005 I didn't say I wanted a divorce
Shen Xi pointed to the corner and said that she saw Zhao Yaru, Zhuang Yan frowned, and he was not worried at all.
This calm made him feel bitter and unspeakable, and he subconsciously hoped that Zhao Yaru would be disappointed in him as soon as possible, so that he could end this ridiculous marriage as soon as possible.
Thinking of this, Zhuang Yan's heart was desolate, and he felt that there was really no need to live this kind of life anymore.
In the afterglow, Shen Xi's panic and uneasiness were clearly seen by him, and he said very calmly: "It's okay." ”
Heh, in fact, he really wants to have something, but he can't be so willful. He more or less knew about the collusion between his father and Zhao Dehai, and his father resolutely disagreed with his divorce, which was due to the involvement of interests on a certain level.
Zhuang Xiaoting spends a lot of money every year studying abroad, and his father is getting older, Zhuang Yan has too many concerns, and the most important thing is that there is no one who makes him resolutely want to divorce.
Zhou Jin is not, as for Shen Xi, at least at that time, he couldn't shake Zhuang Yan's marriage.
Many people, including Jiang Yang, think that Zhuang Yan still remembers Zhou Jin because he still loves Zhou Jin, only Zhuang Yan himself knows that there is no possibility between him and Zhou Jin. He knew that he had waited for Zhou Jin too long in his heart, but the current Zhou Jin was probably not what he wanted to be.
If you want to say that Zhou Jin was innocent back then, how could he not be innocent? After all, he was mentioned by Zhou Jin to break up without knowing anything. He also resented and hated at the beginning, but after the passage of time, he could do nothing but accept the reality calmly.
In the process of accompanying Shen Xi to get money from the bank, Zhuang Yan has been thinking absentmindedly about this lost relationship.
He has been a little sentimental recently, he used to just bury himself in work, and then think of ways to play a good husband, after Shen Xi appeared, his emotions fluctuated.
After sending Shen Xi back to the villa in the suburbs, she didn't know how to unbuckle her seat belt in a panic, Zhuang Yan sighed secretly and reached out to help.
Is a little girl like Shen Xi really the type he likes?
He was a little dazed, and suddenly felt that he was too worried. Giving birth to a child for him is Shen Xi's own nod, and doing that kind of thing with her is also Shen Xi's own willingness, it was originally a transaction, did he think so much about Shen Xi?
Sometimes he really doesn't understand why he takes his relationship so seriously, so serious that he can count the women he has touched on one hand in his life.
However, seeing Shen Xi standing outside the car and not daring to enter the house, Zhuang Yan finally moved his heart of compassion.
He followed Shen Xi's line of sight and saw Zhao Yaru's car, and thought about it and walked in first. In any case, since he had already asked for Shen Xi, this business would definitely have to be done. He wants a daughter, because he no longer expects how much happiness his future marriage can bring him, he wants to pour all his feelings into the child, and Zhao Yaru's situation is obviously unable to conceive a child.
Seeing Shen Xi staring at the box next to the wall in a hurry, Zhuang Yan's heart was as soft as a ball of cotton.
Shen Xi was trembling, obviously it wasn't her fault, but she didn't dare to refute a word.
Zhuang Yan pulled Zhao Yaru into a room, after all, he took the initiative to get close to Shen Xi, so he took the initiative to apologize to Zhao Yaru: "Did you see it? I couldn't help but kiss her." ”
Zhao Yaru didn't expect him to admit it so calmly! From the time she saw Zhuang Yan kissing Shen Xi to the present, her emotions changed from anger to disappointment to sadness...... The five flavors were mixed in her heart, but when Zhuang Yan and Shen Xi came in together, all her pride was still suppressed by Zhuang Yan's face.
"Why? Why, am I not good enough for you?" Zhao Yaru was so angry that she began to smash things, and the glass on the table was also smashed into the wall by her, shattering into glass slag on the ground.
Zhuang Yan was too sensitive to this sound, and subconsciously shuddered, and his breathing became rapid at that moment.
But if Zhao Yaru didn't find out, Zhuang Yan wouldn't take the initiative to tell him about this problem.
When he was a child, his father loved to throw things every time he quarreled with his mother, and occasionally his mother would fall with him like a game. The sound of the glass breaking was like a deep scar in the hearts of Zhuang Yan's brothers and sisters, and the pain was so deep that I was afraid that I would never forget it for the rest of my life.
Zhuang Yan closed his eyes and let Zhao Yaru beat and scold, he was so tired that he actually sighed subconsciously: "Yaru, do you think it's interesting for us to toss like this?"
Zhao Yaru was stunned for a moment, and looked at him in horror: "Husband, what do you mean by this? I won't divorce you, I won't leave! You can't help but kiss Shen Xi because you haven't touched a woman for a long time, right? You won't want me because she doesn't want me, right?"
