Dear readers, if it is normal, this book should be finished on the 20th, and there are about 10 chapters left. Say hello to readers and friends first, so as not to finish the book too suddenly.

This book is my first book for me, (those books that only write 30,000 or 40,000 words at the beginning can't be called books after all.) I'm really cute, a thief and a thief!

I'm a frank person, and to be honest, I'm an author whose heart is higher than the sky and whose efforts are thinner than paper.

Before writing this, I only read the beginning of two or three recent online articles, "I'm a Big Star" read 200 chapters and didn't read it, and "Perfect Life" didn't read a few chapters after it was put on the shelves, this is my reading experience, no.

As for other entertainment works, I generally only read the first few chapters, and I can't read them anymore, because after reading big stars, I am immune to routines.

There are probably very few authors who write books based on this reading experience.

When I was in college, I also read some online articles, and at that time, people watched the three less, and I watched the potatoes, and I watched ...... I look at romance, innocence......

In short, roommates like fantasy themes of fighting and killing, I haven't read it yet, I like more real urban works, and the books I read have an impression as follows:

"Young Woman XX", "Jin Lin", "Young Ah ...... No, no, these are just heard, I really haven't seen them. Again, I have an impression of the books I read as follows:

"Days of Living with a Flight Attendant"

"Days of Living with AAA"

"Days of Living with BBB"

……

In short, it's this type.,It's either urban sweet text.,Or urban H-text.。

"The Days of Living with a Flight Attendant" is in love, and now the plot has long been forgotten, but the feeling of reading this book at the time is still fresh in my memory, and I had a feeling of wanting to fall in love at that time, although I was indeed in love at the time.

I forgot the plot, and I forgot the ending, but the ending didn't seem to be very good, and then there was a sequel, and the level plummeted, and some people said that the sequel was continued by netizens.

As for whether the second part I read is the one written by the writer, I don't know now, and it needs to be verified.

The biggest trauma that this book brought me is, what kind of TV series is Ya filming, and it will be filmed, my Ran Jing!! actor is a good actor, but the role does not match!

I was so angry that I really wanted to smash the TV.

I rarely read books, and I prefer urban romance series, or ambiguous essays. But this kind of theme is already a product of 10 years ago and has been eliminated.

Speaking of reading, among the entertainment works, I have also scanned the beginning of some books in recent months, and I can no longer find the refreshing feeling of slapping my thighs when I watched a big star for the first time. In addition to entertainment works, there is no interest in other themes at all, but you still have to read as many books as possible, after all, if you want to mix in this line, you can only bite the bullet.

A while ago, someone mentioned "Summer and Late Autumn" in the post bar, praised as the first heroine of urban literature. It's such an awesome feeling, I decided to check it out.

But that book is a 10-year-old work, and the work of eight years ago can be so powerful? It's just a work of tasting the oracle, which is said to be extremely good at portraying women, and I scanned the book with a skeptical attitude.

I don't evaluate other aspects, after all, it was a work eight years ago, but the shaping of the characters in summer and late autumn, I think it's amazing!

After reading the portrayal of the characters in the late summer and autumn, a thunderclap sounded in my world, this is the huge gap between the street fighters and the platinum writers! In terms of character creation, people beat me ten years ago.

I read this book by skipping, and in the middle and late stages, except for the content of summer and late autumn, all other plots were passed, and I still had the urge to watch this character again.

Recently, I've been fantasizing about when my "summer and late autumn" will appear, I don't know. But as an author who doesn't know how high the sky is, I'm sure she'll appear.

It's been a long time, one can't do two, two can't do five, life is long, five years later, I can't still hit the street like this, right? Uh...... Actually, it's hard to say, that's ten years!

Everyone has dreams, and my dream is to create a few unforgettable characters in the future and write a book worth remembering, but obviously, this takes time to precipitate, and my current software and hardware strength are much worse.

I don't particularly care about the grades of the book, but I have an extremely high desire for the quality of the book. But when there is a huge gap between quality and strength, there is a particularly devastating pain, which directly leads to my frequent interruption in the second half of the journey.

Every day, I wish this chapter could reach this level, but when I write it, I find that I have completely failed to live up to my expectations, and this pain is devastating to me.

The ability is not reached, and the heart is higher than the sky, this is the awakening of the heart that only occurs in the middle and late stages, and it is only when I realize that my shortcomings are so serious.

After the huge gap between strength and high expectations, when I was planning to write a book every day, the fear felt like I hit myself, and I couldn't type the keyboard all the time.

Procrastination in the early stage is laziness, and procrastination in the later stage is fear.

At the age of 30, I finally became lazy, and began to force myself to read other people's books, began to study movies, and began to precipitate for the future.

For me, the first half of this book was a physical torment, and the latter part was a mental fear.

From July last year to New Year's Day, I had to sleep six or seven nights, and my head was foggy every day, and when I wasn't awake, I was sleepy when I opened my eyes, and I had to lie in bed for two hours to sleep.

Evil door!

After the sudden appearance of this symptom, all kinds of Baidu, it is estimated that the blood is viscous, because I only drank carbonated drinks for two years in a row. I don't think I've ever drunk water.

