earth as this girl in this era.
He once met Shen Xi in the cafeteria, other girls eat whatever they want, but she stares at the price of the food and eats the cheapest. He wanted to take the initiative to give her a few meat dishes, but he was afraid of hurting her self-esteem, so he didn't dare to act rashly.
At the beginning, he was really calmly concerned about this student, and he didn't think that this kind of care would deteriorate.
For example, every time he sees a girl on the street, he thinks that Shen Xi is also this kind of beauty-loving age, she is very good-looking, and she must be smarter than these girls when she dresses up a little; when he goes out singing with his friends, he also thinks of Shen Xi, he wants to take Shen Xi to do all kinds of things that young people will do, and he wants Shen Xi to see this colorful world.
When he gathers with his classmates, the most frequently mentioned student is Shen Xi.
He always wanted them to teach him how to make girls accept his help calmly without hurting their self-esteem. Everyone thought that he already liked Shen Xi, but he insisted that he just wanted to help her.
That kind of help was pure, but after a long time, he found that his feelings were not pure.
When he began to look directly at himself, he found that no matter what he did, he would think of Shen Xi. He liked her smile so much, every time she blinked her eyes wide and called him teacher with a smile on her lips, it was a really nice feeling.
But Song Qianxiu still didn't realize that he liked it, he thought he just admired Shen Xi's strength.
When it was rumored in the school that Shen Xi was a junior, Song Qianxiu refuted it most positively.
There is a teacher in the office who always likes to go against him, and he always nagged about all kinds of gossip scandals in Song Qianxiu's class like a gossip, and Shen Xi's matter was his biggest talking point. Song Qianxiu endured it again and again, and he couldn't bear it anymore and would quarrel with him.
That time, he said there that Shen Xi was a junior, and he also said that what kind of teacher and what kind of student can bring out students with Shen Xi's moral character, and the quality of the teacher is not much better.
Song Qianxiu's anger suddenly rose, he stared at the teacher, his voice trembling slightly: "What's wrong with Shen Xi? You are also a counselor, have you insulted a student like this? She is the bravest, strongest and most simple student you have ever seen, what qualifications do you have to say this about her?"
Yes, he was not angry because he was insulted, he was angry that Shen Xi was misunderstood and slandered by so many people.
In his heart, Shen Xi was as pure as a budding flower, and he didn't believe that she would do that kind of thing for money.
That night, he got drunk with Qin Ye and the others, and later someone told him that he cried when he caught someone, and he called Shen Xi's name while crying, which was very embarrassing.
When he woke up in the morning, he had a splitting headache, and he stupidly turned on his phone and wanted to call Shen Xi, because he wanted to hear her soft and glutinous voice. But he felt that he had no legitimate reason to call her, so he endured it and endured it, and finally stared at the phone screen for a long time.
He thought he was so ridiculous, how could he be so interested in a female student? He habitually flipped through the photo album and suddenly found that he had taken a lot of photos of Shen Xi, including her lonely back eating alone in the cafeteria, her thin figure walking alone on campus, and her happy but reserved smile when she was with Bao Yuanyuan.
He realized that something was wrong with him, and that he didn't even know when the photos were taken.
This kind of unconsciously bred feelings made him very frightened. But this fear will disappear completely as soon as he sees Shen Xi, replaced by inexplicable happiness.
He went farther and farther away in this kind of relationship alone, and Shen Xi's smiling face was getting deeper and deeper in his heart.
When everyone in the school was going crazy about Shen Xi being a junior, it was when Song Qianxiu wanted to protect her desperately. He stared at the school forum like crazy during that time, and deleted the post as soon as that kind appeared.
He knew the administrators of the forum, and the school was reluctant to deal with such an image-damaging thing, so he easily persuaded the administrators to ban the posts.
The incident that completely fermented his feelings was that he accidentally kissed her face by mistake that night.
After the party, he didn't see Shen Xi's figure, so he left something in the private room under the pretext, and waited for Shen Xi alone after avoiding the crowd. When a soft little body bumped into him, he felt like a flower had been knocked open somewhere in his heart.
Reaching out to touch the top of her head was completely instinctive, and he especially wanted to be close to her, and the thought of being haunted by her had been haunting him as if he had been enchanted.
"Teacher, I'm sorry. After Shen Xi bumped into him, he jumped to the side like a deer, and almost fell.
Song Qianxiu hurriedly reached out to pull her, probably because the idea of intimacy was too strong, so he used a lot of strength, and subconsciously wanted to take the opportunity to pull her into his arms and hug her, but to his surprise, in the panic, his lips were accidentally attached to Shen Xi's face.
Her face was particularly hot, and Song Qianxiu's face was even hotter.
His cheeks turned completely red in the blink of an eye, and after subconsciously taking a few steps back, he touched his lips in a daze, trying to remember what had just happened.
He wanted to say something to alleviate the embarrassment of the moment, but Shen Xi fled like a ghost.
There was a faint sense of loss floating in his heart, his heart was beating badly, but he still hurried to catch up, he had to send her back to school, he was afraid that Shen Xi, a girl, would encounter danger if she walked outside at night.
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