Zhao Yaru thought to herself, you will only want me for Zhou Jin, if you can completely eliminate Zhou Jin from your heart, you can toss with Shen Xi as much as you want, anyway, she will leave after giving birth!
Thinking of this, she suddenly felt that she really shouldn't have driven Shen Xi away, she came to Shen Xi to maintain this marriage, and also to use the child to trap Zhuang Yan's heart. If she drives Shen Xi away now and doesn't get the son she wants, her jealousy of Zhou Jin will still exist.
Zhao Yaru tore Zhuang Yan's shirt in a panic, she was very panicked at this moment, she wanted to do something to prove that Zhuang Yan was still hers: "Husband, I want you, give it to me." ”
She took the initiative to kiss him and teased him with her heart, but Zhuang Yan grabbed her shoulder and pushed her back a little: "Yaru, I want to talk to you." Zhou Jin and Shen Xi can all talk, we ......"
"Husband, I believe you. Zhao Yaru didn't dare to listen, she quickly took off her own clothes after she opened Zhuang Yan's clothes.
Lonely men and widows are in the same room, naturally something will happen, Zhuang Yan felt sad when he saw Zhao Yaru's appearance, he still couldn't arouse interest, but Zhao Yaru's efforts to have something to do with him made Zhuang Yan's heart sour.
He tried to hug her, but when he entered, she screamed in pain.
The whole process was not smooth, and it could even be described as very bad, but Zhao Yaru could be called very hard. When Zhuang Yan realized that she was deliberately calling Shen Xi, her internal organs were all crumbled.
What did he do? Why did he dwell on feelings he didn't want? This kind of entanglement didn't do any of them any good.
This affair didn't end after all, Zhuang Yan withdrew from the battlefield halfway, Zhao Yaru obviously didn't enjoy it, but he had to cater to him, which made him worry: "Yaru, don't be like this." I didn't say I wanted a divorce. ”
He sighed and helped her get dressed, and his heart sank like a pile of broken copper and iron.
When he went out, Shen Xi was still standing by the box, his face at a loss. Zhuang Yan felt bitter in her heart, this stupid girl, has she been waiting here? Everything that happened just now was heard by her, right?
Seeing the pain on Shen Xi's face, Zhuang Yan tugged at the corners of his mouth and took the initiative to put her suitcase into the trunk of the car: "Let's go back, it's too far from here to take care of." ”
He could see that Zhao Yaru was unhappy, but he wanted to complete the deal with Shen Xi.
Zhao Yaru obeyed his wishes, in fact, every time he made a certain decision, Zhao Yaru would generally be obedient, and the one who loved more would always subconsciously compromise.
That night, Zhao Yaru deliberately explained to Shen Xi about the money, and she didn't want to expose the incident where Zhuang Yan kissed Shen Xi in the car, so she found steps for them to go down. In fact, she knew that Zhuang Yan hadn't touched a woman for a long time, Zhuang Yan and Shen Xi had already had the most intimate contact, she felt that Zhuang Yan should be the same as her, but she just regarded Shen Xi as a young lady, so why not kiss two?
She would rather believe that Zhuang Yan was venting her desires on Shen Xi than that Zhuang Yan was emotionally attached to Shen Xi.
Zhuang Yan's previous state made her particularly insecure, she was afraid that Zhuang Yan would really divorce her, so she was eager to let Shen Xi get pregnant with the child as soon as possible. This is also the reason why she asked Shen Xi to go to their room to have sex with Zhuang Yan, because Sun Zeming told her that women are the easiest to conceive children during ovulation.
Zhuang Yan was stunned when he saw Shen Xi standing beside the bed after taking a bath.
As soon as he walked up to her, he felt that his nose was filled with the fragrance of her body, and a hot feeling rose inexplicably on his body. He felt very strongly that he wanted her, so he didn't hesitate any longer and kissed it strongly.
He reminded himself in his mind that he was making a deal, and he wanted this little girl to give him a daughter.
But when she bit her lip and refused to give him half a response, he suddenly felt irritable: "Xixi, what are you doing?"
He wanted her to cooperate as before, and although it was a deal, they could trade happily. He knew that he was very selfish in thinking like this, but he was really entangled, unprecedentedly entangled.
That night he was much crazier than usual, he was frustrated by Shen Xi's silent refusal, he regretted that he had agreed to surrogacy, and he was uncomfortable with his bumpy marriage with Zhao Yaru. He indulged his desires in a variety of ways, looking for heartiness in Shen Xi again and again.
But after the incident, he saw Shen Xi's trembling legs when he walked, and a strong guilt came to his heart.
He impulsively walked towards her back, obviously wanting to hold her in his arms and comfort her, but thinking of Zhao Yaru, he still lowered his arm after all.
He suddenly felt that it was good for Shen Xi to misunderstand him, this little girl shouldn't like him, maybe if he was rough, Shen Xi would restrain her feelings.