It was undoubtedly the pot of carbonated drinks, and I decided to quit it, so I started to quit it in a state of worry, and every day I suspected that I had an incurable disease.

At that time, I was so poor that I often only had 180 yuan on my body, and I didn't dare to go to the hospital, so I had to see a doctor myself.

In this state of confusion, I just put the writing on the shelf. Now that I think about it, I was so strong!

After quitting carbonated drinks, my mind gradually became clearer, but there was also some cloudiness. There are other problems in the body one after another, visual fatigue, and aggravation of lumbar muscle strain, all of which are the curse of sub-health, who makes himself not cherish himself when he is young.

During this period, I also had eczema, and I had a hard lump the size of a penny and a penny in my belly button, which was itchy and scaly.

Wow, I scared the baby to death at the time! Don't be psoriasis, Baidu check the information, look at the patient's photos, the more contrasted, the more similar, it's over, it's over, it's over, psoriasis is terrible.

With a heavy heart, with the only 1,000 yuan or so on his body, he finally mustered up the courage to go to the nearby tertiary hospital.

I've seen too much negative news about the hospital, and I have already made up my mind to be slaughtered, but I don't know how much I will be slaughtered, which is the most terrible, after all, I am only 1,000 yuan, which is basically impossible. But if you don't see it, you can't do it, so let's try your luck.

That's what I think, the registration and not much money, the registration first look, if you list the list to check other items, when you go downstairs to pay, the list is lost, don't check it!

It's so sad!

On the same day, I hung up more than ten yuan, went to the dermatology department to see a doctor, and said to the doctor in awe: "Hello, my belly button has a coin-sized scaly lump, itchy, you can help me take a look." ”

With that, pull up the T-shirt.

The doctor took a look, and that glance was only 0.00001 seconds, but I was stubbornly observing his eyes and mouth shape, afraid to say the word "psoriasis".

"Eczema. He said lightly, and then asked, "How long?"

"It's been two weeks. ”

"Oh. ”

After an "oh" sound, the doctor ignored me and asked the nurse to write the order on the computer.

"Doctor, is it serious, can it be expanded, will it be ?...... repeatedly?"

After asking a series of questions, the nurse sister kindly handed me the printed slip and their task was completed.

Quickly walked out of the department, hurriedly found a place with few people to take a look at the price, and then looked up to the sky and cried!

68 pieces!68 pieces!68 pieces!!

Who said that hospitals are a place to cheat people?! Who said that?! Can you take some responsibility?!

I'm scared, how many times have I been afraid to come to the hospital when I'm sick!

A little problem, apply some medicine, a few days to get better, fortunately not psoriasis.

208 Hospital, a tertiary hospital, has always left a good impression on me, when I used to go to school, accompanied the school to see a doctor, at that time only charged more than 40 yuan, at that time I remember that my classmate said that he was a student, he and the director is a fellow in Anhui, I have always thought that because of this, I can only spend more than 40 yuan from the big hospital to get out of it, a few years later my personal experience proves that I am too dark in my heart.

Some people told me that regular big hospitals rarely charge indiscriminately, and those who charge indiscriminately are often those specialized hospitals.

Not an insider, don't talk nonsense.

All kinds of small problems in the body are the curse of sub-health, and I know that it is not serious at all, but it is annoying.

Rubbing his neck for a while and knocking on his waist for a while, he always yawns again and again, and the square dance aunt is not like this!

So I decided to exercise, just to lose weight, in May, I started three days of fishing and two days of drying nets, not to mention, very miserable.

It's October in a blink of an eye, and the fat hasn't decreased, but it has risen by 10 catties.

However, when the book came to the later stage, I couldn't hold it anymore, but my body suddenly improved.

Since mid-September, my waist has not hurt, my neck has not been sore, my eyes have not been swollen and I am not afraid of light, and although my body parts have not completely recovered to the state of 20 years old, I have no fatigue when I use the computer or watch TV, and I only feel sore and tired when I am lying in bed.

Moreover, the mental state is surprisingly good, and there is no longer that groggy feeling.

After several years of sub-health, suddenly the rotten wood is spring, I am frightened, it won't be a return to the light, right?

Thankfully not!

Although I fished for three days and dried the nets for two days, it was sports after all, and I was exposed to the sun after all.

With the basic recovery of my body, my worries were finally relieved.

I always wondered if I would continue to suffer from sub-health when I started a new book, but fortunately, God treated me well and gave me a surprise when the book was about to end and the next book was about to come.

Physically, I am ready, but psychologically, although my mentality has collapsed in the last few months and there have been mistakes in the plot design, I have gritted my teeth and carried it, after all, I have to finish the book normally. The last 10 chapters should at least give the book a romantic ending.

As for the next book, I hope to find joy, I enjoy writing books myself, and readers can have the pleasure of reading, and that's enough.

If there are no major problems, the book will end around the 20th, and the new book should be released in early November. I hope to give you a different reading experience when the time comes.

There's a lot of gossip, and I've written a chapter at this time, and it's going to be dawn at this time, hey.

Finally, I hope you pay attention to your body, young friends don't be too wavey, it's cold, you should wear autumn pants and wear autumn pants. Health is a thing, it's settled after the autumn!

Good morning!