Instead of listening to him and fastening my seatbelt, I turned to him and asked, "Where are you taking me?"

He didn't speak, he leaned over and pulled the seat belt and buckled it up, and the action was so fast that I didn't even feel his breath as he approached, and he stepped back.

The atmosphere inside the car was very depressing, and the car slowly drove out. Neither of us spoke again, he seemed to be still angry, and I had nothing to say.

The car passed through a bustling street market, stopped at a few traffic lights, and then stopped under a hotel.

He drove the car into the garage and parked it, and then pulled me into the hotel, I didn't want to go in with him, but when I was arguing with him, I saw a lot of people watching, some people even took out their mobile phones to take pictures, thinking of the news flying all over the Internet.

I didn't struggle, now the social atmosphere is really becoming more and more inhumane, people see others in trouble, the first thing they think about is to take out their mobile phones to take a picture of resources, for fear that they have missed something, and because of this, they missed the opportunity to become popular, but they didn't think about helping others first, which is really chilling.

I took the elevator all the way up, and saw that Qin Jianghao was on the fifth floor, the elevator opened, and he pulled me out again, then opened the door and dragged me in.

I didn't speak, I didn't know what to say, and I felt that everything I said was superfluous, and he didn't care about my feelings at all.

When I entered the room, he finally let go of me, and then he rudely ripped his collar and sat down on the sofa, still looking very ugly, and ignored me.

Since he ignored me, why did he drag me here, I couldn't guess his thoughts, so I didn't want to guess anymore, I turned around to open the door, and he said coldly behind him: "You dare to go and try!"

I reached out and twisted the doorknob. I heard a "click" sound, and before I could open the door, I was kicked the door, and the sound was very deafening, and I was so frightened that I withdrew my hand.

Qin Jianghao dragged me over and threw me on the sofa in annoyance, and then looked at me condescendingly and said, "Bai Luoluo, don't challenge my bottom line again and again." ”

I sat up from the couch and ignored him, pursed my lips and didn't speak.

He exhaled, as if to force himself to composure, and then asked me again, "I'll give you another chance, you explain to me clearly, what is the matter between you and Fu Yan, what are you doing at his house? and...... You ...... last night" he didn't say the rest of the words, but I knew what he was trying to say.

"Why should I report to you about my relationship with others and what I have done?" I asked him with a smirk. If you don't believe me, you think I'm the kind of person who will do anything with others, so why do you ask me again?

He frowned and said unhappily: "Say, don't challenge my bottom line!"

"Heh, do you mean that you give me a chance to explain or am it my honor?" I sneered, "Qin Jianghao, why do you care about me?"

"Why do you think I?" he grimaced again, leaning over a little, his voice low. I instantly felt like I was under a pressure.

I know that reasoning with Qin Jianghao actually doesn't make sense. Because he and I never think about things with normal thinking.

He only knows that he is unhappy, so I have to follow him, his thoughts are the principles of heaven, and my thoughts are ridiculous.

I don't know why he was so self-serving, but I felt humiliated, as if I had no human rights in front of him.

In the past, I could follow him and tolerate him, which was his shortcoming, but now I can't convince myself that I am wronged like that.

I'm going crazy, I'm going crazy by him.

When I tried to catch him, he pushed me away again and again. When I finally wanted to give up this unrequited love that had not been responded to for more than ten years, and even kept forcing myself to paint, work, and not to be idle in order not to miss him, he appeared again and messed up my life and head.

I don't even know what I'm going to do now!

Tears couldn't help but burst out of my eyes, I hugged my arms, and suddenly felt very helpless, "Qin Jianghao, what do you want me to do? I have taken the initiative to leave to fulfill you, why don't you let me go? We are obviously divorced, why do you still interfere in my affairs? What do you want me to do, so that you can be satisfied? Can you let me go once?"

I really don't understand, I don't want to be amorous enough to think that he has a crush on me, and then ignite hope and then be ruthlessly extinguished again and again, that is really tiring, I'm afraid that one day I will be unable to bear it and go crazy.

It's like...... At the beginning, I decided to have the same urge to die as when I divorced him, so I asked him at that time: Qin Jianghao, where do you say people will go when they die?