However, he didn't expect Zhao Yaru to play tricks with him, Zhao Yaru said that he would go to play with his friends wherever he wanted, and he would not be at home for the past two days. Zhuang Yan didn't think much about it, he only felt relieved, and asked Zhao Yaru to take a good break before sending Zhao Yaru out.
He felt that he and Zhao Yaru needed to adjust their moods, his life had been boring for so long, and the sudden appearance of a Shen Xi really caught him off guard. He needs to be responsible for Zhao Yaru, so he has to sort out his feelings.
But the emotion thing, where does it mean that it can be sorted out?
The relaxed feeling when she was alone with Shen Xi was something Zhuang Yan hadn't expected, and she was always secretly watching him from a place close to him.
Zhuang Yan understands Shen Xi's feelings very well, he also came over like this, when he fell in love with Zhou Jin, he couldn't wait to stick together all day long. It's really heartfelt, and it's sweet to be able to get along for a second longer.
He stayed on the balcony for a long time after Shen Xi left last night, the hot wind smoked his sweat, and after returning to the room, he blew under the air conditioner for a while, he was too tired during that time, so when he woke up in the morning, he actually felt cold.
When Shen Xi cautiously said that he wanted to make ginger soup for him, his heart was soft again.
I wanted to refuse, but after catching a glimpse of her expectant eyes, I didn't want to break her heart after all.
Seeing her busy figure in the kitchen, Zhuang Yan remembered Zhou Jin in a trance.
When he used to live with Zhou Jin, Zhou Jin would also cook in the kitchen, but Zhou Jin didn't do it well, but despite this, he would try to eat as much as possible every time. Zhao Yaru was born as an eldest lady and never went into the kitchen.
Zhuang Yan didn't want Zhao Yaru to learn to cook, he didn't think that women should serve men like this after they got married, after all, their family didn't need Zhao Yaru to do housework. It's just that he feels that a truly warm family, there is always one party willing to be busy in the kitchen for the other. He learned cooking for Zhou Jin at the beginning, but he never cooked after breaking up with Zhou Jin, and Zhao Yaru didn't even know that he was a good cook.
This memory made him feel uncomfortable, and when he looked up at the figure in the kitchen again, the corners of his mouth unconsciously hooked up with a smile. Shen Xi's concern made him feel a hint of happiness, a home-like warmth that he had longed for for a long time.
He didn't know that his smile reached Zhao Yaru's eyes through the camera at home.
In fact, Zhuang Yan couldn't eat spicy food, and Shen Xi's ginger soup was too spicy, but after he glanced at her expectant little eyes, he couldn't bear to disappoint her after all, so he simply closed his eyes and drank the ginger soup that night.
As soon as he finished drinking, he felt a layer of fine sweat on his forehead, and the congestion in his nose was really relieved.
When Shen Xi happily took the bowl to clean up the kitchen, Zhuang Yan, who was staring at her back, unconsciously curled the corners of his mouth. He didn't notice this smile himself, but it was also transmitted to Zhao Yaru's eyes by the camera.
Zhao Yaru was playing tricks this time, she wanted to see if Zhuang Yan cared about Shen Xi, but Zhuang Yan's two smiles completely disturbed Zhao Yaru's mood. She had planned to go back tomorrow, but she couldn't hold it down, and she had to go back and watch them.
She talked to Shen Xi that night, she didn't like this little girl, she had promised not to be emotional about her husband, but now, Shen Xi's love for Zhuang Yan is beyond words, who can't see it? Only Shen Xi herself can't see it, she has always thought that she is hiding it well.
Zhao Yaru knew that many girls would like a man like Zhuang Yan, but Shen Xi just couldn't, because Shen Xi still had to give birth to a child for her! Shen Xi still had to get along with Zhuang Yan for a while! She was afraid that if she didn't drive Zhou Jin away, she would lead the wolf into the house and have another rival in love.
She clearly declared her ownership of Zhuang Yan to Shen Xi, and Zhao Yaru wanted Shen Xi to realize that Zhuang Yan was not someone she could hope for. Fortunately, Shen Xi is self-aware, but after all, she is at the age of the beginning of love, and her thoughts and admiration are all on her face, no matter how hard she tries to hide it, those eyes will still betray her after all.
Time meandered forward, and finally it was time for the pregnancy test, Zhao Yaru sent Shen Xi a pregnancy test stick with great anticipation, but she couldn't help but be disappointed when she saw the results. The red line is not obvious, proving that you are not pregnant?
Before Zhuang Yan went home, Zhao Yaru had been struggling, if Shen Xi was not pregnant, should she continue to let Shen Xi do surrogacy? If she continued to do surrogacy, then she would do IVF next time, anyway, she couldn't stand letting Shen Xi have sex with Zhuang Yan anymore. Mobile phone users please browse m. reading, a better reading experience comes from.