Chapter 250: Let's Leave
Hiding is never the best way out.
I stayed in the room for a while, then got myself up and walked out. The dress Pei Shaobei chose for me was very simple, with a slim design, exquisite tailoring, but not too much decoration, and the lilac took advantage of the fair skin, and the whole person looked dignified and atmospheric. I simply coiled up my hair and stuck it on my head with the hairpin left by Tang Ming, although it was not luxurious, it was also simple and generous.
When he walked out of the office, Pei Shaobei was still working on documents. In the past few days as his assistant, I have really realized how busy it is to support a firm. The more I came into contact, the more I felt sorry for my previous ignorance.
I walked to Pei Shaobei and sat down, coughing to cover up my embarrassment. Pei Shaobei raised his eyes and looked at me, his expression was stunned, and then he returned to normal, "Well, it's not bad, there's a set of jewelry in the cabinet over there, you bring it!"
"Huh?" I was a little uncomfortable when he praised me so plainly, raised my hand to arrange my hair, and for a while I didn't understand the meaning of his words, and then asked again, "What did you say?"
Pei Shaobei put down the documents in his hand and looked at me, looking at me with a look in his eyes, "The daughter-in-law of the Pei family, don't rely on some external things to decorate, do you think you can be stable?"
I was stunned, and my face suddenly turned a little red. I don't like Pei Shaobei's tone, as if others are too humble, and only the people of his Pei family are the elite of society and the legend of mankind.
I pursed my lips and muttered, "If you can't hold it back, I'll change someone else!"
"If you have an opinion, say it out loud, if you can listen to me, take it, if you feel that it is not necessary, it is better to shut up! I'm so angry that my lungs are about to explode, but it's already a blessing to quarrel with this kind of person and not to be angry with myself. I decided to selectively block Pei Shaobei's words, got up and opened the cabinet he was pointing to, the brocade box inside was extremely luxurious. I sighed in my heart, I always felt that such things were too far away from me, and they were incompatible with my life.
And my acceptance of these things is like that of a child, clinging to things that do not belong to me, not knowing whether it is right or wrong.
I don't know how much the whole set of amethysts will cost, but depending on the exquisiteness of the carving, it should be worth a lot of money. I carefully took it and walked into the lounge, put it on in front of the mirror, and looked at it myself, only to realize that sometimes, it is not someone who is setting off a certain piece of clothing or jewelry, but this piece of jewelry is setting off you as a person. And the human being, under such exquisite decoration, suddenly becomes dull, as if he could not see the facial features clearly, and could not remember the appearance, and the only thing that catches the eye is these luxurious objects.
I sighed again, expressing my frustration at such a thing, but I had to accept it. Like an arrow on the bow, it has to be sent. But who knows what will happen if I send this arrow?
"What a daze!" Pei Shaobei's deep voice sounded in his ears, with the experience of the last time, I immediately took a step back to avoid him, but I forgot that the skirt I was wearing was too long, it didn't matter if I retreated, I almost stepped on the skirt and fell to the ground. Pei Shaobei hurriedly stretched out his hand to help me, his eyebrows furrowed slightly, "Can you not be so reckless, I am your husband, and my proximity makes you so vigilant?"
I'm also a little angry, why is this person so fond of finding fault. "Who was playing with others just now, isn't it normal for others to be a little wary at this time?"
Pei Shaobei hugged me but hooked his lips and smiled, "Tricking you? Gu Wan, it's obvious that you threw yourself into your arms and tried to seduce you, why do you bite back and say that I am playing you at this time? You are making a false accusation, a false accusation that damages the reputation of others, I can sue on the spot!"
"You!" I froze, reaching out and shoving him away, ignoring his provocation.
Pei Shaobei didn't stop me from leaving, but walked into the bathroom to wash up briefly. I listened to the sound of the water rushing inside, and I wanted to rush in and stimulate him. But thinking about the consequences, I still admit it directly.
Pei Shaobei came out of the shower, only wearing a bath towel on his body, but he sat on the edge of the bed and beckoned to me, "Gu Wan, come here!"
I stood there and stared at him vigilantly, not wanting to get closer, "What?"
"As someone else's wife, shouldn't you wait for your man to get dressed?" help me pick one!" Pei Shaobei pointed to the wardrobe on the side, I took a deep breath and was still a little resistant, "You, you can't choose it yourself, this skirt is too long, I, I'm inconvenient!"
I cursed in my heart, don't get close to you, the big-tailed wolf, maybe the next step will be to dig a hole for me. I was in my heart, but I tried to keep my face calm. Pei Shaobei was not in a hurry, his arms propped up his body and leaned back slightly, "You're inconvenient, aren't you?" Why don't I go over and help you take it off, and then put it on after I put it on?"
