On the third night, Zhuang Yan and Zhao Yaru spent the night at his father's house, Zhao Yaru wanted to go to the villa in the suburbs with him, Zhuang Yan knew that she wanted to live as a husband and wife, but he really couldn't do it.

The doctor said that she was too gloomy, and a large part of the reason why the fallopian tubes that had been unblocked were blocked again was because of her heavy mind. After reconciling, Zhuang Yan also had a married life with her, but even if she was in love, she would feel very painful, and she was prone to inflammation and illness. Therefore, Zhuang Yan often refuses to make love to her for this reason.

But the more this is the case, the more annoyed Zhao Yaru becomes, hating her body for not being angry, even if she can't have children, she can't even live a normal life as a husband and wife. Although everything Zhuang Yan did to her was perfect in the eyes of others, Zhao Yaru could feel that Zhuang Yan didn't love him.

It's been five years, and there is still no love between them.

Zhao Yaru also thought about letting go, but she had liked him for so long and finally got married, how could she be willing to let go like this? Especially after Zhou Jin returned to China and said that she wanted to snatch Zhuang Yan back, she was even more unwilling to give Zhuang Yan to Zhou Jin like this.

In fact, Zhao Yaru could feel the subtle changes in Zhuang Yan in the past three days, and she felt that it was the right choice to bring Shen Xi back, at least when Zhuang Yan smiled and talked to her, she felt that there was warmth in his smile.

No one could see Zhuang Yan's disguise, but Zhao Yaru could see it, after all, they had been in the same bed for so many years.

After Zhuang Yan was with her, all the spoiling of her was out of responsibility, and Zhao Yaru didn't realize this at first. It wasn't until Zhou Jin came back that she carefully learned about Zhou Jin's past with Zhuang Yan and realized that Zhuang Yan's kindness to her was not sincere.

Once she thought so, all Zhuang Yan's love for her became very deliberate in her eyes.

Thinking that Zhuang Yan's kindness to her had already been given to another woman, Zhao Yaru was so jealous that she went crazy. She didn't want to admit that Zhuang Yan's intentions for her were less than one-tenth of Zhou Jin's, after all, she couldn't compare, after all, everyone thought that Zhuang Yan treated her really well.

Most of the time, Zhuang Yan listens to her very much, no matter what she wants, Zhuang Yan will buy her back; she wants to know where Zhuang Yan is, Zhuang Yan will send her a positioning report itinerary; even if she wants Zhuang Yan to take photos and videos to report, he will frown and do it one by one.

But the length of his overtime hours has always been something that Zhao Yaru can't change.

When Zhuang Yan was obedient, Zhao Yaru felt that he was an obedient robot, but when Zhuang Yan was disobedient, Zhao Yaru felt congested.

But Zhuang Yan is still the Zhuang Yan she was when she first got married, but she is no longer the stupid she was at the beginning.

"Husband, do you think Shen Xi is already pregnant? I am not used to having one more of her at home, if you think she can almost be pregnant, I will send her to live in that building in the suburbs tomorrow." At night, Zhao Yaru nested in Zhuang Yan's arms and sprinkled coquettishly, and her hand couldn't help but drill into his clothes, but was stopped by Zhuang Yan.

Zhuang Yan's heart tightened slightly, and he was suddenly a little reluctant.

He was ashamed of this reluctance, and didn't know how to respond, so he hesitated for a few seconds and then simply closed his mouth and said nothing.

He didn't speak, but Zhao Yaru felt a trace of bitterness in her heart, she didn't think that Zhuang Yan would like Shen Xi at that time, but she was jealous, she really didn't want to give her husband to other women to sleep with. But Zhuang Yan's silence made her panic, she was afraid that the relationship between husband and wife that had finally eased would be tossed by her jealousy.

So she hesitated again and again, and hesitated: "Or the day after tomorrow, I will make an appointment to do my hair tomorrow." ”

The moment she lowered her eyelids, tears welled up in her eyes.

She felt that she was generous enough, and that she did play tricks when she forced him to marry her, but the two adults were glad that they could get married, didn't they?

