"You don't have to send it, my mother will know sooner or later!" Pei Shaobei let go of me lightly, and didn't look at Tang Ming. I suddenly understood what he said about Shao Ling would know sooner or later, and I was suddenly a little nervous, and I subconsciously wanted to pull his arm.

At this time, Tang Ming suddenly laughed, as if he had heard a great joke, "Pei Shaobei, you guy want to trick me again, I used to like to use this trick when I was in school, let me tell you, after so many years, Lao Tzu has already practiced the sharp eyes, so he will not fall for you!"

"Gu Wan and I have already registered, as far as my mother's connections are concerned, do you know that it is not a matter of time or time?" Pei Shaobei turned around and put his pockets in his pocket, looking at Tang Ming for a long time. Tang Ming looked at Pei Shaobei blankly, turned his gaze to me again, and finally couldn't straighten his tongue, "You, you, Deng, registered?"

"yes, registered!"

"No, Pei Shaobei, you traitor, didn't you say that you wouldn't get married? Didn't you say that everyone would resist to the end together? You just compromised like this? You tell me, who is this woman? Which family's eldest lady did it arrange for you, or did Aunt Shao find it for you!" Tang Ming stretched out his hand and pointed at me, his face full of grief and indignation. If it weren't for the fact that I knew Pei Shaobei's sexual orientation, if not, I knew that these two people were both men, and I would even wonder if I had intervened in other people's feelings and become a third party.

Such a small look, such an accusation, is even more realistic and tragic than those actors on TV. I reached out and pulled Pei Shaobei's sleeve and asked in a low voice, "Pei Shaobei, your friend's ......"

When Pei Shaobei looked over, I raised my hand and pointed to my head, which meant that this person's head was not abnormal.

Before Pei Shaobei could answer, Tang Ming suddenly shouted again, "You shut up, I didn't ask you, why are you talking." I can't stand it anymore, you guys, you dogs men and women!"

Tang Ming shook his arms and rushed out of the office with a flick of his arms, I can imagine from behind what a loveless face it was.

The lounge was instantly silent, and after a long time I muttered, "Pei Shaobei, Tang Ming, he, he and you ......"

"Digest all the obscene thoughts in your head for me, we are normal friends, he is my classmate, and he is also a friend I grew up with in open crotch pants. Pei Shaobei turned around and sat on the chair, sighed and said, "Do you think he's crazy?"

I nodded, took two steps and sat on the edge ......of the bed, smiling a little awkwardly, "Yes, but aren't all people in the fashion industry like this?

"How am I?" Pei Shaobei looked at me sideways, and the sun shone on his side face, as if it was plated with a layer of gold, looking extremely dignified. The jokes in my mouth suddenly couldn't be spoken, and I instantly choked in my throat and eyes, and it was uncomfortable and tight.

"Do you think that people like me are outliers, or are people like Tang Ming outliers?" Pei Shaobei sighed lightly, his face was calm, "Are you hard to imagine, in fact, Tang Ming was an unusually calm and quiet person when he was very young, I went to school in the same compound as him in elementary school, and he often only read books for a day, and didn't say a word." I still remember that my grandfather used to use him as an example for me, telling me to learn to be quiet, to learn to read, and to learn to suppress my temperament!"

This is the first time that Pei Shaobei took the initiative to talk about his past memories in front of me, I don't know if it was because of Tang Ming's appearance, I felt that he was very sad.

That kind of sadness is not a negative emotion caused by encountering something bad, but a sigh as if the years have passed and many precious things have disappeared like that.

I didn't interject, I lowered my head slightly, looking at my fingers, the lines were clear, like many roads in life.

"Time is a wonderful thing. He made a lot of things unrecognizable. No one would have imagined that Tang Ming, who was like a top student at the beginning, would choose such a deviant path. The extreme explosion of repression is a completely different side. Gu Wan, you said, does a person's body really live another self, which is diametrically opposed to the self that is revealed now, but coexists in the same body. ”

I looked at Pei Shaobei, who suddenly became sad, and said thoughtfully, "It should be, psychologically it doesn't mean that everyone has several personalities, but they are all latent inside the body, and it is impossible to show them without external stimulation." But once it is stimulated, it does not disappear again, and once the second personality takes over, it is not impossible to become a completely different person!"

