That night, Song Qianxiu was like a hairy young man who had just fallen in love, and the crimson face of Shen Xi after being kissed kept floating in front of him.

Like the little boys in the school, he went up and down the girls' dormitory, even though he didn't understand what he was turning.

During this period, he met the students he led, it was a few boys, all of them were coaxing with ambiguous eyes, and Da Wang, the sports committee member of the same class as Shen Xi, saw Song Qianxiu's discomfort, and quickly stopped everyone's heckling: "Boss Song, so coincidental, how did you get here?"

Song Qian couldn't say why, and suddenly caught a glimpse of Shen Xi, who had already entered the dormitory building, walking towards the playground, and hurriedly smiled dryly: "Just passing by here, I still have something to do, so I'll go first." ”

As he spoke, he hurriedly chased Shen Xi's back away, he wanted to apologize to Shen Xi, but the call to her was always refused.

He was flustered and confused, not knowing what to do with it.

Shen Xi is a sensitive person, he is afraid that Shen Xi's cranky thoughts will affect his studies, and he is worried that Shen Xi will not be able to think of doing something stupid. But he thought about it, what stupid thing would Shen Xi do? She was the strongest of all the girls he knew.

She found a corner in the playground and sat stupidly, curled up pitifully in a ball, holding her phone in a daze.

Song Qianxiu didn't know what she was thinking, but when he saw her appearance, he couldn't wait to rush over and hug her. Was she waiting for Zhuang Yan's call? Song Qianxiu suddenly became irritable when he thought of this, he couldn't figure out, how could such a good girl like a married man? Is Zhuang Yan so good?

Song Qianxiu didn't know how to soothe the surging emotions in her heart, so she ran to Shen Xi stupidly, and just wanted to call her, but as soon as she moved her head, Song Qianxiu ran away as if she were running away. He was running and thinking about how to explain to Shen Xi about kissing her, although he liked the kiss a lot, but it was indeed an accident at the time.

As a result, every time he ran to Shen Xi, he would continue to run forward inexplicably before he could prepare a tone to talk to her.

After running for nearly four laps, he was finally too tired to run, so he found another corner where he could see Shen Xi and sat silently to rest.

When Shen Xi looked at the mobile phone screen in a daze, his gaze passed through the darkness and stared at the little face that was illuminated by the light on the mobile phone screen.

Song Qianxiu felt that Shen Xi was getting more and more beautiful, her big eyes were always full of moisture, her face was more fleshy than before after she took a break from school, and the full collagen revealed the unique purity of girls of this age. When she laughed, the corners of her mouth turned up slightly, and then a sweet smile appeared in her big eyes.

Thinking of this, Song Qianxiu felt that his heart had melted.

The night breeze came slowly, and the sweat on his body was blown like this, which made him shiver.

He paused suddenly, and was stunned for a moment. He found that there was a small tree in his heart that was taking root and sprouting, and the longer he stared at Shen Xi, the faster that little tree would grow.

Thinking of this, he suddenly hated himself, he shouldn't make her sad, that little girl had too much bitterness in her heart, how could he put his happiness above her pain.

Only then did he sort out the impetuosity in his heart, and when he stood up and walked towards her step by step, Shen Xi also stood up and walked towards the girls' dormitory in despair.

Song Qianxiu didn't catch up, but slowly followed a few meters behind her.

The streetlamp stretched his shadow long, and every time a part of his shadow was about to overlap with hers, she stepped under the next streetlamp, and then the intense light instantly widened the distance between their shadows.

Song Qianxiu constantly regretted that he couldn't let their shadows overlap after all.

He felt that he was so stupid that he could suddenly care about such childish details, and even if the shadows were completely overlapped, the person she had in her heart was never him.

Song Qianxiu stood downstairs for a while, and tried to call Shen Xi's number, but she never answered.

He felt particularly frustrated, and was about to leave the girls' dormitory, when suddenly a male classmate ran downstairs with a guitar on his back. After the male classmate found a good position, he began to raise his head and sing to a certain floor, he sang very well, it turned out that he was confessing to Bao Yuanyuan.

Song Qianxiu felt very envious of this male classmate, a simple and beautiful age, who could do anything stupid for love, casually and casually. But he was a counselor, but he had a lot of concerns.

It is forbidden for teachers and students to fall in love in the school, Song Qianxiu is a rule-abiding person, how can he knowingly commit it?

But where are the emotional things that he can control, if he can control it, he will not fall deeper and deeper.

When he was stunned, Shen Xi followed his roommate's probe to look down at the excitement, and Song Qianxiu saw him at a glance, and couldn't help but wave and smile at her like a fool. He really wanted to tell Shen Xi, you listen to the song sung by this male classmate, what he said is what I want to say: I treat you as my air, so inseparable, I said loudly that I love you......

When dialing Shen Xi's phone again, Song Qianxiu especially wanted to confess to her impulsively, but when Shen Xi's slightly distant voice came, Song Qianxiu inexplicably began to get nervous, and he stammered to explain the incident of kissing Shen Xi by mistake.

But Shen Xi said that she didn't remember what happened just now, and Song Qianxiu instinctively followed her after hearing this, but in fact, he was extremely disappointed in his heart.

She would rather act as if nothing happened, right? In vain he was nervous until now, in vain his heart beat faster at the thought of that kiss, but in the end, Shen Xi didn't want to admit that there was such a thing at all.

Song Qianxiu felt that his heart was shattered one by one, knowing that she would not respond to anything, but Song Qianxiu was still unilaterally disappointed.

That night he slept extremely restlessly, had nightmares, and woke up the next morning with some puffy eyes.