He was silent for a long time, perhaps because he saw me crying, he finally softened his tone and said, "I ...... Didn't you say that you would have no worries about food and clothing for the rest of your life? Why do you have to rely on other men?"

Oh, what is the answer? What does he think if he doesn't let me get close to other men or accept me?

I wiped a handful of tears and couldn't help but roar, "Qin Jianghao, what am I to you?"

He said almost without hesitation: "You are in vain." ”

Look, no matter how you ask, no matter what method you use to force him, he is so calm, and his answers are never leaky, so that you can't see through it, and you can't guess it.

He doesn't dominate you very strongly, nor does he let others touch you, and this kind of mood that you can't touch when he's so close is really terrible.

I just wanted an answer, yes or no, how easy, but he just didn't reveal anything about it.

"Qin Jianghao, are you ...... Do you like me?" This sentence has been buried for a long time, and together with that sentence, I love you, he has never known it.

Others may think that saying or asking a sentence is a simple thing, but for me, it is very difficult.

I want to escape, but I don't want to cut off contact from now on, I want to bury this relationship in my heart forever, but it seems that I will never die without getting an answer.

He was stunned for a moment, his expression a little stunned, as if he had pondered again, as if he had never thought about it.

After waiting for a long time, I didn't hear his answer, I was a little impatient, but more angry, "If you like it or not, just say it, why don't you speak!!" I couldn't stand it and roared. Maybe there was dissatisfaction in his emotions, because he didn't hesitate to say - like.

"What do you want me to say?"

"......," I lowered my eyes, "Forget it, I don't want to know." "There is definitely no answer anyway, and even if there is, it is only to cater to my thoughts.

Who can guess his true thoughts, Qin Jianghao, this man...... He was never to be compared to other men.

As long as he wants, he can be ruthless, or he can go along with you, he may think a lot, but he will never tell you.

You can't guess, you can't catch it, you can't even escape.

He came over suddenly. Then he reached out and stroked my face, as if to wipe away the tears, and said, "I can give you whatever you want, whatever you like." You like to draw, I can find you the best school, the best teacher, help you arrange the best job, you can be in any city you want, I can give you anything, you don't have to rely on others, you can rely on me. ”

Look, this sentence is like a love story, how touching, but I know that he is just saying what he thinks, because these may be just a gesture for him, what I like is not a big deal, he can satisfy me.

But what I wanted, he never knew, this was the hardest, and he couldn't give it, not that he didn't want to give it, but ...... He really didn't have that ability to force himself to love me.

What should I do with this man? No matter how much I struggle, no matter how I escape, but I can't escape the palm of his hand, do I really have to take back the heart that I put in his place, can I be truly liberated?

Actually, he has never hurt me anything, it is me who hurts me, if I don't like him and fall in love with him, his indifference and ruthlessness, how can I move a hair?

He's never been wrong, I know, he just doesn't love him as much as I do, what's wrong with him?

That's it.

I gradually calmed down, sorted out my thoughts, and suddenly felt the urge to break the jar, and then looked at him and asked, "Qin Jianghao, do you have ...... Have you ever liked someone?"

He was stunned for a moment, then his hand slipped off my face, and he asked me indifferently, "What is like?

"......" Sure enough, the straightforward question could not be answered, I was silent and said, "What is Qi Jing to you?" He didn't know what I was in his heart, what about Qi Jing?

He didn't remain silent this time, just sneered and said, "She is very important to me. ”

"Does it matter?" I said, lowering my eyes.

"It's so important that it's indispensable. He sat next to me, I don't know what he remembered, his expression was a little gloomy.

I don't know why, obviously he said that Qi Jing was very important in his heart, and I should have been sad, but his tone and the expression on his face gave me an illusion.

The important reason for Qi Jing to him is not that he loves her and likes her or anything, why is Qi Jing very important to him?

I always feel that he has too many ulterior secrets hidden in his heart, but he refuses to say it, and I can't guess it.

Second watch, half past eleven, I'm sorry, I ate first today, and I lost time. Ahem, I'm too hungry to hold back.