Pei Shaobei nodded, but he breathed a long sigh of relief, "Everyone else can see the glamour of these children of the family, but they can't see the pressure under the glamour." Family, responsibility, established path, all of these are slowly growing up, like a cage, around you, you want to escape, unless you take off a layer of skin! Just like Tang Ming, fighting, crazy, no one knows, in the end, he is the happiest. ”

"Did he run away from home?" I hesitated to ask, because just now Pei Shaobei said about his mother, I was just curious, it seems that this Tang Ming should have left home, otherwise his family would not be able to look for him from all over the world.

"Yes, he ran away from home! changed many cities and disappeared without a trace, but in the end, he still chose this place, because it was the closest to his childhood self and closest to his home. You think that he is free, he is free and easy, but in his heart, he is still tied to his family. Who can really do it without worrying and not caring at all!" Pei Shaobei smiled lowly, his smile was extremely bitter.

I suddenly understood Pei Shaobei's occasional sadness, which was not because of career or love, but because of the reluctance in my heart.

Like my mother and father, to me. That is family affection, that is the source of life, it is impossible and will never be abandoned. I am like this, Tang Ming is like this, and Pei Shaobei is also like this.

We are like a kite flying in the sky, thinking that we are flying far away freely, but there is such a thread in everyone's heart, invisible, connecting you, so that no matter how high you fly, you can't really be free.

I got up and walked over, squatted in front of Pei Shaobei, reached out to shake his hand, and said softly, "Pei Shaobei, I understand." I will face up to our relationship and work hard for it. Whether I can do it or not, I don't know, but I will do my best to do it. Pei Shaobei, I don't want the price of you being with me to be a lifelong regret and apology. Even if I can't give you money and status, I can do my best to give you warmth. Pei Shaobei, don't be sad!"

Slowly stretched out my arms and hugged Pei Shaobei's waist, I put my face on his chest, listening to the powerful heartbeat inside, I only felt unusually stable.

Time seemed to stand still, as if a long time had passed, and I heard Pei Shaobei's voice coming from above my head slowly and calmly, and he said, "Gu Wan, if your makeup is spent, I will call Tang Ming over!"

As soon as I heard this, I immediately opened my eyes, suddenly got out of Pei Shaobei's arms, raised my hand and subconsciously wiped my face, and the next moment, the shadow flashed in front of me, and my lips were kissed fiercely.

My breathing quickened, and I wanted to reach out and push him away and tell him my makeup was going to wear. But the words disappeared without a trace under that warm touch, and I reached out to hug Pei Shaobei's neck and responded with great enthusiasm.

Pei Shaobei's big hand slid over my clothes, and he took it off directly for me.

I trembled and shouted, "Pei Shaobei!"

Pei Shaobei's low laughter came, and he said, "Gu Wan, you miss me very much, have you missed me since the first time we met again!"

I didn't understand what he meant, but my whole body seemed to burn, with an abnormal desire for more.

It's a pity that Pei Shaobei didn't get closer, and a deep voice slipped past my ears, and then the sound of the door closing sounded.

I froze where I was, my hot blood turned cold from the sudden withdrawal.

He didn't touch me, and I thought he would hug me in such a sad mood, but he didn't.

It's as if all the passion is ambiguous and I am singing a one-man show by myself.

I immediately felt extremely ashamed, but I didn't have the courage to reach out and pull down the dress, as if I was afraid, Pei Shaobei didn't leave, but waited there to see my joke.

Time passed by second, but the footsteps outside did not sound.

I was stunned, my consciousness could barely recover, or the cold of the air around me forced me to sit up, and my gown slipped down my chest, the best of expectation, sliding over my skin, leaving a trembling touch.

I looked at the closed door, the empty environment, and I didn't know whether to storm or rejoice.

What is this, fooling me?

I was angry in my heart, but I was extremely angry why I felt so sad Pei Shaobei was very distressing.

is such a cold-hearted and cold-hearted man, even occasional sadness is definitely the spice of life, and it can't hurt him at all.

I swear I'll never be deceived again.

I warned myself like this, standing barefoot on the ground, looking at the woman in the mirror with crimson cheeks and spring eyes, but I longed to find a crack in the ground to burrow.

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