After Zhuang Yan came back to his senses, he touched her face and touched the wetness, and sighed helplessly: "Why are you crying? He patted her on the back, and after a while she didn't respond, "Yaru, there's something I want to tell you." ”

Zhao Yaru's heart contracted slightly, and she closed her eyes in a panic: "I'm sleepy, let's talk about something tomorrow." ”

She didn't dare to talk to Zhuang Yan, every time he calmly told her a lot, but she could never tell whether he was telling the truth or fooling her with lies. She was often worried that he would suddenly divorce her, and she was afraid that he would tell her that he loved another woman, so every time she could, she didn't talk about it.

Zhuang Yan sighed again: "The situation of Shen Xi's family is not very optimistic, I want to pay her 100,000 yuan first, so that she can give birth to us with peace of mind without worries." ”

He deliberately used the word "we", he wanted to emphasize that even if Shen Xi was pregnant with a child, it was him with her, not him with Shen Xi. Although he couldn't help but make love to Shen Xi, his sanity was still there.

Zhao Yaru counted her nose and shed a big tear.

Look, he has an unforgettable first love, and now he still cares about Shen Xi. Although she knew that what he said was reasonable, Zhao Yaru couldn't help but start to be jealous, why didn't he just refuse to love her with all his heart? She regretted that she had beaten the child out of the first place, if the child was still there, Zhuang Yan would definitely not be like this.

Both of them were exhausted in this marriage, but Zhao Yaru just didn't want to let go. And what about Zhuang Yan? After the divorce, he is more comfortable, but his father will have a hard time being a man; if he does not get divorced, he will still live like a walking corpse, and he is the only one who has been wronged.

In fact, he is not so great, but he hides too much bitterness in his heart, and he has no expectations for the future, so it is not much different to him.

On the night of the fourth day, he didn't know how to go in to say goodbye to Shen Xi, and he rubbed in the study for a while before returning to the room.

When he entered the door, Shen Xi was obviously very excited and looking forward to it, but he pursed his lips tightly and wanted to suppress his thoughts, how did she know that Zhuang Yan had insight into all her emotions the moment he saw her.

Her sometimes happy and sometimes frowning made Zhuang Yan feel distressed.

After all, he made such a little girl fall in love with him, the absurd things in the study happened without his control, what reason did Shen Xi have to refuse? He felt that this little girl was very sensitive, but her joys, sorrows, and sorrows could not be completely hidden, those eyes were the windows of her heart, and if you looked closely, you could know what she was thinking.

When telling her about Zhao Yaru's decision, Shen Xi's shock and loss were all in sight by Zhuang Yan, and she was such a timid and cowardly person, she couldn't help but hug him impulsively.

At that moment, Zhuang Yan couldn't help but want to make the most intense contact with her, but he couldn't help it.

He knew that he shouldn't continue to let himself sink, it would be bad for anyone. He should restrain his feelings, Shen Xi is still young, and she can continue to live her own life after giving birth, as long as she doesn't say it, no one will know all this.

He felt that since he couldn't be responsible for Shen Xi, he should take care of it in time, he was so much older than her, even if she couldn't control that feeling, he had the responsibility to help her restrain it.

He took a cold shower, walked to the head of the bed and found Shen Xi wringing her fingers, her helplessness and panic were so vivid, Zhuang Yan felt that his heart couldn't help but soften again. Such a girl should find a reliable shoulder to rely on, but he is not her lover. If he didn't get married to Zhao Yaru, he was willing to try to live with a girl like Shen Xi.

The routine that should be done became bitter tonight, Shen Xi was not as cooperative as before, and the process was not as good as the previous times. Zhuang Yan felt very uncomfortable in his heart, but what could he do? He ruined such a good little girl, and he felt that he was deeply guilty.

"Mr. Zhuang, I, I'm not pregnant yet, why did I leave so early?" Shen Xi finally couldn't help but ask, but her voice was so small, and her voice trembled when she spoke.

Zhuang Yan felt that it must have taken her a lot of courage to dare to ask, right? She really had a heart for herself, what should he do with her? He couldn't do that kind of thing as Jinwu Zangjiao, and he shouldn't delay Shen Xi, who was in his prime of life.

He didn't know how to respond to her, so he tried his best to use his mind in the current situation, but Shen Xi's body had always refused to respond to his enthusiasm, and she was obviously uncomfortable, but she refused to express a word of discomfort.

Look, she is so forbearing, Zhuang Yan is so distressed.

"Hee-hee. He couldn't help but sigh softly in her ear, but she suddenly became enthusiastic because of such a title, but her eyes full of anticipation stared at Zhuang Yan very uncomfortably.