When facing Shen Xi again, he began to hesitate, and when he saw her, he had to find enough reasons for himself, otherwise he would feel inexplicably empty-hearted. In fact, only he can get a glimpse of that lack of heart, everyone has their own things to be busy, who will carefully observe his helplessness in the face of Shen Xi?

So when Shen Xi took the initiative to contact him, he was very happy, but he was still disappointed, Shen Xi was now insulted by some people in the school and refused to explain the situation to him, obviously because he had a grudge against him.

Seeing the happiness inadvertently revealed in Shen Ximei's eyes, Song Qianxiu felt that his internal organs were all crumbled, and he thought that Zhuang Yan must have come to find her. He inquired with the people in Shen Xi's dormitory, and Shen Xi didn't spend the night in the dormitory last night.

Obviously knows that most of the people are more open now, but Song Qianxiu always feels that Shen Xi is more special, he thinks that Shen Xi is definitely not casual in that regard, what kind of person is Zhuang Yan, why can he fascinate Shen Xi so much?

He was very jealous of Zhuang Yan, but jealousy was jealousy, he knew that he couldn't do anything earth-shattering to maintain his feelings. From beginning to end, he was unilaterally liking Shen Xi, and he didn't even understand how he fell into it.

That weekend, his mother introduced him to the object again, and when they met, the girl's mother was also there, and Song's mother deliberately told Song Qianxiu about her own situation when the other party asked Song Qianxiu about her work, and the other party frowned when she heard that Song Qianxiu was a college counselor, and after hearing Song's mother say that Song Qianxiu's father's career had been as brilliant as his grandfather's, her slightly frowning brows immediately relaxed.

The other party was very satisfied with Song Qianxiu, after all, Song Qianxiu's appearance was also excellent.

But Song Qianxiu didn't say much during the whole process, just nodded and smiled at the other party when necessary.

He hated this way of blind date, as if he was doing business at a clear price, and he felt terrible at the thought of living with a person who had no feelings for the rest of his life.

When the blind date girl tentatively chatted with Song Qianxiu, he looked at that face and thought of Shen Xi in a trance, and Shen Xi's face seemed to suddenly overlap with this girl's face.

He thought, it would be nice if it was Shen Xi sitting opposite.

Shen Xi will not ask about his work and salary, and Shen Xi will not gossip about the work background of his family.

That night, his mother forcibly let him eat and watch a movie with the girls, and it was just the two of them, not the kind where both parents were there.

Song Qianxiu wanted to make his thoughts clear to her, it was not that she was not good, but that he was really not interested in falling in love with her, after all, since she asked her mother about his work and family background, his impression of her had been greatly reduced.

Blind dates originally started from mutual pickiness.

However, Song's mother gave him a death order: don't offend girls. The girl's mother is a good friend of Song's mother, and she doesn't even have to be a friend in case of a stiff fight.

So Song Qian was uncomfortable at night, and he didn't know how to make it clear to her.

He was very good to the friends around him, and he really couldn't make a black face, although it was the girl who took the initiative to talk to him the whole time, but he still didn't talk naturally. He thought she must have seen his reluctance, but why wouldn't she turn around and leave? He thought that if the girl left on her own initiative, he would be able to explain to his mother when he returned.

When the girl took the initiative to propose to go to the movie, Song Qianxiu began to be anxious, he could see that the other party had a very good impression of him, he didn't understand whether he refused obviously enough, or the girl really fell in love with him. After hesitating again and again, he couldn't help but tell her the truth: "Actually, I have someone I like." ”

The girl's eyes widened in surprise, her face quickly turned white, and then she quickly turned red: "Then what are you doing when you promise to have dinner with me? Why are you like this! Aren't you just a counselor? That salary is not enough for me to buy a bag." ”

Song Qianxiu knew that she was annoyed and angry, but he obviously didn't say anything serious.

Seeing her embarrassed back of refusing to leave, Song Qianxiu pulled the corners of her mouth bitterly, and was about to be scolded again when she went home. He told his mother more than once not to arrange a blind date for him without authorization, but his mother didn't listen, and every time the blind date failed, he had to follow his ass from head to toe.

He didn't want to go back tonight because he suddenly didn't want to hear his mother chattering next to him.

Thinking of this, he made a call to Qin Ye.

In the past, he was very good with Qin Ye, but since Qin Ye took the civil service examination, his temperament has become quite fast, but despite this, Song Qianxiu still remembered the old love and got very close to him. In life, no one will be completely in tune with your heart, it is rare to have a confidant that should be cherished, at least before Qin Ye did something that made Song Qianxiu hate, he had always thought so.

That night, Qin Ye took him to sing, not a formal singing place, but the kind where the princess sang with him.

When he saw Qin Ye's hand reaching into one of the girls' clothes, Song Qianxiu stood up suddenly, he couldn't stand this way. Although he is also a normal man, he is more restrained emotionally and physically.

"Lao Qin, I'...... Go back first and give me the key. The girl Lao Qin called for him kept sticking to him, he felt that the blood was surging very uncomfortable, and if he stayed any longer, he would definitely go off. He doesn't like such intimacy, and it would be nice if the girl next to him was someone he loved.

Qin Ye smacked his lips at him with disdain, and threw his house key towards Song Qianxiu.

After Song Qianxiu got the key, he hurriedly left there without looking back.

Along the way, his mind was full of Shen Xi, so he unknowingly came to the school gate. He ran downstairs to the girls' dormitory and looked stunned for a few minutes, and then rushed to Qin Ye's house.

Song Qianxiu felt that he was sick, and he was very sick, and that illness was called unrequited love.

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