"Pei Shaobei, can you stop making trouble!" I stomped my feet in anger, but I was at a loss for most of it. Although the relationship between me and Pei Shaobei now belongs to the legal husband and wife, my grasp of him is becoming more and more vague. I used to think that everyone's temperament and temperament have not changed much after a year, and according to Pei Shaobei's care about me, it should be an easy thing for me to turn around.
But the facts gave me a big slap in the face, everything I thought didn't happen as expected, Pei Shaobei's attitude towards me became even hotter and colder, I didn't know that his sentence was sincere, and that sentence was a joke. I became neurotic, I didn't know how to deal with such a relationship, I thought I was looking to the bright moon with my heart, but I didn't know if it was the bright moon shining on the ditch.
"Are you really waiting for me to go over and rip off your clothes?" Pei Shaobei got up suddenly, I was startled, staggered and almost fell directly on the sofa, I waved my hand at him again and again, "Don't don't, don't come here, can't I help you choose?"
What would Pei Shaobei do? What outrageous actions would he have done in this office area? If it had been a year ago, I would have told you with certainty that he would never have done anything to me. But right now, I'm not even sure about three points. I hate myself like this, and I hate Pei Shaobei like this.
I walked in with my skirt in both hands, didn't look at Pei Shaobei again, lowered my head and walked to the wardrobe on the side, chose a dark gray suit, and matched the corresponding shirt and tie, and put Pei Shaobei on the bed one by one, and then said, "Okay, you can wear it!"
"I said, you help me with the bed!" Pei Shaobei stood up and spread his hands out, the meaning couldn't be more obvious. I looked at his muscular upper body, and blushed again in a very unproductive way. I spat on my own unprincipled principles as I reached for my shirt on the bed.
The skin that I had just bathed in still had a faint scent of bath gel, and damn it was exactly the same as the one I used myself, but it had a smell that was unique to men, and it made people shudder and shudder. I tried not to touch Pei Shaobei's skin, I struggled to put on my clothes, and when I buttoned them, I couldn't avoid physical contact after all, my heart almost jumped out of my throat, and my face burned crimson.
Pei Shaobei was expressionless, waiting for me to untie the bath towel after putting on my shirt, and I covered my eyes the moment he tore off the bath towel. I said in a muffled voice, "Pei Shaobei, don't go too far!"
"We are husband and wife, I don't think this is too much!" Pei Shaobei reached out to take my hand, I was so angry that I twisted my body and wanted to leave, but I was hugged by Pei Shaobei himself. The blazing body temperature burned my skin through the thin gown, and I shivered and didn't know how to respond.
"Pei Shaobei, don't play!" I heard my trembling voice complaining.
"I'm not playing!" Pei Shaobei's voice slid through my ears with a blazing breath, and I shivered and could barely maintain my figure.
"You're enough, is it fun to tease me, doesn't it make you feel safe watching others lose control for you?" I was so angry that my nose was sour, and tears were about to fall. But thinking about Tang Ming's makeup, he didn't dare to really make flowers, so he had to raise his head and let the tears desperately swallow back into his stomach.
"Gu Wan, I said, I'm not playing!" Pei Shaobei still refused to let go of me, but he didn't make any further moves. His voice was low and calm, but there was a hint of helplessness, "Gu Wan, I don't want to take you into such a circle, I don't want to put my own pressure on you at the same time." I gave you a chance to escape, I gave you a chance to say no, but you didn't. Gu Wan, does this prove that you are really willing to take on some responsibilities that you don't have to bear for me, and accept some things that are actually difficult for you to accept. For example, this dress, such as this set of jewelry, is it all flashy in your eyes, right?"
My heart tightened and I didn't answer. Pei Shaobei smiled lowly, and said, "But, Gu Wan, you must know that even me is as flashy as this dress and jewelry. The name Pei family represents all the glamorous reputations that are so flashy. I, Pei Zile, Tang Ming, and that, Li Gang hiding in a school, our group of people are all cowards, all of us are people who threatened to break through the arrangement of fate but finally succumbed to fate. However, our unwillingness, our little rebellion, must be released to some extent. Such a life can be accepted by hypocritical cowards like us, and you are my rebellion!"
I froze where I was, forgetting even to struggle. Am I Pei Shaobei's rebellion, my rebellion against my life and future arrangements, should I be glad that such a rebellion exists, or should I pity myself as just an accessory in someone else's life journey?
"Are you angry, Gu Wan?" asked Pei Shaobei.
I didn't answer, but stood still in his arms. Pei Shaobei suddenly let go of his hand, turned around and got dressed himself, turned his back to me and said, "If you're angry, just leave!"
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