He originally planned not to respond to anything, but seeing that she was biting her lower lip tightly and wanting to cry or not, he couldn't hold back after all, and said softly: "If you weren't pregnant, I would have taken you over." ”

He can't say that he can't bear her, and it's better to hide the fruitless feelings in his heart.

The second and third ...... that night Shen Xi is trying hard to cooperate with him, he is greedily venting his desires on her, he really wants to be responsible for this little girl, this is the first time he has this impulse to other women after breaking up with Zhou Jin. He didn't know what was wrong with him, was it because he had been abstinent for too long to be so uncontrollable?

In the two days when Shen Xi moved to live in a suburban villa, Zhuang Yan felt empty in his heart, and he didn't understand why he was interested in Shen Xi in such a short period of time, but the home without her became a place that Zhuang Yan didn't want to go back to. At night, he would miss that soft little body, and this physical habit made him feel terrible.

He used to be a very restrained person, but lately he has been too self-indulgent and has gone a little crazy.

On the third day of Shen Xi's departure, he drove back absentmindedly after inspecting the factory, and originally planned to go back to the company, but unknowingly went to the villa in the suburbs.

He struggled at the door for a long time, thinking about whether to go in to see the little girl, until his aunt took the initiative to open the door for him after discovering his car, and he comforted himself: Then go in and have a look, anyway, it's already here, and it would seem too deliberate not to go in.

He knew that he was making excuses for himself, but once his nerves that had been tense for so many years were relaxed, it was like a flood, and he was too greedy for the good feeling when he was with Shen Xi, and he wanted to be selfish. He thought, after Shen Xi became pregnant with a child, he was going to start an ascetic life again, since he had decided to indulge himself before, why did he have to be so entangled?

So as soon as he saw Shen Xi, he couldn't help but want to hug her and kiss her, but after his aunt left, he just restrained himself from dropping a kiss on her forehead.

Their relationship with each other starts from the most intimate step, so that kind of intimacy that can't help but make them feel normal to each other.

Her joy overflowed, and he suddenly began to feel guilty again. Should he really indulge in such a bunny little girl?

However, he didn't expect that Zhao Yaru would know about him going to see Shen Xi without permission that afternoon, and he replied lightly, not knowing how to talk to Zhao Yaru about his thoughts. He felt that he still couldn't fully indulge, that he had too many concerns. He felt that he shouldn't go to see Shen Xi alone again, every time he saw her, he couldn't help it, this kind of sign was not good.

But the next day, after inspecting the batch of important materials in the factory, he actually drove the car to the suburban villa in a trance.

When he stopped the car in time halfway, God actually sent Shen Xi to him.

He sighed, and felt that this was fate, and that God was taking pity on him? A thirty-two-year-old man was so distracted three times and twice because of a little girl.

He didn't want to imprison Shen Xi's personal freedom, but when she panicked and explained to herself that she just wanted to go to the bank to send money to her grandmother, Zhuang Yan's heart slammed down. What kind of environment made her so timid? The two of them had seen each other frankly for a long time, but they hadn't been intimate for the past two nights, so why did she shrink back into the turtle shell?

In fact, Zhuang Yan had other things to do, but he didn't worry about letting Shen Xi go to the bank by himself, so he decided to send her over in person.

It's just that he didn't expect that Shen Xi didn't even know how to buckle the seat belt, watching her clumsily drill her head into the seat belt, his heart seemed to be suddenly pricked by a needle a few times, and it hurt so much that it was difficult to breathe.

He didn't mean to laugh at her, such a girl who had never seen the world was willing to send herself to him for the sake of her relatives and let him ask for it. She is obviously very timid, what is the power that made her personally send herself to this impetuous metropolis?

Shen Xi cried in shame because of the embarrassment in front of Zhuang Yan, Zhuang Yan gasped, leaned over and helped her fasten her seat belt again, and patiently taught her how to fasten it.

He thought that she was in tears because she was worried about her grandmother's condition, and he held a tissue to help her wipe her tears, but she panicked and tried to avoid it.

Her small act stimulated Zhuang Yan's macho psychology, and she insisted on helping her wipe her tears, but her tears flowed more and more rapidly, his blood surged, and he kissed him without holding back. Slowly down the tear stains in the corners of her eyes, and finally groped for her soft mouth, and kissed her carefully.

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